Date: 1999-10-22 04:00:00+00:00
Keywords: Mystery; Fiction; Crime; Mystery Thriller; Detective; Thriller; Adult; Suspense; American
Description: In this first new V.I. Warshawski novel in five years, the private eye returns in great form (Los Angeles Times) in an intrigue that thrusts her into the circles of the rich and troubled, the bitter home of a powerful Chicago family, into the pampered world of a TV star, and behind the razor wire of a women's prison. Among the first, and perhaps the most compelling, female private investigators of contemporary fiction, Sara Paretsky's incomparable character V. I. Warshawski at last returns to the page in her first full-length appearance since 1994's Tunnel Vision. Hard Time is the work of a ma
Publisher: Bt Bound

Sara Paretsky

Hard Time

A V.I. Warsawski novel #09

1 Media Circus

Lacey Dowell clutched her crucifix, milky breasts thrust forward, as she backed away from her unseen assailant. Tendrils of red hair escaped from her cap; with her eyes shut and her forehead furrowed she seemed to have crossed the line from agony to ecstasy. It was too much emotion for me at close quarters.

I turned around, only to see her again, red hair artlessly tangled, breasts still thrust forward, as she accepted the Hasty Pudding award from a crowd of Harvard men. I resolutely refused to look at the wall on my right, where her head was flung back as she laughed at the witticisms of the man in the chair opposite. I knew the man and liked him, which made me squirm at his expression, a kind of fawning joviality. Murray Ryerson was too good a reporter to prostitute himself like this.

What got into him? Or more to the point, what got into me, to let him turn my bar into this backslapping media circus?

Sal Barthele, who owned the Golden Glow, had snaked through the Chicago glitterati packed into her tiny space to find me. Her heightshe was over six feet tallmade it possible for her to spot me in the mob. For a moment, as she looked at the projection screens on her paneled walls, her relaxed hostess smile slipped and her nose curled in distaste.

I dont know, I said. Maybe he wants to show Hollywood what a cool insider he is, knowing an intimate bar they never heard of.

Sal snorted but kept her eyes on the room, checking for trouble spotspatrons waiting too long for liquid, wait staff unable to move. The throng included local TV personalities anxiously positioning themselves so that their cameras could catch them with Lacey Dowell if she ever showed up. While they waited they draped themselves around executives from Global Studios. Murray himself was hard at it with a woman in a silver gauze outfit. Her hair was clipped close to her head, showing off prominent cheekbones and a wide mouth painted bright red. As if sensing my gaze she turned, looked at me for a moment, then interrupted Murrays patter to jerk her head in my direction.

Who is Murray talking to? I asked Sal, but she had turned away to deal with a fractious customer.

I edged myself through the crowd, tripping on Regine Mauger, the HeraldStars wizened gossip columnist. She glared at me malevolently: she didnt know who I was, which meant I was no use to her.

Will you watch where youre going, young woman? Regine had been tucked and cut so many times that her skin looked like paper pulled over bone. Im trying to talk to Teddy Trant!

She meant she was trying to push her bony shoulders close enough for Trant to notice her. He was the head of Globals midwest operations, sent in from Hollywood when Global acquired the HeraldStar and its string of regional papers a year ago. No one in town had paid much attention to him until last week, when Global unleashed its television network. They had bought Channel 13 in Chicago to serve as their flagship and brought in Lacey Dowell, star of Globals wildly successful romancehorror flicks, to appear on the first Behind Scenes in Chicago segmentwith host Murray Ryerson, the man who turns Chicago inside out.

Global was launching a Behind Scenes feature in each of their major markets. As a hometown girl made good and a Global star, Lacey was the perfect choice for the Chicago launch. Crowds of teenagers as excited as my generation had been by the Beatles lined up to greet her at OHare. Tonight they were waiting outside the Golden Glow to catch her arrival.

With the excitement of television and movies on hand, no one could get enough of Edmund Trant. Where he dined, how his mediagenic wife decorated their Oak Brook mansion, all were avidly covered by columnists like Regine Mauger. And when invitations were issued for tonights party, everyone in Chicagos small media pond was anxious to find the silveredged ticket in the mail.

Regine and the other gossip columnists werent of much interest to Trant tonight: I recognized the Speaker of the Illinois House and a couple of other state pols in the group close to him and had a feeling that the man he was talking most to was another businessman. Regine, peevish at being stiffed, made a big show of inspecting the hem of her black satin trousers, to show me Id torn them or scuffed them or something. As I pushed my way through the melee toward a corner of the bar I heard her say to her counterpart at the SunTimes, Who is that very clumsy woman?

I edged my way to the wall behind Sals horseshoe mahogany bar. Since my assistant, Mary Louise Neely, and her young protégée Emily Messenger had come with me, I knew I was in for a long evening. In her current manic state Emily would ignore any pleas to leave much before one in the morning. It wasnt often she did something that made her peers jealous and she was determined to milk the evening to the limit.

Like most of her generation Emily was caught up in Laceymania. When I said she and Mary Louise could come as the guests my ticket entitled me to, Emily turned pale with excitement. She was leaving for France next week to go to a summer language camp, but that was borerine compared to being in the same room with Lacey Dowell.

The Mad Virgin, she breathed theatrically. Vic, Ill never forget this until my dying day.

Lacey got the nickname from her lead in a series of horror flicks about a medieval woman who supposedly died in defense of her chastity. She periodically returned to life to wreak vengeance on the man who tormented hersince he kept reappearing through time to menace other young women. Despite the pseudofeminist gloss on the plot, Lacey always ended up dying again after defeating her agelong foe, while some brainless hero cuddled a vapid truelove who had screamed herself breathless for ninety minutes. The films had a cult status among Generation Xerstheir deadly seriousness turned them into a kind of campy selfsatirebut their real audience was Emily and her teenage friends, who slavishly copied Laceys hairstyle, her ankle boots with their crossed straps, and the highnecked black tank tops she wore off the set.

When I got to the end of the bar near the service entrance, I stood on tiptoe to try to spot Emily or Mary Louise, but the crowd was too dense. Sal had moved all the barstools to the basement. I leaned against the wall, making myself as flat as possible, as harassed wait staff rushed by with hors doeuvres and bottles.

Murray had moved to the far end of the bar from me, still with the woman in silver gauze. He seemed to be regaling her with the tale of how Sal acquired her mahogany horseshoe bar from the remains of a Gold Coast mansion. Years ago when she was starting out, she got me and her brothers to climb through the rubble to help her haul it off. Watching the woman tilt her head back in a theatrical laugh, I was betting that Murray was pretending hed been part of the crew. Something about the shape of his partners face or the fulllipped pout she gave when she was listening was familiar, but I couldnt place her.

Sal stopped briefly by me again, holding a plate of smoked salmon. I have to stay here till the last dog dies, but you dontgo on home, Warshawski.

I took some salmon and explained morosely that I was waiting on Mary Louise and Emily. Want me to tend bar? It would give me something to do.

Be better if you went in the back and washed dishes. Since I dont usually serve food here at the Glow my little washer is blowing its brains out trying to keep up with this. Want me to bring you the Black Label?

Im driving. San Pellegrino is my limit for the evening.

Murray maneuvered his way across the bar with his companion and put his arm around Sal. Thanks for opening up the Glow to this mob scene. I thought we ought to celebrate at some place authentically Chicago.

He kept an arm around Sal in a protective hug and introduced her to his companion. Sal Barthele, one of the truly great Chicago stories. Alexandra Fisher, one of the truly great Chicago escapees. And you know V. I. Warshawski.

Yes, I know Vic. Sal extricated herself from Murray. Stop showing off, Murray. Not all of us are swooning because you sat in front of a camera for fifteen minutes.

Murray threw back his head and laughed. Thats what makes this a great town. But I was talking to Alex. She and Vic were in law school together.

We were? The name didnt ring a bell.

Ive changed a little. Alex laughed, too, and squeezed my hand in a power shake.

I squeezed back, hard enough to make her open her eyes. She had the muscle definition of a woman who worked seriously with weights, and the protruding breastbone of one who survived on lettuce leaves between workouts. I have the muscles of a South Side street fighter, and probably matching manners.

I still couldnt place her. Her hair, dyed a kind of magenta, was cut close to her skull at the sides and slicked back on top with something like Brill Creme, except no doubt pricier. Before I could probe, a young man in a white collarless shirt murmured a few apologetic words to Alex about Mr. Trant. She waggled her fingers at Murray and me and followed the acolyte toward the power center. The wizened gossip columnist, still hovering on the perimeter, stopped her for a comment, but Alex was sucked into the vortex and disappeared.

Sowhat did you think, V. I.? Murray scooped half the salmon from Sals platter and downed it with a mouthful of beer.

It was only then that I realized he had shaved his beard for his television debut. I had watched the beard go from fiery red to auburn to grayflecked in the years he and I had collaborated and competed on financial scandal in Chicago, but Id never seen his naked jaw before.

Somehow it made my heart achefoolish Murray, anxiously decking himself for the media godsso I said brusquely, She has beautiful deltoid definition.

Of my show, Warshawski.

I kept my eyes on the mahogany bar. I thought you brought the same attention to Lacey that you did to GanttAg and the Knifegrinders and all those other stories we worked together.

Sheesh, Warshawski, cant you ever give a guy a break?

I wish you well, Murray. I really do.

My glance flicked to his face. Whatever he saw in my eyes made him look away. He gave Sal another exaggerated grin and hug and headed in his companions direction. As I watched him walk away I realized someone had been pointing a camera at us: hed been embracing Sal for tape.

Something tells me Murray picked the Glow to show all those Hollywood types he hangs around with black people, Sal said, frowning at his retreating back.

I didnt want to admit it out loud, but I thought sadly she was probably right.

That Alex Fisher is part of Globals legal team, Sal added, her eyes still on the room. They brought her out from California to mind the shop here. I had to deal with her a few times on liability questions about LaceyI actually had to buy insurance to cover the event tonight. The studio wasnt even going to cover the cost of that until I told them the city health department was raising so many questions about food in the Glow that Id have to shut down the event.

Whyd they care? They could go anywhere.

Theyre paying for the catering, and I only told them this morning. I hear they say in Hollywood that no one kicks Globals ball, but theyre outoftowners here. She laughed and disappeared into the minute kitchen.

Around midnight there was a flurry at the door. I hoped it was Lacey making her dramatic appearance so that I could collect Emily and leave, but it was only a couple of Bulls playersborerine to Emily Messenger and her friends. As the crowds shifted for them I made out Mary Louise and Emily, stationed where Emily could get an autograph as soon as Lacey cleared the entrance. Emily was in Mad Virgin uniform: the black tank top, stretch pants, and platform shoes that were sold through the Virginwear label Global owned.

Mary Louise must have worked something out with one of the officers assigned to cover the event. She had been a cop herself for ten years, and when she quit the force two years ago shed done it in a way that didnt lose her any friends. The guy on duty tonight had placed Emily behind the velvet ropes set up to create the illusion of an entrance hall. Hed even found a barstool for Emily to perch on. I was enviousmy calves were aching from hours of standing.

Are you waiting for Lacey, too?

I turned to find a stranger addressing me, a compactly built man several years younger than me, with curly brown hair and the hint of a mustache.

Im a friend of the groom, I said, but I have a young guest who wont leave until she gets Laceys autograph.

A friend ofoh. His eyes twinkled in appreciation. And Im a friend of the bride. At least, we grew up in the same building, and she squeaked with excitement when she told me she was coming back to Chicago.

Is she really from here? When actors say theyre from Chicago, they usually mean Winnetka and New Trier, not the city.

Oh, no. We grew up in Humboldt Park. Until we were twelve we hung out together, the only nerds in our building, so that the bigger kids wouldnt pick on us. Then she got a role on television and whoosh, off she went like a rocket. Now all those kids who used to corner her in the stairwell are trying to pretend they were her buddies, but shes not a fool.

She remembered you? I wasnt really interested, but even idle talk would help get me through the evening.

Oh, sure, she sent me one of her fancy cards to this event. But she wont meet with me alone. He reached across the bar for a bottle of beer and shook himself, as if shaking off a train of thought. And why should she? Which groom are you a friend of? Do you work for the television station?

No, no. I know Murray Ryerson, thats all.

You work for him? He grabbed a plate of tiny sandwiches from a passing waiter and offered it to me.

I dont like to tell people Im a private investigatorits almost as bad as being a doctor at a party. Everyone has some scam or some time that theyve been robbed or cheated that they think youll sort out for them on the spot. Tonight was no exception. When I admitted to my occupation, my companion said maybe I could help him. Something rather curious had been happening in his plant lately.

I stifled a sigh and dug in my evening bag for a business card. Give me a call if you want to talk about it in a place where I can give you my full attention.

V. I. Warshawski? He pronounced my name carefully. Youre on Leavitt and North? Thats not so far from me.

Before he could say anything else there was another stir at the entrance. This time it was Lacey herself. The waters parted: Edmund Trant extricated himself from his crowd and appeared at the door to kiss Laceys hands as the cameras began to whir again. Murray used his bulk to barrel his way next to Trant in time for Lacey to kiss him for the cameras. The policeman at the door greeted Lacey and directed her to Emily. I watched while she hugged Emily, signed her book, and flung herself into the arms of another Global actor on hand for the event.

While I worked my way along the wall to the front to collect Mary Louise and Emily, Lacey moved her entourage to the center of the room. The guy Id just been speaking to managed to position himself behind the waiter bringing her a drink. I stopped to watch. Lacey greeted him with enthusiasm, so he must have been telling the truth about their childhood. But he seemed to be trying to talk to her seriously about somethinga mistake in a gathering this public. Even under the soft rainbows of Sals Tiffany lamps I could see Laceys color rise. She turned away from him in hauteur and he made the mistake of grabbing her shoulders. The offduty cop whod gotten Emily her seat muscled his way through the crowd and hustled him out the door. When we followed a few minutes later, the man was standing across the street staring at the Golden Glow. As we came out he hunched his hands down in his pockets and walked away.

Vic, youve made me blissfully happy, Emily sighed as we walked past the line of Laceys fans. There they are, waiting for hours just to get sight of her, and she actually kissed me and signed my book, maybe Ill even be on TV. If someone told me two years ago that every girl in Chicago would be jealous of me, Id never have believed them in a million years. But its come true.

2 The Woman in the Road

Emily chattered with excitement all the way to the car, then fell deeply asleep in the backseat. Mary Louise leaned back on the passenger side and slipped out of her high heels.

I stayed up all night to watch poor Diana marry Prince Creep when I was that age, she commented. At least Emily got to touch Lacey.

I had wanted to go to OHare to join the vigil for Ringo and John, but my mother was desperately ill by then; I wasnt going to worry her by riding around on buses and Ls after curfew. Some guy was trying to get next to Lacey as we left. He said they grew up together in Humboldt Park. Is that true?

Im glad you asked. In the sodium lights on the Inner Drive I could see Mary Louises grin. I have eaten and drunk Lacey Dowell facts for the last two weeks, ever since you called with the invite, and its high time you shared the treat. Laceys birth name was Magdalena Lucida Dowell. Her mother was Mexican, her father Irish; shes an only child who grew up in Humboldt Park and went to St. Remigios, where she starred in all the school plays and won a scholarship to Northern Illinois. They have an important theater program. She got her first break in film twelve years ago, when

All right, all right. Im sure you know her shoe size and her favorite color, too.

Green, and eightandahalf. And she still likes the chorizo from her home neighborhood better than any trendy food in L.A. Ha, ha. Her father died in an industrial accident before she started making real money, but her mother lives with her in Santa Monica in a nice oceanfront mansion. Supposedly Lacey gives money to St. Remigios. They say she kept the cardinal from closing the school by shoring up its scholarship fund. If thats true its worth something.

A lot. The light at Lake Shore Drive turned green, and I swung into the northbound lanes.

Come to think of it, you should have picked up some of these gems from Murrays interview. Didnt you watch?

I grimaced at the dashboard. I think I was so embarrassed to see him doing it at all that I couldnt focus on what he was saying.

Dont be too hard on him, Mary Louise said. Guy has to live on something, and youre the one who told me the Global team axed his biggest stories.

She was right. I knew Murray had been having a tough time since Global bought the paper. They hadnt stopped any of his digging, but they wouldnt print any stories they considered politically sensitive. We have to pay attention to the people who do us favors in this state, Murray quoted to me bitterly when management killed a story hed been working on for months about the new womens prison in Coolis. He mimicked his editor one night at dinner last winter: Americans have grown accustomed to sound bites. Sex, sports, and violence are good sound bites. Skimming pension funds or buying off the state legislature are not. Get the picture, Murray?

What Id somehow forgotten was how much of a survivor Murray was. No one was more surprised than me to get one of those prized tickets to Globals postlaunch partyand maybe no one was more surprised to read on it that we were celebrating Murrays debut as Chicagos Behind Scenes reporter. What Murray had done to land the job I preferred not to contemplate. He certainly wasnt going to tell me thator anything else. When I called to ask, I spoke to an assistant who politely assured me she would give him my messages, but he hadnt come to the phone himself.

I knew Murray had put out discreet feelers for reporting work around the country. But he was a couple of years older than me, and in your forties companies start looking at you as a liability. You need too much money, and youre moving into an age bracket where youre likely to start using your health insurance. Also against him was the same thing that made it hard for me to operate outside the city: all his insider knowledge was in Chicago. So he had looked long and hard at reality, and when reality stared back he blinked first. Was that a crime?

At two on a weeknight, traffic on the drive was sparse. To my right, sky and lake merged in a long smear of black. Except for the streetlights, coating the park with a silvery patina, we seemed alone on the edge of the world. I was glad for Mary Louises presence, even her monologue on what the sitter would charge for looking after Emilys young brothers, on how much she had to do before summer session startedshe was going to law school part time besides her parttime work for mewas soothing. Her grumbling kept me from thinking how close to the edge of the world my own life was, which fueled my hostility to Murrays decision to sell himself on the air.

Even so, I pushed the car to seventy, as if I could outrun my irritability. Mary Louise, cop instincts still strong, raised a protest when we floated off the crest of the hill at Montrose. I braked obediently and slowed for our exit. The Trans Am was ten, with the dents and glitches to prove it, but it still hugged corners like a python. It was only at the traffic lights on Foster that you could hear a wheeze in the engine.

As we headed west into Uptown, the loneliness of the night lifted: beer cans and drunks emerged from the shadows. The city changes character every few blocks around here, from the enclave of quiet family streets where Mary Louise lives, to an immigrant landing stage where Russian Jews and Hindus improbably mix, to a refuse heap for some of Chicagos most forlorn; closest to the lake is where Uptown is rawest. At Broadway we passed a man urinating behind the same Dumpsters where a couple was having sex.

Mary Louise glanced over her shoulder to make sure Emily was still asleep. Go up to Balmoral and over; its quieter.

At the intersection a shadow of a man was holding a grimy sign begging for food. He wove an uncertain thread through the oncoming headlights. I slowed to a crawl until I was safely past him.

Away from Broadway most of the streetlights were gone, shot out or just not replaced. I didnt see the body in the road until I was almost on top of it. As I stood on the brakes, steering hard to the left, Mary Louise screamed and grabbed my arm. The Trans Am spun across the street and landed against a fire hydrant.

Vic, Im sorry. Areare you okay? Its a person, I thought you were going to run over him. And Emily, my God She unbuckled her seat belt with shaking fingers.

I saw him, I said in a strangled voice. I was stopping. What could yanking my arm do to help with that?

Mary Lou, whats wrong? Emily was awake in the backseat, her voice squeaky with fear.

Mary Louise had leapt out of the car into the back with Emily while I still was fumbling with my own seat belt. Emily was more frightened than injured. She kept assuring Mary Louise she was fine and finally climbed out of the car to prove it. Mary Louise probed her neck and shoulders while I fished a flashlight out of my glove compartment.

Assured of Emilys safety, Mary Louise hurried to the figure in the road. Professional training pushed the four beers shed drunk during the evening to the back of her brain. Her stumbling gait on her way to the figure was due to the same shock that made my own legs wobble when I finally found the flashlight and joined herwe hadnt been going fast enough to get hurt.

Vic, its a woman, and shes barely breathing.

In the light of my flash I could see that the woman was very young. She was dark, with thick black hair tumbled about a drawn face. Her breath came in bubbling, rasping sobs, as if her lungs were filled with fluid. Id heard that kind of breathing when my father was dying of emphysema, but this woman looked much too young for such an illness.

I pointed the light at her chest, as if I might be able to detect her lungs, and recoiled in horror. The front of her dress was black with blood. It had oozed through the thin fabric, sticking it to her body like a large bandage. Dirt and blood streaked her arms; her left humerus poked through the skin like a knitting needle out of a skein of wool. Perhaps she had wandered in front of a car, too dazed by heroin or Wild Rose to know where she was.

Vic, whats wrong? Emily had crept close and was shivering next to me.

Sugar, shes hurt and we need to get her help. There are towels in the trunk, bring those while I call an ambulance.

The best antidote for fear is activity. Emilys feet crunched across broken glass back to the car while I pulled out my mobile phone and called for help.

You take the towels; Ill deal with the emergency crew. Mary Louise knew what to say to get paramedics to the scene as fast as possible. It looks like a hitandrun victim, bad. Were at Balmoral andand

I finished covering the womans feet and ran to the corner for the street name. Glenwood, just east of Ashland. A car was about to turn into the street; I waved it on. The driver yelled that he lived there, but I took on the aura of my trafficcop father and barked out that the street was closed. The driver swore at me but moved on. A few minutes later an ambulance careened around the corner. A squad car followed, blue strobes blinding us.

The paramedics leapt into efficient action. As they attached the woman to oxygen and slid her smoothly into the ambulance, a crowd began to gather, the mixed faces of Uptown: black, Middle Eastern, Appalachian. I scanned them, trying to pinpoint someone who seemed more avid than the rest, but it was hard to make out expressions when the only light came from the reds and blues of the emergency strobes. A couple of girls in head scarves were pointing and chattering; an adult erupted from a nearby walkup, slapped one of them, and yanked them both inside.

I took the flashlight and searched the street, hoping to find a wallet or paper or anything that might identify the woman, but was stopped by one of the patrolmen, who led me over to Mary Louise with the comment that searching the accident scene was police business.

Mary Louise kept a protective arm around Emily while we answered questions. The officers joined me in an inspection of the Trans Am. The fireplug had popped the hood and bent the front axle.

You the driver, maam? one of the cops asked. Can I see your license?

I dug it out of my wallet. He slowly copied the information onto his report, then typed in my name and plate numbers to see how many outstanding DUIs I had. When the report came back negative, he had me walk a line toetotoemuch to the amusement of the pointing, snickering crowd.

Want to tell me how this happened, maam?

I glared at Mary Louise but went through my paces: no streetlights, didnt see body until almost on top of it, swerved to avoid, impaled on fireplug.

What brought you down this street to begin with, maam?

Normally I dont let the police make my business their business, but normally I dont have a whitefaced sixteenyearold in tow. Poor Emily, her thrilling adventure in ruins around an accident victimI didnt need to prolong her misery by fighting with cops over the Fourth Amendment. I meekly explained that I was running Mary Louise and Emily home and that we were taking a shortcut through side streets. A long cut as it turned out, but who could have known that? And at least our stumbling down this street might give the young woman a fighting chance at survival. All I really grudged was my damaged car. I felt ashamed: a young woman lay close to death and I was worrying about my car. But major repairs, or even a new vehicle, were definitely not part of this summers budget. I thought resentfully of Murray, rolling with the punches and coming up roses.

And where had you been with the young lady? A narrowing of the eyes, what were two grown women doing with a teenager they werent related to.

We had an invitation to the Lacey Dowell event downtown, Mary Louise said. Im Emilys foster mother and I dont let her go to events like that alone at her age. You can call Detective Finchley in the First District if you have any questionshe was my commanding officer for four years and he knows how Emily and I came together.

After that the atmosphere thawed: one of the men knew Finchley, and besides, if Mary Louise was one of them she couldnt possibly be involved in anything criminal. The officers helped me push the Trans Am away from the hydrant so that it wouldnt be ticketed. They even gave us a lift home. I didnt mind being squashed between the cage and the backseat: it beat waiting for a slow ride down Clark Street on the number twentytwo bus.

As we pulled away from the curb the people on the street watched happily: a satisfactory end to the outingthree white women carried away in the squad car.

3 House Call

My father was lying in the road in the wasted final stage of his illness. He had left his oxygen tank on the curb and was gasping for breath. Before I could get into the street to pick him up, a squad car rounded the corner and ran over him. You killed him, you killed him, I tried to scream, but no sound came out. Bobby Mallory, my fathers oldest friend on the force, climbed out of the car. He looked at me without compassion and said, Youre under arrest for creating a public nuisance.

The phone pulled me mercifully out of sleep. I stretched out an arm and mumbled Is it? into the mouthpiece.

It was my downstairs neighbor, his voice rough with anxiety. Sorry to wake you, cookie, but theres some cops here saying you was involved in a hitandrun last night. They was hanging on your bell and the dogs were going crazy so I went to see what was going on, and of course Mitch bounces out to see who it is, and the one guy, he starts carrying on about Mitch, dont I know theres a leash law in this town, and I says, last I heard you dont need to keep a dog on a leash in your own home and who are you, anyway, disturbing the peace like this, and he whips out his badge

Did he really say hitandrun? I demanded, pushing my sleepsodden body upright.

He holds out his badge and demands you by name, not that he could pronounce it right, of course. What happened, doll? You didnt really hit someone and leave them lay, did you? Not that I havent told you a million times not to drive that sports car so fast around town, but you stand up to your mistakes, you wouldnt leave no one in the street, and thats what I told the one twerp, but he starts trying to act like Dirty Harry, like Im scared of some tinpot Hitler like him, when I beat up guys twice his size at

Where are they?

Mr. Contreras is capable of going on for a day or two once hes in full throttle. Hes a retired machinist, and even though I know he worked some fancy lathe in his days at Diamondhead Motors, I can really only picture him with a hammer in his hand, outdriving John Henry, along with any mere mechanical device. Theyre downstairs in the lobby, but I think you better get out of bed and talk to them, doll, even if theyre pissers, pardon my French, not like the lieutenant or Conrad or other cops you know.

It was heroic of him to include Conrad Rawlings in the same breath as Lieutenant Mallory. Mr. Contreras had been unhappy about Conrads and my affair, his usual jealousy of the men I know compounded by his racial attitude. Hed been relieved when Conrad decided things werent working between us, until he saw how deep the feelings had gone with me. Its taken me a while to recover from the loss.

I hung up and shuffled to the bathroom. A long shower used to be enough to revive me after short nights, but that was when I was thirty. At fortyplus the only thing that revives me is enough sleep. I ran cold water over my head until my teeth were chattering. At least my blood was flowing, although not as much to my brain as I needed for an interview with the police.

While I was toweling myself I heard them leaning on the bell at my thirdfloor door. I looked through the spyhole. There were two, a short one in a brown polyester suit that had been through the dryer a few too many times, and a tall one with an acnescarred face.

I cracked the door the width of the chain and poked my head around so they couldnt see my naked body. Ill be with you as soon as I get some clothes on.

The short one lunged forward, trying to push the door open, but I shut it firmly, taking my jeans into the kitchen to dress while I put my stovetop espressomaker on to boil. Its one of those cheap metal ones that cant foam milk, but it makes strong coffee. I scrambled into my clothes and went back to the door.

The short one in brown polyester bared tiny teeth in a circle like a pikes. V. I. Warshki? Police. We have some questions for you.

Warshawski, not Warshki, I said. My neighbor said you were with the police, which is why I opened the door, but I need to see some proof. Like your badges. And then you can tell me why youve come calling.

The tall one pulled his badge out of his coat pocket and flashed it for a nanosecond. I held his wrist so that I could inspect the badge. Detective Palgrave. And your companion is? Detective Lemour. Thank you. You can sit in the living room while I finish dressing.

Uh, maam. Palgrave spoke. Uh, we dont mind talking to you in your bare feet. We have a couple of questions about the female you came on last night.

A door thudded shut at the bottom of the stairwell. Mitch and Peppy began to race upstairs, followed by Mr. Contrerass heavy tread. The dogs barreled past the detectives to get to me, squeaking as if it had been twelve months instead of twelve hours since we were last together. Lemour kicked at Mitch but only connected with his tail. I grabbed both dogs by the collars before anything worse happened.

When they finished jumping up and kissing me, the dogs, especially Mitch, were eager to greet Lemour. Peppys a golden; Mitch, her son, is half black Lab and enormous. Like all retrievers, they are incurably friendly, but when theyre pawing the air and grinning they look ferocious to strangers; our visitor wasnt going to try to muscle his way past them.

Mr. Contreras had reached the doorway in time to see Lemour kick at Mitch. Listen here, young man, I dont care if youre a detective or a meter maid, but these dogs live here and you dont. You got no call to be kicking them. I could have you up before the anticruelty society, policeman kicking mans best friend, howd your ma and your kids like to read that in the paper?

The detective wasnt the first person to be rattled by Mr. Contreras. Were here to talk to the lady about a hitandrun she was involved in last night. Take your animals downstairs and leave us alone.

It so happens, young man, that the lady owns the golden. We share looking after themnot that its any of your businessso if she wants them up here its fine with me. And as for whatever questions you got, youre way off base if you think she was involved in some hitandrun. Ive known her twelve years, and she would no more run over someone and leave em lay in the street than shed prop up a ladder to climb to the moon. So you got some accident victim claiming otherwise, you been totally misinformed. Be a good idea if you called your boss and made sure you got the right address or license plate or whatever, otherwise I guarantee youll feel foolish wasting your time and everyone elses on this

Uh, sir. Palgrave had been trying to cut the flow short for some minutes. Uh, sir, were not accusing her of hitting someone. We only want to ask her some questions about the incident.

Then why didnt you say that? Mr. Contreras demanded in exasperation. Your buddy here was carrying on like she ran over the pope and left him to bleed in the street.

We need to ascertain whether the Warshki woman hit the woman or not, Lemour said.

Warshawski, I said. Have a seat. Ill be with you in a minute.

I went back to the kitchen to turn the fire off under my pot; fortunately it had just reached the point where it sucked water up through the filter into the top, not the point where it started filling the house with the stench of scorched metal. Lemour, apparently fearing I might be going to hide or shred evidence, perhaps my car, followed me to the kitchen.

It makes two cups, I said. Want one?

Listen, Princess Diana, dont get smart with me. I want you to answer some questions.

I poured out coffee and looked in the refrigerator. Id been in Springfield testifying at Illinois House hearings into contracting scams the last few days. The only thing close to food was a dried heel of rye. I looked at it dubiously while Lemour foamed at the mouth behind me. I ignored him and took my coffee into the living room. Detective Palgrave was standing stiffly at attention while Mr. Contreras sat in my good armchair, holding Mitchs collar.

Detective, is there any word on the woman I stopped to help last night? I said to Palgrave.

She was taken to Beth Israel, but

His partner cut him off. We ask the questions, Warshki; you give the answers. I want a complete description of the encounter you had in the road last night.

Its Warshawski. It may be a sign of dyslexia when you cant pronounce all the syllables in a long word, but you can get over it with speech therapy, even as an adult.

Uh, maam, Palgrave said, could I just ask you to describe what happened last night? Were trying to investigate the incident, and we need to find someone who can tell us what happened.

I shook my head. I dont know anything about the womanshe was lying in the road. The streetlights are out on that stretch of Balmoral, so I didnt see her until I was about ten feet from her. I stood on the brakes, swerved, hit a fireplug, but did not hit the woman. My passenger, whos a tenyear veteran with the Chicago police, summoned an ambulance. We could see that the woman had a broken arm, and her breathing was labored; the front of her dress seemed bloody. I dont know anything else about her. I dont know her name, how she came to be there, or whether shes still alive.

How much did you drink last night? Lemour demanded.

Three bottles of mineral water.

Youre sure you didnt hit her and are trying to dress it up as a Good Samaritan act?

Uh, Doug, why dont we talk to the passenger. Get some confirmation of Ms. Warshkissorry, maam, what is it? Warshouski?anyway, of her story.

She took so long answering the door, she was probably calling to feed the other woman her lines, Lemour grumbled.

You can talk to Ms. Neely, I said, but the officers on the scene took a complete report last night. They even breathalyzed me. Why dont you look at that?

Palgraves face became more wooden. Uh, maam, did your passenger witness the breathalyzing? Because we were told it didnt take place, that you refused.

I stared at him. I signed that report, and it included a statement that I had not been drinking. Let me see it.

Palgrave shifted uncomfortably and said they didnt have the report with them. Lemour was all in favor of arresting me for manslaughter on the spot; I was trying to weasel out of a DUI charge, he said. Palgrave told him to tone it down and asked if it was really true that Mary Louise was a tenyear veteran with the force.

Yes, indeed. You can talk to Bobby MalloryLieutenant Malloryat the Central District. She was under his command for quite a few years, I said. Ill get him on the phone for you now. Or Terry Finchley. He was her immediate superior.

That wont be necessary, maam, Palgrave said. Well talk to this Neely woman, but if she witnessed youruhbreathalyzing thats probably good enough. To be on the safe side, well take a look at your car, make sure it wasnt involved in the accident.

Who is the woman I stopped for, anyway? I demanded. Why does it matter so much to find someone to take the fall for her injuries?

Were not trying to make you take a fall, Palgrave said. Shes an accident victim and you were on the scene.

Come on, Detective, I said. I happened on the scene after someone left her lying in the road. I didnt put her there, didnt hit her, didnt do anything but wreck my car swerving to miss her.

In that case a look at your car will get us out of your hair, Palgrave said. Well tow it to the police lab and get back to you about when you can pick it up. Where is it now?

It wasnt drivable. Its where the accident took placeyou can look up the address on the report when you get back to the station.

That made Lemour start to boil over, but Palgrave calmed him down once more. When they finally left I felt limp. Who could the woman be to merit this much aggravation? But I couldnt worry about that until I dealt with my car. If the cops were determined to find a perpetrator, I wanted the Trans Am to have a clean bill of health before it got into police hands.

I called the mechanic I go to when I have no other choice. Luke Edwards is one of the few guys out there who still knows what a carburetor does, but hes so depressing I try to avoid him. He came to the phone now with his usual drooping tones. He identifies so totally with machines that its hard for him to talk to people, but our relations have been particularly strained since a car of his I borrowed got totaled by a semi. Before I could finish explaining what I needed, Luke cut me off, saying he didnt want to hear my tale of woe, hed known since I trashed the Impala that I couldnt be trusted behind the wheel.

I spent three months getting every bearing on that engine purring in unison. Im not surprised you wrecked your Trans Am. You dont know how to look after a car.

Luke, forget that for a minute. I want a private lab to inspect my car and certify that it didnt hit a person. Im not asking you to work on it today, just to tell me the name of a good private lab.

Everyone thinks they come first, Warshawski. You gotta wait in line along with all the working stiffs.

I tried not to scream. Luke, I need a civilian lab before the police get to my car. I ran into a fire hydrant swerving to miss an accident victim, and some cop is taking the lazy way out instead of running an investigation. I want to have a lab report to wave in his face in case he doesnt do the rest of his homework.

Police after you, huh? About time someone called you on your reckless driving. Just kidding you. Calm down and Ill help you out. Cheviot is the lab you want, out in Hoffman Estates. Theyre pricey but they got a rocksolid rap in court. I and my friends have used em a couple of timesI can call for you and set it up if you want. Tell me where your baby is and Ill send Freddie out with the truck, get him to take the Trans Am out to Cheviot. He sees a cop, should he run over him?

Luke being funny is harder to take than his depression. I pretended to laugh and hung up. Mr. Contreras, watching with bright anxious eyes, told me Id done the right thing but wanted me to do more.

I didnt think there was much else I could do except call Mary Louise. She was trying to dress one of Emilys young brothers, who was protesting loudly. When she realized what I was saying she let the kid go and gave me her full attention.

I dont know anyone named Lemour, but Ill ask Terry, she promised. I read that report last night before I signed it, and it made crystal clear the fact that we had not hit that poor creature. There shouldnt be a problem. Ill certainly tell them that when they come around here. I have to get Nathan to day camp, but Ill call Terry as soon as I get back.

Mary Louise could make that phone call more easily than I. Terry Finchley, her commanding officer her last four years on the force, was a rising star in the violent crimes unit. When Mary Louise resigned, she was careful to do it in a way that left him on her side.

Id actually met Mary Louise on cases where Terry Finchley and I had crossed paths. Id always liked him, but since the end of Conrads and my affair hes been rather stiff with me. He and Conrad are pretty close; even though it was Conrad who broke things off, Terry thinks I treated his friend shabbily. Still, hes too honest a person to extend his stiffness to Mary Louise simply because she works for me.

You gonna call the lieutenant and make a complaint? Mr. Contreras asked, meaning my fathers old friend Bobby Mallory.

I dont think so. Bobby was much more likely to chew me out for interfering with a police investigation than he was to phone the Rogers Park station and complain about Lemour. He would probably say, If I wanted to play cops and robbers, Id have to be ready to take the heat that comes with it.

4 Searching for Wheels

So whatcha going to do next, doll? Mr. Contreras asked.

I frowned. Id like to find out who that woman is, so I can try to understand why the cops are so eager to find someone to take the fall for hitting her. In the meantime, I need to get hold of a car. Who knows how long itll be before the Trans Am is fit to drive again, especially if it ends up as police exhibit A.

I called my insurance company, but they were useless. The Trans Am was ten years old; the only value it had to them was as scrap. They wouldnt help me with a tow, the repairs, or a loaner. I snarled at the agent, who only said blandly that I shouldnt carry property damage on such an old car.

I slammed down the phone. What was I doing sending good money to this idiot and the company of thieves he represented? I checked a few rental places, but if the Trans Am were tied up for weeks Id be shelling out hundreds, maybe even a thousand, to rent something Id have no equity in.

Perhaps I should scrape together a few grand and buy something used. Something good enough that I could resell it when my car comes out of the shop. Or a motorcycleyou knowwell see the world from my Harley!

Dont go buying a Harley, Mr. Contreras begged. One of my buddies, before your time, old Carmen Brioni, he used to ride a big old Honda 650 around town, thought he was a teenager all over again, until a semi run him off 55 down by Lockport. After that he never talked again, lived like an eggplant for seven years before the good Lord was kind enough to pull the plug.

We studied the ads in the paper together, which left me more discouraged: anything roadworthy seemed to run three or four thousand. And would take a good day out of my life to hunt down.

Why dont you leave carhunting to me? Mr. Contreras said. I sold mine when I moved here because I figured I couldnt afford all that extry for insurance and whatnot on my pension. In fact, you know thats why I moved out of the old neighborhood when Clara died, besides, most of my friends had got scared and left the city, so it wasnt like I was missing my pals. Here I figured Id be close by the L and walking distance to the stores. And of course it saves me all that parking aggravation, but I still can tell whether an engine runs good or not. What do you have in mind?

A Jaguar XJ12, I said promptly. Theres one here for only thirtysix thousand. Standard shift, convertible, the old body before the Ford engineers got their hands on it.

That aint practical. Those ragtops dont have any backseat to speak of, and where would the dogs sit? He startled me into laughing, which made him beam with pride.

Oh, yeah, the dogs, I said. You know, its going to have to be a beater. Unless I decide to junk the Trans Am. But I only want to buy something if its a reasonable alternative to renting.

He started running a black fingernail down the page, whispering the words under his breath as he read, his eyes bright with interest. He has his own friends, and he tends a garden in our tiny backyard with painstaking care, but he doesnt really have enough stimulation in his lifeits why he gets overinvolved in my affairs.

I skimmed the news sections, trying to see if our accident victim had made the morning edition, while Mr. Contreras worked the ad pages. Commonwealth Edisons inability to provide the city with power got a tiny mention, as did wildfires in Florida, but Globals television debut took up most of the front page.

Murray had a byline, describing his interview with Lacey Dowell. It was the first time hed been on the front page in ten months. First time in the paper in three. Just havent been covering the right stories until now, Murray, I muttered. First the paper spends four days hyping Globals new television network. Then the network makes its debut. Then they write up what they showed on television. It made a neat loop, but was it news?

Even Regine Maugers column had been moved to a prominent spot because she was covering the television launch. Teddy Trant was glowing last night, and not only from the soft lights of Sal Bartheles original Tiffany lamps, she cooed. With House Speaker JeanClaude Poilevy on one side and Lacey Dowell on the other he has every right to be pleased with the impression hes making on Chicago.

Regine went on to describe the other players, including members of the Illinois Commerce Commission, the mayor and his wife, whom Id missed in the throng, and of course the denizens of the towns TV studios, whose feelings get hurt if theyre overlooked.

Murray Ryerson, whose trademark red beard disappeared for the occasion, took to the camera like a duck to water. His chosen escortor did she choose him?was Alexandra Fisher from Globals front office, stunning in an Armani evening ensemble. But dont let that cleavage fool you: when she puts on her power suits shes as invincible as Dick Butkus.

Of course some problems always erupt at occasions like this. A bird tells us that Lucian Frenada, from Laceys old neighborhood, finagled an invitation in the hopes of holding Lacey to a boygirl romance, but Officer Mooney, on loan from Chicagos finest, muscled him outside before he could make a fullscale scene. Lacey had no comment, but Alex Fisher says the star is troubled by the misunderstanding. Other hangerson, like Chicago investigator V. I. Warshawski, who used to be an item with Ryerson, probably were hoping for crumbs to drop from one of the richest tables to be set in town for years.

That last sentence jolted me out of my chair so fast that Peppy barked a warning. Damned scrawny bitch with her fifty facelifts, annoyed because Id tripped on her Chanel trousers. Me, hoping for crumbs from a Hollywood table? And still pining for Murray? I didnt know which suggestion offended me more.

Its true Murray and I once had a fling, but that was history so ancient there werent even any archaeological remains to look through. Far from pining over him, Id realized after a few weeks that going to bed with someone that competitive had been a colossal mistake. Who the hell had even cared enough to tell Regine Mauger? Murray, out of spite toward me for not being enthusiastic enough about his debut? Took to the camera like fleas to a dog, I said savagely.

The story reminded me that Alexandra Fisher said shed gone to law school with me. While Mr. Contreras continued his slow study of the ads, I went to the hall closet and pulled out the trunk where I keep bits and pieces of my past. On top, wrapped in cotton sheeting, was my mothers concert gown. I couldnt resist taking a moment to pull back the sheet and finger the silver lace panels, the soft black silk. The fabric brought her to me as intensely as if she were in the next room. She wanted me to be independent, my mother, not to make the compromises she did for safety, but holding her gown I longed to have her with me, guarding me against the great and little blows the world inflicts.

I resolutely put the dress to one side and rummaged through the trunk until I found my lawschool class directory. Wed had a Michael Fisher and a Claud, but no Alexandra. I was snapping the booklet shut when I saw the name above Clauds: Sandra Fishbein.

The photograph showed a petulant, widemouthed face with a mop of wild curls a good six inches thick. Shed been number two in our class and what the faculty called a rabblerouser. I remembered her chewing me out for not joining her proposed sitin over womens bathrooms at the law school.

Youre a bluecollar girl, she harangued me with a speech shed used before, you should know better than to let the establishment stand on your face. I remembered the scene vividlyshe came from the kind of family where children got European travel as highschool graduation presents. For some reason the fact that I was a bluecollar girl, maybe the only one in my class, made her feel she needed my support or approval or respect, I was never sure which.

Its your establishment, and your face, Id replied on that occasion, which only wound her up tighter. If youre not part of the solution, youre part of the problem, shed snapped. Oh, all that oldtime rhetoric. Shed applauded my going to the public defender, while she went off to clerk for a judge on the tony Sixth Circuit.

Well, well. Girl radical had gone to Hollywood, cut her halo of wild hair close to her head, changed her nameand conducted surgery on her politics. No wonder shed given me that challenging stare last night.

I put away the directory. Emphysema had forced my father onto longterm disability when I was in law school. His illness affected everything about me then, from my decision to marry in the hopes Id produce a grandchild for him before he died to my lack of interest in campus politics. Id taken the public defenders job so I could stay in Chicago and be with him. He died two years later. My marriage hadnt survived much longer. Id never had a child.

The dogs were pacing restlessly, a sign that they badly needed a walk. I carefully rewrapped the silk dress and pushed the trunk back into the closet. I promised the dogs Id be with them as soon as I checked my appointments on my Palm Pilot. I had a one oclock with one of my few really important clientstranslate that to read big retainer, big billing, prompt payment. Thanks to Lemour and the ruckus hed stirred up, it was after eleven now. I barely had time to run the dogs and get something to eat. Since my refrigerator held only an orange besides the stale bread, I leashed up the dogs and went out with my backpack to forage for food.

A cool spring had given way overnight to the oppressive mugginess of midsummer. There arent any parks close to our building, but I couldnt make the dogs do three miles to the lake and back in air that covered us like a sock. By the time we reached the grocery store, even Mitch had stopped pulling at the leash and was glad to rest in the shade of the building. I pulled a collapsible drinking bowl out of my pack and bought a bottle of water for them before buying my own food, along with a cappuccino from the coffee bar across the street.

As we ambled home in the heat, I kept wondering about the woman in the road. In the dark street I couldnt tell what had happened to her, but that humerus sticking up like a branch from a swamp told some terrible tale of violence. The tall stolid detective had let out that the woman was sent to Beth Israel. That was fortunate, because Max Loewenthal, the executive director, was the lover of one of my oldest friends. With dogs in one hand and coffee in the other, I couldnt very well whip out my cell phone to call the hospital. I urged the dogs to a trot, bribing them with some bread.

As we rounded the corner at Racine, a brown Chevy bristling with antennas slowed down. Detective Lemour rolled down his window and called out Warshki. I kept going.

He turned on his loudspeaker and broadcast to the neighborhood that those dogs better not be let off their leash. You think youre smart, Warshki, flaunting your friends in the PD, but Im going to be on you like your underwear this summer. If you so much as run a stop sign Ill be there, so watch your step.

A woman with a toddler in tow looked from me to the police car, while two kids on the other side of the street stared, slackjawed. I stopped and blew Lemour a kiss. His face darkened with fury, but his partner seemed to restrain him; he took off with a great screeching of rubber.

Why did the cops care so much about the injured woman? Maybe it was only Lemour who cared, but his threat made me almost as nervous as he intended. I urged the dogs up Racine to my apartment. I was beginning to think having an outside lab look at the Trans Am was the smartest thing Id done this year.

Mr. Contreras had left a note in his large unpracticed hand to tell me he was down in his own place, making phone calls to a few likely prospects, and would I drop the dogs off with him on my way downtown. I showered again to wash the sweat from my hair, then called Max Loewenthals office while I dried off.

Max was in some meeting or other, which didnt surprise me. Fortunately his secretary hadnt gone to lunch and was glad to check on a Jane Doe for me. I gave her my cellphone number and dressed at a recordsetting pace, in a wheatcolored pantsuit, black top, and silver earrings. I could slap on a little makeup in the L.

I didnt have time now for breakfast. I grabbed an apple from my groceries, stuffed my pumps into a briefcase, and ran back downstairs with the dogs. Mr. Contreras stopped me with a status report, although I told him I was on my way to Darraugh Grahams.

Youd better get going then, cookie, he said, following me to the hall and hanging on the door. It dont do to keep the one guy who pays his bills on time waiting. I got a lead on a Buick Century with ninetyseven thousand on it, and a Dodge with some less, but maybe a whole lot more rust. What time do you think youll get back? Want me to take a look at these without you, or what?

You the man, Mr. C. Pick out the car of our dreams and Ill drive you downtown to the Berghoff for dinner.

The dogs were convinced I was going to the lake and tried to leave with me. I shut the door on them firmly. Running the four blocks to the L got me sticky and sweaty again. I could have made time for breakfast by skipping the second shower.

I climbed the platform for the Red Line going south. The Red Line. In some moment of hallucination a few years back, the city had colorcoded the trains. You used to know what train to take by where you wanted to go. Suddenly the Howard L, which Id ridden all my life, became red and the OHare Line turned blue. It made Chicago look like Mister Rogerss neighborhood instead of one of the great cities of the world. And what if youre colorblind? Then how do you know whether youre even on the Brown or the Orange Line? And then, to make it worse, theyd installed these ticket machines. You have to buy a roundtrip ticket even if youre only going oneway, the machines dont give change, and there arent any human beings to assist you if you climb onto the wrong platform by mistake.

And the final insult: when a train finally arrived, the airconditioning wasnt working. I melted into my seat, too hot to bother with makeup. I folded my jacket on my lap and tried to sit absolutely still for the fifteenminute trip. I was riding the escalator up at Randolph Street when Cynthia Dowling called back from Maxs office. Vic, Im afraid its bad news about your Jane Doe. She died in the operating room.

5 Diving into the Wreck

A Dr. Szymczyk had been the surgeon on call. With the broken arm and severe contusions on both legs, they couldnt be sure what the main locus of her problem was, but when Szymczyk saw the X rays hed decided her abdominal injuries were the most critical.

Cynthia read to me from the surgeons dictation: She had advanced peritonitis: the entire abdominal cavity was filled with fecal matter. I saw already it was late, very late for helping her, and as it turned out, too late. The duodenum had ruptured, probably sometime previous to the broken arm, which looked very fresh. Forensic pathology will have to answer questions of time and manner of inflicting wounds. Is that what you wanted, Vic?

Not what I wanted, that death, those wounds. Poor little creature, to meet her end in such a way. I take it they didnt find anything on her to identify her? Do you know what time she was sent to the medical examiner?

Umm, hang on … yes, here it is. Dr. Szymczyk pronounced death at seven fiftytwo. The operatingroom administrator called the police; your Jane Doe was picked up and taken to the morgue at tenthirty.

So she was my Jane Doe now, was she? I came to a halt in the middle of the sidewalk. Id made a vow a few years back to stop diving into other peoples wrecks: I only got battered on the spars without getting thanksor payment. I didnt feel like jumping overboard one more time.

A woman hurrying toward State Street banged into me, jarring the phone and breaking the connection. Do you think a cell phone gives you ownership of the streets? she yelled over her shoulder.

Sidewalk rage, the new hip form of urban rudeness. I tucked the phone into my briefcase and went into Continental Uniteds building. On the outside, the curved glass walls reflected the city back to itself; inside, it cooled the inhabitants with arctic efficiency. The sweat on my neck and armpits froze. I shivered as I rode the elevator skyward.

During a meeting to discuss the background of a candidate to head the paper division, and the unrelated problems dogging delivery trucks from the Eustace, Georgia, plant, I wondered what special insight fasting brought people. The apple Id snatched on my way out the door was all Id eaten since the snacks at last nights party. Far from feeling a heightened consciousness, all I could think of was food. I tried to keep a look of bright attention on my face and hoped the general chatter would cover my growling stomach. Fortunately Ive sat through enough similar sessions that I could interject a cogentsounding question or two, laugh at the humanresources vice presidents dull jokes, and agree to turn around the investigation in three days, unless I had to go to Georgia.

When we finally broke, at four, I encountered Darraugh Graham himself in the hall. Civilityneedrequired me to chat with him, about his son, about the political situation in Italy where he had a major plant, about the assignment Id just been handed. I was lucky that Darraugh continued to come to me, instead of turning all his business over to one of the big outfits like Carnifice. Of course Carnifice supplies the armed guards Continental United needs for transporting payroll. I think they handled Darraughs security when he visited Argentina last winter. But he still gives me a significant chunk of work requiring more analysis than muscle; it behooves me to pay attention to his private chitchat.

He clasped my shoulder briefly and gave a wintry smile of farewell. I hurried to the elevator and fell into the frozen yogurt stand in the lobby. Extralarge chocolate and vanilla with nuts, fruit, and little waffle chips. Breakfast and lunch in one giant cup. I sat in one of the spindly chairs in the lobby to pry dress pumps off my swollen feet and slip back into my running shoes. Happiness lies in simple things, after alla little food, a little comfort.

When Id eaten enough to raise my blood sugar to the functioning point, I called Luke to get the word on my car. My better mood deflated rapidly: he estimated repairs at twentynine hundred.

Freddie towed it to Cheviot for you, but he took a look at the damage when he unloaded it. You bent the front axle and stove in the radiator for starters. And when Freddie got there he found the neighborhood helping themselves to the battery, the radio, and a couple of tires, so Ill have to repair the dash. And before you squawk, let me tell you that a big shop would charge at least a thousand more.

I slumped in the hard chair. I wasnt squawking. That gurgling noise was the last of my pathetic assets being sucked into the Gulf of Mexico. Does this estimate include the kind of professional courtesy I gave you when I drove those creeps away from your yard?

You didnt do anything for me I couldnt do myself, Warshawski, but I know you dont know what it takes to fix this car.

I bit back an acid rejoinder. What about your forensic buddies? What are they saying about inspecting the front end?

The earliest they can get to it is tomorrow afternoon. And I have a note here from Rieff at Cheviot. He says they need the autopsy report on the hitandrun victim. And they ideally need the clothes she had on when she died. Their analysis is going to run you another grand, easy, probably more. Of course I wont start repairs until after theyve finished. And until you give me the goahead. But tell you what, Warshawski, being as you helped me out with those kids, I wont charge you for the tow.

Luke, youre a prince.

Irony was wasted on him. One good turn deserves another.

I pressed the END key before I let my temper get the better of me. Id spent three nights in his alley, nabbed a group of teenagers, put the fear of God into them sufficiently to make sure they didnt return, and then stupidly gave Luke a courtesy discount in the belief he would reciprocate on future repair bills.

Twentynine hundred in repairs plus another grand for a forensic inspection. And yet another thousand or two for a replacement? Maybe Id be better off renting by the week. Of course, I could let the Trans Am go for scrap and buy a used car with more oomph than the ones Mr. Contreras was investigating, but I loved my little sports car.

I smacked the tabletop in frustration. Why cant I ever get ahead of the game financially? I work hard, I pay serious attention to my clients, and here I am, past forty and still scrambling at months end. I looked with distaste at the melted remains in the cup. Soggy waffle and lumps of berry floated in beige sludge. It looked like an artists depiction of my life. I stuffed the cup into an overflowing garbage can by the door and went out to catch the Blue Line to my office.

Since it was rush hour a train came almost as soon as I climbed onto the platform. Not only that, it was one of the new ones, airconditioned and moving fast. It didnt make up for everything that had gone wrong today, but it helped. In ten minutes I was at Damen and back in the wet heat.

A new coffee bar had opened, I noticed, making three, one for each of the three streets that came together at that corner. I stopped for an espresso and to buy a Streetwise from a guy named Elton who worked that intersection. Over the months Id been renting nearby wed struck up a relationship of the Hi, hows it going kind.

When I moved my operation to Bucktown two years ago, the only liquid you could get by the glass was a shot and a beer. Now the bars and palmreaders of Humboldt Park are giving way to coffee bars and workout clubs as Generation Xers move in. I could hardly criticize them: Id helped start that gentrifying wave.

The Loop building where Id rented since opening my practice had fallen to the wreckers ball more than a year ago, taking with it not just inlaid mosaic flooring and embossed brass elevator doors, but the malfunctioning toilets and frayed wiring that had kept the rent affordable. After the Pulteneys demise I couldnt find anything even close to my price range downtown. A sculpting friend convinced me to rent space with her in a converted warehouse near North and Damen, on Leavitt. I signed before the area started to be trendy and had been savvy enoughfor onceto get a sevenyear lease.

I miss being downtown, where the bulk of my business lies, but Im only ten minutes away by L or car. The warehouse has a parking lot, which I couldnt offer clients before. And a lot of the queries I used to have to do on foottrudging from the Department of Motor Vehicles to Social Security to the Recorder of DeedsI can handle right in my office by dialing up the Web. The one thing I dont automate is my answering service: people in distress like a real person on the line, not a voice menu.

Inside my office I sternly turned my back on the futon behind my photocopier and powered up my computer. I logged on to LifeStory and submitted the name and social security number of the man Darraugh wanted to put in charge of his paper division.

Most investigators use a service like LifeStory. Data on things you imagine are private, like your income, your tax returns, those education loans you welched on, and how much you owe on that latemodel fourbyfournot to mention your moving violations in itare all available to people like me. In theory you have to know something about the person, like a social security number and perhaps a mothers maiden name, to get this information, but there are easy ways around that, too. When I first went online two years back, I was shocked by how easy it was to violate peoples privacy. Every time I log on to LifeStory I squirmbut that doesnt make me cancel my subscription.

The menu asked me how much detail I needed. I clicked on FULL BACKGROUND and was told that it would be a fortyeighthour turnaround for the reportunless I wanted to pay a premium. I took the slow cheap route and leaned back in my chair to look through my notes. The rest of the assignment would keep until tomorrow, when Id beI hopedmore alert. I checked with my answering service to see if anything urgent had come in and then, before calling it a day, phoned over to the morgue.

Dr. Bryant Vishnikov, the medical examiner and the only pathologist I know personally, had left at noon. When I explained that I was an investigator working for Max Loewenthal over at Beth Israel and wanted to know about the Jane Doe wed sent in this morning, the morgue attendant tried to persuade me to wait until morning when Vishnikov would be in.

I could hear the television in the background, loud enough to make out Chip Carays patter about the Cubs. Its amazing how little actual information about the game in progress sportscasters giveI couldnt even tell who was at bat.

The Cubs will still be here tomorrow, and maybe you will be too, but I cant wait that long, I told the attendant.

He sighed loudly enough to drown out the squawk of a chair scraping back from the desk.

They havent done the autopsy yet, he announced, after Id held for four minutes. She came in too late for the doc to start on her, and he didnt want anyone else working on her, apparently.

What about her ID? Did the cops have any luck with AFIS?

Uh, yeah, looks like we got an ID.

He was making me pay for forcing him to work while on shift. Yes? Who was she?

Nicola Aguinaldo.

He garbled the name so badly I had to ask him to spell it. Once hed done that he came to a complete halt again.

I see, I prodded. Is she so famous I should recognize the name?

Oh, I thought maybe that was why you were so anxiousescaped prisoner and all.

I sucked in an exasperated breath. I know its hard, having to work for a living, but could you pretty please with sugar on it tell me what came in with the print check?

No need to get your undies in a bundle, he grumbled. I only got four people waiting to look at their loved ones.

As soon as you tell me how long Aguinaldos been running, you can turn your charm on the public.

He read out the notes in a fast monotone and hung up. Nicola Aguinaldo had slipped out of a hospital in Coolis, Illinois, on Sunday morning, when the shift changed. The womens correctional facility there had taken her in to treat what they thought might be an ovarian abscess, and Aguinaldo had left with the laundry truck. In the next fortyeight hours shed made it back to the North Side of Chicago, run into some villain, and gotten herself murdered.

6 Sigńor Ferragamo, I Presume

The attendant hadnt included Aguinaldos last known address in his summary, but that might not have been in the report, anyway. I looked in the phone book, but no one with that name lived anywhere near where Mary Louise and I had found her. Not that that meant anythingif shed fallen afoul of some pimp or dealer, she might be far from home. Its just that someone escaping from jail usually heads for relatives.

I sucked on a pencil while I thought it over and went back to my computer. None of the usual software turned up an Aguinaldo. Id have to find her through the arrestandtrial report, and theyre not easy to locate. Since I dont have access to the AFIS system, it would mean searching trial records one at a time, without even a clue on an arrest date to guide me. Even with a Pentium chip that could take me a few weeks. I called Mary Louise again.

Vic! I was going to get back to you after dinner, when I can hear myself think, but hold on while I get the boys their pizza.

I heard Josh and Nathan in the background shouting over whose turn it was to choose a video, and then Emily, with adolescent disdain, telling them they were both stupid if they wanted to see that borerine Space Berets tape one more time. And I dont want any pizza, Mary Louise, its too fattening.

I suppose Lacey Dowell never eats pizza, Josh yelled.

No, she eats the blood of obnoxious little boys.

Mary Louise called sharply to Emily to hang up the phone when she got the bedroom extension. In another moment the fighting in the background was switched off.

I was out of my everlovin mind the day I thought fostering three kids would be a simple management problem, Mary Louise said. Even with Fabian paying enough for good home help, its relentless. Maybe Ill switch from law to social work so I can counsel teenagers on how grueling it is to be a single mom.

Anyway, the news on Lemour is kind of disturbing. Terry says he has a bad rap, even among cops, that thereve been around a dozen complaints against him over the years for excessive violence, that kind of thing. But whats more troubling is that Rogers Park lost the incident report. Terry asked them how they knew to come to you if they didnt have the report, and they didnt have a good answer for that. I didnt get the names of either of the officers on the scene last night, did you?

I felt ice start to build around my diaphragm. No, I hadnt done anything that elementary. We could track down the paramedicsthey should have a copy of the report. That would be another timeconsuming search, but an uneasy impulse was making me think Id better make the effort.

Before you go, theres one other thing, I said. The woman we found is deadpoor thing had some kind of advanced abdominal injury. She was on the run from Coolis. Could you find out when she was arrested, and why? I spelled Aguinaldo for Mary Louise.

I didnt want to dive into Nicola Aguinaldos wreck, but it felt as though someone had climbed up behind me on the high board to give me a shove.

Even after Detective Lemours idiotic hints that Id been driving drunk this morning, it hadnt occurred to me to call my lawyer. But if Rogers Park had lost the incident report I needed Freeman Carter to know what was going on. If a lazy detective decided to slap a manslaughter charge on me, Freeman would have to bail me out.

Freeman was on his way out of the office, but when I gave him a thumbnail sketch of the last twentyfour hours, he agreed it was too serious to turn over to his intern. After I told him Rogers Park claimed to have lost the incident report, he had me dictate a complete account into his phone recorder.

Where is your car, Vic? he asked before hanging up.

The last I saw it, it was hugging a fireplug in Edgewater.

Im late. I dont have time to play games with you. But if the States Attorney demands it when I talk to him in the morning, I expect you to produce it. And for Christs sake dont get on your charger and gallop around town confronting the cops. Youve turned this over to me and Im promising to take care of it. So dont do anything rash tonight, okay, Vic?

It all depends on your definition, Freeman, but I think the most Im up to is trying to find something to drive around town in.

He laughed. Youre doing okay if you can keep your sense of humor. Well talk first thing.

After he hung up I tried to think what further steps to take. I called Lotty Herschel, whom Ive known since my undergraduate days. Shes in her sixties now, but still works a full schedule both as a perinatalogist at Beth Israel and running a clinic for lowincome families on the west fringe of Uptown.

When I told her what was going on she was horrified. I dont believe this, Vic. Ill ask Max what happened to the young woman when she got to us, but I dont think that will shed any light on why youre being harassed in such a way.

Her warmth and concern flowed through the line, making me feel better at once. Lotty, I need to ask a favor. Can I come over for a minute?

If you can hurry. In fact, Max and I are going out in half an hour. If you dont have a car can you take a cab to me?

It was close to seven when a cab decanted me on north Lake Shore Drive. For years Lotty lived only a short walk from her clinic, on the top floor of a twoflat she owned. When she turned sixtyfive last year, she decided that being a landlord was an energy drain she didnt need and bought herself a condo in one of the art nouveau buildings overlooking the lake. I still wasnt used to dealing with a doorman to see her, but I was glad shed moved into a place more secure than the fringes of UptownI used to worry about her, small woman alone in the earlymorning darkness, every user on Broadway knowing she was a doctor.

The doorman was beginning to remember me, but he still made me wait for Lottys permission before letting me pass. Lotty was waiting for me when the elevator reached the eighteenth floor, her dark, vivid face filled with concern.

Im on my way out now, Victoria, why dont we ride down together and Ill give you a lift home while you talk.

Driving with Lotty is almost more adventure than I wanted at the end of a difficult day. She thinks shes Sterling Moss and that urban roads are a competitive course; a succession of cars with stripped gears and dented fenders hasnt convinced her otherwise. At least the Lexus she was driving now had a passengerside air bag.

The paramedics would have filed a report at the emergencyroom admitting station, I explained as we drove across Diversey. I want a copy of thatIm hoping it will include the names of the officers on the scene, and maybe even a copy of the police report, which the Rogers Park station says has disappeared.

Disappeared? You think they lost it on purpose?

That ape Lemour might have. But reports get misfiled every day; Im not going to be paranoid about thisyet. Could you keep your hands on the wheel even if youre alarmed or annoyed?

You cant come to me for help, Vic, and then start criticizing me, she snapped, but she looked back at the road in time to avoid a cyclist.

I tried not to suck my breath in too audibly. The other thing is, Id like the dress Aguinaldo was wearing when she died. Cheviot Labs needs to inspect it to see whether there are signs of any carespecially my carin the fabric. They wouldnt tell me at the morgue if her clothes came over with her, but Im betting theyre still at the hospital, assuming theyre not in the garbage. Could you get Max to track them down? Or ask him for permission for me to call the ER staff? Itd have to be tonight, Im afraidthe longer we wait, the more likely the clothes will be pitched.

She turned left at Racine after the light had changedin fact after the eastbound traffic had started to roar throughbut I didnt say anything, in case she became cranky enough to cut in front of a bus or a semi.

We can do it by phone in Maxs car. If I can get his attention away from Walter Huston and his horse. Her tone became sardonic: Max has a passion for old Westerns which seems utterly at odds with his other passion, Chinese porcelains. Its also at odds with Lottys tastes.

So youre off to watch a Western just because your man likes them. I grinned at her as she pulled up in front of my building. Well, Lotty, its taken you over sixty years, but youre finally learning to be graciously submissive to male authority.

Really, Vic, must you put it like that? she snorted, then leaned across the seat to kiss me. Please dont move rashly on this investigation. Youre in a swamp, my dear; its important that you test each step before putting your full weight on it. Yes?

I held her for a moment, drawing comfort from her embrace. Ill try to move cautiously.

Ill call you in the morning, my dear, after Ive spoken to Max. She squeezed me briefly and put the car into gear again. Remember, youre coming to dinner at my place on Monday.

Mr. Contreras was waiting for me on the front stoop. He had spent the day on the phone tracking down cars and badly wanted to talk about them. Hed located an old Buick in Park Ridge that he thought would be the best bet and arranged with the seller for us to look at it tonightwhich meant a nice long ride on public transportation, since a cab to the suburbs would run at least forty dollars.

When Lotty roared through that intersection, it had occurred to me I probably left skid marks on the road. Just in case, and just in case no one had obliterated them, I wanted to get up there to photograph them while some daylight remained. Mr. Contreras, always eager for a piece of real detection, called the car owner to say wed be a little late so that he could help me inspect. I took the dogs for a quick walk around the block and collected my camera and a magnifying glass.

We rode the Red Line up to Berwyn, which was only five blocks from the accident. The golden light of a summer sunset made the streets appear less tawdry than they had in the middle of the night. A group of boys pedaled by, some sitting two to a bike, and we passed a few skateboarders, but no Rollerbladersinline skates belong to the yuppie world further south.

At the corner of Balmoral a group of girls was jumping rope. I noticed two Mad Virgin Tshirts on girls whose dark hair was pulled back under fringed scarves. Global Entertainments tendrils reached even into the immigrant communities.

When I inspected the street I realized Id wasted time on a fools errand. The fireplug Id hit was slightly bent, and even after almost eighteen hours you could still see a trace of rubber in the road where Id stood on my brakes. But there was no sign of where Nicola Aguinaldo had lain. She hadnt been dead when we found her: no one outlined her body in chalk. I photographed the tread marks and the fireplug, using a flash since the light was dying.

The girls stopped their jumping to stare at me. You know Morrell, miss? Take my picture too, miss? Put me in the book too, miss. Morrell talk to me, not to her.

They began posing and shoving each other out of the way.

Whos Morrell? I asked, wondering if a cop had come around pretending to be writing a book.

Morrell, hes a man, hes writing a book about people who ran away from jail.

I stared at the speaker, a girl of about nine with a braid that reached to the top of her shorts. Ran away from jail? Does that meandid he come here today?

No, not today, but most days. Now will you take my picture?

I took shots of the little girls alone and together and tried to get them to tell me about Morrell. They spread their hands. He came around, he talked to some of the parents, especially Aishas father. They didnt know who he was or where to find him. I gave it up and went back to inspecting the street, getting down on my hands and knees with the glass while Mr. Contreras stood over me to make sure no one hit me.

You lose something, miss? You trying to find your ring? Is there a reward? We can help.

I sat back on my heels. You know a woman was hit here in the road last night? Im a detective. Im looking for any clues about her accident.

You really a detective? Wheres your gun? one demanded, while another said, Women cant be detectives, dont be a fool, Sarina.

Women can be detectives, and I am one, I announced.

The girls started inspecting the area around the curb for clues. I found something like dried blood on the asphalt where I thought Nicola Aguinaldo had lain and photographed the spot from several different angles, then scraped a bit onto a tissue. It wouldnt be very convincing if I had to talk to a judge or jury, but it was the best I could come up with.

The girls decided this meant Sarina was rightI must be a detective, theyd seen someone do the very same thing on television. After that they offered me a variety of items, from an empty Annie Greensleeves bottle to a Converse hightop. I solemnly inspected their findings. In the midst of the detritus, a piece of metal caught my eye as it had theirs: This is gold, isnt it, miss, is it valuable? Do we get a reward?

It wasnt gold but heavy plastic. It was new, and its shine had attracted the girlsit clearly hadnt lain long in the gutter. It was shaped like a Greek omega, but it wasnt a charm, more like some kind of signature from a handbag zipper, or maybe a shoe. I thought I should recognize the designer, but I couldnt place it off the top of my head.

Mr. Contreras was getting restive: he really wanted to get out to Park Ridge to look at the car hed picked out. I pocketed the emblem and put the rest of their findings in the garbage.

Who is the oldest? I asked.

Sarinas twelve, they volunteered.

I handed a girl in a fringed scarf one of my cards and three dollars. The money is for all of you to share; its your reward for helping me hunt for clues. The card is for your friend Morrell. When he comes again, will you give it to him? It has my name and phone number on it. Id like him to call me.

The girls clustered around Sarina. Whats it say? Ooh, Sarina, she is a detective, it say so right here. She going to arrest you, Mina, for talking back to your mama.

Their comments faded as we rounded the corner to the L. Mr. Contreras filled me in on the Buick Skylark we were going to see. Hes asking seventeen hundred, but its got ninetyeight thousand miles. You can probably bring him down a couple a hundred, but maybe you want your buddy Luke to go over a car before you buy itall these computers and whatnot it aint so easy to tell whats going on inside an engine these days.

Yeah, my buddy Luke. I thought bitterly of our conversation this afternoon. Hes likely to demand the mortgage on my apartment before he lifts a finger to help. After getting my estimates from Luke Im beginning to think I should rent something for a few weeks. Even fifteen hundred seems way more than I can afford for temporary wheels, and if its that beat up Ill have trouble reselling it.

The old man deflated visibly: hed spent all day on the project and politely deferred pushing it while he helped me on my silly Sherlock Holmes imitation. Guilt is not an adequate reason for bad business decisions, but I couldnt bear to see him so woebegone. We picked up falafel sandwiches and Cokes at a storefront underneath the L tracks and trudged up the stairs for the first leg in our journey.

By the time we got to the sellers apartment, I was so fed up with public transportation I was ready to pay almost any price to get rolling again. The Red Line to Howard. The old Skokie Swiftnow the Yellow Lineand then the real timeeater, the wait for the suburban bus to take us five miles further west, to a stop close enough to the guys place that we could walk.

You know, if we dont buy the car and take possession tonight, we may end up camping in that forest preserve we passed, I told Mr. Contreras as we started walking. The sign says the last bus leaves the Gross Point depot at ninethirty, and its a quarter of now.

Cab. He was puffing a little from the heat and the walk. Ill treat you to a cab back to the L, cookie.

When we finally reached the sellers apartment, we saw the car wasnt as bad as Id feared. Rust over most of the drivers door and around the trunk made it look depressing, the tires were worn, but a tenmile drive to the airport and back didnt reveal anything amiss in the engine. The seller was a kid whod graduated from Champaign in engineering this spring. He bought the Skylark used when he started school, drove it hard for five years, and wanted to unload it now that hed landed a real job with serious money. All the time we talked about his beater, he couldnt stop looking at the Ford truck hed bought to celebrate entering the job market at a hundred thousand a year. Without much real haggling we got the Skylark for twelve hundred.

Mr. Contreras overwhelmed me by pulling twenty carefully folded twenties from his inside pocket: My contribution to the family car, he insisted, when I tried to demur. I offered to let him drive home, but he refused.

I dont see so good at night anymore, cookie. Matter of fact, I been worrying about it some.

Then lets get you to the doctor, I said. You cant neglect your eyes. If you need new glasses or have cataracts or something, nows the time to take care of them.

Dont make me out to be an old man, he snapped, locking the seat belt. Youre as bad as Ruthie, wanting to push me into an oldage home. I can still see good enough to make out that gizmo you took from them girls on the street. What was it, anyway?

Id forgotten about it during our long ride and pulled it out of my shirt pocket for his inspection. He couldnt place it any more than I could, but when we got homein twenty minutes versus the eightyseven wed spent on the way outI dug a copy of Mirabella out of the stack of papers in my recycling box. I went through it page by page studying the ads and on the inside of the back cover struck goldor painted plastic. A pair of Ferragamo loafers were standing back to front against a rose silk scarf, and a pair of omegas like the one the girls had found were stitched into the strap across the instep.

Va bene, Signor Ferragamo, I said aloud. A horseshoe, not an omega. The Ferragamo logo. Id recognized it because I tried on some Ferragamo pumps a few weeks ago: my beloved red Bruno Maglis had finally become so worn that not even old Signor Delgado out on Harlem could patch the sides enough to attach new soles.

Id decided I couldnt afford shoes that cost almost three hundred dollars this summera wise decision, considering the expenses I was racking up right now. It was hard to imagine that the immigrants living along Balmoral and Glenwood could afford them either. I suppose someone might have gone into debt for an upscale logo, but I went to bed wondering where in the metropolitan area someone was looking in annoyance at a shoe or handbag with a damaged strap.

7 Habeas Corpus?

Mary Louise called me early in the morning. Vic, Im running to get Nate to day camp, so thisll be quick: there isnt much, anyway. Aguinaldo was working as a mothers helper for someone named Baladine out in Oak Brook. Shed been there two years when she stole a gold necklace worth forty or fifty thousand dollarsit had gems in it too, bitty diamonds or rubies. They pressed charges

The Baladines? I interrupted. As in the Robert Baladines?

Robert, Eleanor, and their three children. Do you know them?

No, darlin, hes so big I dont even think of him as competition. He runs Carnificeyou know, the billiondollar PI firm, only when they get that big theyre called Security Providers, or something.

Well, be that as it may, Mrs. Baladine loved that necklaceRobert gave it to her when little Robbie was born, blah, blah, so she pressed charges in a serious way. The defense tried to plead Aguinaldos blameless previous life and the fact that she was the sole support of a mother and two kids of her own, but we were being tough on immigrants that month and Aguinaldo got five years. Shed been a model prisoner for fifteen months, had worked her way into the clothes shop, which is a premium gig at Coolis, when she escaped. Last known address on Wayne, about two hundred yards from where we found her. She read out addresses and phone numbers both for Aguinaldos home and the Baladines.

Now Ive got to scootNaties frantic hell miss the opening ceremony, and hes gotten real into raising the flag and playing reveille. Who knowsmaybe hell want to join the army or be a cop when he grows up.

Or maybe play the bugle. Ill get him one for his birthday.

You dare, Vic, and hell practice under your window every morning at six!

It wasnt quite eight when she hung up. Too early to expect a report from Freeman. I thought Id give Vishnikov a chance to take off his jacket and finish his coffee, or whatever his morning office ritual was. I did a full workout in my living room, including a session with my weights. I even took the trouble to put the weights back in the closet before trying the morgue. Vishnikov was in the dissecting room and didnt want to be interrupted. I left a message and took the dogs out.

The air was still thick with humidity, but it was early enough that the heat wasnt unbearable. I ran the dogs to Lake Michigan and back, a nice threemile stint. The cops have started a major roundup of leashlaw violators, even ticketing people whose dogs are swimming from the rocks along the lake, but I managed to get Mitch and Peppy in and out of the water without a citation.

Lemour may be on me like my underwear, but hes apparently not an early riser, I told the dogs on the way back.

I tried Vishnikov as soon as I got in, but he still wasnt taking calls. I wanted to go out to Oak Brook and talk to Eleanor Baladine about Nicola Aguinaldo, and I wanted to get up to Aguinaldos home in Uptown, so the faster I got to my own office and did some work that would generate income, the faster I could get to an investigation that might help save my hide. The only thing more important than doing my real work was getting hold of the dress Aguinaldo had been wearing. As soon as I got to my office I called Lotty.

You were in luck, Vic: the administrator in charge of the ER in the mornings is so meticulous a follower of regulations that hes wasted on Beth Israels small protocols. He bagged and labeled the clothes. Do you want to pick them up?

No. I dont want anyone claiming I could have tampered with them. I want him to messenger them over to Cheviot Labs. With a note on where theyve been since coming off poor little Ms. Aguinaldos body yesterday. Shall I call Max and ask for that? Or can you?

She said it would be quicker if she handled it. And on the other matter, the report the paramedics filed, Max is asking Cynthia to fax you a copy. She hung up on my thanks: she was in the middle of a ferocious patient schedule.

One of the things I invested in when I moved to my new building was a set of detailed maps of most of the states and an artsupply cabinet for storing them. I pulled out the counties of rural Georgia where one of Continental Uniteds trouble spots lay, hoping that I wouldnt have to go there in person to see why so many tire punctures occurred on County Road G. As I drew a line on the map from Hancocks Crossing, where Continentals warehouse sat, to the intersection of County G and Ludgate Road, Freeman Carters secretary called.

Freeman wants to talk you, Vic. He has an opening at twelvefifteen if you can stop by his office.

I thanked her and turned back to my maps. I was betting either a driver or a dispatcher owned a service station on that corner: it had to be someone who could make sure trucks used a particular route which they probably strewed with nails. The drivers then had no choice but to hike up the road to the station for their tires. I called the director of human resources whom Id met with yesterday, and asked him to fax me copies of the repair bills. It would be annoying to have to go down and confront these people in person; I hoped I could figure it all out from the paper trail.

Vishnikov returned my call as I was getting ready to leave for my appointment with my lawyer. Vic! Whats up? Need help hiding a body?

It may come to that, if a police ape named Lemour harasses me any further. But this is about a body you already haveNicola Aguinaldo. She died yesterday at Beth Israel in the OR and came in too late for you to work on.

There was a pause on the other end. Thats funny: I remember now, she came in at the end of the morning. I took a quick look at herthere was something unusual about her, so I wanted to do the autopsy myself, but she wasnthold on while I check.

He put the phone down. I heard chairs scraping, a murmur of voices, and then a door shutting. I waited a good five minutes before Vishnikov came back.

Vic, this is one of the more infuriating moments in my tenure here. Some jagoff released the body last night. I cant even find out whoa form was filed but not signed.

Released to the family? I was puzzled. When I called last night, they didnt have a next of kin listed.

The form says the girls mother claimed it. How the hell they released itwell, thats neither here nor there. Ive got to go. I need to

I spoke quickly, before he could hang up. What was it about her body that made you want to look at it yourself?

I dont remember now. Im too goddamned angry to think about anything except getting hold of the bastard who let this body out of here without authorization. He slammed the receiver in my ear.

This was the first time Id heard Vishnikov blow up in the four or five years Ive worked with him. I wondered if Lemour had somehow engineered removal of the body, before an autopsy proved I hadnt hit her, or maybe proved she hadnt been hit by a car at all. I began to wonder if Lemour had killed her himself and was trying to find someone else to blame. When he couldnt pin it on me he got a buddy in the morgue to quietly let the body go.

The Beth Israel fax had come in while I was talking to Vishnikov. I stuffed it into my briefcase and dashed out to the L to ride down to Freeman Carters office in the Loop.

Freeman rented a suite that held the requisite mahoganies and objets dart of lawyers in the financial district. He rose to greet me when his secretary sent me into his inner office. His summer suit had been tailored to fit his tall body and even to make him look a little broader through the chest, and his whiteblond hair had been cut as carefully as the suit. He makes a good impression in court, which I like, and has the brains to back it up, which I like even more.

Vic, I talked to Drummond at the States Attorney and he made some calls. He perched on the corner of his desk. Rogers Park has lost the incident report but they asked the officers who came to the scene to reconstruct it. They say you refused to take a sobriety test

That is an outright lie. I felt my cheeks flush. They didnt ask for blood, but they breathalyzed me and I walked a line and did all that stuff for them. Freeman, I dont drink and drive, and all I had all night long was three Pellegrinos.

They got to the scene too late to witness the accident, so theyre not accusing you of hitting the Aguinaldo woman. But the States Attorney is saying if youll own up to the hitandrun they wont jeopardize your PI license or standing with the bar by a criminal prosecution.

I was so furious the blood drummed in my ears. This is so outrageous I cant even comment on it. I will not perjure myself because a couple of cops are too lazy to conduct a proper investigation.

Whoa, there, Vic. I dont blame you for being angry, but let me finish. I told Drummond that was unacceptablebut if theyre claiming you refused a blood test, I need to be one hundred percent sure of the ground Im on.

When Im stupid, careless, or criminal I dont walk away from it, but in this day and age where presidents and senators lie as a matter of course, I dont expect anyones word of honor means much. I tried to regain my composure. However, I am telling you the unvarnished truth about Nicola Aguinaldo. Not a courtroom truth. Talk to Mary Louise. Shes not under my thumb, and she was at the scene.

He reached behind him to push the intercom button. Callie, Vics going to give you some phone numbers when she leaves. Mary Louisewhat is it?Neely. I need her to come in ASAP to give me something like a deposition. Go over my schedule with her and find what fits.

He turned back to me. It would be very helpful if you produced your car for forensic inspection. Where is it, Vic?

I gave a tight smile. Its over at the Cheviot Labs. When theyve done all their tests and taken pictures, the police can have it. You know, yesterday morning when Lemour and his partner came over, at first it seemed pretty much like a routine inquiry, following up to a manslaughter. For which the cops usually just go through the motions if there isnt a witness to ID the car. I had my car towed because Lemour seemed so aggressive it got me worried. Half an hour later he threatened me on the street, which told me I was right to be concerned.

Freeman gave a twisted smile. Vic, this is so like you, to take matters into your own hands. The police are claiming your car as evidence in a manslaughter investigation. Can you do me, your longsuffering counsel, a huge favor and produce it by the end of the day? I would be most grateful. Tell Callieshell arrange with Drummond for police technicians to pick it up from Cheviot Labs. And for Gods sake, dont start a vendetta against Lemour. You can make better use of your time. Ive got to run now: I have a conference at the federal building and I want to grab a sandwich.

As he headed for the door I said, Before you go, Freeman, did you know the dead woman was a nanny out at the Baladines in Oak Brook before her arrest? I presume its the same Baladine who heads Carnifice Security. Is he pushing on the States Attorney in some way?

Can you tell Callie that, too? Shell add it to your file.

Also, which is really interesting, the dead womans body was released from the morgue in the middle of the night last night. Before Vishnikov could do the autopsy. Who better than a police detective to arrange something like that?

Vic, dont go on a witch hunt after Lemour. Whoever this woman was, and whatever Lemour or even Baladine is doing with her, she is not worth your career. And not to be crude, you havent got the resources, either financial or in muscle, to take on someone Baladines size, let alone the Chicago cops. Got it?

I tightened my lips but followed him to his outer office, where he stopped to rattle off a string of instructions to Calliemost of them about other clients. He finished with my affairs.

Vic has a few things for youand shes going to tell you where her car is so you can call Gerhardt Drummond over at the States Attorney and let him in on the secretisnt that right, Vic? He gave me a malicious grin and trotted out to the elevator.

When I finished telling Callie Mary Louises phone number and the rest of the stuff, I headed out. Down in the building lobby I stopped to call Mary Louise myself, to explain what Freeman wanted, but only got her machine. She was on the go a lot, between the kids, her work for me, and her classes. I gave as concise an explanation as I could and told her to call me on my cell phone if she had any questions.

I frowned at the fastfood stalls in the lobby. You used to be able to get a bowl of homemade soup or a deli sandwich in the momandpop diners that dotted the Loop. The new buildings had moved all their shops inside, to socalled plazas, where they control the take, then brought in chains that drove the coffee shops out of business. I picked up something called a Greek saladI guess because it had two olives and a teaspoon of feta on itand went back to my car.

Mary Louise had given me the Baladines home number this morning. I sat in my car, trying not to spill oily lettuce on my lapel, and phoned Oak Brook. If Robert Baladine broke my legs or bombed my office Id let Freeman chant I told you so over my hospital bed a few hundred times.

A woman with a heavy accent answered. After some prodding she put me through to Eleanor Baladine. Ms. Baladine? This is V. I. Warshawski. Im a Chicago detective. Did you know that Nicola Aguinaldo had escaped from prison?

The silence at the other end was so complete, I thought for a moment the connection had gone. Escaped? How did she do that?

It was such a strange answer that I would have paid good money to know what went through her mind in the seconds before she spoke. Ill tell you what I know when I see you. We need to talk as soon as possible. Can you give me directions to your house? I have your address, but the suburbs are a mystery to me.

Uh, Detectiveuh, does it have to be this afternoon?

Bridge club? No, not for the contemporary rich woman. Tennis, or something more recherché. Her Artists Way group, I bet.

Yes, it does. The faster I get information, the sooner I can figure out where she was headed when she left Coolis. I understand she was with you for two years. Id like to find out what you knew about her … associates.

She was a maid. I didnt gossip with her about her associates.

Even if all you ever said to her was, Change the babys diaper, or Make sure you vacuum under the beds, you must have had some references before you hired her. I tried to sound reasonable, not like an irritable old leftist.

Oh, very well. She sighed mightily but gave me detailed instructions: the Eisenhower all the way to the end of the expressway, out Roosevelt Road to the winding side streets of one of the areas most exclusive small communities.

8 Poolside Chat

Half an hour later, as I turned onto Gateway Terrace, I thought that community was a strange word for a collection of houses that isolated people so thoroughly. Each houseif thats what you call something with twenty rooms and four chimneyswas set so far back behind trees and fences that you saw only fragments of facades or gables. There werent any sidewalks, since no one could possibly walk to townor rather, mallfrom this distance. I passed a handful of kids on bikes and was passed in turn by a Jaguar XJ8top down to showcase a woman with blond hair whipping behind herand a black Mercedes sedan. That was all the street life Gateway Terrace offered me before I reached number fiftythree. Quite a contrast to the crowded, littered streets of Uptown.

I stopped the battered Skylark at the gate and looked for a way in. A large sign told me the premises were protected by Total Security Systems (a division of Carnifice Security) and that the fence was electrified so not to try to climb over it. I wondered if one of those spikes at the top had caused the damage to Nicola Aguinaldos abdomen. She ran away from Coolis to this house, seeking help from her old boss, impaled herself, and they dumped her near her apartment, waiting for someone like me to come along who could take the fall for her injuries.

As I was scanning the property I became aware that someone on the other side was inspecting me. A roundfaced boy of ten or so stepped forward when he realized Id spotted him. He was wearing jeans and a Tshirt with the Space BeretsGlobals big action toyon it.

Hi, I called through the fence. Im V. I. Warshawski, a detective from Chicago. Your mother is expecting me.

Youre supposed to phone the house, he said, coming closer and pointing to a recessed case with a phone in it.

The steel case was so sleek Id overlooked it. As my hand moved toward the cover it slid back with a whisper, but before I could reach for the phone inside the boy opened the gates for me himself.

Im not really supposed to do this, but if youre with the Chicago police I guess its okay. Is there something wrong with Nicola?

I was startled, and wondered if his mother had complained to him. What makes you think that?

The only time the cops were here before was when Mom had them arrest Nicola. Or does she want you to take Rosario this time?

I asked him to wait a second while I moved my car away from the middle of the entrance. He said hed ride up to the house with me and hoisted himself into the passenger seat. He was a plump boy, rather short for his agewhich was somewhat older than Id first guessedand he moved clumsily, as children do when theyve been teased about their size.

This doesnt look like much of a cop car. It was an observation, delivered in a flat voice.

He had a forlorn dignity that made me unwilling to lie to him. Im not a cop. I am a detective, but a private one, a PI. And I have come with some questions about Ms. Aguinaldo. It sounds as though you liked her?

She was okay. He hunched a shoulder. Has she done something else wrong?

No. Not that I know of, anyway, and even if she has it doesnt matter, or not to me.

We had reached the top of the drive. It forked so that you could go to the garagebig enough for four carsor the housebig enough for forty residents. I pulled over to the edge, behind a Mercedes Gelaendewagen, the $135,000dollar model. The vanity plate read GLOBAL 2. I wondered what GLOBAL 1 was attached to. Maybe a Lamborghini.

I wanted to ask the boy about Aguinaldo, but it didnt seem right to question him without his mothers knowledge. And without telling him that she was dead. Or maybe I was being chickenwho knew how a sensitive child would react to the news of his exnannys death.

So why are you out here? he demanded.

I made a face to myself. Ms. Aguinaldo escaped from prison last week. Before she could

She did? His face brightened. Cool! How did she do it? Or do you think Im hiding her?

On the last question he turned sullen. Before I could answer him, a girl came running from the garage side of the house, yelling Robbie at the top of her lungs. She was seven or eight, with water plastering her hair and bathing suit to her body. Where her brother was chunky and blond, she had dark hair and was slim as a greyhound.

My companion stiffened and stared straight ahead. The girl saw the car and ran over to us.

Robbie! You know Mom will have a fit if she sees you in there. To me she added, Hes supposed to walk instead of riding. You can see he has a weight problem. Are you the Chicago cop? Youre supposed to go around back; Moms waiting for you there. She sent me to tell Rosario to open the gate when you got here, but I suppose Robbie already let you in.

Robbie left the car while she was piping out her report. The girl was young enough to parrot adult comments without editing; the Baladines must have reported Robbies weight problem to strangers so often that it seemed natural to her to tell me about it. I wanted to say something reassuring to him, but he had slipped around the other side of the house.

You know, there are worse things in life than being overweight, I pointed out as I followed the girl past the garage.

Yes, like stealing and getting sent to jail. Thats what Nicola did, so we had to get Rosario instead. I was only six when they arrested Nicola, so it was still all right for me to cry. I cried when Fluffy got hit by a car, too.

You are sensitive, arent you, I said in admiration.

No, thats for crybabies. I dont do it anymore, but Robbie cried over Nicola and he was almost eleven. He even cried when Fluffy killed a bird. Thats only nature. Mom! Shes here! She gave Robbie a ride from the gate to the house!

We had arrived on the far side of the garage, where a fourlane twentyfivemeter pool and a tennis court offered the Baladines a chance to unwind after whatever rigors a day might hold for them. The pool and court were fringed with trees that created pleasing shade against the heat.

Two women were leaning back on padded chaises, eyes shielded by outsize sunglasses. Their swimsuits showed off bodies made perfect by total devotion to their care. They looked up when the girl and I appeared, but continued a desultory conversation with each other.

A third woman, also showing the kind of body that wealth and leisure afford, stood in the shallow end of the pool. She was coaching two little girls who were splashing along the lane next to her. Twin boys were jumping into the water at the deep end, chasing each other with plastic weapons. Several had been dropped at the edge of the pool. Space Berets action figures. Id seen them at Mary Louisesboth her boys collected them.

Not so much motion with your kicks, Utah, the woman in the pool commanded. Rhiannon, dont lift your arms so high coming out of the water. One more length, both of you, with less wave action. Jason and Parnell here she raised her voice to a shout, if you dont stop making so much commotion youre getting out until were done here.

She stood with her back to me while Utah and Rhiannon did another twentyfive meters, working hard to keep their splashing to a minimum. My guide watched critically.

Utahs my sister. She can do better than me when I was her age, but my form is improving. Im definitely better than Rhiannon. Want to see?

Not today, I said. If Utahs your sister, are you Wyoming or Nevada?

The girl ignored me and dived into the pool, so smoothly that she barely caused a ripple. She surfaced a third of the way down her lane. Her form was definitely better than mine.

The woman boosted Utah out of the pool, then hoisted herself out with one smooth push from her upper arm. A fourth woman, dark and round as a Gauguin portrait, came out of the shadows and wrapped a towel around the smaller girl. She silently handed another towel to the mother, then walked off with Utah.

Im Eleanor Baladine. I hope this is important, because youre interrupting my training program.

The Sydney Olympics? I asked.

I know you think youre being funny, she said coldly. Robert and I dont know how good our girls may get, but they could have a shot at a team in ten years. Especially Utahalthough Madison is looking better all the time. And Rhiannon Trant is shaping up fast, even though she only started last summer.

Rhiannon Trant? Daughter of Edmund, Murrays new owner? That explained the Global plate out frontId thought it stood for Baladines plans for world domination. Thats good. It would be a shame if they only swam for fun.

No one swims for fun. You either compete or you arent motivated enough to get in the water. I missed an Olympic spot by sixtenths of a second. I dont want my girls to lose out like that.

She broke off to call out an instruction to Madison. One of the women in the chaise longues, feeling Rhiannon was being neglected, sat up to call encouragement to her. If she was Edmund Trants wife, no wonder gossip columnists like Regine Mauger were slobbering over her. It wasnt just her gold hair and tan, but the way she moved, even in a beach chair, and the little twitch of humor at her mouth, as if laughing at herself for caring about her daughters ability to compete in a neighborhood pool. She made me feel as wide and clumsy as young Robbie.

Im V. I. Warshawski. I approached the pair in the chaise longues. Im a detective who has some questions for Ms. Baladine about Nicola Aguinaldo.

Eleanor Baladine rushed over. My childrens old nanny, you know, the one we had to send to Coolis for robbery

Burglary, wasnt it? I interrupted. Or did she break in and use a weapon?

Excuse me, Detective. Baladine poured rich sarcasm over her words. Not being used to the criminal element, I dont understand these distinctions.

How did you hire Ms. Aguinaldo to begin with? I asked.

Through an agency. We all use itHelp Across Borderstheyre usually utterly reliable. They assured me Nicolas immigration status was in order and vouched for her references. She was very good with the children, which I suppose wasnt surprising since she had one of her own

I thought it was two, I interrupted.

Maybe youre right. This was several years ago; the details are vague to me now. Madison! Work with the kickboard and concentrate on your hips! Youre using way too much leg motion. Youre a seal with little flippers: lets see them move.

She lived here? With her children?

Certainly not. Im not running a daycare center, and the person who works here has to concentrate on that: work.

So how often did she see her own family? And how did she get to them?

I always gave her Sundays off, even though it was often inconvenient for us. Except when we traveled, when I had to have her along. Do you have children, Detective? Then you dont know how hard it is to travel with three little ones. The girls are always getting into something, and my son tends to be secretive and wander off where no one can find him. In an effort to avoid anything approaching exercise. Her eyes stayed on the pool; she was moving her hands up and down like little seal flippers, as if trying to get Madison to move properly.

The other two women threw in their own murmured complaints about how hard it is to manage children on the road. They need their own little routines and friends, one explained.

And pools and ski slopes and who knows what else. And to see her children every Sunday, someone drove her to the train?

Mrs. Baladine took her eyes from her daughter long enough to stare at me in some hauteur. Since the robbery for which Nicola was arrested was over two years ago I cant imagine what bearing her transport has on the situation.

Id like to know who could have picked her up when she fled Coolis. She cant have walked all the way to Chicago from there. Did some man fetch her on her days off? Or a woman friend? Or did you or Mr. Baladine drive her to the train?

We couldnt take that kind of time. Sometimes Robert gave her a lift if he was going into Oak Brook for a meeting, but she usually picked up the Metra bus at the bottom of Gateway Terrace. Once or twice he drove her all the way home, when he had to be in the city. I knew it was a long trip for her, so I let her spend the night in town and took on getting the kids ready for school myself Monday mornings.

That was quite a sacrifice on your part. I tried to conceal my contempt, since I wanted information from her, but she wasnt stupid, and she bristled at my words.

I continued hastily. Shed never stolen anything before she took that necklace, is that right? Did you ever get any sense of what drove her to do that?

She was poor and we were rich. What other reason would there be? She was watching the pool again, but a stiffness in her posture made me think she knew more than that.

Im trying to find out who was in her background. If some man who badly needed money was controlling her, or if she had started to use drugs … I let my words trail away suggestively.

Yes, thats it, Eleanor, the third woman put in eagerly. She must have known a lot of guys who could have attacked her. Didnt one of them come out here one weekend?

Attack her? I asked. Who said anything about that?

The woman looked toward Eleanor Baladine, or at least moved her dark glasses toward her, and mouthed, Booboo, then jumped to her feet, squeaking, Jason and Parnell are getting much too rambunctious. Its time I got them out of the pool and home. Youre a saint, Eleanor, to let them come over here when youre trying to coach.

What was a booboo, maam? I asked. Letting me know youd already heard about the attack on Ms. Aguinaldo, even though it hasnt been made public?

She laughed. Oh, me and my big mouth. My husband says he cant ask me the time of day because Ill give him a dinner menu instead. I have no idea why that came floating out.

And what do you say? I asked Eleanor Baladine. Did she tell you about the attack on Ms. Aguinaldo? Or did you tell her?

Listen here, Officer Whoosis, Ive had about all the snooping into my private affairs Im going to tolerate. Nicola turned out to be the worst kind of immigrant, lying, stealing, filling my sons head with superstitions. I was frankly glad to see her go to jail. If she escaped and got hurt, well, I hate to say it, but she probably had it coming.

I dont think anyone had these injuries coming. She was murdered. In an extremely foul way. Someone kicked or punched her hard enough to perforate her small intestine, then left her in the road. She died when fecal matter filled her abdomen. It was an unbelievably painful death. If you knew about this before I got here, well, it makes me want to know a lot more about relations between you and your husband and Ms. Aguinaldo.

The children had climbed out of the pool. The girls were huddling within range of their mothers, but the twin boys were pelting each other with the Space Berets. The dark woman reappeared to drape Madison in a towel. The child grabbed her hand.

Mrs. Trant put her arms around Rhiannon. The injuries sound dreadful, Detective, but maybe we could discuss them some other time.

Eleanor was made of sterner stuff. I want the name of your captain, and your name, too, Officer Whoosis. Just because we live in the suburbs doesnt mean my husband doesnt have powerful connections in Chicago.

Im sure he does, Ms. Baladine, head of Carnifice and all. As Ive said a number of times, my name is V. I. Warshawski. I pulled a card from my handbag. And Im a detective. But private, not with the Chicago police.

Eleanors eyes blazed and her chest expanded enough that she could have crossed the pool without stopping for air.

Private detective? How dare you? How dare you insinuate your way onto my property to ask impertinent questions? Leave at once or the police will be here. Real police, who will have your behind in jail for trespassing so fast your head will spin.

Im not trespassing: you invited me onto your property.

And now Im uninviting you. Get out of here. And dont give my son a ride anywhere or Ill have you charged with kidnapping. You are undermining my efforts to get him to lose weight.

I couldnt keep back a laugh. You are a mighty strange woman, Mrs. Baladine. Your former nanny is murdered and what you care about is your sons waistline. So hes not as addicted to lettuce and workout machines as you and your palsbut he seems like an attractive boy. Dont keep running him down in front of strangers. And do keep my card. Whether Im public or private, Ms. Aguinaldo is dead and Im investigating. If you change your mind about letting me in on what you know about her personal lifegive me a call.

Eleanor dropped my card on the pavement, started to grind it with her bare heel, then thought better of it. She clapped her hands and turned to the girls. Madison, Rhiannon, back in the pool. I want to see a twolap race. Winner gets a bowl of frozen yogurt.

As I passed the corner of the garage I heard Mrs. Trant say, I think Rhiannons had enough for one day, havent you, darling?

9 Out of the Mouths of Babes

As I was fumbling with the release mechanism to the gate, Robbie emerged from the shrubbery. His mother might inveigh against his lack of athletic ability, but he knew how to snake through the undergrowth like Natty Bumpo.

I stopped the car and got out. We faced each other in silence. All I could hear was the birds telling each other about choice worms or approaching cats. The house was so remote I couldnt make out even a faint echo of Eleanor Baladines coaching, or the shrieks from the boys in the pool.

The longer the silence lasted, the harder it would be for him to break, so I spoke first. Im sorry I didnt have a chance to tell you about Nicolas death before your sister showed up.

He flushed a painful red. How did youyou didnt tell Mom I was listening, did you?

I shook my head. I didnt know you were thereyoure much too skilled in the undergrowth for a city slicker like me to hear.

Then how did you know I heard you talking to her?

I smiled. Deduction. They teach us that in detective school. It must be hard to live with three such determined athletes as your mother and sisters. Is your father a mad swimmer, too?

Tennis. Not that he was ever a champion like Momshe has a gazillion trophies, just never anything from the Olympics, so were supposed to do it for her. I tried, I really did, butbut when they keep calling you butterbutt

Nicola didnt do that, did she? I cut in before he embarrassed himself by bursting into tears.

He gave a grateful half smile. Nicola, she didnt speak much English. Some Spanish, but her real language was Tagalog. Thats what they speak in the Philippines, you know; thats where she came from. She always said it was better to read and know many things from books than be able to swim. Without an education she could only be a nanny or clean houses. She taught me how to know the stars so I could track at night. I got a book of constellations in Spanish and English, which made Mom crazy; she thought Nicola should learn English instead of me Spanish. Maybe Nicola called me butterball in Tagalog.

That seemed to be an attempt at a joke, so I laughed a little with him. Who were the women who were there today?

Oh, theyre friends of Moms. Mrs. Trant, her daughter and Madison are in the same grade. And Mrs. Poilevy. Parnell and Jason Poilevy. Im supposed to play with them because their father is important to my father, but I cant stand them.

Poilevy. The Speaker of the Illinois House. Hed been standing next to Edmund Trant at the party Tuesday night.

Tell me about the necklace, I suggested to Robbie.

What about it?

Do you know if it was really valuable? Do you think it was really missing?

You mean, did Mom only pretend it was gone so she could make a scene about Nicola?

Say what you will about todays childrenall those crime shows they watch make them understand the doublecross young. Something like that.

You dont know how tough Mom is. If she wanted Nicola gone, phht, out the door shed go. No, Nicola took it all right. He frowned. She sold it at a place near where she lived. When Mom raised the roof and called the cops and everything, the Chicago police found it at thissome kind of jewelry resale shop.

Pawnshop, I suggested.

Yeah, thats what it was. Pawnshop. And the man from the pawnshop picked out Nicola from a photograph. And I remember Dad sayinghere he flushed painfully againStupid spick only got twelve hundred dollars for a fiftythousanddollar necklace.

Do you know why she stole the necklace to begin with?

Her little girl had asthma and it got real bad, she had to go to the hospital, only Nicola couldnt pay the bill, I guess. I heard her asking Mom for a loan, and, well, it was thousands of dollars, I guess Mom couldnt possibly loan her that much money, it would be years before Nicola could pay it off. I gave her five hundred dollarsthe money Ive saved from my grandparents birthday checksonly then somehow Dad found out, he stopped the checks, that was when he and Mom made me

He pulled at his Tshirt, so that the Space Berets stern faces distorted into sneers; when he spoke again it was in such a rapid monotone I could barely make out the words. They made me go to this camp for fat kids where you had to run all day and only eat carrots for dinner, and by the time that was over, Nicola was arrested and on trial and everything. I never saw her again. I thought if she ran away from jai … only now shes dead. Who killed her? Did you tell Mom she got kicked to death?

If Id known this sensitive boy was listening I wouldnt have been so graphic with Eleanor. The doctor who tried to save her life at the hospital said he thought shed been punched or kicked, but no one knows who did it. Im hoping I can find that out. Did she ever talk to you about any of the people in her life, anyone she was afraid of, or owed money to?

Its only that she wasshe wasnt very big and she was afraid of people hitting her; once she thought Mom was mad enough to throw something at her, sheit was horrible, she was begging her not to hurt her. I wish His face crumpled and he began to cry. Oh, shit, oh, shit, only crybabies cry, oh, stop.

Before I could offer any words of comfort he vanished into the shrubbery. I got back in my car, then, wondering if he might be lurking within earshot, got out again.

Im going to leave one of my business cards behind this post, I said loudly. If anyone finds it who wants to call me, my numbers on it.

The grounds were so carefully groomed there were no pebbles or branches to weight the card. I finally tore a twig from the shrubbery and placed it behind the gaterelease post with my card. As I released the gate I heard a motor revving behind me. The Mercedes Gelaendewagen appeared, going fast. It overtook me before I finished turning onto Gateway Terrace. Mrs. Trant was at the wheel. She and Mrs. Poilevy still had on their heavy glasses, which made them look like the menacing action toys at the pools edge.

The Skylark huffed after them but couldnt keep pace. Before I reached the first intersection the Mercedes had disappeared.

In a few minutes I was back on the main roads, where strip malls and office towers made the Baladine home seem a remote Eden. Buildings of unrelated size and design are plunked haphazardly on the prairie out here, as if their haste to fill the vast space makes developers dig it up at random. It reminded me of a giant box of chocolates, where someone had eaten bits off dozens of pieces in a greedy desire to consume the whole thing at once.

In the distance the orderly Chicago skyline appeared. I swung onto the expresswayArthur seeing Avalon through the mists and eagerly returning. Not that the pockmarked apartments and burnedout lots lining the inbound Eisenhower were any more delightful than the western suburbs.

A roar in the Skylarks exhaust made it hard for me to think about the Baladines. I hadnt gotten what Id gone out there for: the name of anyone who might have hurt Nicola Aguinaldo. And what had I learned? That the very rich are different from you and me?

Certainly theyre different from me. The neighborhood where I grew up was a lot more like Uptown than Oak Brook. Every kid on my block knew what a pawnshop was: we were often the ones our parents sent with the radio or coat or whatever was going up the spout to pay the rent.

By the same token I didnt know what life with a fulltime nanny was like. Did they talk about their private lives to their young charges? You couldnt live intimately with people for two years without sharing many intimacies, I suppose, if you found a language in common.

Had Nicola preyed on young Robbies sympathies? A sensitive overweight boy would be an easy mark in this house of obsessed athletes. Maybe Nicola got tired of MomI certainly had after twenty minutesand decided to steal both her sons affections and her jewelry. Not that I was investigating this longgone burglary, but I wondered if Nicola Aguinaldo really had an asthmatic daughter.

And what about Dad? Robbie had been awfully quick to get the implication of Eleanor Baladine making an excuse to fire Nicola. And those friends of the Baladines knew somethingthere was a whiff of concealed knowledge in the stiffening, the glances. Had Robert started playing with the help on those days off when he drove her to Chicago? When she ran away from prison did she think he would come to her rescueleave Eleanor for a Filipina immigrant? Could he perhaps have killed her to keep her from messing with his happy home?

The rush hour was building. The drive home took almost twice as long as the one out, and the exhaust got louder in the long backup off the Eisenhower to the northbound Kennedy. By the time I pulled up in front of my apartment, my bones were vibrating from it. Definitely not a car I wanted to spend the rest of my life in.

Mr. Contreras was out back with the dogs, working over his tomatoes. I called from my back porch and Peppy came up to see me. Mitch was gnawing on a tree branch and barely lifted his head.

As I changed into jeans Peppy followed me around the apartment, making it clear she expected to come with me. Im going to Uptown, girl. What if someone assaults me and youre left in the car for days? Not that a car on that block gets left for long. And Id have to leave the windows openanyone could come by and steal you or hurt you. I couldnt withstand the longing in her amber eyes. After taking my gun from the safe and checking the clip and the safety, I leashed her up and called down to my neighbor that I was taking her with me on an errand.

As I parked between a rusted Chevy and an empty pickle jar, I wondered what went through Nicola Aguinaldos mind when she made that long trip home on Sundays. Suburban bus to train, train to Union Station, walk to State Street, L to Bryn Mawr, the six blocks over to her apartment on Wayne. Over two hours, even if all connections went smoothly. And when she got home, instead of a pool and manicured grounds for her children, shed find a tiny glassstrewn square of hardpacked dirt in front of her building. If she had fallen in with some scheme of Baladines, maybe it was in the hopes of buying her childrens way out of Wayne Street.

The girls whod helped me canvass the street last night were jumping doubledutch when I pulled up. I picked the pickle jar out of the gutter before someone could run over or throw it. I didnt see a garbage can so I tossed it into the open rear window of the Skylark. Peppy stuck her head out, hoping that meant I wanted her. The girls caught sight of her and stopped jumping.

Is that your police dog, miss? Does he bite, miss? Can I pet him? Will he stay in the car?

Its a girl dog who is very gentle; shed love to say hi to you. Shall I let her out?

They giggled nervously but approached the car. Peppy has perfect manners. When I let her out of the back, after dancing for a minute to show her pleasure at being released, she sat and extended a paw to the girls. They were enchanted. I showed them how she would take a dog biscuit from my mouth, our noses brushing gently.

Can I do that, miss? Did you raise her from a baby? Ooh, Derwa, she likes you, she licked your hand! Mina, that police dog going to bite you!

Do any of you remember Nicola Aguinaldo? I asked as casually as I could. Id like to talk to her mother.

Did she steal that gold thing we found?

Dont be stupid, another girl with thick braids and a head scarf snorted. How could she steal something when she was already in jail?

Thats right, the missus didnt like the way the mister looked at Sherrees mother, thats right, so she pretended Sherrees mom stole something, a third put in.

Someone objected that Sherrees mom really had stolen a necklace and she was a thief, but one girl said, Thats dirty talk, about Sherrees mom and the mister; you shouldnt be saying stuff like that.

Well, its only the truth! Its not saying that Sherrees mom did something dirty, not like Minas mom, you know

A hand reached across and slapped the speaker. Before the fight could escalate, I snapped at them to be quiet.

Im not interested in what anyones mother thinks, says, or doesthats her private business. I need to talk to Sherrees grandmother. Will one of you show me where to find her?

They moved, Sarina, the oldest, said.

Where? I asked.

They looked at each other, suddenly wary. In the world of illegal immigrants, detectives who ask questions about the family are never benign. Not even Peppy or the beatup Skylark could make me seem less than an educated Angloand hence attached to authority.

After some dickering they agreed that I could talk to one of their mothers. Mina was nominated: shed lived across the hall, and her mom had looked after Sherree when the baby died.

What baby?

Sherrees little sister, a small girl whod been silent before spoke up. She coughed and coughed, and Seńora Mercedes took her to the hospital; that was when

Shut up! The big girl with the long braid smacked her. I told you you could play with us if you kept quietwell, here you are blabbing your big mouth off, same as always.

I am not! The little one howled. And Mommy says you have to look after me anyway.

Mina! I cut in, not sure which one I was addressing. Lets go talk to your mother and leave these two to sort out their problem.

A girl with short curly hair looked at me. During the discussion she had hovered on the edge of the group, an outsider with the in crowd.

I guess you can come up. She wasnt enthusiastic. But my moms afraid of dogs; you cant bring your dog inside.

Half a dozen shrill voices promised to look after Peppy, but I thought it would be more prudent to return her to the car. Even a beautifully mannered dog can turn fractious with strangers, and childish strangers also couldnt control her if she decided to follow meor chase a cat across the street.

10 Found in Translation

My mom doesnt speak much English, Mina warned me as she took me inside.

Neither did mine. I followed her up the narrow stairs, where the smell of old grease and mold vividly brought back the tenements of my own childhood. We spoke Italian together.

My mom only speaks Arabic. And a little English. So youll have to talk to me unless you know Arabic. As we climbed the stairs she took a fringed scarf out of her jeans pocket and tied it around her curls.

Minas motherMrs. Attar to mereceived me in a living room that I also knew from my childhood. I used to sit in places like this when my mother took me with her on social calls in the neighborhood: overstuffed furniture encased in plastic, a large television draped in a piece of weaving from the Old Country, a thicket of family photos on top.

Mrs. Attar was a plump, worried woman who kept her daughter planted firmly next to her. Even so, she insisted on offering me hospitality, in this case a cup of thick sweet tea. Hers might be a seat of poverty, but her manners sure beat those in Oak Brook.

I drank the tea gratefully: the heat outside became overwhelming in the overstuffed room. After thanking her for the tea, and admiring the weaving on the television, I broached my subject. I hoped Mina would do an accurate job with the translation.

I have some bad news about Nicola Aguinaldo. She ran away from prison last week. Did you know that? She died yesterday. Someone hurt her very badly when she was on her way to this apartment building, and I would like to learn who did that.

What? What you are saying? Mrs. Attar demanded.

Mina snapped off a string of Arabic. Mrs. Attar dropped her hold on the girl and demanded information. Mina turned back to me to translate. That role was familiar to me as well. My mothers English became fluent with time, but I could still remember those humiliating meetings with teachers or shopkeepers where I had to act as interpreter.

The girls say you looked after Sherree when the baby was in the hospital. Was that after Nicola was sent to jail? I know the baby was sick before.

When Mina translated, first for me and then for her mother, she said, My mother doesnt remember Sherree staying here.

But you remember, dont you? I said. You agreed with your playmates when they brought it up.

She looked at me slyly, pleased to be in control. There are so many kids in this building they probably got confused. Sherree wasnt here.

Mrs. Attar ripped off a question to her daughter, probably wanting to know what our side conversation was about. While they talked I sat back on the crinkling plastic and pondered how to get Mrs. Attar to talk to me. I didnt care whether shed ever looked after Sherree Aguinaldo. What I needed was the address where the grandmother had moved with Sherree, or the names of any men Mrs. Attar might have seen with Nicola Aguinaldo.

I looked Mrs. Attar in the eye, adult to adult, and spoke slowly. Im not with the government. Im not with Children and Family Services. Im not with INS.

I opened my handbag and spread the contents on the cluttered coffee table. I laid out my credit cards and my privateeye license. Mrs. Attar looked puzzled for a moment, then seemed to understand what I was showing her. She scrutinized my drivers license and the PI license, spelling out my name from card to card. She showed it to her daughter and demanded an explanation.

You see? I said. There is no badge in here.

When Mrs. Attar finally spoke to me, she said in halting English, Today is?

Thursday, I said.

One ago, two ago, three ago is?

Itd be Monday, Ma, Mina cut in in exasperation, adding something in Arabic.

Her mother put a light hand over her daughters mouth. I tell. Men comes. Early early, first prayers. Isis

She looked around the room for inspiration, then showed me her watch. She turned the dial back to fivethirty.

I wake husband, I wake Mina, I wake sons. First wash. Look outside, see men. I afraid. Woman here, have green card, I find.

Derwas mom, Mina put in, sulking because she wasnt controlling the drama any longer. Shes legal; Mama got her to ask the men what they wanted. They were looking for Abuelita Mercedes, so Mama went and woke hertheyre not Islam, they dont have to get up at fivethirty like we do.

Yes, yes. Abuelita Mercedes, much good woman, much good for Mina, for Derwa, take with Sherree when I working, when Derwa mother working. All childrens call her Abuelita, meaning Grandmother, not only own childrens. I take him

Her, Mama; if its a woman its her, not him.

Her. I take her, I take Sherree. Men coming here she stabbed at her chair, to indicate this very roomI say, she my mother, these my childs all.

And then?

Leave. No good stay here. Men go, more men come, no good.

I assumed she meant Abuelita Mercedes had to move before more INS agents showed up looking for her. Do you know where she went?

A sigh and a shrug. Better not know. Not want problem.

I asked Mrs. Attar if she knew of any men Nicola had dated. Mrs. Attar only shrugged againshe couldnt help. When I asked about Mr. Baladinethe boss who sometimes drove her homeMrs. Attar lifted her palms in incomprehension. Nicola was a good motherit was the only reason she went out to work among rich strangers, to make money for her two little girls. She came home every week to see them; she was never late, she never had time for men. Mina smirked a little at this, which made me wonder if the kids would tell a different story.

America no good place. Baby sick, mother no money, mother go jail. Why? Why peoples no help?

She turned to Mina to put her ideas more completely. In Egypt a mother could take her sick baby to a clinic where the government would care for it, then there was no need for the mother to steal to pay the bills.

Now mother dead, and why? Only want help baby. America very no good.

I couldnt think of a convincing rebuttal. I thanked her for her time and tea and let Mina take me back outside. Her friends had vanished. I tried to ask her about Nicola Aguinaldo, whether Mina had ever noticed any men visiting her or knew of talk on the streets about her, but the child was hurt at her friends defection. She hunched her shoulder angrily and told me to mind my own business. There didnt seem to be much else I could do, so I got into the rattling Skylark and drove off.

I stopped in the park at Foster to give Peppy a walk. The police were sweeping the area in their threewheeled buggies, slowing when they passed anyone with a dog, so I kept her on her leash. She didnt like itespecially since the squirrels werent similarly constrainedbut unlike her son she doesnt yank my arm off when shes tied up.

Aguinaldo had run away from Coolis without knowing that her mother had fled their apartment. And then? Had she come home, found her mother gone, and called Baladine for help, only to be beaten up? Or met up with some old boyfriend in the neighborhood with the same disastrous results?

Those women around the pool knew something, but what? About Aguinaldos escape, or her injuries, or her relations with Robert Baladine? Were no closer to having anything on Aguinaldos private life than we did this morning, I said, so severely that Peppy flattened her ears in worry.

And that smirk Mina Attar gave, when her mother said Nicola had no time for men, it could have concealed anythingthe other kids implied Mrs. Attar had plenty of time for men, so Mina might have been smirking at her mom. Or maybe Mina knew something about Nicola that she wasnt saying. It was the look of someone who felt she knew someone elses guilty secret, thats for sure.

And what about this guy Morrell whom the kids had mentioned, the one interviewing people who had escaped from prison? Could he have played some role in Aguinaldos escape, or in her death?

Who had claimed Aguinaldos body? Abuelita Mercedes, the neighborhood grandmother? If so, how had she learned that Nicola was dead? From Morrell? Who was hea social worker? A journalist? I didnt think he could be from INS. And I didnt think he was a cophed been coming around before Nicolas death.

I jerked Peppy away from a dead gull. I wished Vishnikov had done the autopsy when Nicolas body arrived on Wednesday. If shed gone to the hospital in Coolis for an ovarian cyst, maybe that had caused her internal problems, although the Beth Israel surgeon thought shed been hit or kicked. The external injuries had been fresh when I found her, and that broken arm looked as though it had just occurred, as if shed been struck by a car. If so, was there a boyfriend who beat her up? My mind circled back to Robert and Eleanor Baladine.

I could imagine a lot of scenarios where a man might have sex with the livein nanny, from unregulated desire through hostility toward his wife or rivalry with his son. But would he have prosecuted Nicola for theft as a way to protect himself? Would she have turned to him for help when she escaped from prison? And thenand then what?

He was clearly friends with Edmund Trant, the head of Global Entertainments media division, or at least the two wives were friends. Along with the wife of the Illinois House Speaker. That was cozy for a couple of important businessmen, to know their wives schmoozed with the wife of the states key power broker.

I wondered what Murray knew about relations between Edmund Trant and Robert Baladine. Or Trant and Speaker Poilevy, for that matter. I bundled Peppy into the backseat of the Buick and went home.

11 CleanOn the Outside

I caught Murray at home. Murray, hi, V. I. here. Quite a job you did Tuesday nightI saw even The New York Times condescended to notice Chicago and give you a couple of lines.

Thanks, Vic. His tone was cautious.

Even I got a little mention, I persisted. Was it you who talked to Regine Mauger about me? Crumbs from the Global table would sure be tasty. Maybe it would only take one Global crumb to replace my car.

Christ, Vic! Give me a break. Do you think I suggested something like that to Regine? Someone gets under her skin and she goes after them like a horsefly. I dont know what you did to annoy hermaybe you called up and persecuted her in her own home. She huffed up to me at the Glow, demanding to know who you were and who got you an invitation.

I wonder who told her about that eonsold fling you and I had. I sounded earnest and puzzled; when he stammered over a response, I added, Sorry, I didnt call to tease you. Im glad you got a good response to your gig. I really called because of something odd I stumbled onjust about literallyon my way home from the party.

I gave him a brief summary of my accident. I havent seen a mention in the papers, even though she broke out of Coolis on Sunday. But I learned something curious today. She was an illegal Filipina immigrant. Who used to be Robert Baladines nannyhis kids nanny, anywaybefore she went to jail. Dont you think thats worth a line or two of type, Baladine being head of Carnifice Security and all?

Illegal immigrants who escape from prison and die arent the kind of story I cover, Vic. I can mention it to the City Desk, but if it happened Sundaywell, todays Thursday, after all.

I ignored the coldness in his voice. You know Eleanor Baladine is a mad swimmer? She missed a chance to swim in the Olympics and is determined her children will do it for her. I went out there this afternoon and watched her lashing kids around the pool. Besides her own they included Edmund Trants daughter and JeanClaude Poilevys sons. By the way, if you heard the names Utah and Madison, would you imagine you were being given street directions or hearing about two little girls?

If youre trying to imply that Edmund Trant and JeanClaude Poilevy got together with Robert Baladine to kill Baladines exnanny, youre so far over the edge that no one can pull you back, Warshawski. I have to runIm going to be late for dinner.

Sandy Fishbein or Alexandra Fisher or whoever it is can wait five minutes without hurting your television prospects. The Rogers Park police lost the incident report and now theyre saying I was driving drunk and refused a blood test. They want me to take a fall on a hitandrun in exchange for immunity from prosecution. Dont you think thats queer?

He was silent for a long moment. Its unusual. But it doesnt make me think Baladine is in a conspiracy with Trant and Poilevy to get you.

I fidgeted with the phone cord. I dont think anyones out to get meI mean, not because Im me. But I do think someone with a heavy hand is leaning on Rogers Park and the States Attorney to make a tidy end to the case. Because I happened along and called an ambulance I was nominated for the tidy endingthey couldnt know housekeeping has always been my weakest point. Poilevy could be leaning on the States Attorney as a favor to Baladine, you know, to keep anyone from asking questions about his relations with his kids exnanny. Stranger things have happened in this town. They might have rushed in to charge me, except Im a detective, my passenger was an excop, and I sent my car to a private lab for forensic work. Along with the clothes Aguinaldo was wearing when she died.

Vic, its not that I dont love you, but Im late, and I dont have a clue why youre telling me all this.

I suppressed a sigh of impatience. What do you know about Trant and Poilevys working together, or Poilevy and Baladine, that would tell me whether its Poilevy pulling this particular lever?

Nothing. And Im not stirring up water around Edmund Trant. For any consideration you can think of. Not even the chance to watch Eleanor Baladine chase him around the pool with a whip.

Because you know hes Mr. Clean? Or because youre squeamish about taking on your greatgrandboss?

My greatgrandoh. When he spoke again, it was without the irritation hed shown before. Look, Vic. Maybe Im being chicken. Okay, I am chicken. But you know how hard I tried to peddle my ass after Global bought the Star. In nine months I got three offers, and they werent for serious journalism: hardly anyones doing that now. Im fortysix. If I start birddogging Trant or his friends I could find myself on the streetwith no one wanting to hire a guy who guns for his own boss. So you think Im a sellout for going on the tube. You want to lord it over me, oh queen of the incorruptibles, be my guest, buttheres plenty to investigate in this town without my taking on Trant.

I dont want to lord it over you. Butheres one thing Ive been worrying about. What if Baladine was sleeping with the help and set her upinitially, I mean. Maybe he gave her the necklace, then pretended she stole it.

The more I said, the stupider it sounded, so the faster I talked. Then she runs away, she needs money, she calls the one person with money she knowsBaladine

Do you have one shred of evidence for this?

Embarrassment made me hug my knees to my chest, but I bluffed past it. Well, the three women in Oak Brook sure knew something about Aguinaldothey knew shed been assaulted before I mentioned it, and you guys hadnt printed a line of type about her. Not only that, her body disappeared from the morgue before Vishnikov could do the autopsy.

Vic, this isnt like you. You havent done your homework, Murray said dryly. Carnifice runs Coolis for the State of Illinois. So Baladine knew Aguinaldo had escaped, because he heads the company that runs the prison. And he probably got an ID on her from the morgue same as you, only faster. So its not surprising the ladies already knew. Sorry, Vic. This is a nonstarter. Although I could talk to TrantI hear the Hollywood operation can use a boost, and that story has Keanu Reeves and Drew Barrymore written all over it. Unless someones paying you a big fee for fishing in this pond, Id pull my line in.

He hung up before I could respond. My cheeks were stained crimson. Anger or embarrassment? Or both. Running opposite the howdarehe track in my mind was his uncomfortable final remark. Why the hell was I taking time to ask questions when I had no fee, no client, and a wrecked car to add to my overhead?

Im only a few years younger than Murray. I couldnt blame him for not wanting to take on his bossespecially on the insubstantial grounds Id suggested. Its true Murray has a condo in Lincoln Park and a new Mercedes convertible, compared to my spartan four rooms and beatup Buick, but you feel fifty coming toward you and start getting nervous about how youre going to afford old age. At least, I do at times.

Murrays scoffing nettled me, but it embarrassed me, too. In the morning I went soberly about the business I was being paid to conduct, taking time only to call Cheviot Labs for a report on the Trans Am. They were giving my car a clean bill of health. I was nervous enough about the pressure from the States Attorney to ask them to messenger over a copy of the report before they gave the car to the cops, and I found an empty folder for the paramedics report Max had faxed to me. It was labeled Alumni Fund, from when Id agreed to help raise money for my law school class. Id done it mostly to help build connections among firms that might need a professional investigator, although when I automated, Id discovered that most of the information was out of date. Id type a proper label later, but for now I would attend to my own business. I would not pursue any other ideas, including a thought Id had about going down to the Ferragamo boutique to see if they knew what garment that little logo had come from.

I printed the LifeStory report on the job candidate I was investigating for Darraugh Graham. I called banks and previous employers and put together a nice little dossier. I went back to my maps of rural Georgia.

At two a messenger arrived from Cheviot with their forensic report on my car. A man named Rieff had signed it. After a thorough inspection of the Trans Ams front end, he said he found no traces of organic matter in the paint, wheels, or grille except for insect carcasses. Rieff was willing to stand up in court and pronounce the Trans Am clean outside, if not in. For this work the lab asked the modest fee of $1,878.

I wrote out a check, then faxed the report to my lawyers office with a crisp note telling him to get the States Attorney off my back. Freeman called a little later to tell me that privately the state was persuaded by the Cheviot report, but they werent going to admit that publicly because, as Freeman said, You were such a pain in the ass about turning the Trans Am over to begin with. The cops are going to make you pay by holding on to your car.

Rogers Park still hadnt found the incident report, but Freeman thought hed persuaded them to back away from harassing me about Nicola Aguinaldos death. Mary Louise had helped, by having Finchley call over to the station and letting them know I essentially had a police witness on my team.

Thanks, Freeman. Out of curiosity, are the cops doing anything else to find who killed Nicola Aguinaldo, now that theyve decided Im not an easy arrest? And are they doing anything to find her body? No one at her old address knows where her mother is living these days.

Vic, thats none of your business. I told the States Attorney that we had no compelling interest in her death and that if they let you alone youd leave her alone. I dont know what got that bee buzzing in their brains to begin with, but I dont think you have anything else to worry about on this. So leave Aguinaldos death to the cops. You know the story on hitandruns as well as I do: with seven hundred murders a year in this town, manslaughter has to take a backseat. You dont need to stand there like Aimee Semple McPherson haranguing sinners if they dont put roundtheclock teams on finding who hit her.

He paused, as if inviting my response; when I didnt say anything he added, Im going to Montana for the weekend to do some flyfishing with a client, so try not to get arrested until Tuesday, okay?

I guess thats funny, so Ill laugh, but next time you make a promise in my name to the SA, talk to me first. I hung up with a snap.

So all that excitement with Detective Lemour and my car had been a tempest in a teapot? But someone had killed Nicola Aguinaldo. And those women in Oak Brook knew she was dead before I told them. Okay, Murray was right: one of them was married to the head of the company that ran Coolis for the state, and the woman had been his kids nanny. So probably he had been notified ahead of the rest of the world. But in the absence of an autopsy, and with no news reports on Aguinaldo, how had those women known shed been assaulted?

Dont touch it, Vic. Leave it alone or it will come back and bite you, I admonished myself.

I went back to the Georgia problem with a dogged intensity. I was deep in a reverse directory on the computer, looking for people who lived near the garage that was outfitting Continental Uniteds trucks with new tires, when the phone rang.

It was a woman, with a low smooth voice like cream. Im calling from Mr. Baladine for I. V. Warshawski.

So Aguinaldos death was going to bite me without my touching it. My stomach tightened. I shouldnt have discounted the mad swimmers threat to tell on me to her powerful husband.

I. V. Warshawski was Isaac Bashevis Singers pen name when he wrote for the Daily Forward in the thirties. Im V. I., the detective. Which of us do you want? Even at fortyplus, nervousness still makes me mouth off.

The cream didnt lose any of its smoothness. Is this Ms. Warshawski? Mr. Baladine wants to see you this afternoon. Do you know where our offices are?

That sounded like a command; if nervousness makes me flippant, commands make me ornery. I know where your offices are, but I dont have time to drive to Oak Brook this afternoon.

Can you hold, please.

I put the speakerphone on so I could hear her when she returned and obstinately went back to my reverse directory. Dance music wafted to me from Carnifices onhold program, followed by a description of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. When youre not home, is your childrens nanny Dr. Jekyll or Mr. Hyde? Carnifice Securitys Home Security Division can show you how to monitor your nanny on the job. We can trace her references before you hire her, too. Call us for an estimate. They added an 800 number.

The dance music returned, followed almost immediately by the cream. Mr. Baladine can see you at five today.

I could be free at my office at five if he wants to sit on the Eisenhower all afternoon. Unfortunately I dont have time to do that. How about tomorrow?

Mr. Baladine has to be in Washington tomorrow. Can you tell me a time that you could get to Oak Brook today?

I didnt want to make that long drive just to be chewed out, but Id love to meet the guy, as long as I didnt have to face rushhour traffic to do so. How about seven?

She put me on hold again, this time only long enough for the start of a spiel on Carnifices bodyguarding service. If I could make sixthirty, Mr. Baladine would appreciate it.

I said Id do my best to earn the big mans appreciation and turned thoughtfully back to my computer. Before going on with this dull problem in Georgia, I logged on to LifeStory and asked what they had on file about Robert Baladine. Yes, I told the machine, I was willing to pay a premium for short turnaround.

12 The Lions Den

Carnifice headquarters were what you wanted in your security provider if you were a rich parent or wealthy multinational: enormous Persian carpets floating on polished parquet, desks and cabinets that a lot of rain forest had been hacked down to provide, doors opened by magnetic card or guard only, a beautiful young woman who took you from the guard in the lobby to your destination. It was quite a contrast to Warshawski Investigations, where the lone PI or her parttime assistant brought you into a converted warehouse.

My young escort smiled politely when I commented on the ambience, but when I asked how long shed been at Carnifice, she said that company policy forbade her answering any questions.

Not even to tell me the time or the weather?

She only smiled again and opened Baladines door for me. She mentioned my name, perfectly pronounced, to the woman who sat enthroned in the antechamber, then left, although not, to my disappointment, walking backward.

Ah, Ms. Warshawski. Ill let Mr. Baladine know youre here. The womans skin and hair matched her smooth rich voice; the biascut dress she wore would have paid the Trans Ams repair bill and left something over for gas.

The great man kept me waiting twelve minutesexactly the amount of time that I was late. A perfect system of punishments, no doubt learned in running private prisons around the country. I wandered around the room while I waited, looking at photographs of a lean, tanned man with various sheiks and presidents, and at the exhibits of memorabilia, ranging from a Presidential Medal of Freedom to a mockup of the womens correctional facility at Coolis. I was particularly interested in that, since it made escape seem impossible. The back abutted the Smallpox Creek, but there were no windows or gates on that side. Three layers of razorwire fencing looped around the front.

Are you interested in prison security, Ms. Warshawski?

The lean, tanned man of the photos was standing behind me. I turned and shook his proffered hand. He was fifteen years older than his wife, as Id learned from my afternoons research, but looked well able to keep up with her in the pool, or any other arena.

Only at Coolis, Mr. BaladineI wondered how a small person like Nicola Aguinaldo could circumnavigate all those fences and guard boxes and so on.

Ah, yes, poor Nicola. I understand she faked an illness and was taken to the Coolis Hospital, where it was easier to escape. An unhappy life and, I gather, an unhappy death. He put a hand on my shoulder and shepherded me toward his own office. Claudia, can you bring us something to drink? I understand you like Black Label, Ms. Warshawski.

Not when Im negotiating the Eisenhower. Mineral water will be fine, thanks. Since Id investigated him I shouldnt have been surprised that hed done the same to me.

His private office was filled with more photographs and trophiesand exotic hardwoods and carpets and art. A diploma issued by the Naval Academy held a prominent place near his desk, next to a photograph of a much younger Baladine on board a destroyer, shaking hands with Nixons Secretary of Defense.

Yes, I was in Vietnam in the sixties. And then had my own ship for a few years.

That was before you joined Rapelecs defense division, wasnt it?

I said it without looking at him: I didnt want to overplay my hand by scanning his face for any surprise at my research into his lifewhich had not garnered his drinking preferences. Still, Id learned that at Rapelec he had moved rapidly from a job in systems procurement to managing their submarine division, and then to heading the manufacture of all rapiddeployment weapons, before the end of the Cold War shrank the importance of the unit. Carnifice brought him in as CEO five years ago. Their private prison business was one of the divisions that had grown the most rapidly under his command.

Claudia brought a bottle of Malvern water and poured for both of us, with a murmured reminder that his conference call with Tokyo would be coming through in half an hour.

Thanks, Claudia. He waited for the door to shut. A picture like that probably doesnt inspire you in the same way as it does me, since I gather you and I were on opposite sides in Vietnam.

Okay, he had a staff of three thousand plus to go looking at everything from my drinking habits to my college protest activities, but it still made me uncomfortable. I knew I would have to work hard to keep my tempersince his research had probably also told him that was a vulnerable spot on my heel.

I was on the side of Washington and Jefferson, I said, perhaps the side of naďveté and idealism. And you?

Certainly Ive never been naive. Either about Americas external enemies or her internal. He gestured me to a seat next to a coffee table made out of some kind of gold burl.

And so it was a natural progression for you. To move from killing Zimbabweans to incarcerating Americans. Although exactly why Zimbabwe was an American enemy Im not sure.

At that his face did twist in brief surprise: Rapelecs arming of the South African secret forces raids into Zimbabwe during the eighties had been the most deeply buried item Id found in my afternoons research. I didnt think it had anything to do with Nicola Aguinaldos death, but it did shed some insight into Baladines character.

Unfortunately, in matters of national security its not possible to be idealistic. I always think thats a luxury for people who arent willing to dirty their hands. But perhaps we should move to matters of more immediate importance. My wife was most upset by your questioning her yesterday under pretense of being a detective.

I shook my head. No pretense. I am a detective. Im licensed by the state of Illinois and everything.

He smiled condescendingly. You know youre splitting hairs: she never would have admitted you, let alone spoken to you, if she hadnt believed you were with the Chicago police.

I smiled back. You should be pleased with me, Baladineit shows Im not afraid to get my hands dirty.

He frowned briefly. Id prefer you demonstrated that someplace other than with my family. Particularly with my son, who has an unfortunate streak of naďveté of his own and is an easy prey for anyone willing to take advantage of his vulnerability.

Yes. I suppose one always thinks ones own family ought to be offlimits, no matter how much one claims to inhabit the world of realpolitik. Its what makes it so confusing, dont you think? Everyone has a family, even Gadhafi, that they think should be offlimits. Everyone has a point of view, and who is to judge which point of view is more reliable or more worthy of protection?

And what point of view were you trying to protect by harassing my wife?

He kept his tone light, but he was upset that Id oneupped him in a philosophy discussionhe controlled his hands, but he couldnt control a pulse in his temple. I made sure that the breath of relief I exhaled went out very softly indeed.

My own, Mr. Baladine. With all the money you spent finding out about my whisky preferences, Im sure you must have put a dollar or two into learning about the States Attorneys attempt to arrest me for a hitandrun involving your former nanny. Or was he doing that at your and JeanClaude Poilevys request?

He laughed with a practiced humor that didnt reach his eyes. Im honored you have that much respect for my power, but I dont think Nicolas death was anything but an unfortunate accident. She ran away from jail; she got hit by a car. I cant even say Im sorry: she was a liar and she was a thief. My strongest feeling is annoyance, because my hyperemotional son is having another tiresome episode over her death.

Poor Robbie, I said. Not the son for a manly man. Maybe he was swapped at birth with an artists child.

Irony was wasted on him; he made a face. I sometimes think so. His kid sister is twice the man that he is. But you didnt bother my wife to find out whether J.C. and I were framing you, because you didnt know we were friends until you ran into Jennifer out there.

He was rattled by my investigation, or he wouldnt have the chronology so pat in his mind. I had hoped your wife could tell me something about Ms. Aguinaldos private life, but she apparently had no interest in a woman who was the most intimate caregiver of her children. Maybe you delved deeper?

Whats that supposed to mean? He picked up his water glass but eyed me over the rim as he spoke.

I crossed my legs, smoothing out the crease in the silkId taken time to go home to change before trekking out here. Carnifice provides inhome surveillance and a reference service for nannies. I assume you employed it when you hired Nicola Aguinaldo.

Its the old truth about the shoemakers children, I suppose: we relied on the credentials of the agency we had used in the past. It didnt occur to me that Nicola was illegal. And I knew about her children, of course, but I wasnt interested in any private life she might have had on her days off, as long as it didnt spill over into my family. He forced a smile. Into my private point of view.

So you dont know who she would have run to for help when she escaped last week? No lovers, no one who might have beaten her up?

Beaten her up? he echoed. I understood she was hit and killed by a car. One other than yours, of course.

Funny, I said. Your wife and her friends knew shed been attacked. If they didnt learn it from you, where did they hear it?

Once again I could see the pulse jump at his temple, although he put his fingers together and spoke condescendingly. Im not going to try to untangle a game of who said what to whom. Its childish and not good investigative work, as I often tell our new operatives. Perhaps I spoke to my wife before I had all the information from the Cook County States Attorney and the Chicago police. The latest word from them is that she was killed in a hitandrun.

Then you should get your team to talk to the doctor who operated on her. Even though her body has disappeared, so the medical examiner cant perform an autopsy, the ER doctor at Beth Israel saw that shed been killed by a blow that perforated her small intestine. Inconsistent with being hit by a car.

So all you wanted from Eleanor was a lead on Nicolas private life. Im sorry we cant help you with that.

Woman worked for you whattwo years?and you know nothing about who she saw on her days off, but in one afternoon you nail down my whisky preferences? I think you care more about your childrens welfare than that.

He chuckled. Maybe youre more interesting to me than a diaperchanging immigrant.

She seemed to make a deep impression on your son. That didnt concern you?

Again his mouth twisted in slight distaste. Robbie cried when the cat caught a bird. Then he cried when the cat had to be put to sleep. Everything makes a deep impression on him. Military school might help cure that.

Poor kid. I wondered if he knew that lay in his future. So what did you want with me that entailed my making the journey all the way out here?

I wanted to see whether you would make the trip.

I nodded but didnt say anything. His point: to prove he was big and I was small. Let him think he had made it successfully.

Youve been an investigator for sixteen years, Vic. He shifted deliberately to my first name: I was small, he could patronize me. What keeps you going when your annual billings barely cover your expenses?

I grinned and stood up. Idealism and naďveté, Bob. And curiosity, of course, about what happens next.

He leaned against the padded leather of his armchair and crossed his hands behind his head. Youre a good investigator, everyone agrees with that. But they say you have a funny kink in you that keeps you picking up stray dogs and that stops you from making a success of yourself. Havent you ever thought about giving up your solo practice and coming to work forwell, an outfit like mine? You wouldnt have to worry about overhead. Youd even have a fully funded retirement plan.

This isnt a job offer, by any chance?

Something for you to think about. Not an offer. What would you do if outfits like Continental United stopped tossing you their small jobs? We handle their big ones already; they might agree to roll everything into one package with us, after all.

My constant nightmare, but I made myself laugh, hoping the smile reached my eyes. Id cash in my CDs and go live in Italy for a while.

You dont have enough CDs to live on.

Your people have been thorough, havent they? I guess Id hang out in the alley and share a bone with the rest of the strays. Maybe chew on your old shoesyou know, if youve got a Ferragamo loafer missing its little tag and youre thinking of throwing it out anyway.

He stared at me without speaking. Before I could poke any deeper, Claudia came in to say that his Tokyo call was waiting for him.

I smiled. Catch you later, Bob.

Yes, Ms. Warshawski. I can guarantee our paths will cross.

The young woman whod brought me up was waiting in the hall to escort me back down. To keep me from getting lost? Or to keep me from filching some of Carnifices hightech gadgetry and using it to steal their clients? I asked her, but of course company policy forbade her telling me.

13 Saturday at the Mall

The last dregs of light were staining the western sky pink when I got home. I took the dogs for a walk, then sat chatting in the backyard with Mr. Contreras until the mosquitoes drove us inside. All the time we were discussing whether the Cubs could stay alive in a race for the playoffs, whether Max and Lotty would ever get married, if a lump on Peppys chest required a trip to the vet, I kept wondering what the real story of Nicola Aguinaldos death was.

Something about it worried Baladine enough to pull me out to Oak Brook and alternately threaten and bribe me. Maybe his only agenda was to flex his muscles in my face, but I thought he was too sophisticated for simple acts of thuggery. Had my last idle remark, about his shoes, really caught him off guard, or was it my imagination?

And who had claimed Nicola Aguinaldos body so pat? Was it her motheror had it been Baladine, trying to prevent Vishnikov from performing an autopsy? That seemed hard to imagine, since the body wasnt claimed until late Wednesday night, and Vishnikov might well have made his examination as soon as Aguinaldos remains arrived.

Whatcha thinking about, doll? I asked you three times if you wanted any grappa, and youre staring into space like there was UFOs flying past the window.

That poor young woman in the road, I said. What is so important about her? Youd think she was a fugitive Iraqi dissident or something, the way shes become the focus of so much attention.

Mr. Contreras was glad to talk it over with me, but after an hour of thrashing out the events of the week I didnt feel I had any more insight into what was going on. I finally told him Id have to sleep on it and stumped slowly up to bed. It wasnt even ten oclock, but I was too worn out to do anything but sleep.

Saturday I woke so early that I was able to get a proper run in before the heat settled on the city. I even took the dogs swimming and still was out of the shower by eight.

Of the women around the Baladine pool two days ago, the most approachable seemed to be Global magnate Teddy Trants wife. Maybe I could catch up with her someplace in the morning.

It was a pain having all my computing capability at the office. If Carnifice took over my little operation, I suppose Baladine would pay me enough to install a terminal at home. Until then I had to trundle down to Leavitt to look up the Trant family. I didnt want to spend the time or money on the kind of search Id done on Baladine yesterdayall I wanted was Mrs. Trants name and home address. Her first name was Abigail, she used her husbands last name, and they lived four miles northwest of the Baladines with their nineyearold daughter, Rhiannon. I packed binoculars, picked up a couple of daily papers and a copy of Streetwise from Elton, and once again pointed the Rustmobile toward the Eisenhower and the western suburbs.

As soon as I got to Thornfield Demesne I realized the Skylark was badly suited for surveillance. For one thing it stood out hideously against the Range Rovers and other allterrain vehicles needed to navigate the perilous ground between mansion and mall. More to the point, you cant park on these leafy winding roads in front of the gated communities out here. The demesnes entrance was protected by a guard station that would have put the old Berlin Wall to shame. Not only that, a private security patrolprobably from Carnificeperiodically sent out a cruiser, no doubt to pick riffraff like me up and throw us back across the border.

I drove to a curve in the road about fifty feet from the entrance and pulled my maps outI could probably pretend one time to the security patrol that I was lost. With the maps propped up on the steering wheel, I tried using my binoculars, but all I could see were tree leaves. If I was really going to survey the place, I needed a horse, or maybe a bicycle. I was on the point of driving to the nearest mall to see if I could rent onepreferably a bike, since Id never been on a horsewhen I had a bit of luck. The great wrought gates of the demesne opened, and the Mercedes Gelaendewagen with the GLOBAL 2 plates shot out.

I wrenched the Buick into a clumsy Uturn and followed at a discreet distance. Once we got onto a main road I let a few cars get in between me and Abigail. To my relief she drove past all the entrances to the Oak Brook shopping mallI couldnt imagine trying to engineer a meeting with her in there. Wed gone south a couple of miles when the Mercedes turned at a sign announcing the Leafy Vale Stables. It looked as though I could get my wish for a horse after all.

Fortunately, the leafy vale lay on the far side of the stables and house; I could see the Mercedes clearly from the road. I parked on the verge and watched as the little girl from the Baladine pool jumped out of the passenger seat. Abigail Trant climbed out and escorted her toward one of the buildings. The child was wearing riding clothes, but the mother had on kneelength shorts and a bodyhugging top. Mother seemed to be giving directions to a woman who cocked her head deferentially. Abigail Trant kissed her daughter and climbed back into her sports utility tank. I drove a little further and backed the Rustmobile onto the verge where I could turn in either direction. The Mercedes turned toward Oak Brook.

My heart sank when she headed into the mall. Its one thing to strike up a conversation over the produce counter, quite another in the middle of the couture salon at Neiman Marcus. I followed her gamely, parking a few cars beyond the Mercedes on the east side of the mall, and trailed behind her to the Parruca Salon. Parruca had a grand set of double doors. They were lined on the inside with red leather. I was able to detect that when a doorman opened them and greeted Abigail Trant by name. The doors closed as she asked after him with the graciousness of the true grande dame.

Short of pretending to be the new shampooer, I could hardly follow her while she had her weekly hair appointment. I wondered how long beautification took. At least long enough for me to wander into the maze of shops in search of a bathroom and a tall iced tea.

After half an hour I came back outside and waited with my newspaper. There wasnt anyplace to sit, since youre not supposed to be outside a mallyoure supposed to be inside buying. As the sun rose toward the middle of the sky, the shade cast by the buildings became a thin wedge. I pushed my shoulders against the stone wall separating Parruca from the sportswear shop to its south and tried to pay attention to the problems besetting Kosovo.

Teenagers swarmed past me, chattering about hair, clothes, boys, girls. Solitary shoppers strode past, their faces set in grim lines, as though buying were an onerous duty. Every now and then the doorman opened Parrucas red leather doors to decant a client or admit a new one. Finally, when my shirt was so soaked with sweat that I thought Id have to slip into the sportswear shop to get a fresh one, Abigail Trant came out.

Well see you next week, Mrs. Trant, the doorman said, gracefully pocketing her tip.

I unglued my shoulders from the wall. Her honeystreaked hair was carefully combed into the right suggestion of windblown disorder, her makeup painted on with a subtle hand, her nails a gleaming pearl. To approach her in my sweaty sunburned state seemed almost sacrilegious, but I did it anyway.

She was startled but didnt run shrieking for a security guard. Yes, her pleasant face showing no disdain, she certainly remembered my visit to Eleanor Baladines pool two days ago. But it was all she could do to keep track of her own daughters nannyshe certainly didnt know anything about Eleanors.

And you know, Teddy and I didnt move back to the Chicago area until eighteen months ago, so that girl who was killed the other day wasnt even around then. Im afraid I cant answer any questions about her.

Can you take ten minutes for a cup of coffee and answer a few other questions?

A dimple appeared briefly at the corner of her mouth. Ive never been interrogated by a detectivemaybe it will help me understand how to respond to the girls Im sponsoring for the You Can Do It Foundation. Many of them seem to have been arrested before reaching high school, although usually for shoplifting. She looked at her wrist. I have just about fifteen minutes before my next engagement.

The coffee bar was so mobbed we didnt bother waiting for drinks but perched at the high counter. Mrs. Trant readily stepped me through a few basicsshe had grown up not too far from here, gone to school with Jennifer Poilevy, had been thrilled when Global sent her and her husband back from Los Angeles to the Midwest.

L.A. is a difficult place to raise a child. Everyone is on perpetual display, and the kids get sucked into that precocious environment far too young. Out here Rhiannon can simply be a child.

With her swimming exercises, her horse, and all those other accoutrements of the simple life. But I wanted help, so I kept my sardonic observations to myself.

It doesnt seem as though Eleanor Baladines children have that same freedom, I said. Although I guess the girls are following her swimming regimen pretty enthusiastically.

I admire Eleanor, I really do. Shes lucky to have a gift that absorbs her so completely. And shes wonderful to take Rhiannon under her wing, especially since Rhiannons started to outperform Madison. But I think its a mistake to push children too hard. When they get to adolescence that can come back to haunt you, you know.

I grunted noncommittally. You said that you grew up with Jennifer Poilevy. Was Eleanor Baladine part of your childhood as well?

Looking briefly at her watch, Abigail Trant explained shed gotten to know Eleanor before they moved to Oak Brook when their husbands started doing business together four years ago. BB was solving a lot of Globals security problems, and the two of them seemed to hit it off. And of course, JeanClaude Poilevy has been incredibly helpful to us since we moved out here.

I could imagine how helpful the Illinois Speaker could be to someone with money to fling in his directionzoning regulations bent, tax breaks for Global, a special deal on the mansion in Thornfield Demesne. I know the prison notified Baladine as soon as Nicola Aguinaldo got away, so Eleanor knew all about her death before I showed up. Do you have any hunches about why she was so rattled?

Abigail shrugged. Its hard when violence comes close to your children, and the girl had been her childrens nanny.

I smiled in a way I hoped invited badgirl chat. But reallyI know shes your friend and youve known her for yearswatching her with her son, she doesnt strike me as the warmly concerned mother.

Abigail smiled back but refused to play. BB is such an athletic man, and his naval service was the most important part of his life. Its understandable he wants his only son to follow his path, and that may blind him and Eleanor to how hard they are on him. And its a tough world for a boy these days, it would be better if he could develop the ability to compete in it. If thats all you need to know, I have to get going. We have twenty people coming to dinner and the caterer is going to need directions from me.

She slid from her stool; I followed and said, BB called me out to his office last night to threaten to put me out of business for asking questions about how his kids old nanny died. Do you have any idea why?

She paused next to her stool. A teenager demanded to know whether we could make up our mindswere we going or stayingother people are waiting for seats, you know. The rudeness made Abigail Trant lean a hand on her stool and say wed be through in a minute. The teenager gave an exasperated sigh and swung around, deliberately hitting Trant with her bag.

Mall brats, Abigail Trant said. Why Rhiannon is not allowed to hang out hereI dont want her acquiring these manners. Tell me a little about your business. I gather youre not as big as Carnifice.

Thank heaven for mall bratsTrant would be in her Mercedes by now if she hadnt wanted to stomp on the kid. I gave her a thumbnail sketch of the difference between Warshawski Investigations and Carnifice Security. Something about it piqued a genuine interest from hershe forgot about the time and asked me how Id gotten into detection, what special training Id needed, how long Id been doing it.

Do you enjoy having your own business? Doing all the work yourself, do you ever have time for a private life?

I admitted a private life was hard for me to maintain. Since I have to work for a living, Im happier working for myself than I would be in a big outfit like Carnifice. Anyway, I like knowing that its my work thats solved a problem.

Do you think BB could put you out of business?

I hunched an impatient shoulder. I dont know. But Im curious to know why my asking questions about his kids old nanny makes him want to.

She tapped the wooden counter with one pearlcolored nail. I dont think theres any special mystery about the dead girl. I think it has to do with BBs personality. You came to his house, you interrogated his wife and his son, and it makes him feel that you proved he was vulnerable. Hes threatening you so he can feel better about the fact that a private detective with a very small company could penetrate his security systems. She looked at her watch and gave a little gasp. The time! I really have to run now.

She threaded her way expertly through the crowds of shoppers. Everything about Abigail Trant depressed meher polished good looks and manners, the fact that she had stiffed me half a dozen times with perfect good manners, and the possibility she could be right about Nicola Aguinaldo. She was only thirtyfive, but she could dance rings about meno wonder she was entertaining important guests in Oak Brook and I was taking my sweaty body back to my unairconditioned car.

14 Crumbs from the Table

When I got back to the city I was too worn out by the heat to go to my office. Id been planning on buckling down on my project for Continental United, but I went home and showered and lay down.

As I dozed through the midday heat my conversation with Abigail Trant kept coming into my dreams. In some of them she was sweetly commiserating because my work interfered with my social life. In others she was standing on the sidelines as BB Baladine threatened me. I woke for good from a nightmare in which Baladine was choking me while Abigail Trant said, I told you he didnt like to be threatened.

But I wasnt threatening him, I said aloud. It was the other way around. And what was I supposed to do, back away from Baladine because he interpreted any approach as aggression? Anyway, maybe Abigail Trant was right about Baladines character, but I thought there was more to the story than thatsome issue about Nicola Aguinaldo, either her life or her death. Perhaps when she escaped from prison she approached Baladine and he interpreted that as a threat, knocked her out, then ran over her. As he got back into his car the emblem came off his loafer. My research said he was a Porsche man. I wondered if his Carrera had been in a body shop lately.

It was all a load of speculative nonsense. Except for the fact that Nicola Aguinaldo was dead. I wished I could talk to her mother. Why had Abuelita Mercedes disappeared so suddenly just at the time her daughter died? Maybe if I went back to Aguinaldos neighborhood I could find the mysterious Mr. Morrell, the man asking questions about people who escaped from jail. I made myself an espresso to cut through the dopiness I felt from dozing in the heat, and got dressed again.

I dumped my sweaty jeans in the hamper and chose my outfit carefullyAbigail Trant had made me feel like a grubby hulk. I laughed at myself, a little shamefaced, but still put on clean linen slacks with a big white shirt, even dabbing on lipstick and powder. The result didnt approach Ms. Trants perfection: a polished appearance is like any other skillyou have to work at it a lot to be good. Maybe weekly visits to Parrucas would help, too.

Saturday is errand day in Uptown just as in Oak Brook, but the girls here were doing chores, not taking riding lessons. When I rang Mrs. Attars bell, a sullen Mina, huffy at having to dust, came to the door. The girls had mentioned someone named Aisha; it was Aishas father Morrell was talking to. After some grumbling, Mina directed me to the other girls apartment, two doors up the street.

Aishas father was home, looking after a small boy who was wearing only a diaper. The man greeted me with unsmiling reserve and didnt move out of the doorway. In stilted but passable English he demanded to know what business of mine it was whether he had a daughter named Aisha? When I explained my errand, the man shook his head. He was afraid the neighborhood girls liked to tease strangers. He didnt know anyone named Morrell. His wife might have known a woman namedwhat was it? Abuelita Mercedes?but she was at the market; the name meant nothing to him. And now if I would excuse him he was very busy. I handed him a card, with a request to call me if he ever heard from Mr. Morrell. It fluttered to the floor in front of him, where I left it.

It was humiliating to be mistaken for an INS officer. Or an agent of a foreign secretpolice force. I didnt know which would be worse.

There might have been something more profitable I could have done with the rest of the afternoon, but I went home and worked on personal projects, matting some prints Id picked up at a flea market. One of the pictures showed a young woman about Aguinaldos age. She was partly dressed, in a kind of camisole, and was staring at a window; what I liked about the picture was the reflection of her face in the glass.

I started wondering about the shirtdress Aguinaldo had been wearing. The labs report had explained only how theyd tested the outside of the fabric for automobile traces. Maybe the inside of the shirt could tell me something about how Nicola Aguinaldo had died.

I was actually feeling edgy enough to try the lab. Of course no one was answering on a Saturday afternoon. I worked my way through the voice menu and left a message in the mailbox of the guy who had signed the report on the Trans Am.

Sunday morning I went out with the dogs for another early swim, keeping an eye open for Lemour. Back home I told Mr. Contreras I would take Peppy to the office with me for company. I assured him Id be back by four: he and the dogs and I were joining Mary Louise and her foster sons for a picnic. Mary Louise and I get together once a week to go over work; this week wed decided to combine it with a family outing.

Okay, doll, okay. You got a water dish down there? Its too hot for the princess to go all day without drinking.

I bit back a sharp retort. Her comfort is my main object in life. And my office is airconditioned. I hope no animalrights people are out throwing yellow paint on her today, because she just wont give up that big old fur coat, not even in June, will you, girl?

Peppy grinned in happy agreement and clattered down the stairs with me, her tail waving a pointed putdown at Mitch, left at home with my neighbor. At my office she ran first to Tessa Reynoldss studio. Tessa is a sculptor. These days she was working with marble; the dust made her short dreadlocks glitter under her bright lights. She waved a muscular forearm at me, gave the dog a quick scratch, but was too deep in her work to take a break.

If Tessa wouldnt stop to talk I had no choice but to go to work myself. While my computer came up I pulled out my phone books and started calling everyone in the metropolitan area named Morrell. I didnt try anything smartjust the unvarnished truth: V. I. Warshawski, private investigator, looking for the man asking questions of immigrants in Uptown. Of course half the people werent home, but those who were either didnt know what I was talking about or affected not to.

Enough, Warshawski, get to the stuff you know you need to do, I muttered, inserting a CDROM with a crossdirectory for Georgia phones and addresses. Checking phone numbers was mindless work; my thoughts kept creeping back to Aguinaldo. Baladine said shed faked an illness to get sent to the hospital. Mary Louise said the prison had reported an ovarian cyst. Did Baladine know that was faked? Or that the report was a fake?

When I was with the public defender, my clients found it impossible to get medical care. One man with lymphoma had a tumor constricting his diaphragm and died in solitary for causing a disturbance when he tried to summon help. It was hard to believe that Coolis was so tender of their charges that Aguinaldo could have faked an illness. And once shed fled the hospital, how had she gotten to Chicago so fast?

I put down my notes on Georgia and went to the cupboard to pull my Illinois county maps. Peppy, lying under a table, halfsat up to see whether I was leaving. She lay down again when I returned to my desk.

The hospital in Coolis sat on the northwest end of the town, the prison side, where growth was fastest. If Aguinaldo had left in a supply or laundry truck, they would have gone out the service road, which followed Smallpox Creek. I squinted through my magnifying glass to bring up the details. Assuming shed hopped off the truck before it reached the town center, she had limited choicesshe could follow Smallpox Creek on foot north to Lake Galena or try to hitch a ride on Route 113, which led from the hospital past the prison as well as northeast away from the town.

There was only one crossroads between the hospital and the prison, Hollow Glen Road, which intersected again with 113 a mile north and another state road a mile south. It might be worthwhile to see if someone picked her upassuming Robert Baladine hadnt been waiting at Hollow Glen Road in his Porsche. Those queries were ones that only the police or state marshals had the resources to undertake. I put the map down in frustration.

I went back to my paying clients work and forced myself to stay with it, copying numbers into a file, then laying them across a blowup of the area where Continental Uniteds trucks were coming to grief. I was hard at it when Tessa popped her head around my door.

Your friend Murray is outsidehe rang my bell by mistake. Shall I let him in? Hes brought some talent with him.

My brows shot up in surprise, but I followed her to the front door. Murray was outside with Alex Fisher. She had on skintight jeans and a big mesh shirt, which revealed not only her Lycra tubetop but the sharp points of her breastbone. As she and Murray came in, I glanced at AlexSandys feet, but of course if she owned Ferragamos with a missing emblem she wouldnt have them on.

Murray stopped to talk to Tessa. Sorry you couldnt make it to the Glow Tuesday night. You missed a great evening.

Tessa gave him the kind of polite brushoff shed learned from her years jetting around the world with her wealthy parents. I always envy someone who doesnt have to go to the jugular. As I promptly did.

Sandysorry I didnt recognize you right away Tuesday night. You looked a lot different when you were urging us all to the barricades back in law school.

She flashed an empty smile. Im Alex now, not Sandyanother one of the changes in my life.

She surveyed my office with frank interest. Id divided my share of the warehouse into smaller spaces with pasteboard partitions, not because I need a lot of rooms but because I wanted some human scale to the place. Aside from that and good quality lighting, I hadnt invested heavily in furnishings.

AlexSandy seemed to be preening herself, perhaps imagining her own office by contrast, when her eyes widened at a painting on the partition facing my desk. Isnt that an Isabel Bishop? How did you come by it?

I stole it from the Art Institute. Do you want to sit down? Would you like something to drink? An elderly woman whose grandson had been stripping her assets gave me the Bishop in lieu of a fee, but that didnt seem to be any of AlexSandys business.

Oh, Vic, you always had a bizarre sense of humor. Its coming back to me now. Do you have Malvern water? Its hideously hot outId forgotten Chicago summers.

Malvern? I stopped on my way to the refrigerator. Did you introduce BB Baladine to that, or the other way around?

I didnt know you knew Bob. I think its something we probably both learned from Teddy Trant. He spends a lot of time in England. Do you have any? It was said smoothly, and it was even plausible.

She sat on a stool next to the table where Peppy was lying. The dog had gotten up to greet her and Murray, but something in my tone must have sounded a warning, because she crawled under my desk.

I offered AlexSandy a choice of tap water or Poland Springs, which is cheap and no different from the foreign imports as far as I can tell. Murray took iced tea, which Tessa makes fresh and drinks by the gallon when shes working. We share a refrigerator out in the hall and write scrupulous notes about whos taken what from whose shelves.

Murray says youve become a private investigator, Sandy said when Id sat at my desk. It seems like strange work for someone with your education. Did you get tired of the law? I can totally understand that, but my own fantasies run more to retiring to a ranch.

You know how it goes, SandyAlexmiddle age comes on and you revert to your roots. You left the barricades for the boardroom; I couldnt stay away from my copfathers bluecollar work. I turned to Murray. Sandy was always on my butt for not joining protest movements with her. She kept telling me that a bluecollar girlwhatever that isshould be in the forefront of organizing struggles.

You have to learn to move on from those old battles. These are the nineties, after all. Anyway, Murray suggested your name when we were mulling over how to help Lacey with a sticky situation.

A crumb from the Global table. Maybe Murray had been as embarrassed as I by our conversation the other night and was trying a subtle amend. I could see him at dinner with AlexSandy. At the Filigree, or perhaps Justins, the hot new hole on west Randolph, Murray leaning across the table toward Alexs modest cleavage: You know V. I., you know what a prickly bitch shes always been. But she did the legwork on a couple of the stories that built my reputation and I hate to leave her standing in the dust. Isnt there something Global needs that would give her a break?

Global has a gazillion lawyers, detectives, and strongarmed types to protect their stars. I wasnt hungry enough yet for a crumb, I guess.

Its a little trickier than that, Murray said, at least as I understand it. Since you were at the Glow on Tuesday, maybe you saw the problem.

Lucian Frenada, Alex said briskly. He and Lacey had a boygirl kind of understanding twenty years ago, and he wont accept that its over, that Laceys moved on and he has to also.

I stared at her blankly. And?

And we want you to make that clear to him, clear that he has to stop harassing her, calling her, or hunting her out in public. Alex spoke with an irritability that definitely hadnt changed from her old harangues.

I dont do bodyguard work. Im a onewoman shop. I have people I call on for support, but if you want guaranteed protection you need to go to an outfit like Carnifice.

Its not a bodyguard kind of situation. Alex looked around for a table and put her drink on the couch next to her. She says shes not afraid of him, but that hes embarrassing her.

I made a face. Murray, if this was your idea of a favor, take it somewhere else. If shes not afraid of him, she can talk to him. If hes bugging her, the studio has the muscle to make him back off.

You didnt used to be stupid in law school, Alex snapped. If it was that simple wed be doing it. They were childhood friends, stood up for each other when the rest of the street harassed them for being geeks. She cant bear for his feelings to be hurt, because he rescued her at least once from some serious bangers in the stairwell. Beyond that, the guy is a kind of model enterprisezone leader. If it looks like a big corporation is persecuting him, well have a lot of hostility in the Spanish press, and of course that would be damaging for Laceys image.

Murray was fidgeting with his glass. Something about the picture was making him ill at ease, whether Alexs condescension or my snappishness or the assignment as a whole I had no way of knowing.

He owns a business? I asked. What kind?

Gimmicky clothes, Murray said. Uniforms for kids teams, specialty Tshirts, that sort of thing. He started out doing the soccer uniforms at St. Remigios and moved on. He employs a lot of people right there in the neighborhood. On their old street hes the secondbiggest hero, right behind Lacey.

So what do you want me to do? Burn down his factory so that he has so much to worry about he leaves Lacey alone? To my annoyance, AlexSandy seemed to be considering this smartass suggestion. Laceys going back to Hollywood, hes staying here, its not a problem.

Its image, Vic, Alex snapped. Laceys going to be in town for eight weekstheyre shooting Virgin Six here this summer. We cant have him harassing her, and we cant put him down hard. Why dont you look into his affairs, see if hes cut some corners someplace, see if we cant offer him a little quid pro quo: leave Lacey alone and we wont report you. If you turned up something, Global would be very grateful, and they have the resources to express their gratitude.

I leaned back in my chair and studied them. Murray had stopped playing with his glass in favor of mutilating his napkin. Gray balls of wet paper were falling on his jeans. Alex was staring at me with an arrogant impatience that I found exasperating.

Im not manufacturing evidence of a crime or misdemeanor, even if it means so much to Global they give me the residuals for Virgin Six.

Of course not, Vic. Alex bristled. Im not asking for thatbut for you to fish. Whats your usual fee?

A hundred an hour plus nonoverhead expenses.

She laughed. Id forgotten how honest you always were. Most people double or triple a number when a studio lawyer comes to visit.

Meaning a hundred was so low it had to be the truth.

Well double your fee if youll make this a priority. And throw in a high fivefigure bonus if you come up with something we can use. Here are Frenadas addresses and phone numbers.

Not so fast, Sandy. Like Aishas father this morning, I let the proferred paper fall between us. I need to think it over, and Id have to talk to Ms. Dowell to see if she has the same take on the story you do.

AlexSandy pursed her lips. Wed rather Lacey wasnt involved.

My jaw dropped. If shes not involved, then what on Gods green earth is all this fuss about?

Murray coughed, a deferential sign so out of his normal character that my irritability increased. Vic, let me put it bluntly. You can talk to Lacey, of course, and get her read on Frenada. What were trying to avoid, or what Global is trying to avoid, is any hint that theyre beating up on Laceys old friends.

No one wants you to manufacture anything. And no one who knows you would imagine that you ever would. As I made clear to Alex when we were talking about this last night. But if you do find something that the studio can use as a bargaining chip with Frenada, then wedtheydprefer Lacey didnt know it was because of Global that things got resolved. And we dont want it in the papers.

Seems to me Teddy Trant can decide that, I said, not trying to keep sarcasm out of my voice.

Teddy only controls one paper and one television station, and anyway, the business side doesnt dictate to the editorial, AlexSandy said.

Yeah, and the pope has no affect on the parish churches around here. Ill think about it and let you know. Of course, if I agree to work on it, Global signs the contract. Not you. And not Murray as your front man. I barely kept your stooge from popping out.

Come on, Vic, you know me. And Murrays a witness.

Were going to flap our little Phoenix neckties and shout the Chicago fight song to prove our loyalty to each other? We went to law school on the South Side of Chicago, not to Eton. Maybe the South Side has stuck to me more than the law, but one of the things Professor Carmichael pounded into our heads was the importance of written contracts for business agreements.

Her wide mouth flattened into a hard line, but at last she said, Think it over. Ill call you tomorrow morning.

Im not making a decision that fast. I have some urgent projects in hand that I have to finish before I can consider yours. Which is why Im working on a Sunday. By the way, Murray, what made you drop by here today? You cant possibly have expected to find me in.

Alex answered for him. Oh, we stopped at your apartment first, but the old man said you were here. Ill call you tomorrow.

I cant wait to hear his description of you. As Murray can tell you, its likely to be colorful and unstinting.

Why did I have to show hackle every time my fur was ruffled? No sooner had I asked myself that pointed question than I called to Murray, who was following AlexSandy through the door, Was it Justins or Filigree where you cooked this up?

He turned and cocked a sandy eyebrow at me. You wouldnt be showing some jealousy there, would you, Warshawski?

15 Family Picnic

I stared at the computer for a while, but I couldnt summon any enthusiasm for the Georgia trucking problem. Murrays last remark rankled. Which meant there might be a grain of truth to it. Not that I was jealous of women he dated, danced, slept with. But wed worked together for so long we had the shared jokes and shortcuts of old comrades. It did hurt to see him more in tune with someone like Alex FisherFishbein than me. I had character, after all. All she had was power, money, and glamour.

Murray was an investigative reporter. He had the same sources I didsometimes even better onesfor uncovering dope on entrepreneurs around town. Maybe he was offering Frenada to me as a chance to make some real money. Or because he felt guilty for selling himself to Global. Maybe I should be grateful, but all I felt was queasy.

Alexs reason for coming to me instead of the studios usual security detail made a kind of sense, but not enough. When Id talked to Frenada briefly at the Golden Glow, hed seemed personable, quiet, not a masher. Still, one is forever reading about serial killers who seemed quiet and normal to their neighbors. And its true, I myself had watched Frenada accost Lacey in the middle of the Golden Glow. If he was really a stalker, then Alex was being pretty cavalier about danger to Lacey. If he wasnt, then Global had some agenda that was going to get me in a pack of trouble if I took on their dirty work.

Frenada had said at the party that maybe I could help himthat something odd was happening in his office. My own upheaval around Nicola Aguinaldo had driven my conversation with him far from my mind. Now I wondered if Global was already doing something to discredit him. If hed stumbled on their plan, and Global realized it, Alex might be trying to bring me in as fresh bait on the line.

I logged on to LifeStory and requested a check on Frenada, not so much because Id decided to take the job as to look for some context around the guy. To understand his character, Id do better to talk to the people who knew him, but I couldnt afford to spend time with his employees or his priest or whoever in Humboldt Park if I wasnt going to take the job.

As I tried to make up a list of tasks for Mary Louise and me to split on the Georgia inquiry, I couldnt help thinking of Alexs remark, that if I did the work she wanted, Global had the resources to express their gratitude. A bonus in the high five figures. I wondered how high. Fifty thousand would not only get me a new car but let me build a cushion, maybe hire someone fulltime instead of relying on Mary Louises erratic hours. Or what if it were seventy or eighty thousand? Murray was driving a powderblue Mercedes these days; I could pick up that red Jaguar XJ12 Id seen in the ads on Wednesday.

And thats how they catch their fish, I admonished myself out loud. If you can be bought for the price of a used car, V. I., then youre not worth owning.

I worked hard for another couple of hours, stopping only once, to go out for a sandwich and to let Peppy relieve herself. After that I didnt look up until Tessa came in around threethirty.

Mary Louise hasnt been in for a while, she commented, perching on the couch arm.

You keeping an eye on the premises?

She grinned. No, doofus. You arent the only detective around here: when Mary Louise comes in she always tidies up the papers. Im taking off. Want to go for a coffee?

I looked at the clock. I told her Id have to take a rain check so I could get back to pick up Mr. Contreras. I started my system backup program and began hunting through the heap on my desk for the report Max had faxed over from Beth Israel: I wanted to discuss it with Mary Louise. Id forgotten stuffing the papers into the folder labeled Alumni Fund but came on it by the sophisticated method of going through all the folders Id stacked up lately.

I pulled out the report the paramedics had filed with the hospital. It described where theyd found Aguinaldo, what steps theyd taken to stabilize her, and the time theyd delivered her to Beth Israel (3:14 A.M.), but not the names of the officers whod talked to Mary Louise and me in Edgewater. I wondered if I needed to know badly enough to pay for Mary Louise to talk to the ambulance crew and see if they remembered the guys. But I didnt know how else to start finding out whether Baladine or Poilevy had been pulling the strings that made the cops come after me.

Im going to take a shower. And neatly put away all my tools, Tessa added pointedly as I dropped the folder back on the heap of papers: if Mary Louise were working on it shed have typed up a label on the spot and stuck it in the drawer with other pending cases.

Yeah, you always were teachers pet. It aint going anywhere, but I am. I shut down my system for the day and stuffed a second copy of the backup program in my briefcase. It was the second thing my old hacker friend had taught mealways keep a copy of your programs off the premises. You never think your office is the one that will be burgled or burned to the ground.

Tessa, her hair heavy from her shower, was locking her studio when I came into the hall. She had changed into a gold sundress of some kind of soft expensive cotton. I wondered if a tenthousanddollar wardrobe could make me look as good as her or Abigail Trant. The two came from similar worldsfancy private schools, fathers successful entrepreneurs. Probably the only difference was their mothersTessas had broken through the white male barricades into a major law career.

Not to be a feline, but I always thought Murray liked softer women than that bionic specimen he brought in today, Tessa remarked as she set the alarm code. He was kind of preening when he introduced us, so I take it they werent making a business call?

Not the Bionic Womana Space Beret. When she looked puzzled, I said, I can tell there arent any small boys in your life. Thats Global Studios moviecartooncomicbook and megabilliondollar action figure. The woman is one of their lawyers. When we were in school together she was Sandy Fishbein and led sitins. Now that shes Alexandra Fisher and sits on boards, I get confused about how to think about her or what to call her. Shes seduced Murray, and now theyre trying for a ménage ŕ trois with me.

I never trust a woman who gets all her muscles at the health club and only uses them as an accessory to her wardrobe, Tessa announced, flexing her own arms, sinewy from years of hammering on stone and metal.

I laughed and waved at her as she climbed into her pickupone of those fancy modern ones with leather seats, airconditioning, and perfect suspension. Seen next to it, the Skylark looked more decrepit than ever. I felt another unwelcome twist of jealousy. I wouldnt have traded either of my parents for the wealthiest tycoons in the West, but every now and then I wished my legacy had included more than the fiveroom bungalow whose sale after my fathers death barely covered his medical bills.

The thought of Abigail Trant made me wonder if shed played a role in sending Alex and Murray to me. Something about my operation had roused her full interest. Maybe shed gone to Teddy. Playing with his tie as they dressed to receive their important guests: Teddy, you know that woman that BB is so riled about? I think shes worth helping. Lets send her some work. So maybe I should think about the offer more carefully. At least find out if Frenada really was harassing Lacey Dowell.

When I got to the apartment I ran upstairs to call Mary Louises house. Emily answered, saying Mary Louise had already left for our picnic.

Thats okay. Its your expertise I want right now. Do you know where Lacey Dowell is staying while theyre shooting Virgin Six?

Youre not trying to prove she committed some kind of crime, are you? Emily demanded.

No. Someone was saying an old friend of hers was harassing her. I want to talk to her doorman and see if its true.

She thought it over and decided it was an innocuous enough reason to reveal her heroines whereabouts: a suite at the Trianon, a luxury hotel on the tip of the Gold Coast that overlooks the cardinals residence on one side and Lake Michigan on the other. A nice change from the corner of North and California, where Lacey had grown up.

Thanks, honey. Youre not coming out with us this afternoon? Mr. Contreras is going to provide the food.

She mumbled something about having to see her father. Hes got a new girlfriend. He wants us to be friends before I leave for France.

You dont have to do it if you dont want to, I reminded her.

Yeah. I guess. Anyway, Im flying on Wednesday, so I might as well tell him goodbye.

I dont suppose you ever outgrow the hope that your parent, however vile and violating he may have been, will magically turn into someone who cares about you. I turned sadly to join Mr. Contreras and the dogs in my car.

In the event, I had a pleasant outing. We joined Mary Louise and the boys in a forest preserve on the northwest side. Over a meal Mr. Contreras had created with boys in mindfried chicken, potato chips, chocolate cupcakes, and marshmallowsMary Louise and I went through the list of jobs that had come in this week. I had a half dozen background checks that were her main contribution to my work and a few other odds and ends, but I really wanted to talk to her about AlexSandys offer and my meeting with Baladine.

You dont need me to tell you not to touch that Global assignment, she said. I hope your pal Murray isnt signing on for some real sleaze with them: that job sounds pretty bogus. As far as I can tell, your only reason for taking it on is to see what Murray is up toand thats not enough reward for maybe getting hung out to dry by one of the biggest laundries in America.

I sat back on my heels, blushingI didnt know I was that transparent. Its not only that. What if Abigail Trant stuck an oar in to try to keep Baladine from swallowing me up?

Mary Louise snorted. What if she did? Are you supposed to fall over and slobber on her manicured toenails? Come on, Vic. This isnt a job, its a setup. You know that as well as me.

She was right. Probably right. I didnt need the aggravation of being spun around by an outfit as slick as Global.

But the Aguinaldo business is different, I said. Thats having a direct effect on me, what with that creep Lemour, and the States Attorney panting for me to take a fall. Will you check with the paramedics to see if they can remember the officers who came to the scene that night?

I can do it, but its a question of money, Vic. You pay me, remember, so even if its pro bono for you, its not for me. I think its an unnecessary detail right now, given your budget. You have plenty else going on. You told me the evidence from Cheviot Labs on your car got the SA to back off. Let it go for now. Ill make those Georgia phone calls for you in the morning, but you know as well as I that theres a trip south of the MasonDixon line in your future: I cant leave town with those two monsters on my hand. She gestured toward Nate and Joshua, playing Frisbee with the dogs.

She bit her lip, the way people do when theyre deciding to say something you dont want to hear, then burst out, Vic, theres a kernel of truth in what Baladine said to you. About you going after strays all the timeonly I call them wildgoose chases. You gnash your teeth over how youre always hard up for money, but youve got the contacts and the skills to build a big agency. Its just theres something in you that doesnt want to go corporate. Every time its about to happen you get involved in a story like Aguinaldos, and phht, there goes your chance to grow your business.

Grow my business? I faked a punch at her. You sound like a businessschool manual.

She started shadowboxing me, and pretty soon we were chasing each other around the park, the dogs in hot pursuit and the two boys screaming with excitement from seeing grownups act like children. When we flopped back on the grass, gasping for breath, the conversation moved in a new direction.

Nonetheless, her wisecrack felt as though it were coming close to some truth that I wasnt willing to face in myself. I wondered about it as I was driving home with Mr. Contreras and the dogs. Maybe Alex Fisher was right, that my bluecollar roots defined me. Would it make me feel guilty to enjoy a material success that my parents hadnt achieved? In fact, that might have saved my mothers life? She had died of cancer, a uterine cancer that metastasized because she hadnt sought treatment when her symptoms first appeared.

Mr. Contrerass conversation made it possible to defer any more serious selfexamination. Those two boys are awful cute, and the little one might make an athlete. They see anything of their old man?

Meaning that growing up with only a foster mother may make him a sissy? I asked, but when he started coughing with embarrassment I let him off the hook and told him that Fabian was not exactly the athletic type. Hes got a new girlfriend, some student half his age. Maybe shes idealistic enough to think she wants to take on his first wifes children, but I dont know that theyd be better off.

16 A Friend of the Family

The sun was still well above the midsummer horizon when we got back to the city. It was early enough and light enough to go down to the Trianon to check on Lacey. I knew Mary Louise was right, that touching anything Global was involved in was an invitation to disaster, but I needed to find out if they were actively trying to set me up. I dropped my neighbor and the dogs at the apartment and went south, first to my office to tack together a letter authorizing me to make inquiries, then on to the Gold Coast.

The doorman at the Trianon sent me to the head of the hotels security detail, since he was in checking his duty rosters for the upcoming week. I couldnt believe my luck when I was ushered into the office: Frank Siekevitz had been a rookie who rode with my dad for a year right after my mother died. With the ethnic insularity of some Chicagoans, Siekevitz had clung to a mentor named Warshawski. That made him doubly delighted to see me; we spent a half hour catching up not just on our lives, but on the contemporary situation in Poland.

You didnt lose that big diamond tiara of yours at our reception for the French president, did you, Vicki? he asked with a wink.

Id forgotten the tiresome way my fathers colleagues all use a nickname I hate. I wish. No, Im an investigator, private, not public.

Yeah, private, thats where the money is. Youre smart to do that. Plus you dont face the hours or the dangers you do on the force. Im a hundred percent happier now that Im doing private security.

Yep. That was my life. Filled with money and safety. I explained frankly that Global had hired me to keep Lucian Frenada from harassing their big star and that I wondered how much of a pest he really was. After consulting with the doorman, Siekevitz said that Frenada had been around once, on Thursday, but Lacey had brought him to her suite, where he stayed for over an hour. He had phoned twice, and she had taken both calls. Their switchboard kept a list of the people phoning her just in case a question of harassment arose.

Siekevitz actually let me look at the phone loghe knew Tony would want his little girl to get all the help she needed. Not that you were very little when I met you, Vicki, playing forward on that highschool team of yours. My, my. Tony was that proud of you. Hed love to know you walked in his footsteps.

I gave a sickly smile, wondering what my father would really make of the life I was leading these days, and bent over the log. Teddy Trant called every day. Sometimes Lacey spoke to him, sometimes she told the operator to say she was in the health club. Regine Mauger, the HeraldStars gossip columnist, was the only person whose calls she absolutely refused to take. I felt meanly pleased by that.

When I asked if I could speak with the star myself, Siekevitz shook his head regretfully. She went off to California for a few days, since they werent ready to start shooting. Shell be back Thursday, from what I hear. Of course the studio is keeping the suite for her. Its only eight thousand a week. For Hollywood thats the same as a buck for you or me.

We chatted another few minutes about his private life. No, hed never married. Never met the right woman, he guessed. He escorted me to the entrance, where I gave the doorman a ten for his pains. I walked across the park to my car: I hadnt wanted to raise doubts in the hotel staffs minds by letting them see the wreck I was driving.

As I drove home through the soft purple of early night, I thought sourly that Alex was trying to set me up. But why? Lacey Dowell clearly didnt feel bothered by Frenada. As for Murrays role in the errand, he was in so far over his head that my exasperation was tempered by sadness. Even though I wanted to see him and tell him what Id learned from Siekevitz, I didnt want to go looking for him: it would be too painful to find him with Alex Fisher. Anyway, I didnt know where Chicagos movers shook these daysor nights. Murray used to be a regular at Lucy Moynihans place on Lower Wacker, but that was a journalists watering hole; television personalities drink elsewhere.

Cruising around town looking for him would really waste time I didnt have. I went virtuously home and bundled my dirty clothes into the washing machine in the basement. The phone was ringing as I let myself back into my apartment.

Ms. Warshawski? It was a man and a stranger. My name is Morrell. I understand you want to talk to me.

An hour later I was sitting across from him at Drummers, a wine bar in Edgewater. Morrell was a slender man about my height, with light curly hair. That was as much as Id been able to tell from watching him walk up the street toward me.

At the fringe of the pavement an older couple ate a late dinner, hunching toward each other to talk across the noise of the tables full of boisterous young people. I felt a twinge of envy for the woman, whitehaired in the streetlight, her hand resting on the arm of the old man. Meeting a stranger for a drink because of an investigation made me feel very lonely.

I had tried to explain what I wanted to know over the phone when Morrell called, but he said he would only answer my questions if he could see me in person. He was calling from Evanston, the first suburb north of Chicago; Drummers was a halfway point between us.

Youre really a private investigator? he asked when the waiter had brought our drinks.

No, its my hobby, I said, getting cranky. My day job is wrestling alligators. Who are you, besides the man talking to people whove run away from jail?

Is that what the children said? He laughed softly. What I really want to know is who is paying you to ask questions about Nicola Aguinaldo.

I took a swallow of cabernet. It was vinegary, as if it had sat open in the bar too long. Served me right for ordering pricey wine in a neighborhood that only three years ago had been proud to serve Mogen David by the bottle.

Id be a mighty poor confidential investigator if I told a complete stranger who was hiring me to do a job. Especially a stranger who is asking questions about an immigrant who died in an unpleasant and, as it turns out, suspicious way. Perhaps youre an undercover INS agent? Perhaps even an agent of the Iraqi secret policewhat are they called? Ammo or something?

Amn, he corrected. Yes, I see the problem.

He tapped a finger on his coffee cup and finally decided hed have to reveal something if I was going to talk. My interest is in political prisoners. Ive written on that subject off and on in various places for over a decade. My work has appeared in places like The New Yorker, but a lot of what I write is for organizations like Americas Watch or the Grete Berman Institute. Theyre the ones who commissioned this particular book.

Id vaguely heard of the Grete Berman Institutea man whose mother died in the Holocaust had endowed it to help torture survivors recover. This particular book being about?

He ate some of the nuts on the table. Im curious about the life political refugees can make, whether they find unusual obstacles or sources of strength in starting out fresh in a new place. If a manor womanwas a professional in their home country, theyre often welcomed by an academic institution, here or in Europe. Anyway, professionals are the kind of people who most often have the resources and contacts to emigrate once theyve been released from prison. But what of someone outside that professional milieu who leaves home? What happens to him then?

The waiter stopped with the stock inquiry; I asked him to take the cabernet away and bring me a glass of Black Label, neat. I see. Aishas father.

Yes. Aishas father. What led you to him?

I smiled. I grew up in an immigrant neighborhood much like Aishas and Minas. Theres no such thing as a secret among the children, especially if it involves someone like youor mecoming in from the outside.

Yes, I always worry about who the children will talk to, but if you swear them to secrecy it only makes them behave more suspiciously to strangers. I heard about you from them. That you were a cop who came around with a police dog. Looking for Seńora Mercedes.

I took a sip of whisky. If you came home with me Id introduce you to the police dog. Shes an eightyearold retriever with the incurable friendliness of all goldens. I wasnt trying to sniff out Seńora Mercedes with her. Or I was, but not with deportation in mind. Her daughter ran away from the prison wing of Coolis Hospital a week ago today and ended up dead a few hundred yards from her old front door.

And whats your interest in the young woman?

I found her lying in the road Tuesday night. She died a few hours later in the operating room at Beth Israel, of advanced peritonitis caused by a severe blow to the abdomen. Id like to know how she got from Coolis to Balmoral and who inflicted that desperate injury on her.

Are you usually this quixotic, Ms. Warshawski? Spending your life investigating deaths of poor immigrant prison escapees?

His mocking tone nettled me, as perhaps he intended. Invariably. It makes a nice change from wrestling alligators, to meet people as uniformly civil and helpful as you.

Whoof. He sucked in a breath. I apologize: I earned that. Im not often in Chicago. Who could I talk to who knows your work?

That was fair. Why should he give confidential information to a stranger? I gave him Lottys name and asked him for a reference in return. He knew Vishnikov from forensic work the pathologist had done in South America for the Berman Institute.

The older couple behind me paid their bill. They strolled across the street to the car, their arms around each other. I felt more forlorn than ever.

If you know Vishnikov, maybe you can remind him about Nicola Aguinaldos body. Its disappeared from the morgue. Tomorrow I hope to find out what it would cost to do an analysis of Aguinaldos clothes, if the private lab that looked at them still has them, but it would be so much easier if I knew where her body was. If her mother has it, how did she learn her daughter was dead? She left the old apartment the morning of the day I found Nicola. Some officiallooking men came around and scared the neighborhood, as Im sure you must know.

I paused and finally Morrell gave a grudging half nod.

So who were the men? I continued. State marshals sent by the prison to look for Nicola? INS agents, as the neighbors suspected? Private agents of a large security firm? At any rate, since Seńora Mercedes vanished, the men havent been back. So they were looking either for Seńora Mercedes or her daughter. If one of your contacts in that neighborhood would tell you the mothers whereabouts, maybe youd be the man to talk her into getting the autopsy done.

Morrell didnt say anything. I became aware of the waiter and bus crew hovering around our table. It was eleven oclock; the only other people still at a table were a young couple buried in each others necks. I fished a ten out of my wallet. The waiter swooped on it while the crew quickly cleared the table.

Morrell handed a couple of singles to me. We walked down the street together toward Foster, where wed both parked. Drummers was only seven or eight blocks from where Id found Aguinaldos body, but it might as well have been seven or eight miles.

I wish I knew someone who could tell me about Aguinaldos life before she was arrested, I burst out as Morrell stopped at his car. Did she have a boyfriend who beat her up when she came home, then left her to die in the street? Or was it her wealthy employershe thought he would help her when she ran away from jail, but he hurt her instead? Someone in that building on Wayne knows, at least knows who she was sleeping with.

He hesitated, as if debating whether to speak. Finally he pulled out a card and gave it to me.

Ill talk to Aishas family and see if they know anything about Seńora Mercedes. Ive never met her personally. If I learn anything that may be helpful to you Ill call you. And you can reach me through the number on the card.

It was the local number for the press agency that represented him. I put it in my hip pocket and turned to cross the street.

By the way, he said casually, who is paying for you to ask these questions?

I turned to face him again. Are you asking in a more subtle way if INS is bankrolling me?

Just wondering how quixotic you really are.

I pointed across the street. See that latemodel wreck? Im quixotic enough for that to be the car I can afford to drive.

I climbed into the Skylark and turned it around, with a roar of exhaust that made me sound like a teenage boy. Morrells Honda moved sleekly to the intersection ahead of me. He must make some money writing about torture victims; the car was new. But what did that prove? Even a person with strong principles has to live on something, and it wasnt as though he was driving a Mercedes or a Jag. Of course, I had no idea what his principles were.

17 Spinning Wheels, Seeking Traction

In the morning I went to my office early: I had a meeting with potential new clients at eleven, and I didnt want my personal searches to make me late. I looked Morrell up on the Web.

He had written a book about psychological as well as physical torture as a means to suppress protest in Chile and Argentina. He had covered the return to civilian government in Uruguay and what that meant for the victims of torture in a long essay in The Atlantic Monthly. His work on SAPO forces in Zimbabwe had won a Pulitzer prize after its serialization in The New Yorker.

Zimbabwe? I wondered if he and Baladine had met there. Although Baladine probably hadnt actually gone to southern Africa. He would have directed operations from the Rapelec tower on east Illinois Street, or perhaps met their South African customers in London.

The HeraldStar had interviewed Morrell when the Chile book came out. From that I learned he was about fifty, that hed been born in Cuba but grew up in Chicago, had studied journalism at Northwestern, and still followed the Cubs despite living away from home most of his adult life. And that he only went by his last name; the reporter hadnt been able to dig his first name out of him. Although they had his initialsC.L.he wouldnt divulge the name.

I wondered idly what his parents had called him. Maybe hed been given some name commemorating a great battle or economic triumph that was so embarrassing he dropped it. Was he Cuban, or had his parents been there with a multinational or the army when he was born? Maybe theyd named him for some Cuban epic, like the Ten Years War, and hed shed it as soon as he could. I was tempted to hunt through old immigration or court records to come up with it, but I knew that impulse was only frustration at not being able to get a sense of direction.

To change sources of frustration, I turned to the LifeStory report Id requested on Frenada. Id invested in a priority turnaroundnot the fastest, which sets you back a few grand, but overnight, which was expensive enough. I saved the report to a floppy and printed it out.

Frenadas personal finances were simple enough for a child of eight to decipher. He had an interestbearing checking account, where his expenses more or less equaled the thirtyfive hundred dollars he took home from his business each month. The business, SpecialT Uniforms, was nine years old. It had grown from annual receivables of six thousand to over four hundred thousand.

Frenada was writing regular tuition checks to St. Remigios Catholic school for two childrennot his own as far as I knew. At least there was no record of a marriage, or any indication of a childsupport agreement. He averaged seven hundred dollars a month each on his American Express and MasterCard, for the ordinary business of living. He held a certificate of deposit for twenty thousand dollars. He was paying a mortgage on a $150,000 twoflat in the Irving Park neighborhood, and he had a lifeinsurance policy worth a hundred thousand dollars, with three children named Caliente listed as the beneficiaries. Besides that munificence, he drove a fouryearold Taurus that hed just about paid for.

No holdings in the Caymans, no portfolio of stocks or options. No residue of the drug trade, no unusual income of any kind that might indicate blackmail. Frenada was either extremely honest, or so clever that not even LifeStorys paid informants could track his holdings.

So what did Murray and AlexSandy think was buried here? If it was a juvenile crime, I wasnt interested in digging that far into his past. Maybe hed done a quasilegal deal to get preferred treatment in orders or to obtain financing. That didnt seem any different from Baladine and Rapelec in Africa, except the scale was smaller.

I reached Murray in his office. I cant take on this Frenada assignment. Since you came along with Alex to try to hire me, I assume I can tell you without needing to talk to her.

Yeah, Ill tell her. Any particular reason?

I stared at the floor, noticing the dust bunnies that had gathered around my copier. Im busy these days, I said after too long a silence. An inquiry like this would take more resources than I have.

Thanks for trusting me, Vic. Ill tell Alex youre too busy.

His anger, more hurt than rage, made me say quickly, Murray. You dont know what Globals real agenda is here, do you?

Alex talked the situation over with me on Friday, he said stiffly. If it sounds incredible to you, then its because you dont understand the way Hollywood operates. Everything is image for them, so the image becomes more real than the actual world around them. Laceys success and Globals image are intertwined. They want

I know what they want, babe, I said gently. I just dont know why they want it. In the matter of the actual world, I talked to the house dick at the Trianon. I dont know if hed be as forthcoming with you as he was with me, but you might check him out.

We hung up on that fractured note. Poor Murray. I didnt think I could bear to witness his vulnerability if Global took him to pieces.

Mary Louise came in around ten, after shed gotten Nate and Josh off to day camp. She was going to make phone calls to Georgia for me while I pitched my wares to a couple of lawyers who were looking for a firm to handle their investigations. Such meetings often lead nowhere, but I have to keep doing itand with enough enthusiasm that Im not defeating myself walking in the door.

You call this Alex woman to say you werent playing Globals game? Mary Louise asked as I gathered presentation materials into my briefcase.

Yes, maam, Officer Neely. I saluted her smartly. At least, I told Murray.

The phone rang before I could leave; I hovered in the doorway while Mary Louise answered. Her expression became wooden.

Warshawski Investigations … No, this is Detective Neely. Ms. Warshawski is leaving for a meeting. Ill see if she can take your call… . Speaking of the devil, she added to me, her finger on the HOLD button.

I came back to the desk.

Vic, Im disappointed that you wont take the job for me, Alex said in lieu of a greeting. Id like you to think it overfor your sake as well as Laceysbefore I take your no as final.

Ive thought it over, SandyAlex, I mean. Thought it over, talked it over with my advisers. We all agree its not the right assignment for me. But I know the house detective at the Trianon; you can trust him to look after Lacey for you.

You talked to Lacey after I expressly asked you not to? Her tone was as sharp as a slap in the face.

Youre piquing me, Sandy. What would Lacey tell me that youd rather I didnt hear?

My name is Alex now. I wish youd make an effort to remember. Teddy Trant really wants you to take this job. He asked me personally to offer it to you.

So maybe Abigail was putting a finger in my pie. Im excited. I didnt think the big guy knew I was on the planet. Unless BB Baladine told him?

That made her huffy. He knows about you because I recommended you. After Murray gave you a glowing buildup, I might add.

Im grateful to both of you, but the answer is still no.

Then youre making a big mistake. Think it

That almost sounds like a threat, Sandy. Alex, that is.

Friendly advice. Although why I bother I dont know. Think it over, think it better. Ill leave the offer open until noon tomorrow. She broke the connection with a snap.

Murray can do better for himself than that was Mary Louises only comment when I repeated the conversation before taking off.

My presentation went well; the lawyers gave me a small job with the prospect of bigger ones to follow. When I got back at four, Mary Louise had completed her calls and typed up a neat report for me to send over to Continental United in the morning. Altogether a more productive day than Id had lately.

I finished my share of the report and went over to Lottys. We try to get together once a week, but tonight was our first chance for a relaxed conversation in over a month.

While we ate smoked salmon on her tiny balcony, I caught Lotty up on the little I knew of Nicola Aguinaldos story. When I told her about Morrell, Lotty went into her study and brought out a copy of Vanishing into Silence, his book on the Disappeared in Chile and Argentina. I looked at the photograph on the jacket flap. Of course Id only seen Morrell by candlelight, and he was seven or eight years younger in the picture, but it was obviously the same man. He had a thin face and was smiling slightly, as if mocking himself for posing for a photograph.

I borrowed the book from herI wanted to get an idea of how Morrell thought, or at least what he thought. After that, Lotty and I talked idly about other matters. Lottys is an intense, sometimes stormy presence, but in her home, with its polished floors and vivid colors, I always find a reassuring haven.

Lottys workday starts at six. I left early, my mood benign enough to take on dull household tasks: I put my laundry away, cleaned the mold out of the bathtub, washed down the kitchen cabinets and floor. The bedroom could use a vacuuming, but my domesticity spreads only so far. I planted myself in front of the piano and began picking out a fughetta with slow, loud fingers.

Its possible, as the detective at the Trianon had said yesterday, that my dad would have loved to see me follow in his footsteps, but I knew my mother would not. She wanted me to live a life of erudition if not artistry, to inhabit the milieu the second World War had destroyed for herconcerts, books, voice lessons, friends who lived for music and art. She had made me learn both piano and voice, hoping I would have the vocal career the war had taken from her. She certainly would have resented anyone who called me a bluecollar girl.

I moved from the fughetta to warming up my voice, which I hadnt done for several weeks. I was finding my middle range when the phone rang. It was Morrell.

Ms. Warshawski. Im in the neighborhood. Can I come up for a minute?

Im not ready for company. Cant we do this on the phone?

Id rather not. And I wont be companyIll be gone so fast you almost wont know I was there.

Id changed into cutoffs for my housework, and my arms and legs were streaked with dirt. So be it. If he wanted to drop in on me unawares, he had to take me as I was. I went back to my middle voice and let Mr. Contreras and the dogs answer the bell when Morrell rang.

I waited a minute before going out to the landing. My neighbor was interrogating Morrell: Is she expecting you this late at night, young man? She never mentioned you before that I ever heard of.

I laughed a little but ran down the stairs in my bare feet before the woman who lived opposite Mr. Contreras came out to complain about the noise. Its okay. Hes got some information for a case Im working on.

I introduced Morrell to Peppy. This is the police dog. The big guy is her son. And this is my neighbor and good friend, Mr. Contreras.

The old man had been looking hurt that I hadnt told him about Morrell earlier, but my introduction appeased him slightly. He took the dogs back inside the apartment after only a very small discourse on how I needed to let him know what strangers to expect when the police were on my butt.

Morrell followed me up the stairs. I suppose with a neighbor like that you dont need a security system. Reminds me of the villages in Guatemala, where people seem to look out for each other more than we do here.

He drives me crazy half the time, but youre right: Id feel mighty lost without him.

I ushered Morrell to the stuffed armchair and sat astride the piano bench. In the lamplight I saw that his thick hair was streaked with white and the laugh lines around his eyes were more deeply grooved than in his bookjacket photo.

This really will take only a minute, but my years in South America make me nervous about giving confidential information over the phone. I managed to find Nicola Aguinaldos mother. She didnt know her daughter was dead. And she definitely doesnt have her body.

I looked at him narrowly, but theres no real way to tell whether people are lying to you or not. Id like to talk to Seńora Mercedes myself. Can you tell me where you found her?

He hesitated. Shes not likely to confide in a stranger.

She confided in you, and last night you assured me youd never laid eyes on her.

His mouth twitched in the suggestion of a smile. Ive talked to a couple of people about your work, and they were right: you are a very astute observer. Can you please take my word for it, that Seńora Mercedes doesnt have her daughters body?

I picked out a minor triad in the bass clef. Im getting fed up with people pushing me toward Aguinaldo with one hand and pulling me away from her with the other. Theres something wrong with how she died, but you seem to be joining the group of breakdancers writhing on stage, saying, Watch, Dont watch. I need to find someone who knows about Aguinaldos private life. Her mother may not, but her kid might. Children know a lot about what their mothers get up to.

He drummed his fingers on the chair arm, thinking it over, but finally shook his head. The trouble is, the more people who talk to Seńora Mercedes, the riskier her position becomes.

Riskier how?

Deportation. She wants to stay in America so that her surviving granddaughter can get an education and make something more of herself than being a nanny or a factory hand. I can try to find out something for you, if youd like… . His voice trailed away, leaving it as a question.

I agreed somewhat grumpily. I hate leaving a crucial piece of an investigation in someone elses hands, especially when I dont know anything about his skills.

He got up to leave but stopped to admire the piano. You must be a serious musician to keep a baby grand in your living room. I play some, but not on anything this nice.

My mother was a serious musician. One of her old friends keeps this in shape for me, but I never made it past Thompsons fourth book. I loved action too much, even as a child, and my hours of practice were a misery when I longed to be running or swimming.

Morrell gave the same selfmocking smile hed shown in his photo and sat down to try the piano. He ran through part of a Chopin nocturne with unusual feeling for an amateur. When he saw Erbarme dich on the music rack, he started to play and I began to sing. Bach produces a certain kind of balm. When Morrell got up to go, with an apology for showing off, I felt calmer but no more certain than I was earlier whether he was telling the truth about Nicola Aguinaldos mother. But if she didnt have the body, where was it?

Perhaps those researchers who want you to listen to Bach or Mozart to boost your brain are right, because when he left I had an idea for the morning. It wasnt the best idea I ever had, as it turned out, but that wasnt really Bachs fault.

I went down to Mr. Contrerass when I heard the front door shut. As Id expected, my neighbor was waiting up to see how long I kept a strange man in my apartment.

How would you like to go on a wildgoose chase with me tomorrow? I asked him before he could comment on Morrell. Be a grieving grandfather whose darling baby ran away from jail and died a sad death?

He revived instantly.

18 These Walls Do a Prison Make

The next morning, while Mary Louise sat at my desk organizing files, I collected my maps and set out with Mr. Contreras and the dogs for the long drive across the state to Coolis. The muffler was rumbling more loudly than ever. The airconditioning didnt work, so we had to ride with the windows open and our teeth rattling.

That muffler wasnt this bad when we picked up the car, Mr. Contreras observed when we stopped at the Elgin toll plaza to throw in our quarters. Guy must have stuck it on with duct tape to sell this heap.

Lets hope the thing holds together until were back in Chicago.

The dogs kept their heads out the windows, periodically switching sides as we moved into the real country and they picked up the scent of the river. West of Rockford we pulled over at a rest area for lunch. Mr. Contreras was a willing but uncertain partner in the outing; while the dogs swam in the Fox River we went over his lines until he felt confident enough to fly solo.

Even with that long break, by keeping the Rustmobile roaring at its top speedaround seventywe managed to get to Coolis a little after twelve. It was a pretty town, built in a valley of two small rivers feeding the Mississippi: the big river lies ten miles to the west. Coolis had been a leadmining hub in the 1800s, but was close to death when the state decided to build its new womens prison here.

Id never known who in Coolis had enough money or clout to grease JeanClaude Poilevys wheels, but as we drove through town to the prison, we passed Baladine Hardware, followed by Baladine LincolnMercury. I could see BB as a boy at Baladine Hardware, playing with the combination locks and fantasizing about someday playing with really big locks and keys. As a friend of Poilevys, Baladine would have had the inside track anyway on where the legislature awarded the prison contract, but the decision to build in his familys town must have taken a major contribution to the Republican party coffers.

Illinois seems like a large place when you look at a map, stretching four hundred miles from Wisconsin to Missouri, but its really just a cozy little hometown, where everybody knows everybody else and nobody tells secrets outside the family. Businesses pay money to politicians to get even greater amounts of money pumped back to them via state contracts, and while some of it may be scuzzy, none of its illegalbecause the guys who have their hands in one anothers pockets are writing the laws.

The prison stood two miles west of town; scraggly strip malls had grown up along the route. Signs warned drivers against hitchhikers, since they might be escaped prisoners and should be considered dangerous. Women like Nicola Aguinaldo, for instance, might bleed all over you; that would be bad.

Even Mr. Contreras grew quiet when we passed the front gate. Three layers of high fencing, with razor wire along the tops and current running through the outermost, separated us from the prison. It looked in some ways like a modern industrial park, with its low white buildings laid out in a kind of campusexcept that the windows were mere slits, like the arrow holes in a medieval castle. Also like a castle, watchtowers holding armed guards covered the perimeter. A kind of reverse castle, where the guards thought the enemy lay within rather than without.

Although the land around the prison was dotted with wildflowers and trees, inside what wasnt concrete had become hardscrabble from too many marching feet and too little care. In the distance we could see some women playing what might be softball; as they ran they kicked up dust eddies.

Umph. Mr. Contreras let out a grunt after I turned around and headed back into town. If you wasnt desperate before you landed in that place, you sure would be after youd been there a day or two. If that didnt cure you of a life of crime nothing would.

Or it would get you feeling so hopeless youd feel you didnt have any choices. My neighbor and I do not think as one on most social issues, but that doesnt stop his wanting to be involved in helping me tilt at whatever windmill Im charging on a given day.

The hospital lay inside the town boundary, off the main road leading to the prison. Behind it ran Smallpox Creek, flowing northwest to the Mississippi, although not at any great pace. We let the dogs out again to cool off in the water, then checked the side roads around the hospital. Just as my maps had shown, you could either go directly to jail or into town from the hospital, but you didnt have any other choice for escape than the creek. After driving the route long enough to memorize it we returned to the hospital and parked.

Coolis General had started as a small brick building. With the arrival of the prison and wealth, two enormous wings had been attached, giving it the appearance of a dragonfly. We walked up a long path, past beds of summer flowers, to the entrance, which was in the old part, the body of the insect. Signs directed visitors to the Connie Brest Baladine Surgicenter, to radiology, and to patient information.

Howdy, Mr. Contreras said to the bored woman at the information desk. I need to talk to someone about my granddaughter. Shewell, she was a patient here up to last week, and things didnt turn out too good for her.

The woman braced herself. I could see what to do if family threatens a malpractice suit running through her mind as she asked Mr. Contreras for his granddaughters name.

Nicola Aguinaldo. He spelled it for her. I aint saying we blame the hospital or anything, but I sure would like to know how she come in and how she left and all. Shewell, she got herself in a little bit of trouble up in Chicago, and she was over here in Coolis, in the jail, when she took sick.

Once he got past his initial nervousness, he was in full stride. I began to believe that Nicola Aguinaldo really had been his granddaughter, with the family that worried about her, but you know how it is with todays young people, you cant ever tell them nothing. The woman at the desk kept trying to interrupt himshe wanted to explain that she couldnt talk to him about patients, especially not when they were prisoners, but she finally gave up and summoned a superior.

In a few minutes a woman about my own age showed up. If shed been sprayed with polyurethane she couldnt have been glossier or more untouchable. She introduced herself as Muriel Paxton, the head of patient affairs, and invited us to follow her to her office. The back of her crimson suit barely moved as she walked, as though shed figured out how to use her legs without involving her pelvis.

Like all modern hospitals, Coolis General had spared no expense on their administrative offices. Radical mastectomies may be done now as outpatient procedures, but heaven forbid that management skimps on any attention to comfort. Muriel Paxton enthroned herself behind a slab of rosewood that clashed with the red of her suit. Mr. Contreras and I, feet sinking to our ankles in the lavender pile on the floor, sat in fauxwicker side chairs.

Why dont we start with your names. Ms. Paxton held a pen like a dagger over a legal pad.

This is Nicola Aguinaldos grandfather, I said, and Im the family lawyer.

I spelled my last name slowly. As I hoped, the presence of a lawyer kept Ms. Paxton from demanding Mr. Contrerass namehe didnt want to call himself Aguinaldo, and hed told me on the way over if he was going to take part in this scheme he didnt want his name taken down.

And what seems to be the problem? The administrators smile was as bright as her lipstick, but no warmth came with it.

The problem is, my little girl is dead. I want to know how she could have got out of here with no one the wiser.

Ms. Paxton put the pen down and leaned forward, a motion learned in media training school: lean forward fortyfive degrees to show concern. It wasnt reflected in her eyes.

If a patient wants to check out, even if its not in her best medical interest, theres little we can do to stop her, Mr. Uh

Huh, thats a laugh. She come over from the jail, in chains like as not, and you say she can check herself out if she wants to? Then I bet the waiting list from the jail over to here must be five miles long. How come we never was told she had female problems? How come when she called home she never said nothing about that, thats what Id like to know. You tell me you can let someone waltz away from this hospital without their family knowing they was even in here to begin with?

Mr. Uh, I assure you that every precaution

And another thing, who even did the diagnosissome prison warden? She didnt have nothing wrong with her that we ever heard of. Not one person from this hospital got in touch with us to say, Your baby is sick, do we have your permission to do surgery? or whatever it was you was planning on doing. What happeneddid you mess up on the surgery and

I had briefed Mr. Contreras as best I could over lunch, but I neednt have worried: with the bit in his teeth not much short of a bullet can stop him. Ms. Paxton kept trying to interrupt, growing progressively more angry at each failure.

Now, now, I said soothingly. We dont know that they did surgery, sir. Can you look up Ms. Aguinaldos record and let us know what you did do?

Ms. Paxton jabbed her computer keys. Of course, without a subpoena she shouldnt tell us anything, but I was hoping she was angry enough to forget that part of her training. Whatever she saw on the screen made her become very still. When she finally spoke it was without the fury that I had been counting on to push her to indiscretion.

Who did you say you were? she demanded.

Im a lawyer and an investigator. I tossed my card onto her desk. And this is my client. How did you come to let Ms. Aguinaldo out of the hospital?

She ran away. She must have feigned her illness as an excuse for

You calling my baby a liar? Mr. Contreras was indignant. If that dont beat the Dutch. You think because she was poor, because she went to jail trying to look after her own little girl, you think she made up

Ms. Paxtons smile became glacial. Most of the prisoners who seek medical care either have injured themselves on the job or in a fight, or they are malingering. In your granddaughters case, without the permission of the doctor in charge I am not at liberty to reveal her medical record. But I assure you she left here of her own free will.

As my client said earlier, if anyone can walk out of here of her own free will, you must have a prison full of people trying to injure themselves in order to get moved to the hospital.

Security is extremely tight. Her lips were opened only wide enough to spit the words out.

I dont believe you, Mr. Contreras huffed. You look at that machine of yours, youll see she was just a little bit of a thing. You brung her over in a ball and chain, and you telling me she sawed it off?

In the end, he got her angry enough that she phoned someone named Daisy to say she had a lawyer here who needed proof that you couldnt get out of the prison ward. She swept out of her office so fast that we almost had to run to keep up with her. Her high heels clicked across the tile floors as if she were tap dancing, but she still didnt move her hips. We trotted past the information desk, down a corridor where various hospital staff greeted Ms. Paxton with the anxious deference you always see displayed to the badtempered in positions of power. She didnt slow her twinkling tapping across the tiles but did nod in response, like the Queen of England acknowledging her subjects.

She led us behind the hospital to a locked ward separated from the main hospital by three sets of doors. Each was opened electronically, by a man behind thick glass, and the one behind you had to shut before the one in front of you could open. It was like the entrance to the Fourth Circle in Dante. By the time we were in the prison ward I was pretty much abandoning hope.

Like the rest of Coolis General, the ward was built out of something white and shiny, but it had been created with the prison in mind: the windows once again were mere slits in the wall. So much for my idea that Nicola had jumped out a window when the staffs back was turned.

A guard inspected Mr. Contrerass pockets and my handbag and told us to sign in. Mr. Contreras cast me an angry look, but signed his name. When I filled mine in below his, I doubted whether any state employee could have found him by his signatureit looked like Oortneam. Ms. Paxton merely flashed her hospital badgethe guard knew her by sight.

Inside the third door we were met by DaisyNurse Lundgren to usthe ward head. She looked coldly at Ms. Paxton and demanded to know what the problem was.

These people are concerned with the escape of that colorthat girl, that young person who got away last week. Ms. Paxtons realization that the colored girls grandfather and lawyer were present flustered her. I want them to see that this ward is very secure. And that however the girl got away it wasnt through any negligence on our part.

Nurse Lundgren frowned. Are you sure you want me talking to them? The memo from Captain Ruzich was very clear on the subject.

Ms. Paxton smiled with more menace than a mere frown could convey. Im relying on your discretion, Daisy. But the grandfather has driven all the way from Chicago. Id like him to see that we do take proper precautions when prisoners are entrusted to our care.

Very well, the nurse said. Ill take them onto the ward. I expect you have enough work of your own without needing to come with us.

Ms. Paxton seemed to be of two minds whether to fight Lundgren in front of us but finally swiveled on her motionless hips and stalked away.

How many escapes have you had from the hospital? I asked as we followed the nurse into the locked ward.

Five, the nurse said. But that was before this wing was built. It used to be fairly easy to jump out a window, even if it had bars, because the girls knew how to finagle their way into the cafeteria or some other place they werent meant to be.

I glanced in a room as we passed. It was empty; Lundgren didnt object when I asked to inspect it. It had the tiny arrow holes of the prison, and no bathroom: Lundgren said the women had to use a bathroom in the hall, which was kept locked and was opened by a correctional officer. The hospital couldnt afford to have hiding places in the room where an inmate could either lie in wait to attackor kill herself in private.

In the next room a woman was lying in bed, sleeping heavily, wasted as my mother had been by her cancer. Across the hall a young woman with dark curly hair was watching television. It was only when I looked closely that I saw she was handcuffed to the bed.

How are you feeling, Veronica? Lundgren called as we passed.

Im okay, Nurse. Hows my baby?

Veronica had given birth early that morning. Shed be returned to the prison in another couple of days, where she could keep her infant for four months. Coolis was progressive that way, the nurse explained, releasing the lock on the door that separated the nurses station from the ward. She cut short a flirtation between one of her subordinates and the corrections officer assigned to guard the hall, telling her junior to pay attention to the ward while she talked to us.

Its hard for them to work hereit isnt like real nursing, and then they get bored when the ward is as empty as it is right now.

She led us into a tiny room behind the nurses station that held a table, a microwave, and a small television. It was the one room on the floor with actual windows, but as these were made of wireenforced glass they didnt offer much of a view.

Lundgren took us through the statistics of the floor without any hesitation. There were twenty beds, but they never had more than eight or ten of them filled, except one disastrous occasion when there was a major foodpoisoning outbreak at the jail and some of the patients with heart trouble came close to dying.

As to how easy or hard it was for an inmate to get to the hospital, she wasnt privy to prison decisions, but in her experience, women were pretty sick before they were brought over. Girls are always trying to get over here. The hospital food is better and the routine is easier to take. In jail there are counts every six hours, and lockdowns and all the rest of it. For someone serving a long sentence the hospital can seem like a vacation. So the prison makes it hard for anyone to malinger.

And Nicola Aguinaldo? How sick was she when she came here?

Her lips tightened, and her hands moved uneasily in her lap. I thought she was quite ill. So ill I was surprised that she was able to move enough to leave.

What was the problem? Mr. Contreras demanded. Was it some kind of woman problem? Thats what the cops told me, but she never said nothing about that to her ma

A doctor didnt actually examine her before she left. I was told by the prison nurse that they suspected an ovarian cyst. But before a doctor could see her, she was gone.

How did that little bit of a thing get away from you and the guard and everyone? Mr. Contreras demanded.

Lundgren didnt look at us. I wasnt on duty when it happened. I was told she used her small size to follow behind the laundry cart, on the side away from the guard, and that she probably concealed herself in the cart when the janitor stopped to talk to someone. In theory the laundry would be inspected before leaving this ward, but in practice they probably let it go through without poking at it: no one wants to touch soiled linens. A number of the women have AIDS.

And you believe Aguinaldo escaped that way? I asked, keeping my voice neutral. Wasnt she cuffed to the bed?

Lundgren nodded. But these girls have nothing to do all day long except figure out how to use a hairpin on their handcuffs. It happens now and then that one of them gets loose, but since the ward is locked it doesnt do them much good. I dont think theres anything else I can tell you. If youd like some time alone in the chapel before you set out, I can have an orderly show you to it. Otherwise hell escort you to the main entrance.

I left my card on the table when we got up to leave. In case something else occurs to you that youd like me to know about, Nurse.

On the way out, Mr. Contreras exploded with frustration. I dont believe it. A laundry cart, huh? Things aint bigger than a minute, and not even Nicola was that tiny. I want you to sue them. Sue them forwhat was it you saidnot taking due something?

Veronica, the woman whod had the baby, managed to be in the hall, cuffed to the orderly, who was escorting her back from the bathroom. You know Nicola? What happened to her?

Shes dead, I said. Do you know why she was in the hospital?

Nurse Lundgren appeared next to us. You cant be talking to the patients, maam. Theyre inmates even if theyre in the hospital. Veronica, youre well enough to parade the hall, youre well enough to get back to the house. Jock, you can take these visitors out to the main entrance. Show them where the chapel is before you come back.

Veronica looked momentarily furious, then, as if her powerlessness were something shed just remembered, her shoulders sank and her face crumpled into despair.

Jock gave permission to the man behind the glass wall to release the doors. At the entrance to the main hospital wing, he pointed down a hall to the chapel.

19 Power Dining

So what do you think, doll? Mr. Contreras asked as he buckled himself into the seat. That nurse seemed mighty uneasy. And how would a little thing like that girl was get out of a place like that?

I didnt have an answer. Nurse Lundgren seemed competent, and even, for the setting, compassionate. I agreed shed seemed uncomfortable, but it would be easy for me to read into that what I wanted to. Maybe she was troubled at the loss of a patient rather than covering up special knowledge of Aguinaldos escape.

We drove over to Smallpox Creek to let the dogs cool off again before the drive home. Mr. Contreras, suddenly seeing Nicola Aguinaldo as a person, not an illegal immigrant or a criminal, was subdued during the ride. We got home a little before six. Mary Louise had shoved a packet underneath the locked inner door with a report on her days work. She had delivered our report to Continental United; the human resources vice president had called to say they were delighted with our work, but that they thought they would have to send someone down to Georgia to check on things in person. And that someone would likely be meunless Baladine persuaded the company to turn all their work over to Carnifice.

I didnt want to hang about the back roads of Georgia, waiting for someone with a tire iron to hit me on the head. On the other hand, if I stayed in Chicago I might start doing unlucrative things like tailing Morrell, to see if a man worried about committing himself on the phone might drive to Nicola Aguinaldos mothers home.

A man named Rieff phoned from Cheviot Labs at eleven, Mary Louise had written in her round schoolgirl hand. He says he can provide a printout of what is on Aguinaldos dress, but he does not know how meaningful it is. It was a long Tshirt with Lacey Dowell as the Mad Virgin on it. A label said it was a specialty shirt but did not identify where it was manufactured. There are traces of sweat, which are presumably Aguinaldos, but without a DNA sample he couldnt say. There is a trace of cigarette ash around the inside of the neck. He is not charging for that information because the analysis was already done when they inspected the dress last week, but if you want to know what brand of cigarette, that will cost around two hundred extra.

Cigarette ash around the inside of the neck? I wondered if Aguinaldo was a smoker, and how hard or easy it was to drop ash down your own neckline if you smoked.

I turned back to Mary Louises notes. At two oclock Alex Fisher phoned. She wanted to know if you had thought over her offer any more. I said you were out of town for the day and would get back to her in the morning; she urged me to push you to take the job, it would mean a lot for your agency one way or another however you decided. Vic, what does this woman want?

Shed underscored the question several times. I was with her there: what did Alex want? What was Teddy Trant going to do to me if I didnt dig around in Frenadas affairs? Put a V chip in my TV so I was forced to watch nothing but Global programs? If Abigail Trant had persuaded her husband to give me some work, was that enough reason for him to be surly at my refusal to accept it?

Of course the other connection to Global was Lacey Dowell. She, or at least her face, kept cropping up. Now she was on the shirt Nicola Aguinaldo had on when she died. Was Globals big star involved in something so ugly the studio wanted to pin it on Frenada? But there was nothing to link Lacey with Nicola Aguinaldo, at least as far as I could tell.

Maybe I should try to see Lucian Frenada. I had entered the phone numbers Alex Fisher gave me into my Palm Pilot. When I called his home, a machine told me, in Spanish and English, that Frenada regretted not answering my call in person, but that he was perhaps at his factory and would get back to me if I left a message.

I thought it over, then got up abruptly and went downstairs. If Frenada was perhaps at his factory I could see him in person. My back was stiff. A nagging sensible voiceMary Louises or Lottystold me if I had to poke at this wasps nest at all to do it in the morning. Or at least to take my gun, but what was I going to do with itpistolwhip him into telling me what secret Trant wanted me to find?

There is no direct route from my place to Frenadas factory. I snaked south and west, through streets filled with small frame houses and fourplusones, past boys skateboarding or in small gangs on their bikes, now and then crossing pockets of lights around bars and pool halls. As I passed the fringes of Humboldt Park, the streets revved up with boom boxes and lowriders but died away again at the seedy industrial corridor along Grand Avenue.

A freight line cuts northwest through the area, making for oddly shaped buildings designed to fill odd lot sizes right up to the embankment. A train was rumbling past as I pulled in front of a dingy triangular building near the corner of Trumbull and Grand.

Lights blazed through open windows on the second floor. The outer door was shut but unlocked. A naked bulb glared just inside the entrance. Drunken letters in a notice board listed a wig manufacturer and a box maker on the ground floor. SpecialT Uniforms was on two. As I climbed concrete steps slippery with age, light glinted on long falls of hair in a display case. It was like walking behind the guillotine after dark.

The noise coming down the stairwell sounded as though fifty guillotines were all whacking heads in unison. I followed light and sound along a metal walkway and came to SpecialTs open door. Even though it was nine at night, nearly a dozen people were working, either cutting fabric at long tables in the middle of the floor or assembling garments at machines along the wall. The racket came partly from the sewing machines, but mostly from the shears. Two men positioned layers of cloth at the end of the tables, clamped them in place under a pair of electric shears, then wielded a control box to release the blades.

I watched, fascinated, as the shears whicked through the fabric and the men carried pieces over to the sewingmachine operators. One person was sewing letters to the backs of shirts, another attaching sleeves. At least half the crew was smoking. I thought of the cigarette ash smudged into the neck of Nicola Aguinaldos dress. Maybe it had come from the person who made the garment, rather than from Aguinaldo herself.

Lucian Frenada was standing at one of the cutting tables next to a stocky man with thin black hair. They seemed to be discussing the proper placement of a pattern stencil. I walked over to stand in his range of visionif I touched him to get his attention he might be startled into landing under one of the fabric scythes.

Frenada looked up, frowning. Si? Le puedo ayudar en algo?

I held out my card. We met at Lacey Dowells party last week, I shouted over the noise of the machinery.

The man next to him stared at me with frank curiosity: was I a girlfriend so enamored that I would pursue Frenada into his shop? Or was I with INS, about to demand that all hands produce their papers? Frenada touched his arm and said something in Spanish, then pointed at the floor, ankledeep with scraps of cloth. The man passed a command on to one of the cutters, who stopped his work to start sweeping.

Frenada took me to a cubbyhole at the rear of the floor, which was protected enough from the floor noise to allow conversation. Fabric samples and patterns festooned the top of a metal desk; production schedules were taped to the door and the sides of an old filing cabinet. The only chair had a motor on it. Frenada leaned against the door; I perched gingerly on the edge of the desk.

Why are you here? he demanded.

You mentioned Tuesday night that something odd was happening at your shop.

Do you usually sell your services like this, door to door?

My cheeks and neck grew warm with embarrassment, but I couldnt help smiling. Like encyclopedias, you mean? A reporter I know has been asking questions about your business. And I remembered what you said, so I wanted to see SpecialT for myself.

What reporter? What kind of questions?

Wondering what secrets you were hiding here at SpecialT. I watched him steadily, but he looked only puzzled, and somewhat scornful.

Another freight train began to thunder behind the building, drowning Frenadas reply. While I waited to be able to hear him, I looked around the office. On his desk, underneath one of the fabric swatches, I saw a glimpse of a slogan I knew from Emily Messengers wardrobe: The Mad Virgin Bites.

The train passed, and Frenada said, Secrets? I cant afford such things. I thought you meantbut it doesnt matter. My business runs on a shoestring; if something a little strange happens, then I have to accept it as an act of God.

Lacey reassured you when you saw her on Thursday?

Did shewho told you

No one. It was a deduction. Thats what I doget facts and make deductions. They teach it in detective school. I was babbling, because of the Mad Virgin Tshirt.

Frenada looked around his office and caught sight of the shirt. He got to his feet and moved me toward the door.

My business has nothing to do with Lacey. Nothing at all. So keep your deductions to yourself, Miss Detective. And now, by another gracious act of God, I have a large order to get out, the largest I have ever been blessed with, the uniforms for a soccer league in New Jersey, which is why you find me here so late at night. He hustled me out through the shop floor to the metal walkway, waiting until I reached the stairwell landing before he turned back inside.

I put the Rustmobile into noisy gear and started for home. My route took me past St. Remigios church and school, where Lacey Dowell and Frenada had been students twenty years ago. Lacey had learned acting there, and Frenada had started his business by making the schools soccer uniforms. I slowed down to read the times for daily mass from the signboard, wondering whether I might go in the morning, meet the priest, learn something about Frenada. But if Frenada had told his confessor why he had a Mad Virgin Tshirt halfburied under his fabric samples, I didnt think the priest would share it with me.

Was that the secret that Trant wanted me to find? Was Frenada making bootleg Virginwear clothes in his little factory and selling them in the old hood? In that case, it was a legitimate inquiry. Although I expected Trant used something like Burmese or Honduran slave labor for his own production, in which case I was just as happy for Frenada to sell pirated shirts employing local workers at living wages.

Sal had called while I was at the factory, wanting to see if Id like to catch Murrays second program and get some dinner. I took the L down to the Glow so I could drink: it had been a long day and I didnt want to drive anymore, anyway. The usual crowd of tired traders was drinking, but they let me switch from the Sox on GN to Globalafter all, it was only the third inning and the Sox were already down four runs.

After his debut with Lacey Dowell I wondered what Murray could find to titillate the viewers, but I had to agree with Sal: the second show at least nodded in the direction of respectable journalism. Hed taken a sensational local murder, of a prominent developer, and used it as the springboard for a look at how contracts are awarded in the city and suburbs. Although too much of the footage showed the man at Cancun with three women in string bikinis, Murray did wedge in fiftyseven seconds on how contracts get handed out in Illinois.

Some of it was respectable, but he was too chicken to mention Poilevy by name, I grumbled when the show ended.

You want egg in your beer? Sal said. Guy cant do everything.

I wish hed covered the womens prison at Coolis. Thatd be a great place to showcase a cozy pair of dealmakers. Im surprised its not called Baladine City.

Vic, this may make sense to you, but its Greek to me.

Ever since that wretched party you threw here last week, Ive been running around in circles. Like my dog Mitch chasing his tail, come to think of itexhausting and about as meaningful. I told her what Id been doing. And dont tell me its none of my business, because it is, even if no one is paying me for it.

Get off your high horse, St. Joan. Sal poured me another finger of Black Label. Its your time and money; do what you want with it.

That encouragement didnt cheer me as much as it might have, but dinner at Justins in the west Loopwhere the owner knew Sal and whisked us past a dumbfounded line of beautiful Chicagoansmade me much happier. At least until I caught sight of Alex Fisher halfway through my tuna in putanesca sauce.

I couldnt help staring. Alex was at a table with Teddy Trant and a bald man with the kind of shiny face all Illinois politicians take on after too much time snuffling around in the public trough. JeanClaude Poilevy in person. If Trant would rather eat with him and Alex than the exquisite Abigail, there was something seriously wrong with his taste.

When we got up to leave, Alex and her convoy were still talking over coffee. Sal tried to dissuade me, but I went to their table. Trant was as perfectly groomed as his wife, down to the clear polish on his manicured nails.

Mr. Trant, I said. V. I. Warshawski. I wanted to let you know I appreciate your willingness to send me some work. Im sorry I couldnt take it on for you.

Alex gave me a look that could have done laser surgery on my nose, but Trant shook my hand. Global tries to do business with local firms. It helps us anchor ourselves in cities were new to.

Is that why youve been talking to Lucian Frenada? It was a guess, based on the Mad Virgin decal Id glimpsed at SpecialT earlier in the evening, but everyone at the table froze.

Poilevy put down his coffee cup with a clatter. Is that the guy you were

Lucian Frenada is the man whos been harassing Lacey. Alex cut him off quickly and loudly.

Sure, Sandy, sure. Its not a bad story, even if it has a few holes around the edges. Alex, I mean. She changed nicknames in the last twenty years, I added to Trant. We were such good pals when she was Sandy, I keep forgetting shes Alex now.

What do you mean, holes around the edges? Poilevy asked.

I did a little looking. I talked to Lucian Frenada. I talked to the head of security at Ms. Dowells hotel. Maybe the studio is overreacting to the scene between Frenada and Ms. Dowell at the Golden Glow last weekunderstandable with an important starbut I cant find any evidence that Frenadas been hanging around her.

That isnt what I asked you to investigate, Alex snapped.

No, but you havent been asked to pay me anything either, have you.

Sal came up behind me and put a hand on my arm. Lets go, Vic. Ive got to get back to the Glowits my night to close.

I reminded Alex and Trant that they knew Sal from last weeks party. We all said meaningless nothings, about Murrays debut, about Sals bar, but I would have given a months billings to know what they said when Sal and I moved out of earshot. I turned to look when we got to the door; they were bent over the table like the three witches over a pot.

20 Child in Mourning

What with the drive to Coolis and the long night hopping around town, I was glad to crawl into bed. I read a little of Morrells book on the Disappeared in South America, stretching my legs between clean sheets to pull the kinks out of my spine.

The phone rang as I was drifting off. I groaned but stuck out an arm and mumbled a greeting. There was a pause on the other end, then someone garbled my name in a hurried voice just above a whisper.

Yes, this is V. I. Warshawski. Who is this?

ItsThis is Robbie. Robbie Baladine. I was at the gate, you know, when you came last week, you know, when you talked to my mom aboutabout Nicola.

I came fully awake in a hurry, turning on the light as I assured him that I remembered him well. Youre the expert tracker. What can I do for you?

IIts not for me, but Nicola. I wantwant to go to her funeral. Do you know when it is?

Theres a problem about that, I said carefully. The morgue seems to have lost her body. I dont know how that happened, but until they find it there cant be a funeral.

So he was right. His young voice was filled with a kind of bitterness. I thought he was making it up toto tease me.

Your dad?

Yeah, old BB. He was forgetting to whisper in his anguish. Him and Eleanor, theyve been so mean about Nicola. Since she died and all. When I said I wanted to go to her funeral, they said why, so I could stand around with all the emotional spicks and bawl to my hearts content, and then finally BB said there wouldnt be a funeral because no one could find the body and toto shut the fuck up.

Im sorry, honey, I said inadequately. I guess your dad worries about whether hes a tough enough man, and so hes always on guard against any strong feelings. I dont suppose its much comfort to you now, but can you imagine him as someone who is incredibly weak and scared so he acts like a bully to keep other people from guessing how scared he is?

You think that could really be true? There was wistfulness in the young voice, a hope that his fathers meanness wasnt due to his own failings.

I thought of Baladine, casually helping with the dismemberment of African newborns, getting his hands dirty, and wondered if my diagnosis had any basis in reality. Maybe he was someone who enjoyed torture for its own sake, but I gave Robbie a hearty assurance I didnt feel.

Your father is a cruel man. Whatever the reason for his cruelty, will you try to remember that his sadism is about him, about his needs and weaknesses, and not about you?

I talked to him for a few more minutes, until hed recovered enough equilibrium for me to turn the conversation. There were two questions I wanted to put to him before we hung up. The first was about Nicolas smoking. Oh, no, Robbie said, she never smoked, not like Rosario, their nanny now, who was always sneaking off behind the garage for a cigarette, which made Eleanor furious, because she could still smell the smoke on her breath even after Rosario swallowed a zillion peppermints. Nicola said she had to save all her money for her children; she couldnt waste it on cigarettes or drinking.

My second question was whether his dad owned any shoes with horseshoe emblemsand if he did, were any of the emblems missing. Robbie said he didnt know, but hed look.

It made me feel like a creep, asking Robbie to spy on his own fatherbut I suppose it also made me feel like I was paying BB back for his frothing over his sons masculinity. If hed been proud of his sensitive child I might not have done it. But if he could be proud of a sensitive child, he wouldnt be doing other stuff.

Before Robbie hung up I asked, as casually as I could, how hed gotten my unlisted home number: it wasnt on the business card I left him last week.

It was in BBs briefcase, Robbie muttered. Dont tell me Im a criminal to go snooping in his case, its the only way I know when hes planning something awful, like that camp for fat kids he sent me to last summer. I checked it out, and he had this whole file on you, your home number and everything.

My blood ran cold. I knew Baladine had done research on mehed made that clear enough on Fridaybut it seemed worse, somehow, his carrying the information around with him.

Doesnt he keep his case locked?

Oh, that. Anyone with half a brain knows all you have to do is plug in his ships ID, the biggest number in his life.

I laughed and told him he was plenty smart enough to keep up with his dad if he could remember not to let BB get under his skin. In case I ever needed to burgle Baladines briefcase myself, I got Robbie to give me his fathers ship number. On that note he seemed to feel calm enough to hang up.

I finally went to sleep, but in my dreams Baladine was lugging Nicola Aguinaldos body through Frenadas factory, while Lacey Dowell leaned heavy breasts forward, clutching her crucifix and whispering, Her hands are dirty. Dont tell her anything, or the vampire will get you.

In the morning I had a call from the operations manager at Continental United, asking me to come in to discuss my report. He thanked me for writing so clearly that everyone could understand it: too many firms cloak the obvious in meaningless jargon, he said. Maybe it was my ability to write a clear English sentence that kept Continental coming to me, rather than my superior analytic skills.

They didnt want to fire the dispatcher without concrete evidence, the operations manager added, or without knowing whether the plant manager was in on the scam.

If you want to spend the money youll have to have someone on the spot doing surveillance, I said. Itll take two people. One to handle the truck, one to operate a camera. And it has to be people who arent at the plant, because you dont know how many employees on the ground are involved, or at least aware.

As Id feared, they nominated me as the one to handle the camera. And they figured their fleet manager in Nebraska could pose as a truck driver, as a walkon for someone out sick. They were losing so much money on that route, not just from replacing tires but from lost delivery time, that they wanted me to do what it takes, Vic; we know youre not going to pad a bill for the heck of it.

I was sort of flattered, although, remembering AlexSandys scorn for my low fees, I wondered if it was more a description of a lowrent outfit than a compliment. My man made a call to Nebraska; the fleet manager would meet me in Atlanta tomorrow night. A nice bonus for me if we wrapped it up quickly.

From Continental Uniteds offices I went to the Unblinking Eye. They carry surveillance matériel as well as running a more prosaic film and camera business. I talked to the surveillance specialist about the kind of equipment I ought to use. They had some marvelous gadgetsa still camera that fit in a button, one that was disguised in a wristwatch, even one in the kids teddy bear if you wanted to watch the nanny. Too bad Eleanor Baladine hadnt trained one on Nicola Aguinaldo. Or maybe she hadthe Baladines probably had every uptothemoment security device you might want.

I settled on a video camera that you wore like a pair of glasses, so that it followed the road as you drove. You needed two people to operate it, since it required a separate battery pack, but that was okay: the Continental fleet manager would wear the glasses while I operated the equipment. I saw no need to plunk down four grand of Continentals money to own the camera, but took it on a weeks rental.

The Unblinking Eye is on the west edge of the Loop. It didnt seem that far out of the way to drive the extra fourteen blocks to the morgue to see if Nicola Aguinaldos body had turned up. Since Vishnikov starts work at seven I wasnt sure hed still be there this late in the afternoon, but he was actually walking to his car when I pulled into the lot. I ran over to intercept him.

When he saw me he stopped. The girl who died at Beth Israel. Is that why youre here?

Her body hadnt turned up; he had lost track of the inquiry in the press of other problems, but hed get back to it tomorrow. As I recall, the release form wasnt signed. Its the trouble with these job sinkholes the county runs. Most of our staff is good, but we always have some who are there because their daddies hustle votes or move bodies for the mob. Ive turned her disappearance over to the sheriff for an investigation, but a dead convict who was illegal to begin with doesnt rank very highfamily isnt in a position to make a stink, and anyway, if theyve been able to conduct a funeral theyre not going to want to.

I dont think this family has held a funeral. I havent seen them myself. In fact, I dont know where they are, but a guy named Morrell has been interviewing immigrants in Aguinaldos old neighborhood. He says you know him, by the way.

Morrell? Hes a great guy. I know him from my work on torture victims in the Americas. He pulled me out of one of the worst traps I ever walked into, in Guatemala. Nothing he doesnt know about the Americas and torture. I didnt realize he was in town. Tell him to call me. I have to run. He climbed into his car.

I leaned in before he could shut the door. But, BryantMorrell talked to Aguinaldos mother. She didnt even know her daughter was dead, so she definitely doesnt have the body.

He stared at me in bewilderment. Then who does have it?

I was hoping you could help on that one. If the form wasnt signed, is there a chance the body is still in the morgue? Maybe the tag got taken off or changed. The other possibility is that a Chicago police officer named Lemour got the body. Do you think theres any way to find out?

He turned the ignition key. Why wouldnever mind. I suppose it could have happened. Ill ask some more questions tomorrow. He pulled the door shut and shot past me out of the lot.

I walked back slowly to the Rustmobile. I wished Vishnikov hadnt turned the investigation over to the sheriffs office. If anyone was covering up for the disposal of Nicolas body, the sheriffs office was probably kneedeep in how it was done. But I had enough going on without trying to run an inquiry at the morgue.

I went home to take the dogs for a swim and to let my neighbor know Id be in Georgia for a few days. I also called my answering service, telling them to hand any problems over to Mary Louise until Monday.

I drove up to OHare with Mary Louise and the boys to help put Emily on the plane to France. She was scared and excited but trying to cover it with a veneer of teen cool. Her father had given her a camcorder, which she used with a studied offhandedness. At the last minute, when he saw she was really leaving, fouryearold Nate began to bawl. As we comforted him and his sniffling brother, I thought again of poor Robbie, unable to express his grief over his dead nanny without his father tormenting him.

We took the boys out for an evening show of Captain Dobermananother Global moneymaker. Over ice cream afterward, Mary Louise and I discussed odds and ends.

Emily wanted me to promise I wouldnt let you get Lacey in trouble while she was away. Mary Louise grinned. I think it was more like a subtle hint that she wanted every word of any conversation you and Lacey have.

I havent seen Lacey, only her old childhood friend Frenada. Over at his SpecialT I broke off. Mary Louise, you left me a note about the report from Cheviot on that shirtdress they found on Nicolas body. You wrote down that the label said it was a specialty shirt. Could it have been SpecialT?

I spelled out the difference. Mary Louise looked chagrined and said she would check with the engineer at Cheviot Labs in the morning. She asked if I wanted her to go over to Frenadas shop and talk to him while I was away, but we decided that could wait until I got back from Georgia.

It was past ten when I got home, but I wanted to pack my gun before going to bed. Its a timeconsuming business, and in the morning Id be too rushed to get it done to FAA specs. I laid packing and cleaning materials on the dining room table and took the gun apart, placing two empty magazines in the cartonthe cartridges have to be packed separately. I was cleaning the slide when the phone rang.

It was Rachel from my answering service. Im sorry to call so late, Vic, but a man named Lucian Frenada is trying to get in touch with you. He says its really urgent and he doesnt care if its midnight, if you dont call him hes going to get the police to find you and bring you to him.

I blinkedthat was a curious coincidence. When the phone at the factory didnt answer, I reached him at home.

He was so furious he could hardly get out a coherent sentence. Did you plant this story? Are you behind this effort to defame me?

Do you know that I have no clue what youre talking about? But I have a question for

Dont play the innocent with me. You come to my plant with insinuations, and twentyfour hours after I refuse to hire you, thisthis slander appears.

Which slander? Innocent or not, I dont know what it is.

In the paper, tomorrows paper, you thought I wouldnt see it? Or not so early?

Okay, if we have to do it by twenty questions, let me guess. Theres a story about you in tomorrow mornings paper, is that right? About you and Lacey? You and that Virgin Tshirt? Do you want to tell me, or do you want to hold while I go out and find a newsstand with the early edition in it? I can be back in half an hour, probably.

I dont know whether he believed me or not, but he didnt want to wait for me to call him back. He read me from Regine Maugers column in the early edition of the HeraldStar: A little bird at the States Attorney says Lucian Frenada, whos been hanging around Lacey Dowell all week like a sick pit bull, may be using his Tshirt factory to smuggle cocaine into Chicago from Mexico.

Is that it? I asked.

Is that it? he mimicked bitterly. It is more than enough. She calls me a sick pit bull, which is a racist slur anyway, and then accuses me of being a drug dealer, and you think I shouldnt be angry? My biggest order of my life, the New Jersey Suburban Soccer League, they can cancel if they think Im a criminal.

I tried to stay patient. I mean, is that the only story on you in the paper? Regine Mauger can print anything as a rumor. A little bird told her. I dont know if anyone at GlobalI mean the HeraldStarfactchecks her. But if they ran a news story, that means they have actual evidence.

No one could have evidence of this, because it isnt true. Unless they made it up. He was still angry, but calmer. And I am thinking you could have been a little bird yourself, out of revenge.

Then you arent thinking at all, I snapped. If I want to stay in business the last thing Ill do is run smear campaigns on people who spurn my services. That word gets around fast. The next thing Id know, all my clients would have left me for Carnifice.

So if you didnt plant that story, who did, and why?

I let out a compressed breath. You want to hire me to find out, Mr. Frenada, Ill be glad to talk it over. Otherwise, since Im leaving town in the morning, I need to get to bed.

That would be funny, wouldnt itI call to chew you out and end up hiring you. The trouble is, I am so vulnerable, I and my small company. His voice trailed away.

I knew that feeling. Do you feel like telling me the odd thing you mentioned last week, or why you had a Lacey Dowell shirt in your plant?

Ithey cameI made a couple on spec. He floundered for words. It didnt get me anywhere. Global uses offshore labor, its much cheaper than anything I can produce.

Why didnt you want to tell me last night?

He hesitated. For personal reasons.

To do with Lacey? When he didnt say anything I added, You didnt make the shirtdress Nicola Aguinaldo was wearing when she died, by any chance?

He became totally quiet, so much so I could hear the tree toads croaking from the back of the house. Frenada gave me a hurried good night and hung up.

So he did know something about Nicola Aguinaldos death. That was a sad and startling thought, but it wasnt as urgent for me at the moment as my own fury with Murray. Was that what he told Alex FisherFishbein I would doplant evidence of a cocaine ring at SpecialT Uniforms? And then, when I didnt jump at their offer, he and Alex decided to move matters on by putting a rumor in the paper?

I called Murray. He wasnt at homeor at least he wasnt answering, and he wasnt at the office. I tried his cell phone.

Vic! How in hell did you get this number? I know damned well I never gave it to you.

Im a detective, Ryerson. Getting a cell phone number is childs play. Its the grownup stuff that has me baffled. What was the point of that charade you and Alex Fishbein acted out in my office last week?

It was not a charade. It was a serious offer to give you

Some crumbs from Globals richly spread table. But when I didnt snatch the bait you took an easier tack and planted a story in that prize bitch Regine Maugers ear. The last time she checked a source was probably 1943, but it doesnt matter if a column devoted to innuendo gets the facts wrong.

How do you know theyre wrong? How do you know he isnt smuggling coke in through his shirt factory?

So you did plant the story with her! I was so furious I was spitting into the receiver.

No, I didnt, he shouted. But I read my own damned paper to see what theyre printing. And yes, I usually get the early edition as soon as its out. If youve made yourself the guys champion you are going to have egg all over your smug face. And I for one will not be sorry to help plaster it there. My story will run on Friday, and it will sizzle.

What are you talking about? I demanded. Did going on TV make you feel checking facts was for little people? I looked into Frenadas finances when you and Sandy Bitchbein came around last week. Hes clean as a whistle.

Clean as a whistle? One thats been in the sewer for a week. I did a priority check on Frenada when I learned Regine was running this little tidbit. Guys got money parked all over the globe.

Bullshit, I screamed. I looked him up on LifeStory on Sunday and he doesnt have a dime except the pittance that little Tshirt factory makes for him.

No. Murray was suddenly quiet. You didnt. You couldnt have. I just ran a check on him, a priorityone, two thousand bucks to turn it around in ten hours, and its not true. Hes got three accounts in Mexico that are worth a million five U.S. dollars each.

Murray. I ran the check. I did at the deepest level of numbers. Thats why I turned down Bitchbeins offer.

Her name is Fisher. Why you have a knot in your ass about her

Never mind that. Dont let her wave so many Golden Globes in front of you that youre too blinded to see the facts, Murray. And by the way, if youre planning on leading your story with, There was egg all over smug V. I. Warshawskis face, dont, because there wont be. Im leaving town in the morning, but as soon as I get back Ill fax you a copy of that LifeStory report. If I were you, Id hold off running your sizzle until youve seen it.

I hung up smartly and went back to packing my gun. Id been feeling irritable about going to rural Georgia, but taking on some punks putting nails under truck tires was beginning to sound downright wholesome compared to what I was looking at here in Chicago.

I was too tired, and too agitated by Murray to figure out what was going on with all these people. If Frenada manufactured the dress Nicola was wearing when she died, how had she gotten it? Had he given it to someone at Carnifice? Given it to Nicola herself? Or to Alex Fisher?

And then there was Global. They wanted me to expose Frenada, then miraculously came up with a rumor about him and cocaine when I wouldnt do the job. I wished Id known that when I saw Trant and Poilevy last night. It could have made the conversation livelier, although I suppose Alex would have kept them from saying much.

My brain swirled uselessly. It was way too much for me to figure out with the minute information I had. I snapped the gun case shut and filled out the forms I needed for the airline. Put jeans and some sweatshirts in an overnight bag with the gun and a small kit of basic toiletries, then packed the surveillance camera, some blank cassettes, and a charger for the unit together with my maps in a briefcase. That should get me through a few nights away. A book for the flight. I was working my way through a history of Jews in Italy, trying to understand something of my mothers past. Maybe Id get as far as Napoleon by the time I came home.

21 We Serve and Protect

I spent the next several nights on the back roads of Georgia, sitting in the passenger seat of a fully loaded thirtyton truck. The fleet manager, who looked authentic with a beer gut hanging over oilstained jeans, had ambled in as a replacement for a sick driver; I was his girlfriend who hopped on board once the truck left the yard, but with plenty of people to see it happen. To make a long story short, it gave us the right veneer of venality, and we were able to rope in the dispatcher without much trouble. He fingered three buddies and the plant manager. And it was all on film, which made it tidy. Continental United promised an appropriate expression of gratitudenot the kind of bonus I might have snared from Alex Fisher, but enough to pay the Trans Am repairs and cover my mortgage for a couple of months.

When I got home Saturday afternoon, I felt refreshed, the way one does from executing a job well. And the job had been so straightforward, none of the tangled web of weirdness of Baladine and Frenada and Global Entertainment.

Despite my pleasure at being away from all those strange people, the first thing I did, after greeting Mr. Contreras and the dogs, was skim the HeraldStar for the last few days to see whether Murrays story on Frenada and the drug ring had run. To my relief it hadnt. Murray apparently still had enough journalism left to wait for the facts. I would reward this good behavioror try to guarantee its continuationby going down to my office right now to fax him the LifeStory report on Frenada. I wanted to check my mail, anyway.

After taking the dogs to a pocketsize park in the neighborhood, I told my neighbor to fire up the grill, Id be home for chicken and tomatoes in an hour. I picked up my briefcase, the camera and videocassettes still inside it, and drove the two miles south, humming Voi che sapete under my breath.

My happy mood disappeared as soon as I reached my office. I actually was halfway across the room before my brain registered the disaster. The deranged upheaval of papers on the floor wasnt because of me: someone had taken the place apart. Had dumped papers out of drawers with a wanton hand. Unzipped covers from the couch cushions and left them on the floor. Poured a cup of coffee over the papers on the desk. I gaped dumbly for a long moment, not moving, not thinking.

Street vandals. Druggies whod seen I was away and taken advantage. But the computer and printer remained. Anyone looking for quick cash or the equivalent would have taken those, and anyway, the average druggie wasnt sophisticated enough to bypass the number pad on the front door.

I felt ill, an uncontrollable shiver rising along my back. The violation was too extreme. Someone had been in my space, had come in brazenly, made no effort to conceal it. Were they looking for something, or was this like smashing up hospitals in Zimbabwetrying to terrify the civilian populace and destabilize the government?

My first impulse was like anyonescall the cops, get away from the sickness as fast as possible. But if there was some signature in the mess that would tell me who had been there, Id miss it if I let the cops look first. I sat on the arm of the couch, shaking, until I could control my legs enough to walk, then slid a bolt home on the inside of my office door. SomeoneBaladine?had proved he could get past the number pad on the front door without any trouble, but hed have to break the inner door down to get past that bolt.

I zipped the cushions back into their covers. Even if I disturbed some vital piece of evidence, I needed to sit down. I wanted water too, but that meant going to the hall, to the refrigerator, and I didnt want to open my door until I felt safe inside my building.

What did I have that someone might want? Besides my computer, of course. My Isabel Bishop painting was the only valuable in the office. I got up and looked at the partition facing my desk. The painting had been tossed to the floor. I didnt touch it. The glass would show prints if any had been left.

Even Tessa absorbed in work would have responded to the racket made by this wantonness. Would the intruders have hurt Tessa? Again I wanted to run to the hall, run to look in her studio, but fear kept me locked inside.

I finally pulled my cell phone from my handbag and phoned Tessas home. She lived with her parents in their Gold Coast duplex. Her mother answered, the rich contralto that worked magic in courtrooms around the country vibrating the airwaves.

Victoria. How are you? I didnt recognize your voice.

No, maam. Ive had a bit of a shock. I just got in from out of town and found my office vandalized. I wanted to make sure Tessa was all right.

Mrs. Reynolds made the proper statements of alarm and concern but reassured me about Tessa. She had picked her daughter up at the studio for a cup of coffee around noon. Tessa was off for a weekends sailing with friends, and Mrs. Reynolds, back from a busy week in Washington, had wanted to see her alone for a few minutes.

When the police come, have them examine her studio to make sure nothings wrong in there. Ive never liked her being that close to Humboldt Park. I dont care how big her lats are, as she keeps telling me, or how good you are in a fight, you two young women need to be in a safer part of town.

Youre probably right, maam, I agreed, as the easiest way to end the conversation.

I leaned back on the couch and shut my eyes. Imagined lying in Lake Michigan with the sun overhead until my breath was calm enough for me to think about my situation. If this were Baladines work it could be an attempt to terrorize me, but if he were also looking for something what would it be? I thought through my conversations during the last week, with Frenada, with Alex. With Murray. The last name came most reluctantly to mind.

Id told Murray about my LifeStory report on Frenada, that I had proof he was clean. But this was not Murray Ryersons work. It could not be. Murray was a journalist. The story and the chase, wherever the road led you, that was what mattered to him. Global couldnt have destroyed that in him in a few weeks, he was better than that. Really, he was.

I was saying the same thing over and over in my mind, as if standing in front of the bench pleading his case. I needed to find the hard copy, if it was still there, although with the leisure to search my absence had guaranteed them, the intruders could have turned over every piece of paper in the room.

I shut my eyes and tried to remember what Id done with the LifeStory printout. Id stuffed everything into a desk drawer, because I knew Mary Louise was going to be in using the desk, and unorganized stacks of files drove her mad. I opened the drawer. Many of the papers had been pulled out, exposing a box of tampons I kept there. They were rolling around in the drawer, and I automatically stuffed them back into the box. They wouldnt go in, so I picked up the carton, forgetting for the moment about evidence.

Inside was a plastic freezer bag filled with white powder. I stared at it, my numbed mind moving like a dog in quicksand. Cocaine. Maybe heroinI wouldnt know one from the other. Someone wrecked my office and planted drugs in it. I didnt want to send it to a lab for testing, and I didnt want to explain it to the cops. I didnt want to explain it to anyone.

I leapt to my feet in a sudden frenzy and searched every drawer in the room, every light fixture, every crevice. I found two more bagsone taped inside the printer and the other tucked into a rip in the fabric underneath the couch.

I unbolted the door and ran down the hall to the bathroom, flushing and flushing until the powder was gone, until the bagscut to pieces with Tessas cuticle scissorswere gone, standing under the shower in my clothes, running hot water over me until I thought any treacherous trace of powder was gone. I got out and changed into a clean set of Tessas work clothes. Hung my wet ones from a hook behind her studio entrance. A bubble of incipient hysteria made me want to leave a note on the refrigerator in our I took column. I took one pair of cuticle scissors and a pair of khakis and a Tshirt. Will replace ASAP.

Back in my office, I picked up the cell phone and called the cops. While I was waiting for them I put on a pair of latex gloves and looked gingerly through my papers. I had put the Frenada report in an old file, but I couldnt remember which. I could only remember thinking Mary Louise would have typed a fresh label at once. The squad car still hadnt shown when I came on the folder labeled Alumni Fund. The Frenada printout was still in there, along with the paramedics report Max had faxed me from Beth Israel.

The police come slowly to this end of Wicker Park. On an impulse born of fear, I stuffed all the papers into a manila envelope, addressed them to Mr. Contreras, and went down the street to the mailbox at the corner of Western and North.

Elton was standing there with his usual ingratiating smile: I will not hurt you, I am your friend, help me out. He started his usual patter:

Streetwise, miss. Get your update on hot bands in Chicago this weekend. Find a nice place for your boyfriendoh, evening, Vic. You been away?

I gave him a five and took a paper. Been away. Someone broke into the office while I was gone. You notice anyone strange hanging out the last few nights?

Elton scrunched up his face in earnest thought but shook his head regretfully. But Ill be on the lookout now, Vic, you can count on that. God bless you, Vic… . Streetwise, sir. Now, how about a list of all the hot new bands in this area, place to take your best girl …

Blue strobes were dancing toward me along North Avenue. I hurried back up Leavitt and got to my office as a blueandwhite pulled up. A young pair stepped out, black woman, white man. The perfect TV copshow pair. I showed them mutely what Id come on.

You didnt touch anything, did you, maam? the woman asked, following me into the office.

Iuh, I put the covers back on the couch. Somehow that seemed the worst thing. I tried not to touch any papers, but Im not sure. Anyway, my prints are on everything. Mine and my assistants.

The male half of the team was on his radio summoning additional troops. Its something cops love to do. The work has so much tedium that when one of them finds something, the others all get invited to look. In ten minutes they had a whole battalion in place.

I was answering questions from the pair who took the callwas anything missing, had the lock been forced, how long had I been out of townwhen a plainclothes team arrived. A thin, triumphant voice demanded to know if the crew had searched the premises.

I dont think the perp is on the premises, Sergeant, the woman said.

Not for the perp, for drugs. Weve got information that Warshki is dealing.

Craning my neck, I saw Detective Lemour. He was wearing the same brown polyester suit hed had on the first time I saw him, unless hed bought a closetful on sale at WalMart.

I stood up. Sergeant Lummox. What a coincidence. I didnt know you worked burglary.

Its Lemour, and I dont work burglary, I work violent crimes. I told you Id be on you like your underwear, but you went on across that line, Warshki, the one we knew you danced on, and weve got you dead to rights.

What are you talking about, Lemming? Since when is it a crime in this town to be the victim of a major breakin?

The woman on the team coughed to cover a laugh, while her male partner stood as solemnly as if hed been embalmed.

Its not a crime, if it really happened. He showed his row of little pikes teeth in a vindictive smile.

If it really happened? Sergeant, I trust you have a tech unit on the way here to take prints, because if you dont I am going to be raising a serious complaint with the police review board. And if you accuse me in front of witnesses of dealing in drugs, then I will also sue you as a private citizen for slander.

You do that, Warshki, but I have a redhot tip that youve got a half kilo of powder right here on the premises. And you schmucks can stop grinning behind your hands and search this office. Now.

For the next twenty minutes, seven uniformed people turned my office over. The papers that the original invaders hadnt tossed joined the landfill in the middle of the room. I sat with my arms crossed, my lips tight with angerand my heart thumping erratically. What if I had missed a niche? I hadnt climbed a ladder to deal with the ceiling fixturesId only checked the lower ones, the spotlights and lamps that Id installed when I moved in.

I was fuming with an impotent rage, wishing I could get him on film, when I remembered the surveillance camera in my briefcase. I picked it up from the floor next to the couch and pulled the glasses out. Lemour watched me closely, but when he saw I was only putting on glasses he turned his head away. In that brief moment I reached into my case and fumbled with the battery pack. After two nights in the dark roads of Luella County I could load it blindfolded. I put in a new tape and started recording, following the teams destructive swath through the room, but focusing mostly on Lemour.

Lemour himself went to my printer and pulled out the cartridge. When he didnt find the bag of powder he dropped the cartridge, leaving a sooty trail on the floor, and banged the printer on its side. Twelve hundred dollars of Hewlett Packards best work. I hoped it would survive mauling.

Scowling with fury, he marched to the couch and yanked me to my feet. He ran a hand underneath, found the slit in the bottom, fumbled inside it. When he came up empty he bared his pikes teeth in an ugly grimace. He ordered two of the uniforms to turn the couch over. He ripped the fabric completely off the bottom and started prodding the interior.

At that point I pushed past him and went to the desk to beep my lawyer. Freeman, I said to his machine. Its V. I. Warshawski. The cop who was harassing me last week is in my office. I had a breakin; he came around accusing me of dealing drugs. And now hes ripped my couch and is wreaking havoc with my papers. If you get this message Id appreciate your earliest possible response.

Lemours thin lips were a line of rage. He shoved the uniforms out of the way and yanked the phone from my hand, then slapped my face hard with his open palm. I kept my arms at my side through an effort of will so intense that my shoulders ached.

You think youre smart, dont you, Warshki? he hissed.

Phi beta kappa my junior year at Chicago. Thats usually for smart people, Lemming. I was taking singers breaths, pushing air to the front of my mouth, keeping my voice light so that no cracks of fury showed in it.

He slapped the other side of my face. Well, youre not as smart as you think you are. If I have to take this room apart brick by brick, I will find where you put that stash. I know its here, you smartassed broad. Cuff her while you finish searching, he added to the woman whod answered my original call.

She couldnt look at me. Her dark face turned purplyblack with shame as she locked my wrists together; she muttered, Im sorry, through lips that barely moved.

The glasses had slipped off my face at a cockeyed angle. She settled them back on my nose. My neck ached. Tension. Or maybe whiplash from the force of Lemours blows.

The crew went through the room, then the hall and the bathroom. Brick by brick. Lemour watched, patches of red on his white cheeks, spittle forming around his mouth. I kept my video glasses on him as best I could with my arms hooked to a radiator coil.

When the team didnt find the drugs, I thought Lemour was going to go over the brink and choke me. He may have thought so too, but his cell phone rang before he could do it.

Lemour, he snarled. Oh … no, sir, it wasnt … we did, sir, all three places … bitch mustve … I did, sir, but I couldnt be here twentyfour hours a day … I could still bring her in … I see. You can? His pikes teeth showed in an unpleasant grin. Ill look forward to that, sir.

He put the phone back in his pocket and turned to me. Your lucky day, Warshki. Myboss says if you swallowed the evidence I cant hold you, although Id like to bring you in and choke it out of you. You can go home. YouHolcumb, is it? Uncuff her and let her go.

While the officer undid the lock, she whispered that her mother was an upholsterer, that shed bring her over in the morning and get her to repair my couch, no charge. I was too tired and too angry to do anything but nod my sore neck. I leaned against the wall, my arms crossed, until the last of the battalion had left. I barricaded the door from the inside and sat on the couch. The mess in the room was now so unbearable I couldnt imagine ever being able to work in this space again.

22 Night Crawlers

Mr. Contreras roused me from my stupor, calling on my office phone, his voice rough with anxiety: at fourthirty Id said Id be back in an hour for dinner, and here it was almost eight. When I told him what had happened he insisted on flagging a cab and coming to the office. Nothing I said could dissuade him, and in my fragmented state I didnt try too hard. When he knocked on the door fifteen minutes later, I shocked both of us by bursting into tears.

This is terrible, doll, this is terrible. Who couldve done such a thing? That cop, that creep that wanted to arrest you last week? And he hit you? You cant take that. You gotta tell someone. Call the lieutenant. Call Detective Finchley.

I blew my nose. Yeah. Maybe. What Id like is to get some kind of padlock for the doors. Whoever broke in bypassed the code on the front door. They can break down padlocks too, but theyll be more obvious from the street if theyre doing that.

One of the chains had opened a big allnight home supply store not too far from my building. The old man rode over with me and helped pick out locks and tools. When we got back I was still so jumpy that I insisted on inspecting both my office and Tessas studio to make sure no one had arrived in my absence.

While Mr. Contreras set to work installing the locks, I made a halfhearted effort to organize the wreck. The Isabel Bishop I handled with latex gloves, putting it in a plastic bag to give to Mary Louise on Monday. I wanted her to get it dusted for fingerprints and to have someone in the department run a check on AFIS. I also figured I could pay her to put files in order: it would be so much easier for her than for me, since she was not only more organized, but not so emotionally invested in the destruction.

I did restore the couch, screw in the light bulbs that the vandal cops had removed, picked up obvious garbage, scrubbed coffee stains from the little bit of carpet. My mothers engraving of the Uffizi Gallery had been knocked over and the glass cracked. I bit my lip but put it in the bag with the Isabel Bishop. I wasnt going to break down over this. The picture wasnt damaged underneath; the glass could be replaced.

The printer cartridge Lemour had dropped on the floor was leaking carbon. I threw it out, cleaned out the printer, and installed a fresh cartridge. I held my breath and turned on the machine. I hit the TEST button, and a page of beautifully executed font samples ran out the mouth. I felt better. One small vessel saved from the inferno.

When Mr. Contreras grunted with satisfaction that hed got the place pretty well bolted down, my office still looked like the Titanic after the iceberg. Who would have thought the old room had so much paper in it?

Mr. Contreras praised my progressmore visible to him than meand I dutifully praised his handiwork, which was actually quite impressive. With a handful of inexpensive tools hed installed a serious lock system. Nothing is impregnable, but this would take long enough to smash that Elton or someone might wander along and interrupt the intruders. I took time to call Tessas mother to explain what Id done and to leave a message for TessaId drop off a spare key before she got back from her sailing trip.

As we walked to the car, Elton popped out of the shadows. Saw you had the cops with you, Vic. They find anything?

Nada. But the sergeant who came is in on the fix. If you see anyonedont call 911, because the cops may be the perps. Callcan he call you? I asked Mr. Contreras. Im not home enough.

My neighbor wasnt pleased at my involving him with a street person, but he grudgingly agreed that I could write his phone number on one of my business cards and hand it to Elton. Call collect, I recklessly committed my neighbor. Illinois Bell charges thirtyfive centsits even harder for the homeless to come up with correct change than for the rest of us.

When we got home I insisted first on inspecting the Rustmobile to make sure no contraband had been slipped into the trunk. Then I brought Mitch and Peppy up to the third floor with me while I made a circuit of my apartment. I was ashamed of my jumpy vulnerability, but every time I thought of those bags of white powder, the skin on the back of my neck crawled.

My neighbor put fresh charcoal on the grill outside his back door and started cooking chicken. Before going down I called Lotty, hoping for sympathyand a prescription for my sore neck. She gave not just sympathy but alarm, trying to persuade me to spend the night in the safety of her eighteenthstory apartment. I thought Id be happier in my own home, among my own things, but told her Id keep the dogs with me until things simmered down.

As far as your neck goes, my dearaspirin and ice. Ice now and before you go to bed. And call me in the morning.

I felt irrationally bereft when she hung up. Shed offered me a bedwhy did I want technical medicine instead of love? Ice, when the left side of my neck was sore to the touch? What did Lotty know about neck injuries, anyway. I stomped into the kitchen, filled a freezer bag with ice, and pressed it against the sore area, as if determined to prove her wrong. Instead, by the time Mr. Contreras phoned up to say the chicken was cooked, I could move my head more easily. Which made thinking more possible as well.

The cassettes that Id made of Lemour in my officeI needed to do something with those. A copy for my lawyer, and maybe one for Murray. Would he run a story on the breakin? Was I testing him, to see whose orders he was following?

After dinner I went back upstairs and hooked the cassette pack up to my VCR and ran the tape. Knowing I had sat passively while Lemour grew ever more demented made me feel the violations of the afternoon all over again. My stomach clenched. I could hardly bring myself to keep watching. When I heard the call that made Lemour let me go, though, I sat up and played it back several times.

His caller kept cutting him off. Perhaps he didnt like Lemours thin nasal voice. But maybe he didnt want Lemour revealing too much on an open line. Lemours evil grin, and the way he said hed look forward to thatwhatever that wasmade it clear they had some more elaborate frame in store. Although what could be more elaborate than drugs planted in my office I didnt know. Maybe I should go to Lottys after all.

I stopped the tape again when Lemour said it was my lucky day, I could go home. He paused before saying his boss had ordered my release. A cop does not refer to superiors as bosses; he calls them by titlelieutenants or watch commanderswhatever the highest rank happens to be. So who was on the phone? Baladine? JeanClaude Poilevy?

Maybe a really sensitive machine could pick up the voice of the person speaking to Lemour. I could talk to the engineer at Cheviot Labs about that, but it would probably have to wait until Monday. Just in case the guy came in on weekends I left a message on his voice mail.

I locked the tape in my closet safe and went back downstairs to collect the dogs. With an aspirin on top of my long daymy long weekI was asleep as soon as I turned out the light.

Two hours later the phone pulled me up and out of a deep well of sleep. Ms. Warshawski? Is that you? The hoarse whisper was barely audible. Its Frenada. I need you at once. At my plant.

He hung up before I could say anything. I held the receiver to my ear, listening to the silence at the other end. My mind had that deceptive clarity that the first hours of a sound sleep bring. Frenada didnt have my home phone number: when he called to scream about Regine Maugers blurb in the HeraldStar, he got me through my answering service. Perhaps he used caller ID and had picked up my number when I called his home.

I turned on my bedside light and looked at my own ID pad. Caller unidentifiable. The person had either blocked the call or was using a cell phone. I went into the living room. Mitch and Peppy had been sleeping next to the bed, but they followed me, crossing in front of each other so that I had a hard time moving.

I nudged them out of the way and found my briefcase where Id left it, next to the television. I dug out the Palm Pilot and looked up SpecialT Uniforms. When I phoned the plant, the number rang fifteen times without an answer. His home phone gave me only his bilingual message.

So what should I do, guys?

Mitch looked up at me hopefully. Go for a run seemed to be his advice. Peppy lay down and began methodical work on her forelegs, as if to say, Take a bath and go back to sleep.

Its a setup, dont you think? Lemours handler made him release me. So that they could trap me at the plant? Leaving me with egg all over my smug face, as Ryerson informed me Wednesday night? Or was this really Frenada, in serious trouble? In which case, why didnt he call the cops, instead of me?

The dogs looked at me anxiously, trying to figure out my mood from my voice. Maybe Frenadas experience with the cops was the same one Id had this evening, so that he didnt feel he could rely on them.

A wiser person would have followed Peppys advice and stayed home. Maybe I am that wiser person nowexperience does change youbut in the middle of the night, with that sensation of looseness that made me think I was still thirty and able to leap tall buildings at a bound, I pulled on my jeans and running shoes, put my gun back together and stuck it in a shoulder holster under a sweatshirt, put my PI and drivers licenses in my back pocket with a handful of bills, and made my cautious way down the back stairs. To their annoyance, I left the dogs behindif I got involved in a shooting war I didnt want them complicating the battle.

Lemour thought he could get me, but I would make a monkey of him. That seemed to be the gist of my thinking, if acting solely on impulse can be called thinking.

I drove past the plant at Grand and Trumbull. A light was shining through one of the rear windows on the second floor. In case Lemour had set a trap, I didnt slow down but turned south at the next intersection. I parked three blocks away.

Saturday nights on the fringes of Humboldt Park are not quiet. The streets in this industrial section were empty, but sirens and dogs keened a few blocks away. I even heard roosters crowing. Someone was running a cockfight nearby. A freight train squeaked and hooted in the distance. As it drew near, its rackety clankclank drowned out other sounds.

When I got to Frenadas building I scouted it as closely as I could in the dark. I paused outside an old delivery van, listening intently at the rear doors to see if it was a stakeout vehicle, although it was hard to hear anything above the thundering of the freight train.

I stood across the street from the entrance for ten minutes, waiting for some sign of life. Or was I waiting for my courage to build enough for me to enter a rickety building alone in the dark? The longer I stood, the more inclined I would be to go home without looking inside. And what if that really had been Frenada on the phone? And what if he really was in trouble, bleeding, dead? Then what? I took a deep breath and crossed the street.

The front door was unlocked. Its a trap, Vic, the sensible voice whispered, but I slid sideways through the opening, gun in hand, palm clammy against the stock.

Inside the entrance, the dark wrapped around me like a living cloak. I could feel it grabbing at my neck, and the soreness, which Id forgotten, came back. I moved cautiously to the stairwell, fighting the impulse to turn tail and run.

I climbed the slippery concrete stairs, pausing on each riser to strain for noises inside. Outside, the freight thumped and squeaked into the distance. In the sudden stillness I could hear the sirens and car horns again, making it hard to focus on the building. I hugged the stairwell wall, trying to make no sound myself, hoping the hammering of my heart was audible only to me.

At the top landing I could see a bar of light under SpecialTs door. I moved faster, as if light itself meant safety. At the door I knelt down to look through the keyhole but saw only the legs of the long worktable. I lay flat, trying not to think of the filth of decades against my face (how many men had spat on this floor when walking out at the end of the day?), my eye pressed against the thin slit of light. All I saw were bolts of fabric and some waddedup paper. I waited a long time, watching for feet, or for a shadow to move. When nothing happened I stood up and tried the handle. Like the outer door, the one to the shop floor was open.

A clothes shop is probably always chaotic, but SpecialT looked as though someone had tossed the place through a wind tunnel. Whoever had rampaged through my office had been here as well. The long tables in the middle where the cutting took place had been cleared; fabric, shears, and pattern stencils lay in a heap around them. Along the wall, the sewing machines stood with their covers unscrewed. A single light over one of the machines was the one that Id seen from the street.

I moved fearfully toward a small room at the back, expecting at any second to come on Frenadas body. Instead, I found more signs of upheaval. The vandals had taken the room apart with a ruthless hand. The intruders had been looking for something: drawers stood open, their contents dangling over the side to spill on the floor. A piece of loose tile had been pulled up and tossed to one side. Invoices, dressmaking patterns, and fabric samples made a gaudy stew on the floor. The bulbs had been removed from the desk lamp.

I was certain that there must be bags of powder on the premises, but it wasnt a search I wanted to make alone and in the dark. I looked in Frenadas office for the Mad Virgin shirt Id seen on Tuesday. When a quick inspection of the tangled heap of cloth and paper didnt reveal it, I moved to the hall. Id see if Frenada was in the john or at the back by the freight elevator; if he wasnt on the premises I was out of Dodge.

The toilet was in the hall that ran outside SpecialTs door. A supply closet was next to it; the freight elevator was at the end farthest from the stairs. I had looked inside the closet and found nothing more disgusting than a mop that needed a good bath in disinfectant, when I heard the scuffling sound of a door opening, of many feet trying to sneak silently up concrete stairs. A second later a train began to wheeze and crank its way up the track: if theyd waited only a heartbeat longer Id never have heard them.

23 A Run to OHare

I slid out of the supply closet. No cover there. Where? No way to scale the wall, no way up to those windows. I ducked into the freight elevator. The train rattled the walls, drowning any sound of my pursuit. If theyd started up the stairs, it wouldnt take them long to look in here. Even if I had a key to start the elevator, while it toiled downstairs a dozen men could wait outside the door and pick me off like a duck in a crate.

Fool. Damned cocky fool to plunge into this building when the whole evening was painted with red warning signs, stay away, dont touch. Someone knew me too well, knew that Id weigh the risks and take them anyway. Set the tiger trap. If I was a real tiger I could have leapt from shop floor to window and been on my way.

I looked around the elevator cage. The service hatch stood open. I measured the distance: about four feet over my head. I wasnt a tiger, and Id get only one chance on these fortyplus muscles. A light bounced off the hallway wall. I crouched, swung my arms, and jumped. My hands clawed at the edge of the opening. Left hand on a nail, grab hard with my right while I move the left, claw for purchase, fingers digging into splintery wood, biceps bulging as they hoist my weight. The freight train screeching past covered my scramble through the hatch, my rasping breath.

Above me a skylight filtered in starlight, showing ghostly shapes of cables and the wooden slab that covered the hatch. I slid it across the opening. The cage shook with the thundering of the train but settled down as the noise receded. I started hearing voices, words muffled by the shaft, then one directly under me.

She should be here.

My stomach heaved, felt as though it might split itself open.

Did you see her leave home? Lemours unmistakable squeak.

No, but her cars gone. She must have gone out through the alley before we thought of putting a watcher out back. And theres no answer on her phone.

Then we beat her here. Maybe she stopped for help. Ill get someone into the broom closet, someone in Frenadas office. You wait here.

The voices faded. I was sitting on a piece of metal. Now that I knew I must not move, I became aware of every surface detailan edge like a razor cutting into my left buttock, the cable under my right foot that would twang if my sore muscles buckled.

I took slow careful breaths, the air scraping against my dry throat. I was terrified that I might have to cough. I inched my neck slowly back so that I could see the skylight. Some rungs were bolted to the wall leading up to it. If I could get to them without the man in the elevator hearing … Tilting my head back increased the strain on my throat, and a large cough built in my lungs. I held it as long as I could, desperately swallowing but unable to produce enough saliva to coat it. Just as I could hold it no longer the cage began to shake again. For a brief flash of terror I thought the watcher was following me up the hatch, but as the cough exploded in my chest, another train began to rumble behind the building.

Grabbing the cable in front of me, I eased myself to my feet. My left thigh trembled. Id been bracing myself with it, not realizing until I started to move that it held my weight. I flexed my leg cautiously; even with the train as cover I couldnt afford a loud noise here in the shaft.

As soon as the worst cramping subsided, I stepped to the edge of the cage and tugged on the rung above my head. It seemed secure. Holding it firmly I pushed with my right leg on the rung in front of me. It held as well. I stepped off the edge of the cage and began hoisting myself up. Like in Ms. McFarlanes gym class back in high school, when we had to climb ropes. Why, one of the girls had demanded, were never going to be firefighters. If I got out of herewhen I got out of hereId go back to South Chicago and tell todays knowall adolescents: The day may come when youre as stupid as me, when youve backed yourself into an ambush and need to climb out of it.

A short climb, only fifteen feet. Five rungs to the skylight. Step, hoist, and then a final yard into space to reach a tiny platform for the work crew to sit on. You couldnt be a very big machinist and work in this space. And why didnt the skylight open? Didnt they ever need to get out on the roof? I couldnt see a latch. Was this window simply decorative?

The train continued to rattle underneath. I pulled my gun from my shoulder holster and smashed the stock, hard, against the glass. It crashed down the shaft. No one could overlook that sound. I knocked the glass clear from frame. Pulled my sweatshirt over my head and erupted through the window as the watcher underneath me shouted for backup.

I scrambled onto the flat tar roof and ran to the edge. A cop car was parked on Trumbull, blue strobes inviting, warning bystanders. Another covered the west end of the building. I backed away and ran to the other side. The freight tracks curved behind the building. The train rocking slowly through the turn cut off any escape on that side.

In the middle of the roof a head popped through the broken skylight. Freeze, Warshki!

I fell to the flat tar as Lemour fired. Swung my legs over the side. Extended my body by my fingertips. Lemour ran toward me. I twisted as far to the right as I could and dropped.

Like falling off a bike. The boxcar moved forward underneath me; I fought to keep upright but landed hard on my left hip and forearm.

I lay that way, rocking with the train, so happy at my escape that I almost relished the pain in my side. A badge of the adventure. I wasnt too old to leap tall buildings after all. I grinned stupidly in the dark.

I lay that way for about ten minutes, watching streetlamps and tree branches rock past. As my euphoria at escaping died down, I began to worry about what to do next. I couldnt ride this train out of town. Or I could, but what would I do then? A stay in a cornfield overnight. Persuade someone to give a beatup, disheveled, specimen a ride to the nearest town. Some smalltown Wisconsin cop finding me with a gun on me and not believing I had any right to it. Even worse was the possibility that Lemour was following the train. I stopped grinning and sat up.

I had no idea where I was. The city as familiar to me as the bones and markings of my face had changed into a mass of signal lights and looping tracks. I felt alone in the swirling dark. The train was gathering speed, hurling through strange seas toward strange land. A southbound freight rattled past, shaking me so hard I lay down again.

A plane floated over me, a giant grasshopper, its lights bulging eyes. Lying on my back I could see the belly light, the landing gear. OHare. So at least we were somewhere near the city.

The train suddenly braked, with a jolting screech that rocked me back again on my sore hip. I didnt take time to curse or feel my bruises but scrambled crablike to the front of the car, found the ladder and climbed down. The train was still moving, although slowly. I jumped free of the slicing wheels, rolling with the motion of the train, landing on grass, rolling downhill, my gun digging into my breast, until I came to rest against a concrete wall.

I got on my hands and knees, but when I heaved myself to my feet I felt a tearing in my side that took my breath away. I leaned against the wall, tears smarting in my eyes. Gingerly, I touched the area under my holster. An edge of pain cut through me. A broken rib? A badly torn muscle? If Lemour had persuaded someone to stop the train, I couldnt stand around waiting to heal. I had to keep moving.

When I started to walk the gun bore into the sore area. I used the wall as a brace and held my left arm up to unbuckle the holster. Checking the safety on the Smith & Wesson, I stuck it in my pocket and fastened the holster loosely around my waist.

The sleeves of my sweatshirt had gaping tears from the glass in SpecialTs skylight. The rest of me was covered with oily mud. Blood was caked along my neck and armscuts I hadnt known I was getting were starting to bother me. I hobbled along as fast as I could, straining my ears for sounds of pursuit above the rocking of the train.

Bright lights above the wall I was using for support showed me every detail of the groundrefuse of fast food tossed from cars, Coke cans, plastic bags, even shoes and clothes. I limped my way along the wall to the bottom of the embankment. The street sign said MONTROSE AVENUE. Lying on the boxcar, I had thought Id been traveling an hour or more and pictured myself in some unknown suburban landscape, but I was still inside the city. The unknown landscape suddenly turned on its side in my brain and I knew it. The concrete wall was a barricade between me and the Kennedy expressway. The roar I was hearing didnt come from the train, which had moved on, but from traffic.

I followed the exit ramp up, looking nervously behind me but not seeing Lemour. Each step was now a prolonging of fatigue and pain. I made it across the expressway bridge to the L stop, where I fed singles into a ticket machine, then slumped onto a bench waiting for a train.

It was fourthirty now and the summer sun was beginning to turn the eastern sky a muddy gray. When a train screeched in twenty minutes later, the cars were half full, bringing home the night crews from OHare, sending early shifts into town to work coffee bars and diners. I found an empty seat and watched people sidle away from me. No one wants to catch poverty or grime from a stray homeless person. In my filth and tatters I looked worse than most.

I dozed my way downtown, changed to the Red Line, and dozed my way back north to Belmont. If someone was staking out my place I was past caring. I staggered the five blocks home and fell into bed.

24 Annoying the Giants

The gun had dug a deep bruise into my side when I tumbled from the boxcar. Id be sore for four or five days, but if I was careful Id be okay. Ditto for my left hip. The bruising there went down to the bone, so it would take longer to heal, but nothing was broken and none of the glass cuts in my arms needed stitches. Lotty dispensed that verdict at her clinic Sunday afternoon, her lips flat, her black eyes large with a misery that hurt me more than anger.

Of course, being careful, taking it easy, those are concepts beyond you, as I know to my sorrow. Still, I understand what these glib radio psychologists mean when they talk about enablers. She put her ophthalmoscope away with a snap and turned to wash her hands. If I would have the courage to stop patching you up, perhaps you would stop breaking yourself into pieces. You are foolhardy, which, in case you didnt know, means to be daring without judgment: I looked it up this morning. How long do you think you can go on this way? A cat has nine lives, but you have only the one, Victoria.

You dont have to tell me; my bodys doing it for you. I found myself shouting. My arms are sore. My hamstrings ache. I can hardly walk across the room. Im getting old. I hate it. I hate not being able to count on my body.

So you are going to follow Joan of Arc into the flames before your body fails you and you have to admit youre mortal? Lotty gave a twisted smile. How old was your mother when she died?

I stared, startled by the unrelated question, and subtracted dates in my head. Fortysix.

And she was ill for two years? Its a hard feeling, to know you will live longer than a mother who died young, but it is not a crime to do so, Lotty said. Youll turn fortyfour next month, wont you? You dont need to push yourself past the brink so that you burn up in the next two years. You could have found a dozen ways to learn whether Mr. Frenada was inside his building last night. Make that the intelligent use of your energy, figuring out how to conserve your strength for those times when using your body is your last resort, not your first one. Dont you think thats what your mother would want for you?

Oh, yes, probably. Surely. My mothers intensity had a blastfurnace quality, but she didnt prize brute strength above finesse. Shed died of a metastasis from the uterus that became apparent after a miscarriage, when the bleeding wouldnt stop and Id brought her pads and changed my own in terror each month for years, wondering when it would happen to me, when I would drain away from the inside. Perhaps Lotty was right. Perhaps I was draining myself from the inside out of some survivors guilt. If that was the case, my mother most surely did not want that from me, but life.

Lotty insisted on taking me home with her. I wanted to make phone calls, see if Lacey Dowell knew where Lucian Frenada was: I hadnt been able to raise him at his home or shop when I tried before coming to Lottys clinic. I wanted to talk to Murray about how hed gotten word that Frenada was running cocaine. I even had a manic idea about calling Baladine and accusing him of engineering the dope stashes.

Lotty refused to listen to my impassioned plea for a phoneshe pushed me to her guest room and pulled the jack out of the wall. I fumed for around thirty seconds, but the next thing I knew it was ten oclock Monday morning and I was more hungry than angry.

Lotty had left a note for me: the doorman knew I was staying and had orders to let me back into the building if I went out for a walk. I should take it easy for a few days. The building had a sauna and a gym on the third floorthe spare key to her front door tucked into the envelope would open the gym. Help yourself to fruit and bread. And Victoria, for my sake if not yours, dont leap again without looking very carefully.

After an orange and a piece of toast I went down to the gym. It was really only a small workout room, with weights and an exercise bike, but I was able to work off some of my stiffness. A half hour in the sauna sent me back to bed. When I got up again, around one, I made a hot meal out of eggs and fresh tomatoes. The calls Id wanted to make yesterday didnt feel so urgent today, but I took the phone out onto Lottys balcony and started with Mary Louise.

When I finished describing Saturdays debacle at my office, she said, So you really did find drugs there. And if Lemour planted them, then you cant call the cops.

I do have a videotape of Lemour in the act, which I guess I could take to the States Attorney. Trouble is, I dont know anyone there personally these days, and anyway, Im afraid Lemour might be able to make even that evidence disappear. If I thought Murray would or could do anything, Id give it to him, but these days Im not sure I can count on him. How about showing it to Terry Finchley?

She hesitated. Ive got these children Im responsible for. I cant put my life on the line for some case youre inventing.

I sat up with a jolt that made my side ache. Mary Louise, where do you get off with that kind of statement? You were with me when all this started. In fact, if I remember correctly, it was your panic that made me wreck my car. Which has been impounded by the cops and may well never surface again. Exactly what about that am I inventing?

Okay, not making up, she muttered. And Im sorry about your car. If I had the money Id repair it for you. But its the same story with you every time. You cant bear to be scared or beaten, so if someone threatens you, you have to take them on, no matter how big they are. Terry warned me about that when I started working for you, he said he saw you do it over and over again and that no ones life is worth that much principle. And in this case youre trying to take on giants. Dont you see? Dont you know?

I clutched the phone so hard my sore palms began to throb. No. I dont.

Oh, Vic, use your brain. That didnt take a beating Saturday night. Youre trying to go nosetonose with Robert Baladine. Whos his best friend? Who got him that contract out in Coolis? And who can bury a body, no questions asked, faster than you can say Jimmy Hoffa? Why didnt you take that nice little assignment Alex Fisher dangled in front of you?

What on earth? You yourself advised me not to touch it. And if you think I want to be bought by some

I know. Youre too damned holy to be bought off by a Hollywood slimeball. One thing youd better believeIm not putting Josh and Nate at risk. Thank God Emilys in France and I dont have to worry about her. If you keep poking at this hornets nest, Im resigning and flying out of town with the boys.

You cant quit, youre fired. Thats the standard line in such cases, but I only thought it, didnt say it. When I cooled off Id regret itMary Louise is good for my little operation. But I hadnt cooled off yet, and our goodbyes were unfriendly. Especially after she said she didnt have time to help put my files back together. She had exams, she was doing some work for a law firm that might let her take an internship, she had the boys in summer camp, she couldnt possibly spend a week cleaning up the kind of wreck I was describing.

At first I was too angry to think, but I made myself calm down, hobbled around the apartment, studied Lottys art collection. Including an alabaster figurine of Andromache that Id recovered for her by the same methods she and Mary Louise were criticizing in me today. No, dwelling on that was only making me angry all over again.

I drank a glass of water and went back to the balcony to stare at the lake. At the edge, the line where lake meets sky, a cluster of sailboats looked like bits of white paper glued to a childs collage. I wanted to be on that remote horizon, but I had no way to reach it.

What didnt I see and know about Baladine? Of course it was Poilevy who got him that contract out in Coolis, you didnt have to be Sherlock Holmess smarter brother to figure that out. But bury a body, no questions asked, as Mary Louise had said, meant Poilevy had mob ties in Du Page County. One of her old pals must have warned her about him while I was in Georgiaprobably Terry Finchley.

It also didnt take a genius to figure that Detective Lemour could do mob work on the side, not after what Id seen of him on Saturday. And he could do it in the suburbs. Chicago cops were required to live inside the city limits, but no ordinance forbade their moonlighting in the collar counties if they wanted to. Wed had two police superintendents with ties to the mob in recent years, and I guess you have to start somewhere.

Lemour must be on Poilevys payroll. No, not Poilevys. The House Speaker wasnt going to get his hands dirty in a way that a reporter like Murraylike Murray used to becould uncover. Lemour was on someones payroll. But I already knew that. It was obvious Saturday afternoon when his unnamed boss had phoned, told him to let me go.

What I couldnt make sense of was how all this had mushroomed out of Nicola Aguinaldos death. What did Lucian Frenada know that mattered to Baladine or Poilevy? Something about the Mad Virgin Tshirt dress Aguinaldo was wearing when she died. Would Lacey Dowell know? And would she tell me if she did?

I looked up the Hotel Trianon number. The operator asked me to spell my last name, put me on hold for a moment, and then said Ms. Dowell wasnt available. Had Ms. Dowell returned from Santa Monica I asked.

All I can tell you is that Ms. Dowell isnt available. She hung up crisply.

I lay back on the floor. Id become a nongrata person since talking to Frank Siekevitz in the Trianons security department last week. Had Lacey put me on her index, or had Alex Fisher done it for her? I sat up and redialed the hotel and asked for Siekevitz.

Vicki! He was embarrassed. Im sorry, but the lady doesnt want to talk to you. She put it in writing.

She did, Frank? Or did the studio?

That I cant tell you. But you dont want to go bothering her if the studio wants you to stay away, do you?

Actually, I do. I need to talk to her about something pretty important.

Nothings that important, Vicki, believe me.

So it was the studio.

He gave an uncomfortable laugh and hung up gracelessly. I wanted to limp to the Trianon as fast as my trembling hamstrings would carry me, but Mary Louises comments haunted me. What would running to the hotel do for me, anyway? Frank would stiff me harder in person, because the giants, as Mary Louise had called them, had left nothing to chance. They had threatened him or cajoled him.

The giants knew our strengths and weaknesses. Id realized that Saturday night: they knew I would rise to the bait, that Id be daring without exercising judgment. Joan of Arc, Lottyd called me. What no one around me would believe was that I really didnt want to lift the siege of Orleans. I wanted to keep on doing nice little investigations for Continental United until I made enough money to fund my Money Purchase Pension Plan and bought me a little house in Umbria, where Id make Orvieto Classico and raise golden retrievers.

In frustration, I turned on the television, looking for news, fearing actually to hear news about Frenada. The Global channel had local coverage at four. It was the usual tabloid stew of sex and violence: an overturned truck on the tollway with flames and car wreckage, Mrs. Muffet and Mr. Tuffet exclaiming that they heard the explosion, they thought my God its World War III. Nothing on Frenadaor me, thank goodness.

When the ads started I turned off the sound, but after a truck climbed the Grand Canyon and a cleanser removed oily stains from a white blouse, a map flashed on the screen, showing a dotted line connecting Mexico and Chicago. Then Murrays face loomed over it. I hastily switched on the sound but heard only, Tuesday night at nine. Chicagos hottest news, from the inside out, with Murray Ryerson.

After that I kept the station on for another half hour, watching a tedious rerun of some sex comedy and about twenty commercials, until the Mexico map finally reappeared. Enterprise zones. The perfect route for small businessmen hoping to make it to the top. But sometimes those businesses are taking federal seed money and using it to grow cocaine. Go inside Chicago with Murray Ryerson and find out how Mexican immigrants are using such innocuousseeming businesses as a uniform factory as a cover for drug deals. Tuesday night at

I switched off the set before the tag line ended. Joan of Arc or no, on my own against the giants or not, I couldnt lie here on Lottys living room rug while Global used Murray to destroy Frenadas reputation. I started a reflexive finger on the phone buttons, about to call Murray and shriek at him, when I realized it would be one of those conversations that begin with what the hell do you think youre doing and end with both parties slamming the phone down.

I frowned for a moment, then went into Lottys little home office. Shes never felt the need to add automation to her home, but she has a typewriter. Id used just such a primitive instrument until a couple of years ago. I scrounged in her drawers for a large envelope, typed LACEY DOWELL, TRIANON HOTEL. SCRIPT CHANGES. BY MESSENGER in caps across it on the diagonal. In the left corner I typed Globals Chicago address. It would be better, of course, if I had a laser printer and could manufacture something resembling their corporate logo, but this would have to do.

Dear Ms. Dowell, I wrote.

Do you know that on Tuesday night, Global television is going to run a story denouncing Lucian Frenada as a drug smuggler? Do you know why they want to do this? Do you approve? Finally, do you know where Mr. Frenada is? I am a private investigator who has been caught up willynilly in his affairs, and I am virtually certain that evidence against him has been manufactured. If you know any reason why the studio would do such a thing, I will wait downstairs to talk to you, or, if you prefer, you may call me.

I included my home and office numbers, put the note in the envelope, and sealed the whole thing with packing tape. I wrote a note for Lotty, telling her I was going home and would call her tonight, and rode the elevator down to the lobby, where I got the doorman to summon a cab.

25 Reaching Out ToA Friend?

No one bars you from an upscale hotel as long as youre properly dressed. I had the cab swing by my apartment and wait while I put on my wheatcolored pantsuit and some makeup. The midsummer heat continued as June inched into July; the rayon rubbed unpleasantly against my cuts and bruises, but the bellman inside the Trianons entrance accepted the envelope and a ten with a respectful promise to see that it was taken up to Ms. Dowells suite at once. I sat in an alcove off the main lobby, flipping idly through newspapers, but although the bellman assured me hed handdelivered my packet, no message came down for me.

Short of checking into the hotel, there wasnt any way I could get upstairs without Laceys summons: the Trianon had someone stationed between the desk and the elevators to monitor traffic. I watched a discreet pantomime take place between the frontdesk staff and the monitor, subtle nods allowing the blessed to pass into paradise. If I wanted to get upstairs, Lacey had to call me.

I read pages of Washington scandal, which I usually avoid; I read about the bodies hauled off the sidewalks after the weekends drivebyswhich I also usually skipand even the sad ending of an unidentified man in his late thirties whod been pulled out of the water at Belmont Harbor, but no word came for me from on high. I was starting to feel frustrated, which made my sore muscles ache more ferociously.

Maybe after another nights rest a different way of probing at Frenada and Global would come to me, but for now all I had energy for was collecting my carwhich I hoped was still sitting three blocks from Frenadas headquarters. As I pushed myself out of the padded armchair, someone I recognized sailed through the revolving door like the Merrimac descending on a wooden frigate. Alex Fisher had such a head of steam that she ignored the doorman holding the side door wide for her. She also ignored a younger woman who was running to catch up with her.

I cant wait around for you, Alex snapped in a ringing voice.

Im sorry, Ms. Fisher, I was paying the cab. The young woman panted; she was pastyfaced and out of shape, probably from too many late nights dining on pizza while waiting for commands from the studio.

I had slipped behind a pillar to watch, but Alex was so wrapped up in her own business that not even a marching band could have distracted her. When the hall monitor tried to detain her, Alex jerked away and pushed the elevator call button. I was admiring her forthright tactics when Frank Siekevitz suddenly appeared at her side.

I couldnt hear what the security director said, but Alex announced that Lacey Dowell was expecting her, this was urgent, and would he get out of the way. Frank murmured something else, his posture so deprecating that I cringed. The hall monitor used a phone, and in another minute Alex and her satellite were allowed to pass.

I sat back down, hoping Lacey might decide I could help her after all, but when Alex and her attendant reappeared, no one had asked for me. I couldnt resist following Alex outside.

Vic! Her greeting was half surprise, half venom. I thought youwhat are you doing here?

So Lacey hadnt told her Id written to her: interesting. Yeah, I know, I was supposed to be dead or in jail or something, but here I am. Lacey doing okay?

If youre trying to see her, you cant. Alex waved off a doorman offering her a taxi.

Shes not the only guest at the Trianon. I was having tea with my aunt. Shes a permanent resident.

You dont have an aunt who can afford this place.

You havent read the LifeStory report on me very thoroughly, Sandy, I chided her. As a matter of fact I do have a rich aunt. Actually, I have a rich uncle. Hes very big in the food industry. And his wife could afford to live here if she wanted to. By the way, where did you get the cocaine you planted on me?

Alex became aware of her satellite, who was frowning in an effort to follow our conversation. She gave an unconvincing laugh and said she didnt know what I was talking about.

It has that Hollywood feel to it, the kind of thing Gene Hackman would turn up in French Connection Three. Did you get Teddy Trant to talk to his screenwriters, have them come up with an absurd plotline, then turn it over to Baladine and his tame goons to act out?

Vic, why didnt you take that assignment I dug up for you? It would have saved everyone a lot of grief. Her green eyes were dark in the twilight.

Was it a bribe or a distraction? I asked.

There are worse things on the planet than bribes. I didnt remember you as so uncompromising in law school.

No, that was you back then, I agreed. Hot politics and stubborn intransigence. If you werent part of the solution you were part of the problem. Although maybe in that regard you havent changed so much.

She bit her lower lip, swollen from collagen injections. Well, you were always stubborn, thats for damned sure. But you werent ever right about everything. As youll find out now if you dont back off. Felicity, can you get a cab over here? We have a lot of work to do tonight.

Felicity scuttled over to the doorman, who blew grandly on his whistle. The lead car in the taxi line pulled forward.

Back off? From what?

Dont play the naive fool with me. I have you pretty well pegged by now. Come on, Felicity. Are you waiting for the Second Coming?

Poor Felicity, I said. If her mama knew shed be working for you, Sandy, maybe she would have named her Anxiety instead.

And you know damned well that regardless of what my mama called me, my name is AlexVicki. On that shot Alex threw herself into the car, Felicity handed the doorman a dollar, and the two of them took off.

I stood in the drive, watching the street long after the cabs taillights had disappeared. I know Im not right about everything, but shed made it sound like something specific. Was it the same as the egg Murray was going to smear all over my smug face?

I was too tired and too sore to figure it out this evening. The doorman whod taken in my letter to Lacey was urging me out of the drive and into a cab. I followed him meekly, although it was the fifth driver he whistled up who agreed to take mewhen the first four heard the address I wanted, they shook their heads, willing to lose their place in line to avoid Humboldt Park. I didnt blame them, exactly, but I could understand why people on the West Side get so frustrated at being denied service. The guy who finally took me to my car barely waited for my feet to touch the street before screeching into a Uturn and heading back to the Gold Coast.

The Rustmobile fit into the neighborhood so perfectly that no one had removed the tires in the two days Id left it there. The roar from the exhaust blended in with the vibrating lowriders. Definitely a better car for me than a Jaguar convertible or some other highrent import. No one looked at me as I went back down Grand. I stopped in front of SpecialTs front door. No lights shone tonight, but I wasnt going in for another lookI wasnt in shape to escape a second trap.

I parked several blocks from my apartment. Now that Alex could tell Lemour Id surfaced, I needed to watch out for ambushes. No one was lying in wait so far; I stopped to chat with Mr. Contreras and the dogs. My neighbor had received the LifeStory report on Lucian Frenada that Id mailed Saturday afternoon. Id forgotten to tell him about it, but I explained its importance to him now.

You want me to keep it for you, doll, Ill be glad to.

Remember how you got shot a couple of years ago when you were helping me out? I dont want to involve you like that again. Anyway, I need to make a bunch of copies so I can get it into the public arena as fast as possible.

He protested his willingness to take on any punk his size or bigger, but I took the report upstairs with me. I wished there was someone I could talk toabout the LifeStory report, or the putative connection between Baladine and Officer Lemour, or even the story Murray was running on Frenada. I hadnt realized how dependent Id grown on Murray over the years. This was the first major investigation Id taken on that I couldnt discuss with him, or tap into his vast knowledge of local corruption. And I badly needed help. This wasnt even an investigation. It was some kind of demons cauldron Id fallen into. I was bobbing around with the newts eyes and bats wings, and I wasnt going to have too much more time to figure out the brew before I drowned in it.

I suddenly thought of Morrell. He didnt have Murrays local connections in politics, but he had an entree into Nicola Aguinaldos world. Vishnikov vouched for him. And I didnt think anyone knew Id been talking to him.

I looked up his home number on my Palm Pilot, but as I was dialing I remembered his own nervousness about talking on the phone. If BB Baladine was really riding my ass, he could have a tap on my line or even a remote device to pick up anything I said in my building. That might explain why I hadnt seen any obvious surveillance on the street: if they knew they could track me at home, they could jump me on my way out, without having to leave a man in place twentyfour hours a day.

I dont like having to be paranoid about everything I say and do, but I switched on a Mozart CD on my stereo and the Cubs on television and sat between them with my cell phone. It was hard for Morrell to understand me over the interference, but once he did he readily agreed to meet me for a drink.

If I was right about Baladine not doing onsite surveillance, then I could probably leave again as long as I was quiet about it. I waited until the roar from Wrigley Field rose to a fever pitch, both on the streets behind me and on the set in front of me, and slipped out my door in bare feet, carrying my sandals to avoid making noise on the upper landing. An hour later I was back at Drummers, in Edgewater.

When I described my exit to Morrell, making a comic story of it, he didnt laugh. Thats the trouble with living in fear of the cops: you dont know if youre being a fool or taking sensible precautions.

My dad was a cop and a good honest man. And so were his friends. Some of them are still on the force.

I thought of Frank Siekevitz. My dad trained him. The three of us used to go to baseball games together. Siekevitz wept at my dads funeral and vowed in a tribute that made others cry to remain true to Tonys principles. Now he was backing away from me because Global Entertainment had leaned on him.

Maybe that was what was really keeping me from taking my story to my dads oldest friend on the force. I was afraid deep down that Bobby Mallory would turn away, too. Not boughtno one could buy himbut any man with six children and a dozen grandchildren is vulnerable. Of course, everyone has a hostage to fortune. If someone kidnapped Lotty, or threatened to hurt her

Where are you, Vic? Morrell asked.

I jumped at his voice. In a place where I feel terrified and alone. Thats why I called you. I need an ally, and I need one who doesnt have an easy lever to pry him apart. Unlessdo you have children or lovers?

He blinked. Are you asking me to risk myself for you because Im alone in the world and no one cares if I die? Why should I do that?

I felt my cheeks stain crimson. No reason I can think of. Unless you think I could teach you something useful, like how to jump off a building onto a moving freight train.

Probably not a skill I can use: most of the places Im fleeing dont have buildings high enough to jump from. Anyway, dont you do financial investigations? Why were you jumping onto a train?

I gave him as complete a rundown of the past two weeks as I could manage. He interrupted with the occasional question, but for the most part he sat quietly, chin in hand, dark eyes watching me.

Thats why Im eager to talk to Nicola Aguinaldos mother, I finished. I need someone who can tell me who her daughter would run toor from. Nicola worked for Robert Baladine, and hes definitely on the visiting team. Would she have gone to him and ended up being beaten or kicked for showing up? It matters terribly that her bodys disappeared, and Id like to know that Abuelita Mercedes really didnt bury it without an autopsy.

Morrell put a warning hand on my arm; I hadnt noticed the waiter hovering nearby. I ordered a double espresso and a little gorgonzolapear pizza. Riding the rods Saturday night had taken away my appetite. I certainly didnt feel like drinking. No Philip Marlowe I, downing a pint of rye every time I got injured.

When the waiter had left I said, When Nicola died she was wearing not a dress but a long Tshirt, a Mad Virgin Tshirt. I think Lucian Frenada made it, and that doesnt make a lot of sense to me, either. How did she get it after making her break from Coolis? They can wear civilian clothes in jail, but not that kind of flimsy minidress.

After the waiter brought our food, Morrell asked me what had happened to make me think someone might be monitoring my apartment. The last time we talked you werent very forthcoming. Now youre rattled and want to make me an accessory, if not an ally.

I grimaced. You werent Chatty Cathy, either. I was willing to let it go because I thought I could get information on Aguinaldo some other way. But I havent been able to, and anyway, so much is going on I cant seem to focus on any one problem. And then, when I got back from an outoftown assignment this past Saturday, I found that someone was trying to frame me in a major way.

I went into more detail about the dope Id found in my office and the chaos Id seen at SpecialT Uniforms. I havent been able to get hold of Frenada since the phone callwhich presumably didnt come from him at all. I did go to see Lacey Dowell todaywhich sent her hotfoot to Globals lawyer, instead.

When I finished, Morrell nodded to himself several times, as if digesting what Id told him. Abuelita Mercedes really doesnt have her daughters body. If her assailant got the body released, its probably been buried or cremated by now: I dont think we can expect to find it.

I agreed. The jobs are county patronage; it would be easy for a man whose clout owed Baladine or Poilevy a favor to misdirect a body if that was required. I did talk to Vishnikov the other day, and he said hed check to see whether the body was still there but had been mislabeled. Maybe if my pals know Vishnikov is mounting a major investigation, theyll tip their hands. But the person Id most like to talk to is Abuelita Mercedes. I would dearly love to ask her about her daughters acquaintances.

He shook his head. You sound like dynamite right now, to be blunt. I dont want you leading some menace to her doorstep. She fled her old apartment because someone was asking after her. Remember? You told me that yourself, and she confirms it.

I ate a slice of my cold pizza. What if they werent from INS or the state? What if they were the people who killed Nicola, come to make sure she hadnt talked to her mother? No matter how much Abuelita Mercedes denied having heard from Nicola, theyd never believe her. Have you asked her yourself? If Nicola talked to her before she died, I mean?

Morrells lips twisted in a half smile. Bryant Vishnikov warned me that youd wear me out if I got involved with you. No, I havent asked her that, and yes, Ill make time to get back to Seńora Mercedes in the next day or two.

Did Vishnikov tell you Id consulted him about you as well? He didnt give me a character reading, though.

Maybe theres nothing people need to be warned about when they meet me, he said with a sly smile.

Or maybe too much to be covered in a single phrase. What does the C.L. stand for?

Good grief. Have you really been investigating me? I didnt think any record still existed of those initials. My parents didnt speak English, and they longed for America as for the promised land. They named me in the hopes Id fit in when we finally got here and instead gave me something that got me beat up regularly. It would have hurt their feelings if Id changed my name, so I use only my surname. Think of me as someone like Madonna or Prince.

I imagined lying in bed with him, whispering Morrell instead ofwhat name could have been that embarrassing? Maybe theyd named him for name brands, like Clorox and Lysol. I blushed at my fantasy and hurried back to business.

The list of things that needed doing depressed me. I was like a tetherball, gyrating erratically from one side to another, depending on who was punching me. My physical stamina was limited and my emotional energy was not much greater.

Theres one other thing Id like to ask of you, I said abruptly. I dont think it will wear you out, but who knows? I have a videotape of the police goons in my office. Id like it taken to Cheviot Labs, to an engineer named Rieff whos been doing some work on Aguinaldos dress for me. I was going to send it to him tomorrow, but I want copies made first. Im too nervous about how much of my phone conversations may have been overheard. Im thinking my assailant heard me talking to my client about my outoftown trip and used the opportunity to plant drugs in my office. If they heard me leave a message for Rieff Saturday night theyll go to him, or intercept me, or do something to keep the tape from him. The other thing is a copy of a report on Lucian Frenadas finances. Global is going to slam him onon Murray Ryersons show tomorrow night, but I have evidence that hes not living in luxury off the drug business. I want a million photocopies so its public.

Fine. Morrell held out a hand. Ill take care of those. What do you want me to do with the copies?

Of the videotape? One to my lawyer, the original to Rieff to see if he can pick up who Lemour was speaking to on his cell phone. One to Murray Ryerson. And the report on Frenada, that should go to all those people, and a bunch of reporters I knowI can make up a list for you.

Howd you videotape Lemour when he had you cuffed?

Carnifice Security isnt the only hightech player in the detective world. I told him about the video glasses as I scribbled a media list on the back of an old parking receipt.

I once helped photocopy details of torture conducted by the Brazil secret police, Morrell said. It was a project organized by the Archbishop of Rio. We had a terrifying time, sneaking into the office after hours to see the records, copying them, returning them without anyone getting caught out or squealing. We could have used glasses like those. You going to be okay getting home? he added as the waiter brought a check. Youd be welcome to stay with meIve got a spare bedroom.

It was appealing, the idea of not having to worry about who might be lying in wait outside my door. Besides, there was my fantasy, lying with his long fingers on my bodyon my sore body, but maybe he had a lover of some sex and wouldnt find an exhausted fortyplus detective sexy, anyway.

Lotty had almost been killed once, helping me in a crisis, and Mr. Contreras had been shot. Conrad had left me after a similar episode. I couldnt bear to have one more person maimed on my account, even one I didnt know well. I thanked him but turned my roaring Skylark south toward home.

26 If You Cant Swim, Keep Away from Sharks

I had called Lotty from a pay phone on my way home to tell her I was still alive and to ask her to phone me with only the most innocuous questions. She wasnt best pleased at being awakenedit was past elevenand took in my request with a terse wish for me to stop being so melodramatic. Melodramatic and foolhardy. Those were hard words to take to bed.

When I left Mr. Contreras, he sent Peppy up with me for comfort. I hoped she brought enough that I could keep at bay my nervous fantasies about someone scaling the side of the building to break into my bedroom.

As I switched off the light the phone rang. I sucked in a breath, wondering what new threat might lie at the other end of the line, but I answered. Warshawskis twentyfourhour detective service.

Miss Warshawski?

It was a childs voice, highpitched with its own nervousness. Yes, this is V. I. Warshawski. What is it, Robbie?

Ive been calling you and calling you tonight. I thought youd never answer. First I was just going to tell you about BBs shoesyou know, you asked if any of them had horseshoe buckles or something, and I dont think sobut this is worse, its about that man, that man they showed on the news. He was I heard a click and the line went dead.

I squinted at my callerID pad and dialed the number on it. It rang fifteen times without an answer. I hung up and tried again, making sure Id entered the right numbers. After twenty rings I gave up.

One of his parents must have heard him talking to me and cut off the phone. I pictured the mad swimming Eleanor standing over the phone, listening to it ring when I called back. Or they turned off the sound and watched a light flashing red until I hung up, while Robbie protested, crying, his father mocking him for his tears and making him cry harder.

A week ago I might have driven out to the Baladine home, middle of the night or not. But only someone who had daring without judgment would do that. Or someone whose hamstrings werent so sore that she couldnt run if she had to. Anyway, before leaping into action I should find out what man Robbie had seen on the news. There wasnt any local television coverage this time of night, but if it was importantor grislythe radio would carry the story.

Its midnight and hazy in Chicago, seventynine at OHare, eightyone at the lakefront, going down to a low of seventy, with another muggy scorcher in store for us tomorrow. Sammy Sosa capped a sparkling June with his twentieth home run, the most in a month in major league history, but the Cubs dropped another one at Wrigley today, going two and eight over their last ten games.

I drummed my fingers impatiently through another update of the Starr chambers slow grind; through the pious hypocrisies of the House Speaker and the Presidents sincere bombast, through more mass murders in exYugoslavia and riots in Indonesia.

In local news, the drowning victim found late yesterday at Belmont Harbor has been identified as local Hispanic entrepreneur Lucian Frenada. It is not known when or how Frenada came to be in the water; the sister with whom he lived had reported him missing Saturday morning. Mrs. Celia Caliente says she does not know what would have taken her brother to Belmont Harbor, but that he was unable to swim. In other local news, accused killer

I snapped off the set. Lucian Frenada was dead. Thats why he hadnt been answering his phone. I wondered how you got a man who didnt know how to swim into the lake. I wondered how long it would be before I joined him.

I pulled on a shirt and tiptoed into the living room. If Baladine had one of those fancy listening devices tuned on my building, could it pick up the faint tap of Peppys toenails as she followed me? I slipped a finger between two slats of the blind and squinted at the street.

This part of Racine is close to the trendy bars of Wrigleyville, which means we get a lot of people trying to find parking. Even late on a Monday night, occasional knots of young men, made loudly cheerful by beer, swayed up the street. I stood for twenty minutes but didnt see the same people pass twice.

If I boldly went out the front door, collected my car, and drove to Oak Brook, would I be followed? And more to the point, what would I do when I got there? Climb the security fence on my quivering legs, get arrested for trespassing, try to claim I was responding to an SOS from a twelveyearold boy whom his successful and beautiful parents would paint as emotionally unstable. Prone to selfdramatization. And maybe they were right. Maybe it was only my animus to Eleanor and BB that made me take their child seriously.

I tried the Baladine mansion one more time, but the phone still rang unanswered. I climbed back into bed, lying rigidly, waiting for the sounds of traffic, of crickets, of drinkers laughing their way up the street, to resolve themselves into menace. There is no worse feeling than not knowing if you are truly alone in your own home. To my surprise, when Peppy pawed at my arm to rouse me, it was eightthirty.

I rolled over and looked into her amber eyes. Woof. Sorry, old girl. Bruises and too much of whatever antiinflammatory Lotty gave me, and I even sleep through fear. Lets get you out and fetch the paper.

Ever since Peppy and Mitch learned that bringing in the paper netted a dog biscuit, they like to collect them for the whole building. This morning we were up so late that only my own HeraldStar was still on the sidewalk. Mr. Contreras sent Mitch out to join us, but Peppy drove him off with a serious growl and presented the paper to me, golden plume waving grandly. The encounter made me laugh out louda good thing, since the rest of the day was singularly lacking in humor.

I unfolded the paper in the vestibule outside Mr. Contrerass door. The HeraldStar put Frenadas death on the front page, under the headline DRUG LORD DROWNS.

Late yesterday, police identified the man pulled out of Belmont Harbor early Sunday morning as Lucian Frenada, owner of SpecialT Uniforms in Humboldt Park. Frenada had become the subject of intense investigation by HeraldStar reporter Murray Ryerson, who taped an exposé on the use of Frenadas small business as a cover for a drug smuggling ring. This story will air tonight at nine on GTV, Channel Thirteen.

Police who raided SpecialT late Saturday night discovered five kilos of cocaine inside the cardboard rolls used for shipping uncut fabric. While Frenada hotly denied any connection to the Mexican drug cartels, his bank accounts told a different story. Police speculate that he may have committed suicide to avoid arrest. Frenada grew up in the same Humboldt Park building as movie star Lacey Dowell, widely known by her fans as the Mad Virgin for her role in those movies. Dowell couldnt be reached for a comment on her old playmates death, but studio representative Alex Fisher says the star is devastated by the news. (Murray Ryerson and Julia Esteban contributed to this report.)

The story ended with a tearful denial by Frenadas sister, Celia Caliente, who said her brother had no money and that it was a struggle for him to meet his share of the mortgage on the twoflat they jointly owned. The story ran with a photo of Lacey Dowell as the Mad Virgin next to a picture of her at her First Communion. Their irrelevance to Frenadas death underscored the titillative purpose of using them. Buy this paper and get an intimate look at Lacey Dowell. I thrust it from me with so much irritation that Peppy backed away in alarm.

Whats up, doll? My neighbor had been watching me read.

I showed him the story and tried to explain why it bothered me so much. The one thing Mr. Contreras picked up from my incoherent rant was that Murray was framing Frenada. He didnt care whether it was because Global was feeding Murray the story or notMr. Contreras has always disliked Murray, even more than the men I date. Ive never been sure why, and now, to my own exasperation, I found myself feebly defending Murray to the old man.

Mr. Contreras was pardonably incensed. Either hes acting like a scumbag, no matter what the reason for it, or hes not. Dont go being his ma or his scoutmaster, telling me hes a good boy at heart, because someone with principles dont carry on this way, and you know that as well as me, cookie. He wants the limelight, he wants that TV show they got him doing, and hes looking the other way. Period.

Period indeed. I knew all those things were true, but Murray and I had been friends for so many years it hurt like any other loss to see him move away from me. Away from truth. I made a sour face at my own arrogance: I was hardly the avatar of truth.

Mr. Contreras was still fuming, hands on hips. So whatcha going to do about it?

Im going to work out and eat breakfast. I felt too defensive to share the rest of my mornings agenda.

I assured Mr. Contreras I wouldnt go to the park alone: Mitch and Peppy were happy to be my guardians. I did my stretches, then tested my legs with a modest run. I stuck my Smith & Wesson in a fanny pack. It bounced uncomfortably against my abdomen as I jogged, but the bruise in my side was still too tender for me to carry a shoulder holster.

I could only manage three very slow miles, but I was happy to be in motion again. While I jogged, I kept the dogs closely leashed, much to their annoyance. They kept tugging at me, testing the muscles in my side. I turned around frequently to see who was coming up on me, but we did a little circuit of the harbor where the cops had found Lucian Frenada without anyone trying to shove me off the rocks.

On the way back to the car I called Morrell from a pay phone. I started to ask him about the LifeStory report, but he cut me short.

Youre calling from a pay phone, but Im on my home phone. I dont think you can take any chances with these people. Theres a coffee shop two blocks north of where we ate last night. East side of the road. Ill be there in half an hour.

Cops and robbers, I muttered to the dogs. Or paranoids and orderlies. This is ludicrous.

Yesterday Id accused AlexSandy of getting a Hollywood scriptwriter to devise the plot to frame me with cocaine in my office, but today I felt I was acting out a B movie myself, playing at spies, with a guy so nuts he wouldnt use his first name. I drove up to Edgewater and cadged a container of water for the dogs while I waited for Morrell. When he arrived, he looked more worried than wild, but who knows what face paranoia turns to the world. I asked if this charade was really necessary.

Youre the one who called me last night worried about eavesdroppers. As to whether its necessarythats the misery of this kind of situation. You dont know if youre being watched or making it up. The psychological toll rises so high that you almost welcome a chance to give in, just to have the uncertainty end. Which is why its important that teammates keep each others morale up.

I felt chastened and took the manila envelope he was carrying with a mumbled thanks. I know I came to you first, but it seems nuts to be playing James Bond in my own hometown.

He bent over to greet the dogs, who were whining for attention. Thats quite a collection of bruises youve got. They from your jump on Saturday?

I hadnt had time to change out of running shorts and top. They revealed large patches of greeny purple on my legs and torso, as if Jackson Pollock had been spraypainting me.

Well, you werent running away from a phantom. He straightened up and looked at me, brown eyes somber. I know living in Central America has distorted my judgment, and I try to correct for it when I come home. But you see how easily the lines between police and power get blurred, especially in a country like America, where were always on full alert against enemies. After fifty years of the Cold War, weve gotten into such a reflexive posture of belligerence that we start to chew up our own citizens. When I come home I like to relax, but its hard to put aside the habits that help me survive nine months out of twelve. And in this casewell, you did find drugs in your office. And Lucian Frenada is very dead.

Robbie Baladines latenight call came back to me with a jolt. Theres something odd about that death. Can you call Vishnikov, ask him to do the autopsy himself? Just in case SMERSH did use some poison known only to Papua natives before putting Frenada into Belmont Harbor.

He grinned. Youll be okay, Vic, as long as you can joke about it. He looked a little embarrassed, then added, You have beautiful legs, even with all those bruises on them.

He turned hurriedly toward his car, as if paying a compliment might leave him open to a hand grenade. When I called out a thanks, he smiled and sketched a wave, then suddenly beckoned me over to the car.

I forgot. Since were playing at James Bond we need a more efficient way to keep in touch. Are you free for dinner tonight? Do you know a restaurant where we could meet?

I suggested Cockatrice, part of the restaurant explosion in Wicker Park. It was walking distance from my office, where I hoped to spend the afternoon cleaning up files. First, though, I needed to run some errands.

27 Hounding a Newshound

Murray wasnt at the HeraldStar, but he rated a personal assistant now, so I got to speak to a human voice instead of a machine. When I told her I had important information on the Frenada storyand gave her enough details to convince her I wasnt one of the horde of nutcases who always have important information on breaking storiesshe said Murray was working at home.

If you leave your number, Ill give it to him when he calls in for his messages, she promised.

I told her Id call back later and didnt leave a name.

I pulled on clean jeans and a scarlet top and took the Smith & Wesson out of the fanny pack. I balanced it on my palm, trying to decide whether to take it or not. In my present mood I might use it on Murray, but that was a risk hed have to take: I felt more secure with the weapon. I put it in a leg holster, where I could get to it if I acted like a contortionist. The straps dug into my calf.

No one stopped me on my way to the Rustmobile. I kept checking my mirror on the way to Lake Shore Drive, but if I was being tailed it was expertly done. I detoured downtown to my bank and left a copy of the report on Frenada in my safe deposit box. Heading back north, I swung by Tessas mothers palace on the Gold Coast long enough to leave spare padlock keys with the doorman so that Tessa could get into our building.

I didnt bother to look for parking on the streets near Murray, since there never is any. I left the Skylark in the alley behind his building, underneath a sign that said: warning, WE CALL THE POLICE TO TOW UNAUTHORIZED VEHICLES. Let them.

Murray lives in one of those sixflats with woodburning fireplaces, tessellated marble floors in the entryways, and all the other stuff you get if you can afford a Mercedes convertible. The bells were brightly polished brass set into cherry paneling.

When Murrays voice came through the intercom, I pinched my nose and said, Florist. Delivery for Ryerson.

We all imagine were so special that an unexpected gift of flowers doesnt seem surprising. Murray released the lock and waited for me in his doorway. Sinéad OConnor was wafting out from the living room behind him when I got to the second floor. The surprise in his face when he saw me did not seem to include delight.

What the hell are you

Hi, Murray. We need to talk. Is AlexSandy here?

He didnt move from the doorway. What do you think this is? A public library with regular visiting hours?

Thats very good. Ill have to use that. Like the next time you come around unannounced with Alex FisherFishbein to con me into framing someone for you. What did you say to her: Lets sprinkle some crumbs from the Global table in front of Warshawski, shes so perennially hard up shell jump on them like a carp on live bait?

His face darkened. I tried to do you a favor. Just because youre in some twentyyearold catfight with Alex

Darling Murray, when Im in a catfight you see the gashes a jaguar leaves. But its hard for even a jungle cat to do much against a shark. Are you her partner or her patsy?

Ive listened to you mouth off a lot of bull to a lot of people over the years, but this is the most offensive thing Ive heard you say yet.

Did she tell you Global planned to toss my place? And did she mention whether they were sowing or reaping?

His scowl got uglier, but he moved out of the doorway. Youd better come in and tell me what happened before you go off halfcocked to Alex.

I followed him into the living room and sat uninvited on one of the couches. He picked up a remote gadget and shut off his stereo, a cute system about as thick as my finger, with silvery speakers like rockets tucked into the corners of the room.

He leaned against the wall: this wasnt a social visit and he wasnt going to sit. Okay. What happened to your place?

I eyed him narrowly, even though I know you cant read the truth in most faces. Someone planted threelargebags of coke in it while I was out of town last week.

Dont bring it to me. Call the cops.

I did that very thing. A specimen named Lemour, who apparently freelances for BB Baladine, or maybe Jean Claude Poilevy, beat me and tried to have me arrested. That was when he couldnt find the stuff. And he knew exactly where it was supposed to be. I smiled unpleasantly and cut off Murray as he started to speak. I ran a secret camera during the search.

His scowl didnt lighten, but a shade of doubt came into his eyes. Id like to see the film.

So you shall. Im having your very own copy made for you. And today, because weve been pals for a long time and I hate to see you turn into a fawning sycophant for the studio, I am handdelivering to you the LifeStory report I ran on Lucian Frenada two days before Global decided he needed to be discredited.

Murrays eyes blazed with fury at my studied insult, but he snatched the envelope out of my hand and sat down opposite me. While he examined the report I looked at the mess of papers on the glasstopped table. Hed been finetuning his script for tonight when I arrived: even upside down it was easy to make out Frenadas name.

After a couple of minutes Murray dug out another report from the pile in front of himhis copy of Frenadas financesand began a pagebypage comparison. When he finished, he flung both of them onto the table.

How do I know you didnt forge this?

Feeble, Murray: the creation date is embedded in the report. What I want to know is what Frenada knew about BB Baladineor Teddy Trantthat made the studio come after him.

He was harassing

No. I cut him off sharply. He was not hanging around the hotel. He came there once, and Lacey met with him for an hour in her suite. Frank Siekevitz, the Trianons security chief, may be changing his tune now, but he told me that a week ago. Ill be honestLacey has refused to talk to mebut I dont believe that crock about Frenada harassing her. I think Global wanted me and Frenada both out of the picture. Theyd give me so huge a fee for getting dirt on him that I couldnt speak against themand hed be discredited. I know nothing that could interest, or harm, the studio, so why theyre riding me so hard I dont understand. Whether Frenada did is another matter, but one were not too likely to find out at this juncture. But one thing I will stake my reputation on is that he was not in the drug trade.

Murrays full lips tightened in a thin line. I realized I wasnt used to seeing his mouthin all the years Id known him hed covered it with his beard. His face looked naked now, with a kind of bewildered petulance replacing his anger. It made me uncomfortable and I felt myself softeninginto his ma or his scoutmaster. Mr. Contrerass admonition came back to me and made me laugh.

Yeah, its really funny. Maybe Ill get the joke in a year or two, Murray said resentfully.

I was laughing at myself, not you. What are you going to do with this?

He hunched a shoulder. Cops found five kilos of coke in his office Saturday night.

Put there by the same hand that planted them on me. Unless you think I, too, am running drugs in from Mexico?

Nothing you do would surprise me, Warshawski. Although it wouldnt be like you to do something that actually turned a profit. Where is the stuff you found?

St. Louis.

St. Louis? Oh. You flushed it.

The Chicago sewers flow into the Chicago River. To keep the lake clean, we reversed the current of the river so that our sludgeproperly treated, of courseflows backward, into the Mississippi. I suppose eventually it reaches New Orleans, but our rivalries are localwe prefer to think were dumping on St. Louis.

In that case, youve got no proof. I dont know what to make of this report. Its the only thing that contradicts my story. It may be that new evidence came in between when you asked and when I did.

In fortyeight hours? I lost my temper again. If you go on the air tonight with this slander against Frenada I am going to persuade his sister to sue the studio and you for every dime you have.

His anger flared up as well. You are always right, arent you? You have one flimsy piece of counterevidence and you come galloping in like some damned Amazon, quivering with omnipotent selfrighteousness, and based on your sayso Im supposed to abandon an investigation Ive worked hard on. Well, take your story to the Enquirer, or put it on the Web. A lot of people out there love conspiracies. And unless Frenadas sister is a major enemy of yours, dont egg her on against the studio: Global breaks bigger people than Celia Caliente like crackers over soup.

That what theyre threatening you with?

His face turned the color of Lake Calumet brick. Get out! Get out and dont come near me again.

I got to my feet. Ill give you a hint for nothing. The story on Frenada and Global isnt about drugs. Im not sure, but I think its about Tshirts. Mad Virgin Tshirts. We could have a nice little coup togetherif Global didnt own you. I mean, the paper, of course.

He put a hand between my shoulders and pushed me toward the door. When he slammed it behind me, I dearly wanted to put my ear to the keyhole to see if I could hear him on the phone: would he go straight to Alex? I was glad I thought better of it: as I started down the stairs his door opened.

I turned to look at him. Second thoughts, Murray?

Just wondering if you were really leaving, Vic.

I blew him an airy kiss and continued down the stairs. At the bottom I wondered what Id really gained from the encounter. Its a mistake to try to interrogate someone when youre angry. But at least that cut both ways with Murray this morning.

My car was still in the alley when I got there. One of the few pluses of a difficult day.

28 Friendly Warning

I was explaining to a woman from a temporary agency how to match invoices and case reports when the call came. Collect for V. I. Wachewski from Veronica Fassler, the operator said.

I thought for a minute but couldnt place the name. Sorry. I think shes mistaken.

Tell her from Coolis, she met me at the hospital, a voice at the other end gabbled frantically, before we were cut off.

Veronica Fassler. The woman whod had the baby and was shuffling along the hall chained to the orderly when Mr. Contreras and I left. So much had happened in the last week that I barely remembered the event. I wondered how shed gotten my name and number, but that wasnt importantId been strewing my cards wholesale around the hospital.

Oh, yes, I said slowly. Ill accept the call.

I been in line thirty minutes and theres people behind me still waiting. You asking questions about Nicola, right?

Nicola Aguinaldo. Somehow Id also lost track of her in the last few days.

Did you know something about her? I asked.

Is there a reward?

The family doesnt have much money, I said. If they could find out how she managed to get out of the hospital, it might be worth a hundred dollars.

Out of the hospital? I only know how she went. On a stretcher. That ought to be worth a whole lot more than how she left.

Female difficulties, I understand. I sounded prim.

You call pounding a CO on the chest with your bitty fists and getting burned female difficulties, you have a different body than me, miss.

Burned? Now I really was bewildered: I didnt remember seeing burn marks on Nicolas body, but there was no way of finding out now.

You dont know anything, do you? With a stun gun. The COs all carry them to keep order in the workshop. No one wouldve guessed theyd ever need one on Nicola.

Thats what took her to the hospital?

What about the reward, before you pry any further.

Did you see the CO burn her?

A silence on the other end told its own tale. Before the speaker could bluster into some lies, I said I thought that much information was valuable, probably worth fifty dollars.

She paused again, marshaling her tale, then said in a rush, Nicola took the gunthe stun gunfrom the guard, turned it on him, and he got so mad he gave her a lethal dose. Stuns the heart, you know, just like the electric chair, if they turn up the juice. So the guards thought she was dead and rolled her body out of the hospital themselves to make it look like she didnt die there. They wouldnt want an investigation. Thats what happened.

I like the story; its a good one. But its not how she died. Where shall I send the fifty?

Fuck you, bitch, Im calling to help, arent I? How do you know when you wasnt there yourself?

I saw Nicolas dead body. I didnt want to tell her what injuries caused the death, because then shed embroider some story to account for them. I told her it would be worth another fifty to me if she could get me the name of someone at Coolis whod known Nicola well.

Maybe, she said doubtfully. She didnt speak much English, but the Mexican girls didnt hang with her on account of she was from China.

I was startled, but then decided it was just garbled geography, not some unusual fact about Aguinaldo I hadnt heard before. You said she got injured in the workshop?

You know, where we do prison work. She was in the sewing shop. My friend Erica, her roommate Monique was working there the day the CO took after Nicola.

Maybe I could talk to her roommate.

And let her get the reward money when Ive done all the work? No thanks!

Youd get a finders fee, I encouraged her. The roommate would get an informers fee.

Before I could push any harder, the line went dead. I called the operator to find out if she could reconnect me, but she told me what I already knew: you can call out from jail, but no one can call in.

I sat back in my chair. So the prison had lied about the ovarian cyst. Possibly had lied, if I could believe Veronicas tale. The idea of Nicola Aguinaldo attacking a guard seemed utterly improbable, but it was obvious when Veronica had started lyingwhen she blurted out the tale about the guards putting Nicolas dead body out of the hospital. Of course, shed had a week to prepare a realistic story. You dont have to be behind bars to be a con artist, but the odds are more in your favor there. In my days as a public defender Id encountered every variation of injured innocence known not just to man but to woman as well.

I needed more information on Coolis, on what Nicola had been doing the day before she went into the hospital. Id have to make another trip out there, in my guise as a lawyer in good standing with the Illinois barwhich I am, but I wouldnt advise anyone to retain a lawyer who hadnt practiced in over a decade.

In the meantime I had more obvious tasks right in front of me. The woman from the temporary agency was standing next to me with a heap of computer printouts that needed sorting.

We were halfway through those when Tessa bounced in. Shed wrapped red beads around her locks and pulled them back in a kino cloth.

Whats going on around here, V. I., that you put up that ridiculous set of … ? Her voice trailed away as she took in the chaos. Good grief! I knew you were a bit of a slob, but this is way outside your usual housekeeping. Unkeeping.

I made sure the woman from the agency was clear enough on her work to leave her alone for a while and took Tessa into her studio to talk. She frowned when I finished.

I dont like being so vulnerable here.

Me either, I said with feeling. If its any comfort, I dont think my marauders would bother you.

I want to get a better lock system installed. One thats more secure than those padlocks you have out front. And I think you ought to pay for it, since its due to you that the place was vandalized.

I expelled a loud breath. Youre going to choose it and Im going to fund it? No, thanks. You chose a numberpad system that seemed relatively easy to bypass.

She frowned again. How did they do that?

I shrugged. The pad itself hadnt been tampered with, so my best guess is with UVsensitive ink. They spray the pad, then after you go in they shine an ultraviolet light on the pad. The keys youve touched are clean, see. Then they just have to try those numbers in different combinations until they get the right sequence. If thats the case we could reset the combinationbut wed have to remember to touch every number on the pad each time we went in. A magnetic card lock would be less vulnerablebut you have to remember to carry the card with you all the time. Anyone can break a padlock, but you have to stand there with equipment, which makes you more vulnerable to a passing squad car. Or to Elton. Hes keeping an eye on the joint for us.

Oh, for Gods sake, Vic! An alcoholic street dweller!

Hes not usually fallingdown drunk, I said with dignity. And his drinking doesnt stop him from using his eyes. Anyway, Ill ask Mary Louise to look into it. If she has time.

My voice trailed away into doubt. Mary Louise seemed more than just too busy to work for me right now. She seemed scared.

Tessa was too absorbed by her own needs to notice my hesitation. Daddy thinks I shouldwe shouldget a system like Honeywells, that notifies a central computer of an unauthorized breakin.

Your daddy could well be right. But the guys who came in here wouldnt have triggered anyones alarm system.

We thrashed it around inconclusively, until the woman from the agency came to get more direction.

I tried the Baladines a couple of times during the afternoon, but only got Rosario, the maid, who said, Robbie not home, Robbie away, Missus away. The third time I called I asked for one of the precocious swimming daughters. I remembered they had names like street signs, but it took me a while to come up with Madison and Utah. The intersection where bad deals are done.

I didnt introduce myself in case there was a parental warning out on me. Madison had seemed alarmingly forthcoming in her remarks when I was out there two weeks ago. She didnt disappoint me today.

Robbie isnt home. He ran away, and Mommys out looking for him. Daddy is furious, he says when he finds Robbie hell make sure he toughens up, weve been soft on him too long.

He ran away? Do you know where hed go? I hoped there was a sympathetic grandmother or aunt someplace who might stand up for Robbie.

Thats why Eleanor had taken off, Madison explained, to go to her mothers in case Robbie was hiding there. Were going to France on Saturday, and Robbie better be back before then. Were renting a castle with a swimming pool so me and Utah and Rhiannon can practice. Do you know were having a swimming meet here on Labor Day? If Rhiannon beats me in the backstroke, I am going to be so sick. Robbie would never beat me, hes too fat, he cant do anything with his body. Like last summer when he fell over his feet playing football at our cousins. He got his feet tangled up in his shoelaces. He looked so funny, me and my cousin Gail laughed our heads off. Robbie was up all night crying. Thats something only weak girlie girls do.

Yes, I remember, I said. You didnt even cry when a fire truck ran over your cat. Or did you cry because the nice shiny engine had a smear on it?

Huh? Fluffy didnt get hit by a fire truck. That was Mom; she ran over her with the car. Robbie cried. He cried when she killed a bird. I didnt.

Youre going to be a credit to Dr. Mengele one of these days.

Who? she screeched.

Mengele. I spelled the name. Tell BB and Eleanor he has an opening for a bright young kid.

I tried not to slam the phone in her ear: it wasnt her fault her parents were bringing her up to have the sensitivity of a warthog. I wished I could take some time off to look for Robbie, but I had more to do here than I could figure out. Such as what to do about Veronica Fasslers call from Coolis. In the morning Id take another trip out there, but for right now I could try to get the doctor whod operated on Nicola Aguinaldo at Beth Israel.

Before calling the hospital I looked inside my phone to see if the folks who broke in had planted a bug in it. When I didnt find anything unusual in the mess of wires, I went out behind the warehouse to inspect the phone junction box. There I found that the wires had been stripped and clipped to a secondary set of cables, presumably leading to a listening station. I tapped on them thoughtfully. Probably best that I left them in place. It wasnt a sophisticated system, but if I dismantled it, Baladine would get something less primitive, harder to find, and harder to circumvent.

Back inside, I let Andras Schiff play Bach on my office CD. I dont know if those old spy movies are right, that radios block listening devices, but the Goldberg Variations might at a minimum educate the thugswho knows? I sat next to the speaker with my cell phone and called the hospital. The woman from the agency stared at me curiously, then turned a huffy shoulder: she thought I was trying to keep her from listening to me.

Max Loewenthals secretary, Cynthia Dowling, came on the line with her usual efficient friendliness.

I cant remember the ER surgeons name, I said. I should, since its Polish, but all I remember is that it had a hundred zees and cees in it.

Dr. Szymczyk, she supplied.

When I explained what I wanted, she put me on hold and tracked down the report. Of course Dr. Szymczyk hadnt done an autopsy, but he had dictated information while he was working on Aguinaldo. He had described necrotic skin on the abdomen but hadnt mentioned any serious burn wounds. He had noted a couple of raw spots above the breasts that didnt seem connected to the blow that killed her.

Raw spots. Those could conceivably have been caused by a stun gun, so maybe Veronica Fassler hadnt been spinning a complete lie. I would bring fifty dollars for her with me to the prison in the morning.

I worked desultorily with the woman from the agency, but it was hard for me to focus on files. For some people, putting papers in order is a wonderfully soothing act, but I could make so little sense of the world around me that I couldnt make sense of my scattered papers either.

Late in the afternoon, as I was trying to remember what year and what file records about Humboldt Chemical belonged to, my office buzzer rang. I stiffened and had my gun in hand when I went to the front door. I was astounded to see Abigail Trant, her honeycolored hair and softly tinted face as perfect as when Id met her two weeks ago. Her Mercedes Gelaendewagen was doubleparked on the street outside. When I invited her in, she asked if Id talk to her in her vehicle instead. I wondered briefly if she had been dragooned into acting as a decoy but followed her to her trucklet.

Do you know that Robbie Baladine has disappeared? If you know where he is, can you send him home?

I blinked in surprise but assured her I hadnt heard from him for several days. Did Eleanor or BB send you to talk to me?

She looked straight ahead, ignoring an angrily honking line of cars behind her. I came on my own initiative, and I am hoping you will honor my speaking confidentially to you. We are flying to France with the Baladines on Saturday, along with the Poilevys, so Eleanor discussed Robbies disappearance with me in a frank way, as it is affecting their travel plans. They both feel that you have encouraged Robbie to be disobedient. I dont know if that is the reason, but BB has been talking furiously about wanting to put you out of business or thoroughly discredit you in some way. Knowing something about his methods, I didnt want to call youhe might well be monitoring your phone calls. I think I told you when we met that he doesnt like to feel anyone is getting the upper hand with him: for some reason he thinks you are taunting him or undermining him in some way.

I gave a snort of mirthless laughter. Hes been making it almost impossible for me to run my business.

A car shot around her from behind, giving her the finger and a loud epithet. She paid no attention.

I had suggested to Teddy that Global try to make use of your agency, that it would be a good thing to support local talent. But he said you refused to take the assignment.

My jaw dropped so suddenly that my ears popped. You were behind that? Mrs. Trantthat was extremely gracious of you. The trouble is, the assignment as it came to me from Alex Fisher was to frame someone, a man named Lucian Frenada who was drowned over the weekend. I couldnt take it on.

She sighed. Thats so typical of Alex. I wish Teddy didnt rely on her advice so muchI think she often leads him astray.

What a good wife, letting herself believe her husband was the innocent victim of bad advisers. But I wasnt going to ride her: she had gone out on a long limb for me with no reason for doing so. I asked her what made her put in a word for me with her husband.

She looked at me for the first time. Do you know that the only money Ive ever worked for was exercising horses for people when I was a teenager? I love my life and I love my husband, but Ive often wondered what I would do if heand my own familylost everything. Would I be able to cut my own path, the way you have? Helping you out is likelike

A sacrifice to the gods to keep them from putting you to the test? I suggested when she fumbled for words.

She flashed a radiant smile. Thats it exactly. What a beautiful way of phrasing it! But in the meantime, if you hear from Robbie, send him home. Even if hes not always happy there, his parents really have his best interests at heart. And I dont think you can win against BB. Hes too big, and he has too many powerful friends.

I couldnt argue with that. I hesitated over my words before speaking again, then said, Mrs. Trant, youve gone out of your way to help me. So I dont like putting you on the spot. But have you noticed whether any ofwell, the men you see socially, BB or Poilevy for instancewould you notice if one of them had lost a medallion from a Ferragamo shoe?

What a strange question. I suppose that means you must have found one? Where, I wonder? Are you allowed to tell me?

In the street near where Nicola Aguinaldothe Baladines old nannydied.

She smiled again but without the radiance. Its not the kind of thing I notice, Im afraid. NowId better take off. Its an hour on the Ike this time of day, and were entertaining some studio execs. Ill certainly pay special attention to everyones feet tonight. Dont forget about Robbie, will you? He should be at home.

That seemed to be my exit line. I thanked her for her warning. And for trying to help my little agency. Maybe that was why Baladine hadnt murdered me, I thought as I went back into my office. Maybe Teddy had told him that Abigail would be upset if they killed me. She knew about the shoe, though. I was willing to bet my meager pension plan on it.

29 Help Me, Father, for I Know Not What Im Doing

At fivethirty I sent the woman from the agency home. I didnt want to pay overtime on a job that would take at least sixteen or twenty more hours to finish. And I wanted her to leave while enough commuters were filling the sidewalks that no one would shoot at her, thinking it was me.

Tessa was still working in her studio. She put down her mallet and chisel after Id been standing in her line of sight for six minutes. Artistic geniuses cant break their concentration, I know. I told her I was worrying about her safety while Baladine was gunning for me.

Im going to take my computer home. Its the only thing I need from my office for the immediate present. And then Ill get word out that Im not operating out of here. We could install a small video camera at the entrance concealed in one of your metal pieces; that would provide a record of anyone who broke in. For an extra five hundred or so we could even get little monitors so we could watch the entrance. And we could install a fivedigit number pad with a breaker that froze it if someone tried more than three times in ten minutes to open it. With those you should be pretty safe.

She wiped her face with a used towel, leaving a film of glittery dust on her cheeks. Oh, damn you for being so noble, Vic. I was all set to chew your ass into tiny pieces. Now what am I supposed to do?

If youd chew up BB Baladine it would be more helpful. I know everyone thinks Im in this mess because Im too impulsive, but honestly, all I did was stop to help a woman in the road.

That means something to you, I suppose. Get me a video camera installed tomorrow, and a new number pad, and leave your damned computer here. By the way, my daddy is insisting that someone from his staff meet me when I leave here at night.

Ah, that would be your mothers next candidate for the father of her grandchildren?

She grinned. Shes hoping. His names Jason Goodrichsounds solid enough, doesnt it? Hes one of those software whizzes who gurgle in code coming out of the womb.

More to the point is whether the boy knows how to disarm a man holding an automatic. But if youre happy, Im happy.

I went back to my office to call Mary Louise. When I asked her if she would have time to take care of the office security, she hemmed and muttered something about her midterms.

Petes sake, Mary Louise. This isnt asking you to go into the Georgia mud for a month. It would be a big help if you could take care of the setup. I dont want to discuss what I want on the phone, but I can come over tonight or tomorrow morning and explain it.

No! she snapped. Youre not to come anywhere near this place.

What on earth is going on? I was hurt more than baffled. What have I done to you?

IyouVic, I cant do any more work for you. You take too many risks.

You made it through ten years in the department, but I take so many risks you cant even go to the Unblinking Eye for me? I slammed the phone down so hard my palm smarted.

Was I really more dangerous to work for than the Chicago police? I fumed, pacing the room. If she could go down dark alleys after drug dealers, why couldnt she at least go to the camera store and arrange for a video monitor for me? And all shed say was she wasnt going to put the children at risk. As if I were asking her to use them as human shields.

I came to a halt by my desk. Of course. Someone had threatened the children. That was what had happened. My hand hovered over the phone, then I thought better of it. If BB was monitoring my calls, then hed assume Mary Louise had squealed. Then he might really go after the children. I felt trapped, and horribly alone. I sat with my head in my hands, trying not to cry.

Vic! Whats wrong? Tessa was leaning over me, her face lively with concern.

I rubbed a hand through my hair. Nothing. Im feeling sorry for myself, which is a disastrous indulgence for a detective. You taking off?

My appointed knight has arrived. Its time for me to go, or have my mother show up with the FBI.

She gestured toward the door and a man came in. He was tall and dark, almost as dark as Tessa herself, with finedrawn features and the easy manner you get growing up with a lot of money. I could see why Mrs. Reynolds thought he looked like good husband material.

Dont sit here brooding alone, Tessa said. Well take you down to the Glow or some other place where you can be with friends.

I pushed myself upright. The soreness in my legs was fading, that was one thing to be thankful fora tribute to my daily workouts, or maybe just my DNA.

Its not such a good idea right now for you to hang out with me. I tried not to seem melodramatic, and sounded pompous instead. Anyway, Im going to see a priest, so Ill be in good hands.

A priest? Tessa echoed. Vic! Oh, youre pulling my leg. Well, dont stay alone here too late, hear?

I followed her to the door and watched her and her escort leave. He was driving a navy BMW sedan, an easy car to keep an eye on if you were tailing. Just as well Id turned down a ride.

I watched the street through the small pane of wirefilled glass for five minutes or so. Who knew if I was under surveillance or not? I walked down to the corner, leaving the Rustmobile in the lot.

Elton was hawking Streetwise near the L stop. I stopped to buy a few; his redstreaked blue eyes looked at me with lively curiosity. I see some dudes hanging around today, he whispered with hoarse importance. Streetwise, miss, Streetwise, sirread about the mayor and the homeless on Lower Wackerthey was driving some kind of latemodel tan car, maybe a Honda. Fact of the matter theyre driving down Leavitt now. Coming up behind you. Streetwise, sir, thank you, sir.

I scuttled up the L stairs, frantically fishing in my wallet for singles to stuff into the ticket machine. Below me the tan Honda stopped. I grabbed a ticket and ran up to the platform, shoving my way through a knot of commuters who swore at me for my rudeness. A southbound train was getting ready to leave. I stuck a hand into the shutting panels, earning another yellthis time from the trainmanand watched the platform with a sick franticness until the doors hissed shut and we were under way.

I rode the train all the way into the Loop, where I got out and walked slowly around Marshall Fields, admiring the beachwear in the State Street windows and the garden furniture at the north end of the store. The setting sun made a mirror of the glass; I watched the people behind me. No one seemed to be paying me any special attention.

I climbed back up the L stairs and picked up the Blue Line outbound: Id had a tiny inspiration while I was indulging in misery in my office. It took me to the California stop, in the heart of Humboldt Park. I walked the six blocks to St. Remigios.

St. Remigios was a Victorian brick monster, dating to the turn of the last century when Humboldt Park had a large Italian population. Whoever Remigio had been, his miraculous powers hadnt extended to protecting the building: the great arched windows in the sanctuary were boarded over, and the old wooden doors were fastened with massive chains.

Despite the lateness of the hour, small boys were racing after a soccer ball in the heavily fenced schoolyard. A stocky man with sparse white hair punctuated their screams with shouted directions in Spanish. After a minute or two he saw me at the locked gate and came over, asking in Spanish what I wanted.

Ando buscando a el Padre. I stumbled through the phrase in my schoolgirl Spanish.

He waved an arm toward the back of the church and said something so fast that I couldnt follow it. Before I could ask for a repetition, two little boys ran over to tug at his arm and demandas far as I could tella ruling on some dispute. I was immediately forgotten in the more important business of the moment.

I walked past the front of the church and found a narrow walkway leading to the rear. Chunks of pavement were missing, but someone had made a gallant attempt to spruce up the area. Scraggly rosebushes surrounded a dejectedlooking statue that I assumed was St. Remigio himself. I picked an empty bottle of Four Roses from behind him and looked for a garbage bin. Finally, not wanting to present myself to the priest carrying a bottle, I tucked it into my handbag and rang a bell labeled FATHER LOU.

After a longish wait, when I was thinking the soccer coach might have been explaining that Father Lou was away, a harsh squawk startled me. I hadnt noticed the intercom to the left of the door.

This is V. I. Warshawski. I want to talk to the priest about one of his parishioners. I didnt think I could explain my errand intelligibly at a shout through a speaker.

After another long wait, the dead bolt snapped back and an old man in a Tshirt and slippers stood in the doorway. His upper body and neck had the thickness of a weight lifter. He looked at me as if assessing whether to pick me up and throw me off the stoop.

Father Lou?

Are you with the police or the press? He had the gravelly voice of the old Irish South Side.

No. Im a private investigator

Whether youre private or public, I wont have you digging around in that boys past, trying to prove some slander about him. He turned back inside and started to shut the door.

I put out a hand to brace the door; it took all my strength to keep a big enough crack open for me to cry out, Im not slandering Lucian Frenada. Ive been trying to stop the HeraldStar from running their story on him and drugs. Ive been trying to talk to Lacey Dowell, because she knows something about the true reason he was killed, but she wont talk to me. I was hoping you might know something.

The pressure on the other side eased. Father Lou reappeared in the entrance, frowning. If you arent digging up dirt on Lucy, whats your involvement?

Please. Can we sit down? I can explain the whole story to you, but not standing out here in the heat with one foot in the door hoping you wont shut it on me.

This is my rest time, the priest grumbled. Everyone around here knows not to bother me from six to seven. Its the only way an old man like me can keep running a big parish.

That must have been what the soccer coach was trying to tell methe priest is back there, but dont interrupt his nap. I was starting to mutter an apology when he added, But Lucys deathI cant sleep anyway. I might as well talk to you.

He led me into a wide dark vestibule. Despite his age he moved easily, his walk a graceful bounce. Dancers legs, boxers legs.

Mind your step. I dont put lights on in the hallhave to save every nickel in a poor parish; dont want the cardinal shutting us down because were too expensive.

Father Lou unlocked a small side room, furnished with the heavy remains of the previous century. Eight chairs with ornate legs stood primly around a heavy table. A blackened painting of Jesus in a crown of thorns hung over an empty grate.

The priest motioned me to one of the chairs. Im going to make tea. Make yourself comfortable.

I did my best in the wooden chair. The flowers carved into the back dug into my shoulder blades. I shifted forward. On the table a plaster statue of the Virgin smiled at me sadly. Her lips were chipped and the paint had flaked from her left eye, but the right one stared at me patiently. She was wearing a cloak of faded taffeta, painstakingly trimmed in handmade lace.

Father Lou returned with a battered metal tray holding a teapot and two cups as I was fingering the fabric. A hundred years old, that lace, we have it on the altar, too. What did you say your name was?

When I repeated it he tried to talk to me in Polish. I had to explain that I knew only a handful of words, gleaned from my fathers mother; my own mother, an Italian immigrant, spoke to me in her language. At that he switched to Italian and grinned with delight at my surprise.

Ive been here a long time. Baptized Italians here, married Poles; now I offer the mass in Spanish. Neighborhoods always been poor; wasnt always this dangerous. Parish council suggested soccer. Seems to be good for the little kids, lets them run off some of that energy.

But you were a boxer? I was guessing, from his gait.

Oh, yeah. I boxed for Loyola in the forties, then I found my vocation but kept boxing. I still run a club here. St. Remigios remains the school to beatgives the boys something to be proud of. We cant play football against those big suburban schools. We cant get enough equipment for eleven boys, let alone fifty or sixty the way they do. But I can outfit boxers. Lucy was one of my best. I was that proud of him.

His jaw worked. For a minute he looked like a tired old man, his pale eyes filming over, then he shook himself, an unconscious motion, shaking off one more punch.

He looked at me aggressively, as if to make sure I didnt try to pity him for his weakness. The police came around suggesting Lucy was running drugs through his factory. They wanted me to spy on him. I told them what I thought of that. Then the papers and the television. Mexican boy makes good, so he must be selling drugs. All that innuendoI saw what the HeraldStars been saying. This boy who drove an old car so he could pay his sisters childrens fees here at Remigio? They couldnt leave him alone.

He stopped to drink some tea. I had some too, to be polite. It was light and flowery and surprisingly refreshing in the heat.

When did you last talk to him? I asked.

He came here to mass once or twice a week. Im thinking it was last Tuesday. He filled in as a server when he saw that the kid who was supposed to do it hadnt shown. They used to laugh at him when he was fourteen, when I talked him into coming here, do some training and serve at the masslittle altar boy, thats what they called himbut then he started winning boxing matches, and the tune they sang on the streets changed in a hurry.

Im getting sidetracked. I dont like to think about him being dead, thats all. Its easy to say people are with Jesus when they die, and I even believe its true, but we need Lucy here. I need him, anyway. Jesus wept when Lazarus diedHes not going to condemn me for crying over Lucy.

He picked up the statue of the Madonna and twisted it around, smoothing the taffeta cape over her hips. I sat still. Hed speak when he was ready, but if I prodded him he might turn pugnacious again.

Sohe still came to mass. When he started his shop, SpecialT, he could have gone someplace farther away, a safer neighborhood, but he liked to stay close to the church. Felt his life had been saved here. He went from being a lookout for the Lions, selling nickel bags, to citywide lightweight champ. Then my old school, Loyola, working nights at a downtown hotel to put himself through college, but he left those Lions and drugs behind for good when he boxed for me. I make it clear to all the boys: they cant get in the ring with Jesus and drugs at the same time.

There wasnt any hearty piety in his voice, just the facts. No one looking at those forearms, or the stern set to his jaw, could doubt Father Lous ability to stand up to a gangbanger.

Anyway, Im thinking it was Tuesday, but maybe it was Wednesday, I cant be sure. But we had a cup of coffee and a donut after the service.

Was he worried then?

Of course he was worried, all thisthis crap about him and drugs! the old man shouted, smacking the table hard enough to make the Virgin wobble. And whats it to you, anyway?

If its any comfort, I think someone was setting him up with the drugs. Once again I went through the long story of Nicola Aguinaldo, of Alex Fisher and the studio asking me to look into Frenadas finances, and the two very different reports on them.

Its disgusting, Father Lou said, disgusting that you could go pry into the boys private business like that.

My cheeks grew hot. I didnt try to defend myselfI know its a breach of privacy, and I wasnt going to give that pathetic adolescent bleat that everyone did it.

Father Lou glared at me, his jaw working, then said, Still, I suppose its a good thing you saw the accounts the way they really were. How could it happen, the report being changed like that, so that you get one version, that reporter friend of yours another?

Ive thought a lot about that, I said. Thats one of the reasons I came to see you. You read from time to time about hackers trying to move money from a bank into their accounts; the security stops them when they try to take it out. I dont think it would be so hard for someone with a lot of sophisticated resources to break into a system and make more money appear than was really there. But what will happen if the user tries to withdraw it? If Lucian Frenadas sister is his heir, can you get her to try to take the money out? That will prove whether its really there or just a shadow.

He thought it over. He didnt react quickly, but he was thorough, asking a series of questions designed to make sure Frenadas sister wouldnt be in any danger if she tried to get the money.

Okay. I wont say yes or no tonight, but Ill talk to Celia in the morning. I want you to promise me you wont bother her. Are you a Catholic? Do you have a pledge that you honor?

I shifted uncomfortably on the hard chair; my mother, fleeing Fascist Italy because of religion, didnt want that to define her daughters life in the New World. Ill pledge you my word. When I give it I do my utmost to keep it.

He grunted. I guess thatll have to do. And the other thing you wanted from me?

I took a breath and said in a rush, Lacey Dowell. She knows something about Frenada, about his shirts, why he made those Mad Virgin Tshirts and then pretended he hadnt. She wont talk to me.

Magdalena. I never can think of her by that silly stage name. You think I can make her give up her story? His full mouth twisted, whether in amusement or scorn I couldnt tell. Maybe. Maybe. You being a detective and all, I suppose you know what fancy hotel shes staying in while shes in town. She sure avoids the old neighborhood, unless shes got a team of cameras following after her.

30 The Mad Virgins Story

Father Lou was gone about twenty minutes. When he came back he said if I could wait he was pretty sure Magdalena would be along to the church sometime this evening.

I suddenly remembered Morrell, waiting for me at a restaurant on Damen, and asked for a phone. Father Lou took me into his study, a shabby but far more comfortable room than the parlor wed been using. Boxing trophies were scattered about shelves stuffed with old papers. The desk, with a simple wood crucifix over it, was stacked with financial reports and old sermons. He didnt have many books; I noticed a collection of Frank OConnor short stories and, to my surprise, one by Sandra Cisnerostrying to keep up with parishioners, he explained when he saw me looking at it.

He had an old black rotary phone, heavy and clunky to hands used to plastic TouchTones. He listened in unashamedly as I made my callI suppose to make sure I wasnt going to set a mob heavy on Frenadas sisterbut when he heard me ask the maître d for Morrell he brightened.

So you know Morrell, he said when I hung up. You should have told me that sooner. I didnt know he was back in town.

He got thrown out of Guatemala, I said. I dont know him well.

Father Lou had met him during the Reagan years, when American churches sometimes gave sanctuary to El Salvadoran refugees. St. Remigios had sheltered a family that fled to Humboldt Park, and Morrell had come to do a story on them.

Does a lot of good, Morrell. Not surprised he got thrown out of Guatemala. Hes always covering underdogs of one kind or another. If you were meeting him for a meal I suppose you must be hungry.

He took me down a long unlit corridor to his kitchen, a cavern of a room, with a stove even older than the rotary phone. He didnt ask me what I wanted, or even what I wouldnt eat, but fried up a pan full of eggs with an expert hand. He ate three to my two, but I kept even with him on the toast.

When Lacey still hadnt arrived at nine, we watched Murrays show on a set in the parish hall. It was so old that Murrays face danced around in a wavy line of reds and greens. The report was subdued and lacked Murrays usual punch: hed apparently been rattled by my information, however angrily hed tossed me out this morning. Most of the report focused on the MexicoChicago drug route, with only ninety seconds on Lucian Frenada, an upandcoming entrepreneur whose untimely death means a lot of questions with no answers. Was he the point man for a drug ring, as the five kilos of coke found in his shop last week suggest? Was he murdered by associates hed run afoul of? Or was he the innocent bystander his sister and other friends claim?

Murray segued from that to footage of the shop, footage of the coke inside a bolt of Tshirting, and some old footage of Lacey and Frenada in front of the very church where I was sitting. Father Lou Corrigan, who trained Lucian Frenada as the city champion lightweight boxer in this building, wouldnt talk to Channel Thirteen, either about Frenada or his other prizewinning student, Lacey Dowell.

He went on with details of Laceys life, showed footage of his twoweekold interview with her, and closed with a summary that seemed lame to me. Father Lou was furious, but I thought it was a much more muted report than Murray would have made without my input. Of course, the priest had known Frenada for thirty years. It was a personal story to him.

We were back in his study, still thrashing it out over a second pot of tea, when the doorbell rang, a harsh, loud buzzing that fitted the priests own voice. He pushed back from the chair and moved out to the hall on his light dancing step. I followed: if Lacey was bait in a Global trap I didnt want to be sitting under a crucifix waiting for it.

The star was alone, her cloud of red curls tucked inside a motorcycle helmet. No one would have known her in her nondescript jeans and jacket.

She put an arm around the priest. Im so sorry, Father Lou. Sorry about everything.

Oh? And what do you have to be sorry for, miss? Something that you and I should talk about privately in a confessional?

Her head jerked up and she squinted over his shoulder down the hall. When she saw me she moved away from Father Lou, and away from her sad drooping. Who is that?

Thats a detective, Magdalena, the priest said. Shes private, but shes got some questions about Lucy you would do well to answer.

Lacey turned toward the door, but Father Lou grabbed her left wrist in a businesslike grip and pulled her forward. Your old playmate, and I have to call you to get you to come talk to me about him. That tells its own tale, Magdalena.

Isnt this rather melodramatic? Lacey said. Midnight meetings in the church?

Why not? I put in. The whole of the last two weeks has been Bgrade garbage. Did you talk to Alex Fisher about coming here? Is hers going to be the next knock on the door?

Alex doesnt know Im here. Shes making me nervous these days.

This something that came on you suddenly after you saw the news about Frenada? I demanded.

Girlsladies, I mean. Lets go sit down. More light, less heat.

Father Lou put a muscular arm around each of us and propelled us back to his study. He came up to about my nose, but I wouldnt like to test the strength in those arms. He poured cold tea into three cups and set the pot down with a firm smack on the tray.

Now, Magdalena, youd better tell me everything you know about Lucys death. He spoke with an old authority over her.

I dont know anything about his death. Butoh, I dont even know where to begin. Im so confused.

She blinked tears away from her large blue eyes, but I didnt feel moved to pity, and Father Lou apparently didnt either. He fixed her with a hard stare and told her to save her dramatics for her movies. She flushed and bit her lip.

What about the cocaine, Father Lou said. Do you know anything about the drugs that were planted in his shop?

Planted? That isnt what happened. She shook her head. I was shocked. Id talked to Lucy at my hotel, oh, weeks ago, and he never breathed a word about it. Of course he wouldnt necessarily, butbutit was unexpected, anyway.

How do you know they werent planted? I asked. Is that what Alex told you? After I wrote you that Global was doing the broadcast tonight?

How do you knowshe didnt Lacey stammered.

Alex? Father Lou said. Oh, the girl from Hollywood. Dont lie about this, Magdalena. If she talked to you about it, I want to know.

Laceys wide mouth contracted into a sulky pout. When I read this Warshawski womans note, I called Alex. Dont bite me: I know her, and I dont know Warshawski from a pit bull. Someone like me gets a million people a day saying they have special news or they can protect me from some weird shit or other. I thought Warshawski wanted to scare me into hiring her detective services.

That isnt implausible, I said. But it doesnt explain why it rattled you so badly you had to call Alex about it. I wrote Ms. Dowell that Global was going to smear Frenada on television, I added to the priest. I wanted to talk to Ms. Dowell about it. Since I couldnt get a phone call in to her, I wrote her and waited in the lobby in case she wanted to talk to me. Half an hour later Globals Doberman showed up, very agitated.

What did she tell you, Magdalena? Father Lou demanded.

SheAlexshe came to the Trianon and told me it was true, she even showed me a photograph they had of a kilo of cocaine inside a fabric bolt Lucy brought in from Mexico. Lacey looked pleadingly at the priest. If you think I wouldnt come here because Im coldhearted, youre so wrong. I didnt want to have to talk about Lucy with you if he was dealing drugs. You never could hear one bad word about Lucy. Not even when he was a lookout for the Lions when he was eleven. If you want to believe it was a plant, go ahead, but Alex warned me, warned me that Warshawski would try to get me caught in a smear campaign. And she warned me not to talk about it. Its one thing for Hugh Grant or some other male star to get in trouble with sex and drugs, but when a woman does it, especially one getting to be my age, she looks like slime. Alex said it could kill me if it got around. Lacey looked at me. I suppose you were hiding behind the potted palm in the lobby.

You took her word for it without asking anyone else? Father Lou said. Your old comrade, who saved you from getting beat up, and you didnt even question what a television show was going to say about him? Did you see what they did to him tonight, that boy who worked day and night to keep a roof over his sisters head after her husband was killed?

Alex had a photo, Lacey said, but she looked at her hands.

Thats true, Ms. Dowell, I said. Thats very true.

Lacey flushed. She had a photo; I saw the cocaine in a photo.

They set him up, I said. You live in a world of doctored images; you know how easy it is to make a picture look like the truth. And how did you know the kilo in the bolt of cloth was even in Frenadas shop? But its not the coke per se I care about. What Im trying to understand is why they needed to shut him up. Was it something to do with the Tshirts? Why did he have a Mad Virgin Tshirt in his office?

It cant be anything about the Tshirts, she said. Thats not a story at all. Heres what happened. Lucy and I didnt stay close, but we keepkept in touch. He sent me that story that ran in the HeraldStar about him two years ago, how he was the model of the upandcoming minority entrepreneur. Then when we decided to shoot Virgin Six here, of course it was a big story. Lucy saw it. He wrote and asked if I would get the studio to give him a contract for some of the Mad Virgin Tshirts, a Chicago commemorative or something. So I told him Id talk to Teddy Trant, which I did, and Teddy gave me a sarcastic brush off. And I let it drop.

You were never a shuffler, Magdalena. You didnt care about Lucy enough to stand up for him? The priest looked at her over the rim of his teacup.

We were in the middle of a difficult contract cycle. I knowI should have thought more of Lucy, but Im thirtyseven; in another few years unless Im really lucky I wont be able to be a star. And anyway, Father Lou, I moved away more than twenty years ago. She held out her hands, the gesture she often made to her old lover halfway through the Virgin movies.

But he made some shirts on spec? I said.

I guess he must have. Suddenly, the day before I was flying out, Teddy called me and asked for Lucys number. He wanted to look at the factory or something.

Then at Murrays party at the Golden Glow two weeks ago, why did you get so angry with Frenada?

Were you there? she said. Behind another potted palm or something? Teddy said he looked at Lucys stuff. He said it wasnt up to Global standard. But Lucy claimed Teddy stole one of his shirts. I said that was nuts, wethe studiomanufacture zillions of them, why would Teddy steal one? Lucy threatened to make a scene right there, and I hate being humiliated in public that way. I had him thrown out. And then I felt terrible. I did, Father Lou, I really did. I called him and apologized and invited him up to my hotel for lunch. We talked and talked and he said one of the shirts hed made really was missing. I couldnt get him to let it drop, so I told him Id mention it to Alex, but really I thought one of his workers must have stolen it; its the kind of thing people take.

Yes, that is possible, Father Lou said. What did you say to this woman Alex or to your boss?

She knit her fingers. I didnt see how I could say anything to Teddy. Hed already assured me he didnt have the shirt. He said something horrible about Lucy, anyway, and I had to remind him that Im Mexican, too. But I told Alex and she said to stop fussing about it, if Lucy was missing a shirt shed send him one. But of course that wasnt the point.

What was so special about his shirts? I asked. The fabric? The picture?

Honestly, I dont know, she said, spreading her hands again. I think Lucy was upset because Global didnt give him the contract, and it distorted his judgment.

Where does Global make its spinoffsshirts and dolls and whatnot? I asked.

Ive never asked. All over, I suppose.

Third World countries? America?

She shook her head impatiently. I dont know.

You collect the royalties, but you dont ask for fear of what theyll tell you? I said.

Ive sat here long enough with you thinking Im a cockroach in the sink. She uncoiled her legs and sprang out of the chair. Im out of here.

Father Lou reached the door ahead of her and barred her way. You can leave in a minute, Magdalena. Im glad you came tonight. I think youll sleep better, having told the truth, as Im sure youve done.

Were having the funeral mass tomorrow, he added, when she didnt say anything. I expect you to be there. It will be at eleven. Lucy left his sisters children provided forhe had a lifeinsurance policybut they could use another bit of cash to pay their school fees. And it would be a graceful gesture if you gave a scholarship to the school in his memory.

Her face was stormy, but after staring at the priest for a long minute she muttered agreement. He let her go. A few minutes later we heard a motor roar into life. Her motorcycle. Id have to ask young Emily what kind of bike Lacey Dowell rode around town. I was betting on a hog.

Twenty thousand dollars to St. Remigios instead of three Hail Marys? Thats what it sounded like to me.

Im tired; Id like to go to bed, he said. Did she tell you what you need to know?

I wasnt sureI still didnt understand why the shirt Frenada made was so important. And I wasnt as sure as Father Lou that Id heard the truth. When I left the rectory I wondered how much time I had before I joined Lucian Frenada in a pine box. Maybe Father Lou would offer a funeral mass for me, heathen that I was.

31 A Day in the Country

Everything was making me nervous. I was afraid to go home because I didnt know if someone would jump me. I was afraid to go to my car for the same reason. I was afraid to send Mr. Contreras down to my office to fetch the car in case Baladine had planted a bomb under the hood. In the end my nervousness made me angry enough that when I got off the L, I went home the direct way: up the sidewalk, into the front door. Nothing happened, and perversely enough that made me even edgier.

In the morning I took the train down to my office and threw a rock at the hood of the car. It bounced off. The car didnt blow up, but a couple of boys who were lounging across the street scuttled into the alley: its scary to share the street with a crazy woman.

The woman from the temporary agency was waiting for me inside: Tessa had arrived unusually early and let her in. I got the woman started on organizing papers before calling the Unblinking Eye to discuss a surveillance system for the building. Since Tessa and I really had only one entrance to protect, we didnt need more than two screens, one for each of our work spaces. Although it was still money I didnt have, it wasnt as big a hit as Id feared. The Unblinking Eye would do the installation in the morning and pick up their rental camera from me at the same time.

After that I buckled down at my computer, researching court cases, trying to find Veronica Fassler. Its a needleinahaystack job: theres no index of cases by defendant. I tried to guess the year shed been convicted, since she said shed been at Coolis longer than Nicola Aguinaldo, and finally, with some luck, found her case, dating back four years. Fassler had been caught with five grams of crack on the corner of Winona and Broadway, and justice had followed its inexorable course of three to five years. A year for every gram. It seems odd that the U.S. is so reluctant to go metric, except in measuring the minute amount of crack it takes to send someone to prison.

I also did a search for information on Coolis. I had ignored stories when it was under construction, since I wasnt with the public defender any longer. I started with Carnifice gets contract for new facility. The Corrections Courier said it was a novel idea, combining jail and prison in northwest Illinois, typical of the innovative approach to vertical integration that is Carnifice Securitys hallmark. Because of overcrowding in Cook and Du Page County jails, women arrested and unable to post bond would be housed in a special wing of Coolis. That way they could just move down the hall to the prison once they were convictedsince being in jail for a year or more while awaiting trial greatly increased your chance of conviction. If you couldnt afford bond you must be guilty, I guess.

Because you go from jail to trial, jails are supposed to be close to the courtsa condition obviously not being met at Coolis. An article in the HeraldStar described how House Speaker Poilevy overcame that little obstacle. The year Coolis opened, he held a special legislative session on crime. Fifteen of sixteen bills zipped through the state legislature that session. One designated a particular courtroom to be part of Cook County on Mondays, Tuesdays, and Wednesdays, part of Du Page on Thursdays, and split between Lake and McHenry on Fridays. A couple of public defenders from each county could carpool with the States Attorney, spend a few nights in Coolis, and save the state the cost of busing large numbers of women from the jail to their local county court.

I could see why Baladine was so tight with Poilevythe House Speaker worked Springfield as if it were legerdemain, not legislation he was engineering. What I couldnt figure out was where Teddy Trant and Global Entertainment came into the picture. The financial papers didnt shed any light on the problem.

The only story the Wall Street Journal ran had questioned whether Carnifice was making the right kind of investment in a womens multipurpose correctional facility. The REIT Bulletin, in contrast, praised the move highly and gave the project a tripleA rating for investors.

Women prisoners make up the fastest growing segment of the fastgrowing U.S. prison population, the Bulletin said. A twelvefold increase in women in prison in the last decade … seventyfive percent with children … eighty percent commit nonviolent crimespossession, prostitution … theft usually to pay rent or other bills, unlike men doing it for drugs or thrills.

I skimmed the stories and finished with Model workshops in prison: Coolis is of, for, and by the prisoners. Prison workshops in Coolis allowed prisoners to earn as much as thirty dollars a week manufacturing food and clothes for consumption in the state prison system. The computer produced a blurry picture of smiling inmates in a prison kitchen and two seriouslooking women operating monster sewing machines. Carnifice had invested a lot of money in the workshops when they built the prison; they lobbied unsuccessfully to overturn an Illinois law that prohibited sales of goods outside the prison system. In fact, that was the only bill that failed Poilevys special crime session.

The labor unions have a stranglehold on this state, JeanClaude Poilevy grumbled when he was unable to muster the votes to overturn the law. They make it impossible for efficient use of industrial facilities in order to protect their own fiefdom.

While I waited for the articles to print, I logged back on to LifeStory. I should have done this days ago, but my cocaine adventures had put it out of my mind. I wanted to see what kind of report I would get on Lucian Frenada this time around and contrast it with the first. I pulled up my original report so I could doublecheck the parameters I had specified.

When it came on the screen I thought I was hallucinating: instead of the modest bank accounts and two creditcard balances Id seen ten days ago, I got pages of detail: bank accounts in Mexico and Panama; eighteen credit cards with charges on each ranging as high as twenty thousand a month for travel and jewelry; a home in Acapulco and one in the Cote dAzur. The list went on and on in a mindnumbing fashion.

I was so bewildered I couldnt even think for a few minutes. Finally I went to my briefcase and took out the wallet of backup disks I carry between home and office. I found the floppy with the Frenada report on it and opened the file. The simple figures were the ones Id shown Murray yesterday morning.

I sat bewildered for a long time before I could think at all. It slowly came to me that when the vandals broke into my office last week, theyd gone into my computer and altered my files. Theyd somehow loaded bogus numbers into the LifeStory files and downloaded them onto my machine.

I wondered whether they had messed around with any of my other documentsaltered my case records, my tax datathey could have done anything. Once again the sense of violation made me feel sick. Someone had helped themselves to what was almost an extension of my mind.

Id started the day determined to drive out to Coolis to try to see Veronica Fassler as soon as I found her trial record, but I was too upset to deal with the prison system this morning. I wished I could find my old hacking buddy, Mackenzie Graham. He could have told me how someone had managed to screw around with the LifeStory data, but he was somewhere in East Africa with the Peace Corps these days.

I opened up several old case files but then decided I didnt want to find evidence of a strangers hands and feet in my life. I zeroed out my disk. Are you sure you want to do this? The system asked me twice and then seemed to shrug its electronic shoulders. Okay, but you will lose all your files. I wiped it clean and reloaded the system from my backup disks, reloaded all my data, offering Mackenzie a million thanks for forcing me to the unwonted discipline of daily offsite backups.

I spent the rest of the day working assiduously with the woman from the agency. By five we had eightytwo neat piles of papers for which she could type folder labels in the morning. I told her what to do in the morning when the Unblinking Eye came to install our surveillance camera and monitors, then lugged my computer to my car and drove it home. I didnt know where to set it up that would be really safe, but my apartment was less vulnerable than the warehouse, because at least here someone was usually around.

I took my computer to the third floor and sat in my bathtub for half an hour, listening to Bach, trying to relax. It would have helped if I knew what my opponents wanted. Besides to drive me crazy with uncertainty. By and by I poured myself a whisky and went downstairs to see my neighbor. I wanted to persuade him to lie low until this miserable business had come somehow to an end. When he came to the door, I put a hand over his mouth and led him through his apartment to the back. A couple on the second floor was entertaining on the back porch. The reassuring clink of glasses and friendly laughter drifted down to us. Under its cover I told Mr. Contreras how someone had frightened Mary Louise into backing away from me and that I didnt want the same people terrorizing him.

I dont want you to be a sitting target for BB Baladine, I whispered urgently. What if he comes around trying to find who went with me to Coolis? For all I know they had a security camera taking pictures of usI wasnt very bright. I bolted headlong into trouble without stopping to think. Im worried I put you at risk as well. You were right not to want your name on the record.

It aint like you to scare easy, doll.

It isnt very often that I come across a man who thinks bayoneting newborns is all in a days work. Will you do me a favor and go to your daughters until, well, until this Aguinaldo business gets sorted out?

Of course he wouldnt. Aside from the fact that he and his only child had as much in common as a dog and a fish, he wasnt about to turn tail. Didnt I ever listen to him when he talked to me about Anzio?

Listen! I screeched, forgetting to whisper, so that the party above us momentarily grew quiet. You were twentysomething at Anzio. You may have the will you had then, but you dont have the strength. And if this guy figures out the relationship between us, which he will if he puts any energy into the matter, then hell know it was you with me at the Coolis hospital, not Nicola Aguinaldos grandfather.

We argued for an hour, but all he would agree to was to deny any relationship with me if someone came around asking. Oh, Ms. Warshki, she lives in the building, but shes a young woman, we know each other to say hi coming in the door at night. Of course, if someone questioned the rest of the tenants, one of them was bound to say that the old guy and I were pretty tight. The woman on the ground floor, for instance, who complained about the noise the dogs made when I came in late. Or even the party above us tonight: Mitch and Peppy, bored with lying in the yard, went up to the second floor to investigate. I followed just in time to grab Mitch before he helped himself to a plate of hummus. Those neighbors certainly would remember Mr. Contreras and me barbecuing together in the backyard.

Okay, I wont open the door to no one I dont know while youre away from home, but even if I aint the guy I was at twenty, I can still look after myself without running off to Hoffman Estates like a scared mutt. That was the best I was going to get out of him.

Thursday morning I got up early, took the dogs for a long swim, and headed out to Coolis. Even though I wasnt stopping for lunch, without Mr. Contreras the ride seemed to take longer than it had last week. Still, I pulled into a visitors lot at the prison a little before noon.

I had dressed professionally, in my wheat rayon trouser suit. The drive in the unairconditioned car had left my white shirt wet around the armpits and neck, but I thought the front still looked pressed and clean enough for my mission. I carried the briefcase my dad gave me when I graduated from law school. Its almost twenty years old now, the red leather worn pinkywhite around the edges. To preserve it I use it sparingly, but today I needed to feel his presence in my life.

The prairie sun pounded on me as I walked across the asphalt to the first checkpoint. In the distance I could hear grasshoppers whirring in the high grasses, but in the prison compound no trees or grasses mediated the heat, which shimmered from the pavement in kneehigh waves. The white stone was so bright that my eyes watered behind my sunglasses.

I stopped at the first checkpoint, held out my ID, explained I was a lawyer here to see one of the inmates. At the second my briefcase was examined for weapons. I waited forty minutes there for an escort to the prison entrance. The CO who finally came for me was a short, plump woman who joked with the guard but didnt say anything to me.

At the entrance the door slid slowly open on its pneumatic trolley. We then faced an inner door, which would open only when the one behind us had wheezed shut again. Inside, I was escorted to yet another guard station, where I explained my business: I was a lawyer, here to see Veronica Fassler.

I was sent to a waiting room, a small windowless space with plastic chairs on top of worn linoleum and a television mounted high on the wall. Oprah shouted down at me and the three other women in the room.

Two of the waiting women were black, the only faces of color Id seen since entering the prison compound; all three stared ahead with the weary passivity of those accustomed to being of no account to the world around them. A corrections officer looked in periodically, I suppose to make sure we werent stealing the furniture. When I asked her to turn down the volume, since none of us was watching the program, she told me to mind my own business and retreated again.

Around onethirty the older of the black women was escorted to the visitors room. Two more people arriveda Hispanic couple, middleaged, nervous, wanting to know what to expect when they saw their daughter. The white woman continued to stare stolidly ahead, but the second black woman began explaining the procedure, where you sat, what you could talk about. It was hard for the pair to follow her underneath the noise of the television. As she repeated something for the third time, the corrections officer returned to escort me to the wardens office.

CAPTAIN FREDERICK RUZICH, WARDEN, the plaque on the door announced. The CO saluted smartly; the captain dismissed her and invited me to be seated. Despite his military title he was wearing civilian clothes, a pearl tropical worsted with a navy tie. He was a big man; even sitting he seemed to loom over me. With his gray hair and eyes he looked almost colorless, certainly terrifying.

I understand you want to see one of our prisoners, Miss … uh …

Warshawski. Yes. Veronica Fassler. Shes serving a fiveyear sentence for possession and

So youre familiar with her case. I wondered if you were coming out here on a fishing expedition. He smiled, but with so much condescension that it became an insult.

No one comes to a prison hunting for clients, Captain. The legalaid money doesnt even cover gas and tolls from Chicago. Do you take a personal interest in every lawyerclient consultation here at Coolis?

The important ones I do. Have you talked to Veronicas regular lawyer about her case? I would have expected him to be here with you or at least to call ahead to let us know a different arrangement had been made.

Ms. Fassler asked to see me when she called my office. And her representation arrangements are with me, not between the prison and other counsel. Or between me and the prison.

He leaned his massive torso back in the chair, his hands clasped behind his head, the smile lurking at the corner of his mouth. Be that as it may, we had orders to transfer her. Shes in another part of the prison system. So you made your trip out here for nothing, Detective.

I stared steadily at his smirk. Its true Im a detective, Captain. But Im also a lawyer, in good standing with the Illinois bar. Where was Ms. Fassler sent?

I wish I could tell you that, but I cant because I dont know. Carnifice Security sent someone in with a van and moved her and the infant yesterday morning, and thats all I can tell you. His gray eyes were transparent, like a guppys, which made it hard to look at them.

Why was she moved? She didnt know anything about it when she phoned me.

The superior smile lingered. Theres always a problem in the prison when a prisoner has a baby. The logistics are hard here. No doubt too many of the other inmates complained.

What a humane place this is, where the womens complaints are taken so seriously by the staff. I was not going to let him goad me into losing my temper, but I couldnt help myself pushing on him a little. But a man like you who likes to be in charge, I cant believe you just salute and say yessir when your bosses tell you to move out a prisoner to an unknown destination. Especially in a private prison, where it affects your bed count and your margins.

The smile hovered at the corner of his mouth. Whatever you want to believe, Warshawski, whatever you want. How did the Fassler woman get your number to begin with?

Probably from the yellow pages. Thats how most people find me.

Wouldnt have been on your visit to the hospital asking questions about Nicola Aguinaldo, would it? When you came out with hergrandfather, was that what you called him?making inquiries. Was that as a detective or as a lawyer?

When a lawsuit is threatened, its usually because a lawyers present.

And usually someone with standing is present. His smirk turned into a fullfledged grin. You claimed the man was the girls grandfather, but she doesnt have a grandfather. At least not an American. And that was definitely an American you brought out here.

I clasped my hands around my right knee in a pretense of thoughtful relaxation. Is your information about Ms. Aguinaldos family from BB Baladine or the INS? Its hard for me to believe BB pays much attention to the families of the illegal immigrants he hires. Not enough to know whether an American serviceman might have been in the Philippines during World War Two and have a Filipina granddaughter.

Poor Mr. Contreras: he would have protested mightily if he knew I was imputing that kind of immorality to him. He might have had sex with a local woman in his army service days, but he wouldnt have left her alone with a child.

If he cared so much about the girl Im surprised he never tried to visit her here.

Family relations are a neverending mystery, arent they? I said affably.

If this grandfather really exists Id like to talk to him, especially if hes bringing a suit against the hospital. He wasnt sure whether to believe me or not, but at least his lingering smirk disappeared.

If he decides to file the suit, the hospitals lawyers will be allowed to interview him for discovery. Until then, if you have any questions for him, you can direct them through me. By the way, it would lessen the chance of a lawsuit if I could get him more concrete information about what made you send Ms. Aguinaldo to the hospital in the first place, and how she was able to escape from what is clearly a tightly secured ward.

The information I have from my staff is that she had female difficulties. Youd probably know more than me what that meant. The sneering smile played again around the corners of his mouth.

Ovarian cysts or cancer, which wasnt present when the doctors in Chicago opened her.

That not only effectively destroyed his smile but caused him to forget himself: he blurted out that the body was missing, that no autopsy had been performed.

You do keep a lively interest in your prisoners, even after death, I marveled. Its true her body disappeared from the morgue before they could perform an autopsy, but the surgeon in the emergency room where she was sent did a detailed report on her abdominal cavity after he failed to save her life. He wondered if the peritonitis might have been caused by an ovarian or uterine rupture and looked specifically at those organs.

Of course I was making all that up, but it didnt matter. I was convinced that whatever had sent Nicola Aguinaldo to the hospital, it hadnt been an inflamed ovary. At any rate, for the first time since Id come into his office, Id made Ruzich uneasy. What was it he was afraid an autopsy would have shown?

Why dont you let me see the model workshop where Ms. Aguinaldo was working when she took so ill she had to go to the hospital? If I can assure her grandfather that its a safe environment, it might make him less inclined to sue.

He scowled, an ugly expression but easier to watch than his smile. Definitely not. You have no reason to be involved in that part of my operation.

Not even if thats where Ms. Aguinaldos injuries occurred? I suggested softly.

She was not injured there, despite the wild rumors Veronica Fassler was spreading. Yes, Ms. Warshawski, we monitor all those phone calls. We have to. Its the best way to keep track of drug and gang traffic between the cities and the prison. Im sorry you made that long drive for nothing, but theres nothing else for you to do here. Unless youd like to come up with the name of another prisoner to pretend you represent. Ruzich pushed his intercom and demanded that a CO escort me from the building.

32 Midnight Caller

I tried to think over what Id learned from meeting the warden, but the long wait Id had before seeing him meant I hit Chicago at rush hour. In the time I sat on the tollway, it was hard to think of much of anything except floating in Lake Michigan with a cold drink in my hand.

They had moved Veronica Fassler as soon as they overheard her conversation with me. Whether she had been sent to another of Illinois womens prisons or out of state or was simply in solitary at Coolis didnt matter. What mattered was that Fassler knew something about Nicola Aguinaldos death that the prison didnt want me to find out.

I couldnt force my mind beyond those elementary deductions. When I got home, eager to get out of my rayon trousers, it was hard for me not to bark at Mr. Contreras, bustling into the hall with the dogs. Apparently the only effect last nights conversation had on him was to make him redouble his vigilance as the guardian of my gate.

I leaned against the railing, scratching the dogs ears. I couldnt very well embroil him in my affairs and then refuse to talk to him, but while I told him about my day my hot, swollen feet occupied most of my mind.

Partway through my recital, the woman who lives across the hall from Mr. Contreras opened her door. I have a presentation to an important client tomorrow, and I dont need your dogs and your conversation going on in the background while I try to finish it. If you two have that much to say to each other, why dont you move in together? It would give the rest of the building some muchneeded peace and quiet.

Living together dont guarantee peace for the building, Mr. Contreras said, his color heightened. Maybe no one ever told you, but when you and your husband or boyfriend or whatever he is get to shouting at each other, even I can make out every word, and my hearing aint a hundred percent these days.

Before the quarrel could build, I pushed myself upright and said I needed to take a cold shower and change out of my business clothes. The woman muttered something that ended with show some consideration and slammed her front door shut. Mitch barked sharply, to say he didnt like her attitude, but I persuaded Mr. Contreras to take him inside and let me get some rest.

I lay in the tub for a long time, long after the grime of the drive and the prison were out of my skin and hair, trying to figure out what Baladine was up to. Maybe he only wanted to discredit me, possibly with a spectacular arrest for drug possession, rather than kill me outright, but in a way it didnt matter.

I couldnt keep on this way, not knowing where the next menace might come from. Whether Baladine was carrying on a war of nerves, or he wanted me dead or arrested, or all three, I couldnt run a business when I was afraid to be both in my office and in my home. I couldnt turn to my oldest friends for fear of jeopardizing their lives or families. Murray, who Id worked with for so many years, was carrying a bucket for the other side this time. Mary Louise had been frightened into leaving me alone.

If only I could get the story together I might be able to find a way to make it public. It had something to do with Coolis and something to do with Frenadas factory, although how those two places came together on Nicola Aguinaldos frail body I didnt understand. I needed to get in touch with Morrell and insist that he take me to Aguinaldos mother before Baladine succeeded in whatever his plan was.

When I finally climbed out of the tub it was dark outside. I could hear the steady popping of firecrackers as people in the area geared up for the Fourth of July, coming up on Saturday.

When I was a child my father used to take me for a walk on the Fourth, telling me a thrilling version of the War of Independence, stressing the role of General Kosciuszko and other Poles in the American Revolution. My mother always followed my fathers tale with a reminder that it was Italian explorers who found the New World and made it possible for the English and Poles to leave Europe.

In the afternoons wed make a picnic with my fathers pals on the force and my mothers vocal coach and his daughter. My mother would make my favorite dessertan Umbrian rice pudding with currant jelly and sweet wine sauceand Id race around screaming with the other children, playing baseball and wishing I had a big family instead of just my one cousin, BoomBoom.

I wondered what the Baladines taught their children on the Fourth of July. Perhaps something instructive about free markets.

I took that bitter thought to bed with me. Despite my fatigue I couldnt relax. Coolis, Aguinaldo, Frenada chased through my mind, sometimes with Baladine in pursuit, sometimes Alex Fisher. I was just deciding Id do better to get up and pay bills than lie churning over these profitless ideas when my front doorbell rang.

No one in Chicago pays calls at midnight if they have your wellbeing in mind. I pulled my jeans on and grabbed my gun from the closet safe before calling down through the intercom.

A voice quavered, Its me. Its Robbie Baladine.

I stuck the gun in the back of my jeans and went downstairs. Sure enough, Robbie Baladine was standing, by himself, on the other side of the door. His plump cheeks were dirtstained, and he looked exhausted. I opened the front door at the same time that Mr. Contreras came into the hallway with Mitch and Peppy: he probably thought Morrell was paying another latenight call.

When the dogs bounded forward to greet him, Robbie stood stock still and turned white. Yelling at the dogs to stay, I caught the boy as he started to crumple. I caught him before he hit the floor. His deadweight hit my low back and hamstrings like a pile driver.

Put the dogs inside, will you? I panted to Mr. Contreras. And lets get this young man warm.

Robbie hadnt quite fainted. While my neighbor dragged the reluctant dogs back to his apartment, I helped Robbie to the bottom of the stairwell and made him sit with his head between his legs. He was shaking with suppressed sobs. His skin was clammy, his sweat acrid with the smell of fear.

Im such a weakling, arent I, fainting at the sight of a dog, he gasped.

Is that what happened? Mitch is a pretty big dog, and he took you by surprise. And you look done in. Dont worry about it.

Mr. Contreras returned with an old sweater and helped me wrap it around Robbies shoulders. This a friend of yours, doll? He needs hot cocoa. You stay here with him; Ill heat up some milk.

The door opposite Mr. Contrerass opened and the woman making the important presentation stormed out in sweat clothes. Did you buy this stairwell to use as your living room? she demanded. If not, could you entertain upstairs so that people like me who work for a living can get some rest?

Behind Mr. Contrerass door, Mitch took exception to our neighbors hostility and let out a sharp bark.

Think you can manage the stairs? I said to Robbie. If this woman gets any more excited shell have a stroke, and then well be up all night carting her to the hospital and youll never be able to tell me why you came or how you got here.

Im only asking you to show some consideration, the woman said.

I didnt think Robbie needed the added stress of me getting into a fight, so I bit back the various remarks that sprang to mind and concentrated on helping him up the stairs. When I turned my back on her, the woman gasped and ran back inside her apartment. It was only when we reached the second landing that I realized she must have seen my gun. I laughed a little to myself: that might be the last time she pissed to me about noise in the building.

We went slowly; by the time we reached my door Mr. Contreras was huffing up behind us with a tray and three cups of cocoa. The old man is at his best in dealing with the halt and lame. I left him roughly coaxing Robbie to drink some cocoa while I took my gun back to my bedroom.

You must think Im pretty weird, coming here like this and fainting and everything, he said when I came back.

I pulled the piano bench next to the armchair. I dont think anything about you, but Im about to burst with curiosity. Your sister said youd run away. How did you get to Wrigleyville?

Is that where we are? By Wrigley Field? Ive been here with my dad. Some of the strain eased out of his faceif I lived in known territory it couldnt be as scary as hed been thinking. I came how Nicola used toI took my bike to the bus and rode the bus to the train. But then I got lost trying to find you and I didnt have enough money for a cab or anything, so Ive been walking and walking, I bet Ive walked five miles. That would make BB and Eleanor delirious with joy if they knew I got that much exercise in one afternoon.

Who are BB and Eleanor? Mr. Contreras asked.

Parents, I explained briefly. Baladines nickname at Annapolis was BBgun Baladine.

He loves it, Robbie said. Hes such a heman, it proves it when people call him that. Onlyonly Im not. He hates that. Or hates me; he wishes Madison and Utah had been the boys and me the girl, he said if I was a girl he could dress me inin pink ruffruffles.

His teeth began to chatter. I moved over to the arm of the chair and forced some cocoa into him, giving Mr. Contreras a warning sign to keep quiet. I was afraid even a man as benign as my neighbor might appear threatening to this very tired child.

Youre exhausted, I said in a matteroffact voice. Youre probably dehydrated too, from walking so much. Thats why your body is acting up on you. Everybodys does when theyre overtired and then have to deal with a strange situation: it happens to me, which is how I know. Finish this cocoa before you try to say anything else.

Really? He looked at me hopefully. I thoughtthought it was only because I was aall the names he calls me.

I supposed Baladine stood over him and called him a faggot or queer or other names that pass for insults with someone like him. Namecalling is a horrible kind of torture, especially when it comes from your parents. It leaves you without any defenses.

He gulped the drink and kept a death grip on the cup as the best way to hold on to his wayward feelings. When he seemed calm enough to speak, I asked why hed come to me.

That was probably the stupidest thing of all, me coming to you, because what can you do? Only, when I saw he was going to send me toto boot camp, I thought I couldnt take another time like that, like when they made me go to the camp for fat kids, that was horrible enough, but at least everyone else was overweight too, but boot camp, thats like when all the other kids get to haze you for being queer or different somehow. Like my cousins, when I have to go spend a month with them, they play football, theyre supposed to toughen me up.

I blinked. Is this a definite plan?

Oh, yes. He looked at me bleakly. Dont tell me its wrong to snoop in his briefcase, its the only way I know what hes up to, and I saw the fax from this place in South Carolinaof course anyone who does anything with prisons or army stuff, they fall over themselves for a chance to help out BB and this guy, hes the head of this military school and they run a summer boot camp. So he faxes BB that theyll be expecting me Saturday night, I can start Monday morning. BB and Eleanor can put me on a plane to Columbia when they take off for France. Not that I wanted to go to France with those ghastly Poilevy twins and my sisters, watch them swimming all day long to get ready for Moms swim meet. Shes doing this thing for charity on Labor Day, and of course she wants Madison to beat everyone. But Id rather clock Madison and Rhiannon Trant in the pool than go to military camp.

But you disappeared two nights ago, didnt you? Where have you been in the meantime?

He looked at his hands. I hid out in our grounds. When BB and Eleanor went to bed Id go sleep in the cabana. Only the gardeners found me this morning and I was afraid theyd tell Eleanor.

Your folks are looking for youthats how I know you left home. Do you think they would call the police, or will they rely on Carnifices private security force?

Im so stupid, arent I, I didnt think about that, Robbie muttered. I only thought I should get away as fast as I could. Of course if he wants me hell sic his whole team on finding me. Not that he really wants me, but no one is supposed to outsmart BB Baladine.

I think youre pretty smart, I said comfortably. You hid out right under your parents noses for two days. You found me, and thats not so easy for a suburban kid who gets driven everywhere, to navigate a city like Chicago at night.

Heres the problem. I dont mind putting you up, but your father is on my case in a serious way, and if he came here looking for you I wouldnt have any way to keep him from taking you: youre a minor child and I have no legal relationship to you. Is there anyone you can go to who would stick up for you with your dad? A teacher, or an aunt? Your grandparents?

He shook his head, miserable. Im like this really weird person in my family. Even my grandmother keeps telling BB hes too soft on me. If I ran away to her shed probably put me in handcuffs and take me to military camp herself.

Mr. Contreras cleared his throat. He could stay with me, doll. I got that sofa bed.

Robbie turned white but didnt say anything.

Is it the dogs? I asked. They look ferocious because theyre huge, but theyre pretty gentle.

I know its sissy to be scared of dogs, he whispered, but its one of theBBsome of his clients work with rottweilers, he thought it would be funnyit made everyone laughNicola, she tried to get the dogs to leave and one of them bit her.

What did he do? My hand on his shoulder had clenched reflexively into a fist, and I had to force the fingers to relax.

He brought them home with him. Also the handler. It was kind of when he started running Carnifice. This will kill you or cure you, thats what hes always saying to me. So he sort of, well, he didnt really sic the dogs on me, tell them to attack me, just to corner me, in the family room, I was watching television, they stayed there and stayed there and II couldnt help it, I had to go to the bathroom so bad

His shoulders started to heave again. I kept my arm around him but drank some cocoa myself to try to keep my own stomach from turning inside out on me. Family night at the Baladines. Fun for everyone.

Now listen here, young man, Mr. Contreras spoke roughly. I been a soldier, I been a machinist, I spent my life with men who could take your daddy apart and line up all his arms and legs in a row and not even work up a sweat, and let me tell you that is not how a real man acts, setting a dog on his kid.

Damn straight, I said. Why dont we bring the dogs up here for the night and let Robbie sleep downstairs with you? That way if BB shows up hell get an earful of Mitch but no son.

Robbie cheered up at that. I helped him back down the stairs to Mr. Contrerass and held the dogs while he went inside. The old man said he reckoned Robbie could wear one of his pajama shirts to sleep in tonight and theyd get him some blue jeans and Tshirts in the morning.

I know youre really tired, but could you answer one question for me before you go to bed? I was unfolding the sofa bed while Mr. Contreras brought in clean sheets. What were you wanting to tell me when you phoned me last week?

Hed forgotten about it in the stress of his journey. That phone call to me was what made BB and Eleanor decide to send him to military camp, but it had lost its importance to him. He blinked his eyes anxiously, then suddenly remembered.

You know that man who got pulled out of Lake Michigan? Im pretty sure he came out to see BB. With Mr. Trant, you know.

Teddy Trant from Global? Are you sure?

Come on, doll. Boys asleep on his feet. This will wait until tomorrow.

Youre right. Sorry, I wasnt thinking, I said, but Robbie, taking off his military shirt with a sigh of relief and putting on one of Mr. Contrerass violently striped pajama tops, said, Of course I recognize Mr. Trant, and Im pretty sure it was the guy I saw on television with him. He was really, really angry, but I couldnt hear what he said and, well, they kind of locked me in the nursery with Rosario and Utah. On account of Mom said I wasa little snoopwhod go telling tales out of school. But I woke up in the middle of the night because they were standing under my window and Mr. Trant was saying that should solve the problem for the time being if only AbigailMrs. Trant, you knowdidnt start getting helpful ideas again.

Okay, Victoria. Boys going to bed now. No more detecting tonight.

Ms. Warshawski, thank you for letting me stay here, and you too, sir, only Im sorry I dont know your name, and Im sorry about the dogs, about making them leave. Maybemaybe tomorrow I wont be so chicken around them.

I squeezed his shoulder. Get a good sleep. Like the man said, tomorrow is another day.

It was only as I started back up the stairs that I remembered my fears about BB bugging my apartment. I hoped I was wrong, but my stomach turned cold as I imagined what Baladine might do next.

33 Thrown in the Tank

Lemour arrested me as I unlocked my front door Friday afternoon. He flung me against the stone railing and yanked my purse from my shoulder. A Du Page County deputy sheriff who was with him tried to calm him down and was thrust roughly aside.

When Lemour had the cuffs locked, he flashed a warrant under my nose for the arrest of one Victoria Iphigenia Warshawski, acting upon information and belief that she did unlawfully and without the permission of the parents seize and hold against his will Robert Durant Baladine, a minor child not her own.

Mr. Contreras erupted with the dogs. Mitch broke away from him and launched himself at Lemour. The detective punched his head. Mitch yelped and huddled on the ground. Lemour started to kick him, but I threw myself between his foot and the dog. We went over in a heap of leash, detective and me, with Peppy joining in to mew worriedly at her son.

Thats it, Warshki, Lemour panted from the pavement. Im adding resisting arrest to the kidnapping charge. Youll be lucky if youre home in time for Christmas. And Ill have this dog put to sleep for assaulting me.

Homebound commuters began to crowd around to see what the show was. One young woman said she thought it took a lot of nerve to beat a dog and then threaten to put it to sleep.

Hes obviously perfectly friendly and hes on a leash, arent you, good doggy. She scratched his ears, carefully avoiding looking at me.

Shut the hell up unless you want to be arrested for interfering with the police, Lemour said savagely.

She backed away as the sheriffs deputy once more muttered an ineffectual intervention.

My hands were cuffed behind me. Id fallen hard on my side and lay there on the walk, the wind knocked out of me, my right cheek smarting from grazing the concrete. Mitch climbed to his feet and shook himself like a boxer whos taken a bad blow but is ready to go back in the ring. Peppy licked him anxiously. Hes a big ugly dog, half black Lab, half golden Peppy, and Ive never been crazy about him, but right now his attempts to grin, wag his tail, show there were no hard feelings, made my eyes smart.

I rolled forward onto my knees. Mr. Contreras anxiously helped me up, keeping one eye on Lemour, who was brushing concrete crumbs from his suit, his face patchyred with rage. When he got to his feet the dogs started toward him.

Mitch, Peppy! Stay! I was gasping for breath, but the dogs for once paid attention and sat. Get them inside before Lummox here loses his head completely and shoots them, I said to Mr. Contreras. And take my handbag before this cretin steals my wallet. Can you call Freeman for me? Also, will you get a message to Morrell? Im supposed to meet him for a picnic tomorrow. In case I cant get out on time, will you call and tell him? His numbers in my electronic diary, there in my bag.

Mr. Contreras was looking so bewildered I wasnt sure hed heard me, although he did pick up my handbag from where Lemour had dropped it. I started to repeat myself, but Lemour, furiously trying to straighten his tie, grabbed my arm and jerked me down the walk. He tried to throw me into the back of the squad car, but he wasnt big enough to get the right leverage. The Du Page sheriffs deputy took my left arm and whispered something apologetic as he pushed me behind the cage.

Uh, Doug, uh, can you give me the key? I need to lock her to the seat, and she cant ride with her arms behind her.

Lemour ignored him and climbed behind the unmarked cars wheel. The sheriffs deputy looked at me uncertainly, but as Lemour started the engine he quickly shut the door on me and got into the passenger seat. Lemour took off so fast that my head banged into the metal cage.

Rage was building in me. I knew I had to keep it down. I was helplessphysically and in the situationand if I let my fury ride me Id give Lemour the opening he wanted to pound me into the ground. When he stopped at the light on Addison, I maneuvered my body so that I was sitting sideways in the narrow space with my legs stretched out across the width of the backseat. My shoulders were beginning to ache horribly.

The day had started so well, too. When I got back from swimming with the dogs, young Robbie was up and willing to make timid overtures to Peppy. Mr. Contreras prepared his breakfast specialty, French toast, and Robbie relaxed visibly as the old man urged seconds on him: perhaps it was the first time in his life his every mouthful hadnt been monitored and criticized.

I drove north to Morrells place in Evanston. In the theme of SpyCounterspy, I wrote out a note explaining my visit to Coolis yesterday and how imperative it was that I talk to Seńora Mercedes. Morrell frowned over my message, then finally decidedwhether because of my dogged determination, my impeccable logic, or my nicelooking legsto take me to see Nicola Aguinaldos mother. We rode the L, since that was the easiest way to check for tails, first in and out of the Loop and then over to Pilsen on the citys near southwest side.

When I met Abuelita Mercedes I realized Id been carrying the unconscious stereotype of her title of grannyId been expecting an old woman in a kerchief, with round red cheeks. Of course, a woman whose daughter was only twentyseven was still young herself, in fact only a few years older than I. She was short, stocky, with black hair curling softly around her ears and forehead and a permanent worry crease worked between her brows.

Tagalog was her first language, but she could get by in Spanish, which Morrell spoke fluentlyalthough his was the Central American version, not always in sync with Filipino Spanish, he explained. Abuelita Mercedess English was limited to a few social phrases, which she used upon his introducing us: Seńora Mercedes, le presento a la Seńora Victoria. He assured her that I was a friend worried about Nicolas death, as well as a lawyer committed to justice for the poor.

Sherree, Nicolas surviving child, greeted Morrell with an eager cry of Tío! but she chattered away in English to him. After a formal reception, with strong black coffee and little fried donuts, we began to broach the subject of Nicolas death.

With Morrell translating Seńora Mercedess Spanish and Sherree reluctantly assisting with a Tagalog phrase or two, Nicolas mother made her halting way through Nicolas story. She explained that she knew very little of what had happened to her daughter in prison. Seńora Mercedes couldnt afford a phone, so it wasnt possible for her to talk to her daughter except at very wide intervals: she would get permission from a neighbor, often Seńora Attar, to use her phone, so that Nicola could call collect on a prearranged day. But then it depended on whether she was able to get a letter in to Nicola or whether Nicola could get phone privileges on that day.

She had to write in Spanish, which neither she nor Nicola wrote well, since anything she wrote in Tagalog was automatically turned back. Even so, the Spanish letters were often sent back. Coolis, out in the rural white countryside, had only one or two Spanishspeaking guards, despite the large number of Hispanic inmates. They often refused to let Spanishlanguage mail in or out, with the excuse that Seńora Mercedes could be providing gang information to her daughter.

Now that Sherree was in third grade she wrote Englishvery good in Englishbut Nicola hadnt written English well enough to send out detailed news.

When the baby died, oh, that was terrible. Seńora Mercedes couldnt go to Coolis: she didnt have a green card, she didnt know what papers you had to show, and what if they arrested her when she was visiting her daughter? Then, too, everything cost money, the bus fare to Coolis, it was all too much. So she sent a letter in Spanish, Sherree sent a letterthe priest helped her write it in English, this was before Seńor Morrell became a friend or he would surely have helpedbut she never heard from her daughter again, she didnt even know if Nicola learned the news about the babys death before she died herself, and now here was poor Sherree, no mother, no sister, father dead in the Philippines.

Sherree seemed to have heard this lament before. She frowned over the dolls she was playing with and turned her back on her grandmother as Seńora Mercedes went into detail about the babys death. The poor baby, the cause of so much misery, needing money for the hospital, causing Nicola to steal, but then, those employers, so mean, not letting her get away to be with her own baby in the hospital, not lending her money, it was wrong of Nicola to steal, but Seńora Mercedes could understand why she did it. And then, five years in prison? When men who did far worse crimes were there for much less time? Here in America it was all terrible. If not for the money, for the chance to have Sherree get a good education, they would never stay.

We took a break to let Seńora Mercedes recover her poise before I asked what I most wanted to know: about Nicolas work in the prison shop. That was good, her mother said, because she got paid two dollars and fifty cents an hour. It was for sewing, sewing shirts, and Nicola was very fast, her little fingers soso nimble, yes, that was the word, the best on the floor, the bosses at the prison said. It was piecework, but Nicola was so fast she made the top rate.

What kind of shirts? I asked, but Seńora Mercedes had no idea. Of course shed never seen her daughters work. Even if she had visited her daughter, she would not have seen her work. Shirts, that was all she knew. She pulled out a letter from Nicola to show me.

With Morrell leaning over my shoulder to help translate, I stumbled my way through the text, which had been heavily censored:

My dear Mama,

I am well, I hope you and Sherree and Anna are well and happy. I am working now in the sewing shop, where I can make very good money. We sew (crossed out), I make more than anyone else in an hour, the other girls are jealous. For a higher rate you can work the (crossed out), but it is too heavy for me.

You must not worry about me, even though I am small (two lines heavily crossed out). Seńora Ruby is a sweet old lady who takes care of me, and now that people see she looks after me the big women (crossed out). The food is good, I eat well, I say my prayers every day. Please give many many kisses to Sherree and to Anna.

Nicola

Anna had been the babys name. There were six letters in all, all Nicola had been able to send in fifteen months, and most of them with large sections excised.

When we moved onto more delicate groundnamely, Nicolas love lifeSeńora Mercedes either knew nothing, or there was nothing to know. When did Nicola have time to meet a man? her mother demanded. She worked six days a week for those cruel people. She came home on Sundays and spent the day with her own children. Nicola worked, Seńora Mercedes worked on the night shift at a box factory, all so that Sherree and Anna could have a good life. A man named Lemour? No, Seńora Mercedes never heard Nicola mention him. And Mr. Baladine, Nicolas employer? Nicola didnt like him but the money was good and she tried not to complain. Sherree, busy on the floor with her dolls, didnt seem to have anything to add to the story.

We had been talking for two hours. Morrell took us down the street to a tacqueria for lunch. Over burritos and fried plantain Seńora Mercedes told me about the day that Nicola died.

I didnt know she was dead until the next day. My own daughter. Because on Monday the marshals came and Seńora Attar, a good woman even if a different religion and a different language, woke up and saw them before they could arrest me and Sherree. She told these officers I was her own mother. What a good woman! But of course I had to move away at once.

I interrupted Morrells translation to ask for a detailed description of the men. There were two. And how were they dressed? In suits. Not in uniforms?

Whats the point? Morrell asked, when I pushed for as accurate a description as possible.

If they were state marshals, they would have been in uniform. INS, who knows, but these men sound expensively dressed. I dont think they were with the law, except the one unto themselves.

Qué? Seńora Mercedes demanded of Sherree. Qué dicen?

Sherree refused to look up from the dolls, who shed brought to the tacqueria and were now climbing on top of each other in a fearful tangle of arms.

The lady thinks they were not with the law, but perhaps men who had an evil intention toward Nicola and her family, Morrell said in Spanish.

That was as far as we could take matters. Seńora Mercedes had seen Seńor Baladine drive her daughter home, perhaps four times during the years she worked for him, but he always stayed in the car, she had no way of recognizing his face. If he had been at her home the day before Nicola died, she didnt know. I would have to dig up photos of Baladine and Trant to see if Seńora Mercedes recognized either of them.

We left the tacqueria with copious thanks for the seńoras time. Morrell bought Sherree a frozen mango on a stick from one of the pushcarts we passed on the way back to their apartment. On the L north, Morrell and I went over the conversation from as many angles as we could but couldnt squeeze any more out of it.

As for Nicolas body, that, too, remained a mystery. Morrell said hed talked to Vishnikov, who hadnt been able to track it down. Vishnikov had also reported on Frenadas autopsy: the man had died by drowningthe water in his lungs made that clear.

Frenada was out at the Baladine estate the night before he died, I said. Robbie Baladine saw him there. Id love to know whether the water in his lungs came from a swimming pool or Lake Michigan.

Morrell pursed his mouth in a soundless whistle. Ill ask Vishnikov. I dont know if its too late or notthe morgue released the body to Frenadas sister yesterday afternoon. Now, since Ive been a good collaborator, taken you where you wanted to go, found out what news there was to learn about Lucian Frenada, will you do something for me?

If its in my power, sure.

Join me for a Fourth of July picnic tomorrow. Ill supply the food. We can use the private beach up the street from meI know one of the families who lives there.

I laughed. That task sounds well within my capabilities. Thank you.

I was still smiling when I got home and walked into Lemours arms. It was a long time before I smiled that freely again.

34 Fourth of July Picnic

I spent Friday night at the Rogers Park police station. When we got there I was fingerprinted and searched. Stripsearched while Lemour looked on. His eyes were glistening, his lips white with spittle. All I could do was hold myself aloof. The dissociation that all prisoners practice. I would become expert at it in the weeks ahead.

The police have rules governing interrogation, but if they breach them its hard to do anything about itespecially on a Friday night before a holiday with your lawyer whoknowswhere. I tried to insist on my right to phone counsel, but Lemour and the charge officer ignored me.

I was put in an interrogation room where I sat for hours, without water, while Lemour screamed meaningless questions at me. When would I confess to cocaine possession? How had I gotten hold of Robbie Baladine? Alternating questions and punches. Every now and then he would leave and a uniformed man would come in and say, Tell him what he wants to know, honey; it will only get worse.

At first I kept repeating that I would answer questions only in the presence of my attorney. I kept praying for Freemans appearance. Had Mr. Contreras understood my plea to call him?

After a time I stopped speaking altogether. Lemours fury mounted, until a final blow knocked me to the floor. Im not sure what happened nextthe charge sergeant pulled Lemour out of the room and came back for me.

You sleep it off, he advised. Itll look better in the morning.

What will? I muttered through bruised lips. The charge of police brutality against Lemour?

The sergeant took me to the station lockup, where half a dozen other women were waiting. One of them looked at me with shock that was half admiration. Whatd you do to Lemour, girl, refuse to pay him his shakedown? I seen him go insane more than once but never nothing like he did to you tonight.

I tried to say something, but my mouth was too swollen for me to speak. She banged on the cage demanding water. By and by a matron brought a paper cup of tepid tap water. I swallowed as best I could and sat down, gingerly rubbing my sore head and shoulders. I tried to thank my benefactor, but only parodies of words came from my bruised mouth.

I spent a sleepless night. One woman was chainsmoking, the one next to me on the floor spewed curses as the ashes floated on her, while a third roommate moaned over the fate of her baby. Roaches paraded across us all night. We were transients; they owned this room.

In the morning a matron came into the cage, forcing all of us to our feet. The lights in the room were too bright, but when I shut my eyes the room around me spun in nauseating spirals. I held on to the wall for support and felt my stomach heave. I didnt want to throw up, not on myself, not in public, but I couldnt hold it in.

Jesus Christ, you whores come in here with a load on and then foul up the cell. Come on, wash it off, put these on, lets get going.

I was cuffed to another woman whod also been sick. We were taken to a tiny toilet where we cleaned ourselves as best we could. I put my head under the sink tap and let water run through my hair and mouth until the officer dragged me away.

You there, Warshki, get moving.

I need a doctor. I coughed hoarsely. I have a concussion.

You need clothes. Put these on. Youre riding out to Coolis.

Coolis? I couldnt raise my voice above a whisper. Not Coolis. Only arrested, not convicted.

The policewoman pulled me away from the sink. You have a bad fall or a rough john or what last night? Put this shirt on.

The shirt was a bright yellow that made my eyes smart. On the back was stamped IDOCIllinois Department of Corrections. Your detective Lemour, hes got to be the roughest john in Chicago. This was all his handiwork. Im not going to Coolis. Im waiting for my attorney. Post bond.

Look, Warshki, I dont have time for games. I got four girls to get on a bus, including you, and youre not in shape to do anything but say yes, maam. Its a holiday today, no bond court; your lawyer if he calls will be told where you are. Coolis has the overflow jail for Cook and Du Page County, and we are filled to the brim with all you girls turning tricks up and down the city, so you get a bus ride in the fresh country air, which is more than Im allowed on the nations birthday, let me tell you.

I put the shirt on. I didnt know what other choice I had. I had been so sure Freeman would be here this morning to post bail that I was too disappointed to react. Only four of us out of the cage were being sent to Coolisdid the others get a free pass, and if so, why?

The matron cuffed me back to my bathroom partner and marched us out to the street, where an old white bus painted with the Department of Corrections logo waited. Our escort exchanged a few jovial words with a guard as she handed us over to the state. I got my watch back and the six dollars Id had in my jeans, but my keys were a potential weapon and were handed to the guard in a sealed envelope together with my paperwork.

Rogers Park was the last stop for the bus, which had picked up women from various lockups on the west and north ends of town. There were twentynine of us altogether. The guard pushed me into a seat, attached leg and hand shackles to me, connected them to a central pole, and signaled to the driver to take off.

As we lurched west to the expressway, the diesel smoke and the hard seats made my empty stomach heave again. A pregnant woman two seats in front and on my left begged the driver to stop, in halting accented English. No one paid any attention. She threw up, trying to cover her mouth with her manacled hands.

Can you stop? I called through my bruised lips. Theres a sick woman in here.

No response from the armed guard.

I shouted again. Several prisoners stamped their feet. A guard yelled through the loudspeaker that they would halt the bus and make us stand at attention on the side of the road for an hour if the noise continued. Everyone subsided, including meI didnt want to be the one who made this group of women stand in the midday sun.

Fucking assholes, the woman next to me muttered as the bus waited in line to get on the tollway. Dont let you go to the john, then bounce you around hard enough to make you pee over yourself.

She wasnt talking to me, and I didnt answer. Shed kept up a stream of invective since the guard attached us. She was twitching, her eyes a telltale yellow. As the day wore on, flecks of spittle appeared around her mouth, but she couldnt stop talking.

At noon we halted for a rest stop at the place where Mr. Contreras and I had our picnic with the dogs two weeks ago. We were unshackled two at a time, the bathroom closed to the public while we were escorted in. It was hard to walk past the people stopping for food or walking their dogs, their jaws gaping, trying not to show how avidly they were staring.

We were given fifteen minutes to relieve ourselves and buy something at the vending machines. I used one of my six dollars to buy a can of juice, which I had to drink in quick gulps under the intense glare of a guard: they would confiscate any metal we tried to sneak onto the bus.

While we waited for the driver, some of the women exchanged small talk with the guards. When we were finally loaded back on, the smart talkers got to move closer to the front, away from the diesel fumes. I got to move closer to the back. My reward for trying to speak up for the pregnant woman.

It was three when the bus pulled in through the main gates at Coolis. A heavily armed force supervised our unbuckling from the pole and emergence into the prison yard. I ended up behind the pregnant woman. She was small and dark, like Nicola Aguinaldo, and deeply ashamed of the vomit down her front. She tried timidly to ask for help but none of the guards responded. They were busy counting us and comparing lists. It was here that the sheep and the goats were separatedsome bound for prison, some for jail.

This woman needs help, I said to one of the guards near me.

When he ignored me I repeated myself, but the woman next to me hissed and stepped on my left foot. Shut up. They only start over from the beginning each time theyre interrupted, and I need to use the john.

A smell of urine now came from the pregnant woman and she began to weep. The guards ignored her and began the count again. Finally, when the heat of the sun and the long wait made me wonder if she might faint, they started calling us forward. My traveling companions disappeared one by one into the building. Another half hour went by. I badly needed a toilet myself, but they were taking us in alphabetical order. There were three of us left when they called me.

Warshki.

I shuffled forward in my chains. Warshawski, not Warshki.

I should have kept quietspeech was their license to kill. They sent me back to wait, took White and Zarzuela while I compressed my thighs as best I could for the chains. And finally was called again. Not Warshki this time but Warshitski.

At the door I was unlocked, printed again, sent under double escort to an interior room where I once again took off all my clothes, squatted, coughed, tried to remove myself from the burn of shame at my exposure, and the dribble of urine I couldnt help releasing. A guard barked me into the shower, where hair and a whitish film of soap covered the floor and sides. I was given a clean IDOC uniform, the pants too short on my long legs and riding too tightly in the crotch, the shirt big enough for three of me. At least it covered my waist so I could leave the pants unzipped.

On this far side of the gates my shackles were finally removed. A guard took me through a series of locked corridors to the jail wing. At five I joined the line to the refectory and had a Fourth of July special: hardfried chicken, overboiled green beans, corn on the cob, and cooked apple slices on something that looked like cardboard. It was too tough to cut with the plastic utensils we were issued, so most of the women picked it up and ate it by hand.

I was eating the corn when I felt something on my leg. I looked down and saw a roach working its way toward my food. I smacked it off in revulsion, then saw that the floor and table were covered with them. I tried to stand, but a guard quickly came over and slapped me back down. Even though I hadnt eaten since the lunch Morrell bought me yesterday in Pilsen, I couldnt face the food. I kept flicking roaches, real and imagined, from my legs and arms until the guards were willing to escort us back to our cell blocks.

At nine I was locked in an eightbytwelve room with another woman, a black woman young enough to be my daughter, who told me shed been arrested for possessing crack. We were given bunk beds, metal frames bolted deep into the wall with a thin mattress, a nylon sheet, and a blanket on each. A toilet and sink formed out of a single piece of stainless steel was buried in the concrete floor. There is no privacy in prisonI would have to learn to perform intimate functions in the open.

Like the shower, the sink was caked with hair and mold. I didnt know how to get soap or cleansers to make it palatable to brush my teethbut then, I didnt have a toothbrush either.

My cellmate was angry and jumpy and smoking heavily, which made my head ache. If I had to live with it for more than a day Id ask her to stop, but it was the kind of request that could escalate into a fight in here, and I didnt want to be fighting other prisoners. My quarrel was most assuredly not with them.

I was exhausted, I was sick to my stomach, my shoulders were sore, but I couldnt sleep. It terrified me to be locked inside a room, subject to the whims of menor womenin uniform. All night I lay rigid on a narrow mattress as prayers and shouts hurtled through the corridor. I am strong, and a skilled street fighter, but the misery and madness around me kept swooping toward mob hysteria. Like telephone poles dipping past a train, swooping down, veering away just as you were sure they would hit you. Every now and then I dozed off, but then a cell door would slam, a woman would scream or cry out, my neighbor would mutter in her sleep, and I would jerk awake again. I was almost happy when a corrections officer came around at five to rouse us all for breakfast and the days first head count.

35 A Little Game on a Small Court

All day sunday I tried signing up for phone privileges, but I wasnt able to get a time slot until Monday afternoon. All day Sunday I fumed uselessly about my incarceration. I was furious at being locked upas were many of the people around me. The level of rage was so high that the building could have exploded at any time. Everywhere we went guards watched us behind doublethick glass, or behind TV monitors, tracking the furies and the fights before the corridors turned incandescent.

The calmest women were those whod been in the jail wing for some months, waiting for trial. These were the people who either had been denied bailor more commonly didnt have a thousand or fifteen hundred dollars to post it. For half a dozen or so women, this marked the second Independence Day theyd spent in jail. They had gotten used to the routine and were more or less at ease with it, although they worried about their children, their lovers, sick parents, whether theyd still have a place to live if they got off the charge that had brought them here in the first place.

A jail is a place where someone awaits trial. A prison is where you go if youve been convicted and sentenced. Coolis was the great experiment in combining the two places for costsaving reasons. And while the jail was technically separate from the prison, one of the ways Carnifice saved money was by combining as many functions as possible. We jailbirds ate with the prisoners and used the same common room for recreation.

On Sunday afternoon a guard took me down there for my hour of recreation. It was a multipurpose room, with an exercise area separated from the entertainment unit simply by a difference in floorgreen linoleum for the common room, bare concrete for exercise. The entertainment side included a television set attached to the wall and a long deal table with cards, checkers, and some jigsaw puzzles. A handful of women were watching some inane game show, turned to top volume, while three others yelled ribald insults at each other over a game of hearts.

I went to the exercise area to work the worst knots out of my shoulders and legs. The room didnt have much in the way of equipment, but it did have a basketball hoop and ball. I began shooting. At first my shoulders resisted and I had trouble making my hook shot, but after a while the muscles loosened up and I got into a rhythm. Shooting baskets is a narcotizing, private kind of routine. Dribble, shoot, retrieve the ball, dribble, shoot, retrieve. I began to relax for the first time since Friday afternoon. The blare of the television and the shouted insults of the women playing cards receded.

Youre pretty good. One of the women in front of the television had turned around to watch me.

I grunted but didnt say anything. I play most Saturdays through the winter with a group of women whove been together for fifteen years. Some of the young ones were in tough collegiate programsIve had to get better to keep in the game with thembut mostly I play for the pleasure of feeling my body move through space.

Play you oneonone, she persisted. Dollar a point.

Play you oneonone for nothing, I panted, not breaking stride. I dont have one thin dime in my possession.

No shit? she demanded. Your family, they havent sent you nothing for a prison account?

No shit. Anyway, I only got here yesterday. I jumped up and pulled an errant shot off the backboard.

She got off the couch and came to stand next to me. Other women in the room urged us to a game: Come on, Angie, she can give you a real game for a change. No way, my moneys on Angie. Not me, I been watching Cream there, I put five bucks on Cream. I noticed my cellmate on the fringes of the crowd, shivering and rubbing her arms.

Angie snatched the ball away from me and posted up. I jumped as she shot and batted the ball down. She elbowed me hard in the side and grabbed the ball back, shot, and scored. When I rebounded she came in low, trying to headbutt my stomach. I twisted away and shot over her head. The ball caromed around the rim, then went through. She grabbed the rebound, kicking me savagely on the shin as she passed me under the basket. I went in below her guard as she was shooting and knocked her arms up in the air. She swore and gave me an undercut to the chin. I twisted away and grabbed the ball. We werent playing for baskets but for dominance.

The calls from the sideline grew louder. Out of the corner of my eye I saw uniforms of the corrections officers on the fringes of the crowd, but I didnt dare take my eye off Angie or the court. My sore shoulders, my weak stomach, all that had to be put to one side. Shoot, grab, feint, duck, rebound, shoot again.

Sweat was blurring my eyes. Angie was a good athlete. She was strong, and she was some years younger than me, but she wasnt wellconditioned and she didnt have disciplined technique, either as a fighter or a player. I was keeping up with her and giving her back blow for blow. Moves Id learned on the streets of South Chicago thirty years ago came to me as if Id last been jumped on Commercial Avenue yesterday.

The crowd was beginning to roar every time I shot. That made Angie fight uglier but more wildly, and I had less trouble keeping the ball from her. I was driving to the basket when I saw light glint on metal in her hand. I dropped to the floor, rolled over onto my back, and scissorkicked Angies feet out from under her. When I jumped up to kick away her weapon, Angie was lying under the basket. A knife cut out of an aluminum can lay next to her.

The women in the crowd began a confused yelling, urging us on to fight. Some of them were Angies followers, wanting a real brawl; others wanted me to put a stop to her once and for all: Stick the knife into her now while shes on the ground, I heard one person call out. A guard stepped forward and picked up the knife, while another put a headlock on me. I knew how to break that hold, and with my adrenaline still high was about to, but remembered in time that I mustnt fight back. The guards carried stun guns on their belts; they had plenty of other weapons, not the least the power to keep me in Coolis longer than I wanted to stay.

Bitch planted that on me, Angie muttered.

One of the COs whod been cheering loudest said he was writing us both up. If youre written up in jail it adds to the charge sheet when you finally get your court date. If youre already in prison it can send you into solitary and deducts from your good time for early release.

As I stood motionless with my head under the COs arm, facing Angie, who was similarly corralled, a woman spoke up from the middle of the crowd. Everyone in the room, COs and inmates both, quieted down at once. The woman said that there hadnt been any fighting, just basketball, and where that knife came from she didnt know, but she could swear I hadnt pulled it.

Thats right, several voices affirmed. You were there, Cornish, you saw. They was playing oneonone. Angie musta tripped in her own sweat.

Cornish was another CO whod been watching the game, if thats what you could call my outing with Angie. He asked the first speaker if she was sure, because if she was he wouldnt issue either of us a ticket on account of the holiday weekend.

Uhhuh, Im sure. Now Im going to get me a pop. Its a hot day. She was a tall woman, with skin the color of toffee and thick graying hair pulled back from her head in a knot. As she moved toward the vending machines in a corner of the room, the crowd parted, like the Red Sea.

The guard whod been clutching me let me go. A couple of women came over to slap my palm and tell me theyd been with me from the start. Others, perhaps members of Angies gang, gave me an evil eye and some pretty inventive insults.

CO Cornish grabbed my arm and told me I needed to get back to my cell to cool down. And what was my name? Warshawski? Youre new, right, oh, in the jail wing. Then you shouldnt be down here for prisoners recreation. Jailwing recreation is in the mornings. I opened my mouth to say Id been ordered down here at three, but shut it again. Dont trouble trouble, my mother always warned me, and trouble wont trouble you.

A woman CO, one of only two or three Id seen since arriving, was appointed to escort me back to the jail wing. Lucky for you Miss Ruby spoke up when she did. Otherwise youd have found your bail request doubled for sure.

Miss Ruby? Who is she?

The CO snorted. Miss Ruby thinks shes Queen of Coolis because shes been in prison a long time, at Dwight eight years before they opened this place. She cut her husband into little pieces and put him in different garbage cans around Chicago, claimed it was selfdefense if you can believe that, but the judge didnt buy it and gave her thirty years. Now shes a churchgoer, and the lieutenants and some of the COs treat her like shes holy. And she has a lot of influence on the young girls, so it doesnt pay to go up against her.

We had reached my wing. The CO signaled to the guard behind the control panel to let me through. She stood on one side of the airlock and watched it close around me. When the door on the other side opened to decant me onto my floor, she took off again.

The wing had a shower room in between the cell block and the guard station. I knew the guards had cameras trained on the showers, and they also could come in on unannounced inspection, but I needed to rinse off my sweat and blood: Angie had given me some pretty serious bumps. When youre in the middle of a fightor game, for that matteryou dont notice the cuts and blows. Its only later, when the adrenaline is wearing off, that you start to ache.

I didnt have any soap. I had learned this morning that even the most basic toilet items like toothbrushes and shampoo had to be purchased from the commissary and that I had to have money deposited in a trust account at the prison before I could buy anything. It was a nice little racket, like a company store for sharecroppers. Youre there, youre a captive market, and they can charge you whatever they damned well want. Even if my five remaining dollars would have covered the cost of basic toiletries, I was told I couldnt open my trust account until after the holiday weekend.

I dried myself with the threadbare square of gray toweling Id been issued when I arrived yesterday and put my pants back on. They smelled pretty unpleasant, but at least they fit.

At five we were all ordered into our cells for a head count and then escorted down to the dining hall. I hadnt realized yesterday that you had some control over what went on your tray and that salads were available on request. Tonight I asked for a salad and extra bread and rolled lettuce up into a sandwich, which I ate while walking to the table. I tried to eat some of the overcooked meat and beans on my tray but still couldnt deal with the roaches. I suppose if I had to stay here any length of time Id learn to overlook them, but I was still too finicky in my ways.

Within five minutes of my sitting down Id been identified as the woman who took out Angie. A woman across from me told me Id better look out, Angie was one of the West Side Iscariots and they were panting for revenge. Another one said she heard from her girlfriend that I used karate to wipe out Angie and could I teach her how to do it. One woman, with a dozen braids done up in colored ribbons, said Miss Ruby told a lie to save my hide, but three others spoke up hotly.

Miss Ruby never told no lie. She spoke the truth, she say Cream here did not pull a knife, and she say Cream and Angie just playing basketball, not fighting, which is the gospel truth, right, Cream?

It was the most physical basketball game I ever played, I said, which somehow satisfied her.

The woman with braids said, No, its trueAngie, she dissed Miss Ruby, stole her shampoo out of the shower, so Miss Ruby, she was lying in wait to teach Angie a lesson, thats why she stood up for the new girl. Even though shes white.

That started a hot argument, which raged as if I werent there at all: was I white or Spanish or black? The one whod nicknamed me Cream insisted I was black. With my olive skin and dark curly hair I could have been anything; since there were very few white faces at the tables, they assumed I was part of the majority culture, although most of them decided I must be Spanish.

Italian, I finally explained. There was more argument, over whether Italy was part of Spain. I let it flow past meI wasnt there to conduct geography lessons. In fact, I had a feeling that the less I flaunted my education, the better off I might be.

They also wanted to know how old I was, and when I told them, the one with the ribbons in her braids exclaimed I couldnt be, her mother wasnt that old and I looked younger than her mother. I realized with a jolt that the women around me were terribly young. Only a handful could have been my age, let alone as old as Miss Ruby. Many didnt seem to be out of their teens, certainly not over twentyfive. They probably yearned desperately for their mothers, or some mother: no wonder they clung to Miss Ruby and argued jealously about who she favored and what she was doing.

I couldnt see Miss Ruby in the dining hall, but they put us through in three shifts of three hundred. Even if shed been in my shift I might not have been able to spot her in the throng. When I asked after her, they told me she was probably eating in her room: women with enough money or status could buy special food from the commissary. They said it was so expensive most of them did it only for their birthdays, but there was almost always someone wanting to buy a meal for Miss Ruby.

My cellmate ate on the shift after mine, so I had the room to myself for fortyfive smokefree minutes. When she came in, I saw my prowess against Angie had affected her: she accorded me a nervous respect, and when I asked her not to smoke after lights out, she didnt wait for us to be locked in for the night but quickly stubbed her cigarette out on the floor.

Her nervousness made me aware that I was big enough and strong enough to seem menacing. It took me back uncomfortably to the year after my mother died, when I went wild on the streets of South Chicago. I had always been big for my age and I had learned earlypartly from my hockeyplaying cousin BoomBoom, partly from experiencehow to defend myself in the rough neighborhood where we grew up. But the year I was sixteen I roamed the streets looking for fights. It seemed as though after Gabriella died, I couldnt feel anything unless I was feeling physical pain. After a while even the biggest boys stayed away from me: I was too crazy, I fought with too much insanity. And then I was picked up, and Tony found out and somehow helped me get over it. But Id felt that same surge of maniac rage on the court with Angie, and I didnt want it taking me over: I might be able to terrorize my jailmates, but I didnt like what it would do to me in the process.

I leaned over the top bunk and asked my roommate her name and whether she had a trial date. Solina, and no trial date yet. With a patient interest I wasnt really feeling, I pried her story out of her, got her to relax over the narrative of her babies, her mother, the father of the children, how she knew she shouldnt be doing crack but it gets hold of you, its hard to let go of it, and all she wanted was a good life for her children.

At nine the loudspeaker interrupted us. It was time for the days final count. We stood in our cells next to our beds while the COs looked in, asked our names, checked them on a board, and locked us in for the night. Once again the hiss of the magnetic lock made my stomach turn over. I climbed to the upper bunk as the lights went out and prayed that Freeman would get a message from Mr. Contreras, track me down, and be waiting for me first thing in the morning with a check for my bail.

Fatigue finally pushed me into an uneasy sleep, in which I kept feeling roaches on my face and hands. Sometime in the night the slamming of a door jerked me awake. I heard a woman scream. My heart began to race again: I was locked up and could do nothing, for myself or anyone around me in peril.

I thought of Nicola Aguinaldo, lying in a bunk like mine on the prison side of Coolis. How much more helpless even than I she must have felt, with no lawyer to bail her out, no powerful friends, alone in a strange country, getting commands in a language she barely understood. At least in her last letter to her mother she had said thatI sat up in bed. Nicola had told Abuelita Mercedes not to worry, that Seńora Ruby was taking care of her. Miss Ruby, the powerful protector of young inmates.

Id been a fool to howl over the injustice of being sent to Coolis. I was right where I needed to be: in the heart of Carnifice territory, where Nicola Aguinaldo had last been seen alive. I turned on my side on the narrow bunk and fell deeply asleep.

36 Bail? Why Leave Such Cool Quarters?

When Freeman Carter arrived Tuesday morning, he was appalled at my decision not to post bail. I agree twofifty is outrageously high: thats because its Baladine and Carnifice. I couldnt get the judge to lower it. But Vic, there is every reason to post it and no reason to stay in here. Frankly, you smell awful and you look worse. That makes a hell of a bad impression on a jury.

I wont smell so bad when youve deposited money into an account for me here and I can buy soap and shampoo, I said. And Im not going to stay in here until my trialonly until I find out what I want to know.

That made him explode. You pay two hundred dollars an hour for my advice, which you proceed to flout, but Im going to give it to you anyway. Get out of here. If you stay in here on some cockamamie scheme to rout out corruption in Coolis, you will be hurt worse than you have ever been before in your life. And if you then call on me to glue whatevers left of you back together, I will not be a happy man.

Freeman, I wont claim my brain is in top gear right now. Being locked up is distorting, I agree. But for the last three weeks Ive been ducking missiles that Carnifice and Global Entertainment have been launching at me. I was sure youd understand if you watched the video I asked Morrell to send you, the one showing Baladines tame cop looking for coke hed planted in my office. For once in my life I did not go out of my way seeking to make an enemy: they came and found me.

We were sitting in a special meeting room for attorney visits. It was utterly bare except for two plastic chairs separated by a table that was bolted to the floor. We had to stay in our respective chairs, or the guard watching us through a glass panel would remove me. Supposedly the room was soundproofed, but for all I knew they were taping everything we said.

When I talked to Freeman Monday afternoon, during my fifteenminute slot for phone calls, I insisted he bring a camera with him to photograph the fading remains of Lemours attack on me. Hed harrumphed a bit on the phone but came with a Polaroid. When he saw the marks on my face and arms, his eyes widened with anger and he took a dozen shots. He was already planning the complaint against Lemour, but it made him even less able to understand why I wanted to stay at Coolis.

I pushed my palms together, trying to marshal my words. It all started when I stopped to help Baladines exnanny three weeks ago. Until I find out why that matters so much to him and to Teddy Trant, I dont think theres going to be much left of me even if I do leave Coolis. The answer is here, at least the answer to what happened to the nanny, to young Nicola Aguinaldo. If I had money in a trust account and some bills for feeding the guards, I should be able to learn what I need to know about her in a couple of weeks. Maybe less.

He thought I was quixotic as well as insane, and he argued persuasively: I may have thought I wasnt going out of my way to needle Baladine, but why didnt I leave well enough alone as hed asked me when he was dealing with the States Attorney about my car last month? And prison was a destructive environment. It wore on you physically as well as mentally, warped your judgment and your ethics.

You know that as well as I, Vic: you did your share of criminal pleadings in your days with the public defender.

I know it from being here four days. I got entangled with the leader of the West Side Iscariots on Sunday and Ive been watching my back ever since. I hate it here. Im lonely. Even if the food wasnt horrible, the dining hall is so covered with roaches you have to keep brushing them off your legs while youre at the table; every time the locks shut on our rooms at night, my stomach twists up so hard I cant sleep; theres no privacy, even on the toilet. To my dismay I could hear my voice cracking on the edge of tears. But if I let you bail me out, the only thing that will save me is to close up my business and hide out someplace. Even if my selfrespect would permit that my finances wont.

You cant convince me those are your only two choices, but I cant stay to argue. I have to get back to Chicago for a court appearance. He looked at his watch. Anyway, youve already made up your mind to be pigheaded, so theres no point in my arguing with you. Tell me what you want, both in bucks and in permitted goods, and Ill send Callie over to your home to collect things. Ive got an intern who can ferry things out here for you and do the basic paperwork on the money.

Besides the clothes I was permitted (two bras, two pairs of jeans, three underpants, five shirts, a pair of shorts, and a modest set of earrings) I told him what I most wanted was to see Morrell. I want to see any friend who will make the driveI listed Lotty and Mr. Contreras and Sal on my visitors sheetbut will you ask Morrell to come out here as soon as possible? As far as the money goes, Id like three hundred dollars put into a prison trust account.

I picked my words carefully for the rest of my request. I know its a felony to bring cash in for someone in prison, so Im not going to ask you to do it. If I could get four hundred dollars in bills, though, it might come in handy. Will you mention the ideaand the riskto Lotty?

I wanted money in hand in case I needed to bribe some COs or inmates or both. In theory, there was no cash at Coolis: you got issued a photoID card with a computer chip when you were admitted. Any money in your account was programmed onto the chip and then deducted when you used the card, whether in vending machines, at the commissary, or doing laundry. The idea was you wouldnt have gambling or bribing or drug sales if you kept out the cash, but in my four days here Id already seen plenty of bills changing handsand not always very secretively.

Freeman frowned and said in his most austere tones that he would speak to Lotty, but only to advise her of the felony nature of my request.

He finished making notes in his quick, tiny script and packed up his papers. Vic, you know my steadiest advice as your counsel is for you to post bail and come home. If you decide to listen to me, a call to my office will get someone out here on the instant.

Freeman, before you go, do you know why Im here? I mean, instead of at Cook County? Was this some shenanigan of Baladines?

He shook his head. I have to confess I wondered about that, but once you were arrested, even with Lemour involved, you moved out of Baladines orbit. The simple truth is, Cook County is always filled to capacity, and on the Fourth they started splitting at the seams. Women arrested at precincts on the far North or West Sides were automatically shunted out here. Anyway, Baladine is out of the country. Hes taken his family on some exotic vacation.

I know: to the South of France. Is Robbie with them? I dont know what became of him after I left the house on Friday morning.

Freeman told me that Baladine had wrested Robbie from Mr. Contreras in the middle of the night Saturday. The old man (Hes been living with you too long, Freeman said in an unnecessary aside) had tried to hold off a warrant from a Du Page County sheriffs deputy. He only gave in when Robbie said he couldnt stand it if they arrested Mr. Contreras; he would leave if the sheriff promised not to hurt the old man. Robbies father had taken him to South Carolina, to boot camp, before flying out to join the Poilevys and the Trants with the rest of his family in the Pyrenees.

I tried to talk to Baladine, but his staff wouldnt give me his number overseas. They say he left strict orders that even though he has the kid back hes not doing a deal with you, Freeman added.

Freemanif they dont know Im here dont tell them. If anyone asks, let them think I posted bail and am lying low.

He gave me a queer smile, half loving, half exasperated. As you wish, Donna Victoria of the Rueful Countenance.

He tapped on the window to let the guard know we were finished. I was searched, the guard spending more time than necessary on my bra, and taken back to the jail wing. Now that I was alone I felt unbearably desolate. I lay on my bunk, a strip of towel over my eyes against the light, which stayed on from 5:00 A.M. until lightsout at nine, and let myself give way to misery.

37 In the Big House

The next four weeks were the hardest of my life. I hunkered down and tried to learn the ropes at Coolishow to avoid being beaten up by my sisters in chains, how to butter up the COs without having to have sex with them, how to keep myself busy enough that the pervasive helplessness and boredom wouldnt drag me so far down I couldnt function.

I wanted to talk to Miss Ruby, to thank her for her help on Sunday, but mostly to find out what she could tell me about Nicola, and about getting work in the clothes shop. I let everyone I talked to know that Id like to meet her, but except for a couple of times in the dining hall, where the COs kept us firmly in place at the table, I didnt see her after that first day.

Freemans visit did bring a material change in my physical comfort. True to his word, he sent his intern out with money for my account, along with my clothes allotment. The intern had a stack of legal documents for me to read and sign. In the middle of them was a letter from Lotty. She begged me to post bail in lines of such loving concern I was hard put to stick to my resolve about staying, but in a postscript she added, I helped Freemans secretary pack your clothes and mended various tears.

She especially wanted you to know about a hole in the waistband to your shorts, the intern said primly.

Lotty was no seamstress. When I got back to my cell, I surreptitiously picked apart an inch of the waistband seam. Tightly folded bills almost matched the khaki of the fabric. I pulled out a twenty before stitching the seam shut againit was the safest place to store money, and washing wouldnt hurt it any.

With my prison trust account set up, I was not only able to buy a toothbrush and soap at the commissary but also some cleanser to scrub out the sinktoilet unit in my cell. The cash I would keep for bribes, once I knew to whom and how to administer them.

Except for being able to buy overpriced, poorquality shampoo and soap, my first trip to the commissary was a disappointment. The women around me had talked about what they planned to do on their expeditions as if their weekly thirtyminute trip was an outing to Water Tower Place. I suppose the women found the trips exciting because they made a break in the routine. They were also our main contact with the outside world, which we could experience through magazines like Cosmo or Essence. Soap Opera Digest was also popular.

Besides magazines and toiletries, you could buy canned or packaged food, cigarettes, and artifacts made by inmates throughout the Illinois prison system. A large number of male inmates seemed to like to embroider. We could get handkerchiefs, place mats, head scarves, even blouses with intricate designs of birds and flowers, brought in from Joliet and points south.

Also available were Mad Virgin Tshirts and jacketsthe average age of the prison population was, after all, Laceys target audience, and many of the inmates were fans. Curious, I inspected the labels. They read Made with Pride in the USA, so I didnt think Nicola Aguinaldo had bought the shirt she died in here. The commissary also stocked spinoffs from other Global favorites, including Captain Doberman and the Space Berets, which women liked to buy for their children.

On my first outing I bought cheap lined writing paperthe only paper the commissary carriedand a couple of ballpoint pens. When I asked the clerk if they had plain paper or rollerball pens, she snorted and told me to go to Marshall Fields if I didnt like the selection here.

When I got back to my cell, my roommate, Solina, apathetically watched me scrub the basin. She had been at Coolis only a week longer than me, and the fact that the sink was filthy when she got here meant it wasnt her job to clean it up.

Well take turns, I said, my voice bright with menace. Im getting it spickandspan, and that means tomorrow, when its your turn, it will be easy for you to clean up.

She started to say she didnt have to obey orders from me, then remembered my prowess against Angie and said shed think about it.

We can control so few things in here, I said. Keeping the place clean means at a minimum we can control the smell.

Okay, okay, I already got the point. She stomped out of our cell down the hall to watch television on a small set belonging to an inmate whod been awaiting her trial date for eleven months.

I had to laugh to myself, picturing the friends whove complained about my slovenly housekeeping over the yearstheyd be astounded to find me laying down the law on hygiene to my roommate.

Besides making it possible for me to bathe, Freeman had also delivered my message to Morrell. On Thursday near the end of my first week, I got summoned to see him in the visitors room.

My arrest had stunned him. He hadnt even known about it until he saw a paragraph in the Tribune on SundayMr. Contreras, never fond of communicating with the men in my life, had been too rattled to call Morrell. Like Freeman, Morrell talked to me persuasively about all the reasons to leave Coolis, but unlike Freeman, he could see a point to my staying.

Are you learning anything helpful?

I grimaced. Not about Nicola, so far. About the way people without power turn on each other because they feel too helpless to see whos really to blame for their daytoday miseryIm learning way too much about that.

I leaned forward to talk more privately, but an alert CO made me back away the requisite arms lengthif we touched, Morrell might pass drugs to me. After five minutes of glaring scrutiny the CO decided I wasnt trying anything too heinous and turned her attention to another inmate. Only a handful of women got visitors on weekdays; it was hard to speak privately.

Theres a place called the Unblinking Eye where you can get a particular kind of watchcamera, I said in a prisonyard mumble as soon as the CO turned her attention away. If you buy one for me and bring it on a Saturday or Sunday when theres a mob here, we ought to be able to make a switch.

Vic, I dont like it.

I smiled provocatively. I dont think theyll do anything to you if they find you with itexcept bar you from visiting me.

He gave an exasperated sigh. Im not worried about that but about you, you fool.

Thanks, Morrell. But if I ever manage to get into the clothes shop, I may see something that I should document. And frankly, theres plenty else to record here between the inmates and the guards.

Morrell gave me another quizzical look and said hed see what he could do. He switched the talk to neutral mattersmy neighbor, who was so distraught at the idea of me behind bars that he wouldnt make the trip to see me. He gave me news of Lotty, of the dogs, of all the people whose welfare I cared about and couldnt attend to. He stayed an hour. I felt a wrenching desolation when he left. I went down to the rec room, where I shot baskets for an hour, until I was wet with sweat and too tired to feel sorry for myself.

When I went back upstairs to shower, the CO at the entrance, a man named Rohde, seemed to react oddly. He looked at me, then got on the phone. I had to wait five minutes before he let me in, and then it was only when two other COs joined him. I wondered if they had somehow monitored my conversation with Morrell and were going to put me on report, but Rohde watched me go past the guard station without saying anything. Still, he seemed to have an air of suppressed excitement about him, and he was joined behind the doubleglass walls by the other two men. The video cameras were trained on the shower rooms as well as all other common areas, but I had already figured out which shower head cut the camera angle so that it could only catch me if I stood directly under it. If hed called his buddies for a peep show, I figured I knew how to avoid providing it.

I was jumped almost before I got into the shower room. Two women, one from the front, one from the rear. Rohdes manner had put me on guard, otherwise they might have destroyed me. I dropped my supplies and towel and kicked, all in one motion. I was lucky; my foot caught the woman in front square on the patella, and she grunted and backed away.

The one behind me had my left shoulder in a steel grip. She was pulling me toward her. I gaspedshe had something sharp that sliced across my right shoulder. I hooked my feet around her ankles and used her own force to catapult her forward. The wet floor made it hard to get a purchase and I slipped and fell with her. I chopped across her right wrist before she could recover and forced her to let go of her weapon.

The one Id kicked was closing in on me. I rolled over on the moldy floor and got up into a crouch. She flung herself at me before I could kick the weapon away. She had her hands around my neck. I held on to her shoulders for leverage and swung both knees into her stomach. She squawked in pain and let go of me.

The woman with the weapon was behind me again. I was winded; Id already been working out for an hour and didnt know how much longer I could keep fighting. When she lunged at me I ducked. It was the wet floor that did the rest. She lost her footing, scrabbled to gain it, and careened so hard against the concrete wall that she stunned herself. Her partner saw her fall and suddenly shouted for help.

The guards appeared so fast I knew they must have been on their way as soon as the woman knocked herself out.

She jumped me! She jumped Celia, too, and knocked her out!

Rohde grabbed me and held my arms behind me. Polsen, the CO whod joined him at the video monitor, stood nearby but didnt touch my assailant.

Nonsense, I panted. Celia is lying there with something in her hand that gave me this cut on my neck. And as for you, whoever you are, if you were waiting to take a shower, where the hell is your towel or your soap? As you two COs know, because you were watching all this on your monitor.

You stole them from me.

Those are my things on the floor there. Where are yours? I demanded.

At that point CO Cornish appeared. He was the fairestminded of the COs on our wing.

You fighting again? he asked me.

The woman on the floor there cut me with something when I came into the shower room, I got my story in quickly. She still has the razor or whatever she used in her right hand.

The woman was beginning to stir. Before Rohde or Polsen could move, Cornish bent over and pulled a strip of metal from her.

She belongs on the prison wing. As does the other one. Im putting all three of you on report. Warshawski, if I catch you in one more fight youre going into segregation. And you two, off you go to your own quarters. How did you get in here, anyway?

Rohde was forced to let me go. He and Polsen escorted my assailants off the floor. Cornish looked at my neck and told me to go to the infirmary for a tetanus shot. It was the closest he was going to come to acknowledging that Id been jumped, but it eased the injustice of the whole situation slightly.

Id like to wash off first, I said.

Cornish waited in the hall while I picked up my shampoo and towel from the filthy floor. I took off my shirt and bra and washed off under the shower most remote from the video monitor. Cornish took me in an elevator down to the basement, which Id never seen, and waited while I got my shot. The woman on duty put some antibiotic ointment on the wound in my neck. It hadnt gone deep enough to require stitches, which was fortunate, since she didnt have the equipment to put me back together.

Cornish took me back to my cell and told me to be very careful where I walked at night. Everyone on my wing seemed to know about the attack. In fact, they seemed to have been warned away from the showers when I came up from my workout.

Youre in trouble now, Solina said, gloating. Rohdes fucking one of the Iscariots. He got those two to jump you out of revenge for Angie. And he put money on them.

When we stood at attention for our predinner head count, Rohde handed me a ticket. He had written me up for instigating a fight that injured two other inmates. My hearing would come in a month, after the captain had reviewed the charge. Great. Now Captain Ruzich would realize I was one of his inmates. As I studied the ticket I got my one gleam of hope: Rohde had put my name down as Washki. Maybe the fact that none of the COs could pronounce my last name, let alone spell it, would save my butt.

Miss Ruby stopped me after dinner and told me she was disappointed in me, that she didnt think fighting was the right way to solve my problems inside. The women tell me youre old enough to be a mother to most of them. This isnt the way to look after the young ones or set them an example.

I pulled down my Tshirt to show her the oozing wound in my neck. Should I have turned the other cheek until I was cut to ribbons? I demanded. She gave a snort that was half a gasp but wouldnt stay to discuss the point.

After that I began to wonder if the attack in the shower would make it impossible for me to learn anything about Nicola. I even began to wonder if Baladine knew I was here, if hed emailed the warden from France and told him to stage the attack. Only the realization during the next few days that none of the COs treated me any better or worse than the rest of the inmates made me decide that was a paranoid fantasy.

The fight in the shower grew as it was told around the prison. I had moves like you saw in the kung fu movies. I had given the two Iscariots subtle blows that stunned them and then pulled a knife to finish them off when the guards intervened. Some of the women wanted to attach themselves to me as a protector, but others, especially the real gangbangers, thought they wanted to fight me. I managed to talk my way out of several confrontations, but it added to my tension to have to be on my guard during recreation time or in the dining room. Any time I saw signs that anger was about to spill over into combat, Id leave the area and return to my cell.

Fights were always breaking out, over things that might seem trivial to you if youd never had this experience, the experience of being crammed behind bars with a thousand other people, without privacy, at the mercy of whatever whims the guards might feel that day. Someone stole someone elses body lotion, or pushed in front of her in line, or spoke disrespectfully of a relative, and fists and handmade weapons flashed out in an instant.

People also fought over clothes. You got a replacement bundle only every five years in prison, so a torn shirt or lost button mattered terribly. Women paired off as lovers and had lovers quarrels. Various street gangs besides the Iscariots marked territory and tried to control such things as the flow of drugs.

After my fight in the shower room, my roommate became more nervous around me than ever. At least fear made her cut down on her smoking and made her halfheartedly clean out our sink every few days, but I learned she had begged for a transfer, terrified that I would jump her in the night.

Her attitude changed dramatically on my second Thursday, when I returned from my workout to find her bunched up in bed howling with misery.

Caseworker is trying something with my children, she screamed when I asked what was wrong. Moving them to foster care, saying Im unfit; even if I get out of here I cant keep them. I love those children. No one can say they ever went to school without socks and shoes. And that caseworker, did she ever come watch me cooking dinner for them? They eat a hot meal every night of the week.

You dont have a mother or sister who could take them in?

Theyre worse off than me. My mother, shes been high since the year I start first grade, and my sister, shes got eight children, she dont know where theyre at from one end of the week to the next. My aunt down in Alabama, shed take them if I send them, but the caseworker wont listen to me about my aunt. And who will give me money for my childrens bus fare if the caseworkers against me?

I leaned against the wallof course we didnt have a chair. You could write again, showing that you have a proper home for them to go to and pledging your willingness to go into rehab as part of a plea bargain.

She looked at me suspiciously. What do you know about plea bargains and rehab? And how can someone like me who cant afford a lawyer, how can I get into a rehab program? You think they grow on trees for poor people? The only rehab for someone like me is doing time.

I sidestepped how I knew about things like plea bargains and concentrated on how she could find one of the few remaining publicly funded drug programs. The good programs have long waiting lists, of course. I wondered whether Solina was a serious addict who would promise reform to get out of prison time but not really try to quit: drugs were readily available in Coolis, as in many jails and prisons, and some of her more violent mood swings, with periods of agitated withdrawal, told me that Solina had found her way to an inhouse crack supplier. But drafting a letter for her would give me something to do, besides shooting baskets and occasionally practicing my singing.

Solina was touchingly awed by the finished letter. We didnt have access to computers or typewriters, but I printed it carefully for her on the cheap lined paper available in the commissary. She read it over and over, then took it down the hall to the cell where she spent most of her day and showed it to the group around the television. A number of inmates studied law books in the library and filed complaints and appeals for themselves or their friends, but most came to Coolis with such minimal literacy that they couldnt put their learning into appropriate language.

The word of that letter and my special knowledge spread fast: over the weekend, women began visiting my cell with requests for lettersto the States Attorney or their public defender, to different welfare agencies, the childrens caseworkers, the employer, the husband or boyfriend. If I would write they would get me anything I wantedcigarettes, reefer, coke, crack, I didnt do drugs? Then alcohol, chocolate, or perfume.

If I didnt accept payment Id look like a patsy or a phony. I said Id write a letter in exchange for fresh fruit or vegetablesmuch harder to come by in Coolis than drugs.

It was my letterwriting that really saved my hide in Coolis. The women I helped began constituting themselves into an informal set of watchdogs, warning me when trouble was lurking.

My letters also began to make it possible for me to ask questions about Nicola and the clothes shop.

38 Prisoners in Cell Block H

Whether you were in jail or prison, if you were at Coolis for more than two weeks you had to work. A woman lieutenant named Dockery, who was strict but considered fair by most of the inmates, made up job rosters. The newest arrivals got kitchen or cleaning duty, the lowest paid and least popular. Kitchen duty, as far as I could make out, had to be the worst, working with grease and heat and heavy pots, but cleaning the showers and other common rooms would come a close second.

The most coveted jobs were in telemarketing and hotel reservations. The pay was the best and you didnt have to lift anything heavy. But that kind of work only went to prison inmates. In managements eyes, those of us in jail awaiting trial wouldnt be around long enough to go through the trainingor, more to the point, for our names to move to the top of the long waiting list for the cushiest jobs.

Of course what I was most interested in was the clothes shop. When I was in line at the dining hall or working out in the rec room, or in my cell writing letters for women, I kept trying to find someone who worked there or who roomed with someone who worked there. Everyone had a different story about it, and no one wanted to work there.

But I knew one woman, Nicola, she wrote her mom that the pay was really good, I said one day in the rec room when several women were watching me shoot baskets.

They didnt play themselves, but they were hoping someone who did play would show upwatching and betting on games was a popular pastime. One of the women asked who Nicola was.

She was that girl from China who ran away, one woman said.

She wasnt from China, it was some other place over there, like maybe Japan, someone named Dolores chimed in.

Philippines, I suggested, jumping up for the ball as it banged off the rim. I know her mother, and she said Nicola wrote she was really happy to have a job in the clothes shop.

Of course, if she wrote it in a letter home, Dolores snorted. They dont let you say nothing bad about it, or it wont get past the censors. One woman, she worked there, she was crying all the time, they treat you too rough there.

The third woman said they only took foreign girls in the shop; they worked them to death and then brought in more foreign girls as replacements.

Oh, dont be stupid, Dolores said. They use foreign girls because they know foreigners wont complain in case their children get deported.

Yes, but dont you remember Monique? She was from Haiti, and she said the back room was foreign girls on death row. Theyre all in segregation, and the COs bring them over in the morning in a locked van to work and then take them back at night.

It was a startling notion, but I said I didnt think there was a death row at Coolis.

Maybe not, the friend said stubbornly, but still, theres something spooky over there. Maybe its because they dont let Americans work there. Its all Mexicans and Chinese andwhere did you say Nicola was from? UhohPolsens looking at us queer; better go to our cells for head count.

This last she muttered out of the corner of her mouth in the prison mumble everyone mastered in their first few days. CO Polsen was always looking at women queer, when he wasnt outright touching or threatening to touch us.

Polsen was one of the COs that I tried to avoid, but of course the guards had enormous power in our lives. If they took a dislike to you they wrote you upgave you a ticket, which could result in anything from a loss of commissary privileges to a stint in segregation. Women they liked they brought gifts for, ranging from better cosmetics than you could get in the commissary to drugs. But the women they liked had to pay a price for that attention. Rohde, sleeping with one of the Iscariots, wasnt the only CO having sex with the inmates.

One of the hardest things to take during my time at Coolis was the constant sexual harassment. It was verbal, it was physical, it was incessant. Many of the COs, not just Rohde, put their hands on your ass when you were waiting in line for dinner. When they searched you after you had a visitor, they would linger a long time on your breasts. I had to learn to hold myself very still, very aloof, not act on the impulses of a lifetime to break an arm or separate a rib. If I saw something blatant I tried to photograph it with my wristcamera, but it was the language as much as the behavior that was demeaning. It was hard to accept the abuse passively, and it fueled both my rage and my fear.

Morrell brought me the wristcamera from the Unblinking Eye on my second Sunday in Coolis. In the crowd of women and children in the visitors room, we managed to exchange my wristwatch for the camera model. I now had a watch that could take pictures, although I hated seeing mine go out the door with Morrellmy fathers mother gave it to him when he graduated from the police academy fiftyfive years ago.

The tiny camera had cost over fourteen hundred dollars. Freeman was paying my bills while I was locked up, but I wondered how Id ever pay him backmy prison time wasnt a good advertisement to clients.

At least the camera made me feel a modicum of control over the crazy world I was inhabiting. I started taking pictures of some of the worst outrages I saw, but I would have needed the video model I took to Georgia to capture the verbal abuse.

Looking good, Cream, CO Polsen said as I came into the rec room a few days later. Like to see you in shorts. I bet that pussy of yours has seen plenty of action, so Id fit right in.

I moved past him without breaking stride or looking at him: Polsen had constituted himself an enemy, and right now the only defense I could come up with was to pretend he didnt exist.

The problem had really begun over my fight in the shower: hed been watching on the monitors and felt cheated by my taking out my assailants before anything serious got under way. But his hostility was exacerbated the night after I got my camera, when I was running a load of laundry. The laundry room lay beyond the rec room, so I was watching TV with some of the women while I waited on my clothes.

Polsen was one of the COs on duty. He abruptly called Dolores out of the room. The sudden slackness in her face and her dragging posture as she obeyed made me get up a few minutes later and follow after her into the laundry room.

Polsen was behind the door trying to pull down her jeans. Dolores was struggling to keep them up, hissing, No, please dont do this, please dont do this, Ill tell the lieutenant, and he was laughing and saying she was dirt, no one believed her lies, but that if she did say something, hed see she got into segregation so fast it would make her head spin. I had been practicing with my wristwatch and used it now, wishing I could tape him as well. Polsen looked up and I turned quickly and moved my clothes out of the washer. He let go of Dolores, who ran from the room back toward the prison wing. Polsen gave me a look that liquefied my hamstrings.

When I returned to the common room, the women in front of the television shrank from me: they all knew why Polsen had called Dolores away, and they had watched from the shadows the byplay that took place when I went into the laundry. None of them wanted Polsen to think they supported me.

Back in my cell I wrote down a verbatim account of Polsens language and what Id seen, with the date and the time. I interleaved the pages with a copy of Cosmo, which Id bought at the commissary as a cover for my notes. When Freemans intern came out the next day to tell me my trial date was set for the last week in September, I managed to slide the magazine to her in a flurry of exchanging documents. I asked her to take the magazine away with her and keep it for me. I wasnt sure what use Id make of my notes, but I didnt want to leave them in my cellwed already been locked down twice for searches in my short time at Coolis.

Before she left, the intern asked if I was ready to post bail. It was hard to say no, but I wanted to get a look at the clothes shop. I said Id give it one more week before throwing in the towel.

I was pretty sure at least one CO was going into rooms on our wing after lights outit was the only explanation I could think of for the banging doors and cries that sometimes woke me in the night. But none of the women ever said anything. There were several pregnancies in the prison, I noticed, among women who had been inside for over a yearin one case six years.

When I asked about it during my letterwriting sessions, the women clammed up. One of them whispered to me in line at dinner later that someone named Cynthia spent a year in solitary for filing a report on a CO who raped her. The prison said she made up the charge to try to shorten her time. After that, people were more afraid than ever to complain. Usually, too, if they got you pregnant they gave you drugs. They say, oh, your cycle out of balance, you take these. Then you sick for three days, a week, and you lose the baby.

Chemically induced abortions, in a country that banned RU486. How enterprising of the Department of Corrections. I wondered who made the diagnosis and who dispensed the drugs, but we had gotten our trays and my informant scuttled across the floor to join her friends.

If Polsen decided to come into my cell after lightsout, what would I do? The thought made me lie tense in bed that night and for some nights after.

39 An Audience with Miss Ruby

At the start of my third week I was assigned to a kitchen shift, a miserable job, especially in summer. We lugged fiftypound pots of food between stove and steam table, carried out mounds of refuse, slipped in grease on the filthy floor, got covered with burns from careless cooks flinging hot food around. The work paid sixty cents an hour. My coworkers were sullen and sloppy and made it harder to keep from getting injured.

The only job action available to Coolis workers was refusal to work. This led to a ticket, and enough tickets sent you to solitary confinement, but usually after your stint in segregation you got a new work assignment. Turnover was high in the kitchen, but I couldnt afford time in segregation, so I grimly kept at my post.

This isnt a vacation resort, the CO in charge would say if a woman complained of a burn or a sore back. You should have thought of that before you thought a life of crime was fun. Youre not here for your health, but to learn a lesson.

I had already learned that such medical care as existed was hard to come by. When a woman had hot grease spilled down her arm, the CO in charge of the kitchen upbraided her for crying over nothing. The next day she didnt come in to work; I learned from the comments of the other women that her arm had become a mass of pustules in the night. She had been treated by the inhouse doctor, a CO who had studied prenursing for a year at the local junior college before getting into Coolis.

The stench of the overboiled food and the sight of roaches and mouse droppings took away most of my appetite; if it hadnt been for the fruit my clients brought me I dont think I would have eaten. After a week in the kitchen I was so exhausted it was hard to remember why Id decided to stay in jail instead of posting bail. I was lying on my bunk Friday night, trying to make up my mind whether to call Freeman and ask him to bail me out on Monday, when Solina came in to say that Miss Ruby had sent word over that she wanted to see me.

On my first day at Coolis, Cornish had sent me back to my cell with a reprimand because jail inmates were supposed to use recreation facilities at a different time than the prisoners, but Id learned early that was a regulation the COs enforced only if they wanted an excuse to write you a ticket.

The main reason I hadnt seen Miss Ruby in the rec room since Independence Day was her work schedule. She had one of the cushy jobs, the phone reservation desk for the Passport chain of motels and rental cars. While most prison jobs ran from nine to three, the reservation lines had to be staffed twentyfour hours a day. Shed been on the noontosix shift, and I hadnt known to look in the rec room for her in the mornings.

A day earlier Id written a letter to Rapelec Electronics for a woman, explaining why she was not able to take part in her jobtraining program and requesting that an opening be kept for her in September. The woman paid me with a box of six local tomatoes, the best food Id eaten since my arrest. I took two of them as an offering and went with the woman whod brought the message from Miss Ruby; Jorjette had grown up with one of her granddaughters.

It took some doing to get the guards to let Jorjette and me into the rec room in the morning. CO Cornish, on duty that morning, worked closer to the rules than Rohde or Polsen did on the afternoon shift. Jail inmates didnt have recreation privileges until 3:00 P.M.

Vic going to show me her basketball shot, Jorjette whined. You know everyone say she the best, she beat Angie. And we got kitchen duty in one hour; we gotta go now if were going at all.

We could do it another time, I said. Although another time I probably wont have any tomatoes. Do you grow them yourself, Cornish?

I held one out for him to look at. He admitted that gardening was his hobby but that his tomatoes hadnt ripened yet.

You have one hour down there, girls, he finally said, accepting the tomato as he signaled to the man behind the bulletproof glass to release the lock on the jailwing door.

When we got to the rec room, a woman CO I didnt know was on duty. She was watching Oprah with a handful of women on the couch. Miss Ruby sat in the middle of the group, her irongray hair freshly cut and curled, shell earrings three or four times regulation size in her ears.

Her eyes flicked at Jorjette and me when we came in and pulled up chairs nearby, but she gave no sign of noticing us until Jorjette approached her during a commercial break and asked nervously how Miss Ruby was doing today.

Miss Ruby inclined her head, said as well as anyone could in this heat, too hot to go outside, but she longed for a breath of fresh air. Jorjette said, well, it was pretty hard on everyone but she knew Miss Rubys joints suffered real bad in the heat. Maybe shed like a nice fresh tomato, to remind her of the fresh outdoor air?

Cream here brought it for you special.

Miss Ruby accepted the tomato and jerked her head toward the far end of the deal table. The CO stayed on the couch watching Oprah, and the handful of other women left us alone: Miss Ruby wanted privacy, Miss Ruby got privacy.

I cant make up my mind about you, Cream, she said when we were seated. Are you a fighter or a Good Samaritan? First you beat up a couple of gangbangers, but now I hear you spend your spare time writing letters for the girls. Some of them think youre an undercover cop.

I blinked. Of course in a way that was the truth, but I didnt know Miss Ruby and I couldnt trust my secrets to a stranger, especially one who seemed to be plugged in to the gossip pipeline as thoroughly as Miss Ruby was.

If Id known my life history mattered here, Id have written it up on the bathroom wall, I said. I was arrested same as everyone else.

And that would be for what crime, I wonder?

You know the sad old story about the man who leaves his wife for a cute young thing? And the first wife, who worked hard and put him through school and scrimped so he could build his business, she gets left with the shirt on her back and not much more? And he gets the kids, because how can she give the kids a decent home when she doesnt have any money and she has to be out at work all day?

I heard a bunch of versions of that story in my time. She kept her eyes straight ahead, talking in a prison mumble out of the corner of her mouth.

My twist on it is I figure the guy for about the meanest bastard in Chicago. So I take the oldest child. A boy, whos overweight and sensitive, and Daddy likes to beat on him, make him cry, then beat on him some more for crying like a girl. Daddy had me arrested for kidnapping.

Uhhunh. And you couldnt make bail. Everyone says you got a real lawyer, not a PD. Not to mention, of course, your fancy education that lets you write all those letters.

Guys got a lot of important friends. The judge set bail at a quarter of a million. If your friends ran a financial check on me they could tell you why I couldnt pull together that much money overnight.

And howd you learn to fight like you do, taking out two big women in the shower? she demanded. Not to mention Angie, which I watched you do.

Same way Angie did, I said softly. On the streets of Chicago. Ninetyfirst and Commercial to be exact. But I was lucky. My mother wanted me to have an education, and she made me study when the other girls on my street were getting pregnant or doing drugs.

Miss Ruby thought this over. I dont know whether to believe you or not. But I hear youve been asking questions about a young woman who used to be here. I hear youve been saying you want to talk to me about her. And so here I am, talking to you, wondering how you know her and if thats the real reason youre at Coolis.

I sidestepped the comment. I never met Nicola Aguinaldo. I know her mother. Seńora Mercedes is grateful to you for looking after Nicola.

Hmm. Shes not very grateful in person.

She doesnt have any money. And she doesnt have a green card. Shes afraid to come out here in case they inspect her documents and report her to INS, and she cant write in English. But Nicolas last letter to Seńora Mercedes brought her great comfort, because Nicola told her mother you were keeping an eye on her.

Miss Ruby inclined her head slightly in acknowledgment. And how did someone like you come to be friends with Nicolas mother?

I smiled. I didnt say we were friends, but that I know her. Before my own arrest I was trying to help Seńora Mercedes find out what happened to Nicola. You know that she died?

Miss Ruby gave another brief dip of her chin.

All the women say you know everything that happens in this prison. I want to know what happened to Nicola. How did she get to the hospital?

If youre not a cop yourself, they put you here to talk to me. She spoke with finality but didnt try to move away from me.

Cops dont give a rats toenail for who killed a poor little girl who didnt even have a green card to her name.

So who did put you in here?

You know who Robert Baladine is? When she shook her head no, I explained that he owned Coolis and that Nicola had worked for him before she was arrested. Hes the man I was talking about, and hes got way more power and money than I ever will. He likes the idea of me being locked up in his prison.

She finally looked at me directly, thinking over my story, which had the unusual virtue of being mostly trueeven if it might leave her thinking Baladine was my exhusband. Nobody knows what happened to Nicola. I heard a lot of different stories, and I dont know which is true. The COs said she had female difficulties and went into the hospital, where she ran away. Someone else said she got tangled up in one of the big machines in the clothes shop and got killed and the guards were scared theyd be punished for not turning the machinery off in time, so they dumped her body in Chicago. And some girls are saying she beat up on a CO, which is silly, because she wasnt much bigger than a minute, let alone those men.

She actually died in Chicago, I told her.

Miss Ruby liked having inside information, more than a whole bushel of tomatoes, and she questioned me closely on Nicolas death. After I told her what I knewomitting how Id come on Nicola to begin withI asked how she came to take Nicola under her wing.

Too many of these girls here dont have any respect for any other human being on the planet. Nicola came from a country where old people are treated with respectsomeplace near Japan, which is probably the reason why. She saw how my shoulders and neck bother me after talking on that phone for six hours, and she used to rub the knots out for me. Of course I tried to help her in a few little ways myself.

While Miss Ruby talked, I wondered if perhaps Nicola had never made it to Coolis Hospital. Maybe Captain Ruzich had her taken to Chicago directly from the prison. No, that didnt workthe floor head at the hospitals prison wing clearly had known about Nicola. Unless shed been primed to say Nicola had been on the ward when she wasnt?

I need to find someone who will tell me what went on in the shop the day Nicola left here. Or I need to get a job working over there.

Miss Ruby grunted. You cant get girls to talk about what goes on in the clothes shop. Of course everyone around here is more or less scared, the guards can take away your commissary privileges or your phone calls or put you in seg. But the girls in the clothes shop, they dont talk to anyone. And of course, for the most part they dont speak English anyway.

So if I wanted to get into the clothes shop, Id have to be a foreigner.

First, you have to lose at your trial. The jail girls, they get kitchen duty and other ugly stuff, but they dont ever get the jobs that pay anything decent.

I really need to see the inside of that shop, I said, looking across the room. CO Polsen was in the doorway, eyeing me in a way I didnt like, but I willed him out of my mind. How much would it cost, and who could arrange it for me?

Whats your real business here, Cream? Miss Ruby asked softly.

I continued to look ahead, speaking as she did, out of the side of my mouth. I want to see Robert Baladine destroyed. If I can learn what happened to Nicola, I may find a way to make him … well, sorry he ever crossed my path.

If revenge is what you want to eat for dinner, youre going to get yourself a bad case of indigestion. It never pays, believe me, Cream. I tried that meal for a lot of years, before Jesus showed me a better way.

She paused, as if waiting for me to say amen, sister, or ask for her conversion story, but even for her help I couldnt pretend to a faith I dont own.

Disappointed at my lack of interest, she finally said, No one wants the jobs in the clothes shop; the stories on how they treat the girls over there are too unpleasant. So I never heard of anyone bribing her way in beforeusually theyre crying to get out. And most of them sleep and eat together, too. So if you want to get in, well, Lieutenant Dockery, shes in charge of the work details, and no one ever gave her a bribe in their life: shes strict but fair. But Erik Wenzelhes in charge of the shophes another kettle of fish. And hes not a CO, hes some manager they hired, like they do for my reservations worksomeone who knows how the job is supposed to be done. Give me a day or two. Ill see what I can find out.

She tapped my arm with a manicured finger. You dont know how to behave here, Cream. Maybe youre the toughest bitch on your block in Chicago, but that makes you a challenge to the COs: they want to break you. There are no secrets in Coolis. And the COs know them, too. Theres always some girl willing to tattle to them in exchange for some favor, a better work assignment, or real makeupyou notice how most of the girls here are black, but the makeup in the commissary is made for whites? Which, by the way, you can wear with your skin, but most of us cant. So if you can come up with some carmine nail polish and lipstick for me, it would make me move faster on your strange request.

Anyway, what Im trying to tell you, Cream, Troy Polsen is a bad man, but dont go beating him up. The satisfaction youd get wouldnt be worth it. Youd land in segregation, and youd never get out of it, so youd go to your trial in prison clothes, and you know how that will look. Watch yourself, Cream.

Polsen yelled to Jorjette and me that we were due in the kitchen. Youre not on vacation here; move those lazy buns.

Exquisite manners, I murmured. Its either that or the cuisine that keeps me coming back. I appreciate the warning and the offer of help, Miss Ruby. I dont want to look a gift horse in the mouth, but … I let my voice trail away suggestively.

Why am I helping you? You dont need to know everything about my life. She smiled suddenly. This Ill tell you for nothing: I have a big bone of curiosity. My mama always said it would be the death of me, but I want to know what goes on in that shop myself. I have to spend another eight years in this building. I hate there being stuff about it I dont know.

Polsen came over and yanked me roughly to my feet. Come on, Princess Di, they want you at Buckingham Palace.

As he shoved me toward the corridor I couldnt help wondering if my own bone of curiosity would be the death of me.

40 Sewing Circle

Mannaccia! I swore. Puttana machina!

My fingers had once more slipped on the stretchy fabric so that the armholes puckered up. While I used the little clippers to pull the threads out, I flexed my shoulders, trying to ease out the knots in my neck as well. None of the women around me stopped or looked up. They were tied to the whirring machines, working on jackets and leggings, their fingers moving so fast the movement of arms, fabric, and needle was a blur of motion.

Hey, you, Victoria! Erik Wenzel suddenly stood in front of me. I thought you said you knew how to run this machine. Sabes usar esta máquina.

When they spoke Spanish, the men always used the familiar form of you. I said in Italian how insufferable Wenzels manners were, then added in Spanish, Sí, sí, se usarla.

Then act like you can fabricar. He snatched the shirt from my fingers, ripping it in two, and slapped my head. Youve destroyed this shirt so it cant be used. La arruinaste! It comes out of your pay. No te pago por esta!

It had taken almost my whole four hundred dollars cash to get here; so far all Id learned was that in a prison shop the foreman can do whatever he damned well wants. Miss Ruby managed somehow to spread the money among CO Rohde in the jail wing, his counterpart in the prison wing, and one of Erik Wenzels subordinates who put together the work rosters for the clothes shop. She told the man that I was a fragile immigrant far from home and she thought kitchen work might kill me. Miss Ruby got a Revlon lipstick and compact, and they werent easy to come by either.

I hoped I never had to depend on sewing to pay my bills. I thought it would be a cinch to run one of those machines, and I thought it would be a holiday after the misery of working in the prison kitchen, but after four days all I had to show were a permanent knot in my shoulders and neck, bruised and bleeding fingers from getting in the way of the needle, and three dollars and twentyfour cents in earnings, which wouldnt be paid into my trust account until the end of the week.

We got paid by the piece: nine cents for Tshirts, which were the easiest to assemble, fifteen cents for shorts, thirtythree for the heavy denim jackets. Some of the women were so fast they could make nine or ten jackets an hour. One of my neighbors was turning out thirtytwo Tshirts an hour.

When I started, one of the women was detailed to show me how to assemble a shirt. She put one together at lightning speed, unwilling to slow down her own production to show a newcomer the ropes. I had followed her moves as best I could. By the end of the second day, I had worked out how to do eighteen an hour, but of those only ten or so met the qualitycontrol standards; the ruined ones got deducted from my pay. And if Wenzel was angry at a womanas he was with mehe would deliberately destroy a garment and then deduct the cost from her pay. One thing about prison labor: there is no shop steward or Labor Department to take a grievance to. If the foreman is pissed off at you and wants to spit at you or slap you or destroy your output, theres not a lot you can do about it.

In a twist of irony, we sewed little tags into the shirts that read Made with Pride in the USA. So I had learned one thingthat the shirts in the commissary were made in the prison, although the ones we sewed were all plain white. Maybe they were shipped to one of the mens prisons for the Mad Virgin or Captain Doberman to be embroidered onto them.

In an adjacent room, women operated heavy shears to cut out the pieces to the garments we were sewing. A pair of runners went between the cutting room and the sewing room, bringing us the raw materials for construction.

We got two tenminute breaks in our sixhour shift, with half an hour in the dining hall, but most of the women except the smokers preferred to work through their breaks. As Miss Ruby had said, the crew here were all foreign, primarily Hispanic but with a handful of Cambodian and Vietnamese women.

Also as Miss Ruby had said, most of the women in the clothes shop were housed together. They arrived in a group in the morning, were escorted to the dining hall or commissary in a group, and were taken off together to a separate floor at night. I hadnt been moved over to their quarters, but I was closely monitored now by the COs. So closely that I decided I had better speak only Italian, or my fractured Spanish, from now on, even in my cell.

My withdrawal from English made Solina and the crowd begging for letters at first tearful, and then furious. In revenge, Solina started smoking heavily in the cell, as if hoping to provoke me into yelling at her in English instead of Italian. She fell asleep each night with a cigarette burning on the floor beside her, when I would climb down to make sure it was outI didnt want to go through everything I was enduring only to suffocate in a cigarette fire.

It seemed absurd to think that I could fool the COs into thinking I wasnt really an English speaker, but I hoped to keep the pretense in place long enough to learn something about Nicolas end. CO Polsen was the likeliest to get me into trouble. When he was on duty in the afternoon, responsible for taking me over for recreation after my work shift ended, he showered me with foul language. When he did that, I treated him as if he were part of the ambient air, but if he tried touching me I would shout loudlystill in Italianand keep shouting until I could move away from him to a public space. It wasnt a great defense, but it was the only one I could think of. I hoped I learned something useful soon, because I didnt know how much time Id have before either the women or Polsen decided to take me apart.

In the shop I trailed around with the smokers during our brief breaks, trying to ask them about Nicola or about the clotheswhere did they go when we finished them? Illinois law said that anything manufactured in the prisons had to be for prison consumption, but Id never seen any of these plain shirts or jackets for sale in our commissary. And ouror at least my coworkersoutput was enormous.

It was the size of the production, and the fact that no English speakers were working in the shop, that kept me going, despite my hackedup hands and the fury that the foreman Erik Wenzel kept unleashing on me.

The other thing that kept me going was a room down the hall where our goods were sent when they were done. Every hour Wenzel and CO Hartigan, the subordinate whod taken my money from Miss Ruby to give me my assignment, collected our output, inspected it, wrote on a card how much was usable, and stacked the finished goods on a giant trolley. One of the Cambodian women pushed the trolley down the hall to the next room.

My second morning, during the smoking break, I sauntered after her. When the door opened to admit the trolley, I saw a kaleidoscope of lights, machines, and people. Before I could look more closely I was flung hard to the ground. I rolled over, ready to kick my assailant. I actually had my legs scissored, pulling in to strike, before I remembered myself. Wenzel stood over me, his face red with fury, and ordered me back to the workroom in a mix of English and Spanish. His Spanish wasnt any better than mine, but it included an array of crude words for female anatomy that startled me. He wrote me a ticket, my third since coming to Coolis. My tickets could get me put in segregation at any moment, since they were all for offenses that could be construed as physical assaults.

My glimpse into the room had been so fleeting, I couldnt make sense of what Id seen. How secret could it be if the Cambodian women were allowed into it? Yet my coworkers were so fearful of talking about it that it must be very secret indeed. The only women who worked back there had been given life sentencesthat was all I could glean. No one ever talked to themthey were housed in a separate part of the prison.

When I persisted in trying to ask about the room the next morning, the smokers backed away from me in a cluster, as if I were a wolf going after a flock of pigeons. CO Hartigan was a heavy smoker himself; the women eyed him nervously when I talked to them.

Tu preguntas demasiado, one of the women finally whispered to me when Hartigan had gone into the cutting room to deal with a machine that had stopped working. No sigas pregontando por Nicola. Do not keep asking about Nicola. She learned that her baby was dead, and she wanted to go to Chicago to bury the child. Of course no one would let her leave, but she was mad with grief and began pounding on Wenzel with her tiny hands. He and Hartigan shot her with those guns of theirs that fire electricity, and then they laughed and made sport with her. Now, ask nothing more. For us she never existed, and the guards will punish you severely if they know you are inquiring about her. And they will punish me if they think I remember her.

Her hoarse Spanish was hard for me to follow, but before I could ask her to repeat anything she flinched and tried to duck back into the workroom. CO Hartigan grabbed her arm and then one of her breasts, which he twisted until she gasped in pain.

Youre not talking out of turn, are you? he asked the woman. Remember: we know where your little boys are. Sabemos donde son tuos nińos.

Her eyes were streaming and she spoke pantingly. Only tell woman, she no have money, no get my cigarette. She lazy, not working, why I think she pay back someday?

I knew her quick wits were protecting herself, not me, and the look she gave me was one of loathing. Hartigan let her go and slapped me for good measure: I was a lazy cunt, he said, and they werent going to give me a free ride forever.

Once again I controlled myself in the nick of time. Rage and helplessness were so bottled and boiling inside me, I knew I had to leave Coolis soon; even if the guards didnt harm me I was destroying myself. If I didnt learn something soon that I could use against Baladine, I would forfeit my only chance to understand what was going on in the clothes operation. I had a pretty clear picture at least of why Nicola had gone to the hospital, even if I didnt know how shed died in Chicago, but it wasnt anything I could use to get her killers arrested.

I didnt want to think about what might have lain behind the womans phrase that the guards made sport with Nicola. I only knew I had to move fast before either my language fraud or my ineptitude with the sewing machine landed me in trouble. How fast Id have to move was made clear to me on my return to the jail wing that afternoon, when I got a summons to see a visitor.

Morrell stood up on my entrance, an oldfashioned courtesy so remote from the mores of Coolis that I blinked back tears. It was a Thursday; as always midweek, the visitors room was almost empty.

Morrell squeezed my fingers, a fleeting pressure that the CO in the room overlooked. You need to leave as soon as possible, Vic.

I agreed, thinking of the abuse I was enduring, and started to detail some of the language and actions of the COs and the work shift managers.

Morrell cut me short. Thats appalling, Vic, but that isnt what I mean. Things have come unraveled on the outside. Since Baladine left Chicago shortly after your arrest, he apparently didnt know what had happened to you. Hes coming back from Europe tomorrow. He knowsor will know when he landsthat youre here. And while youre in Coolis he has the power to have you treated more harshly than you want to imagine.

I shivered involuntarily. How do you know this?

He gave a glint of a smile. Im a journalist, I have press credentials. Ive started being very attentive to Alex Fisher at Global, told her Im working on a book about the security business.

To my chagrin I felt a stab of elemental jealousy. In the midst of my potpourri of misery and fear, I was picturing the contrast between Alex, with her clear, smooth skin and Rodeo Drive wardrobe, and my own bedraggled condition. Like seducing Murray wasnt good enough for her, she had to take Morrell, too. I muttered something farouche about her being able to make sure he got a good movie deal for his book.

In that case Id better get a contract before she reads it. She thinks highly of you, by the way, and says its a pity your stubbornness gets in the way of your success. Ive told her you were out of town, vacationing until your trial, and I dont think shes doublechecked that news. And since shes extremely busy, shes been happy to palm me off on her poor overworked assistant. Whos not sophisticated enough to keep news to herself. Like the urgent email Baladine sent Alex yesterday demanding to know your whereabouts after making bail. It will take them this longhe snapped his fingersto learn youre in here. Have you found out what you wanted to know?

I shook my head. Ive learned some things, but not enough. It seems reasonably clear that Nicola died of injuries she got here, although I dont think I can ever prove that. Theres some reign of terror that goes on with the women in the clothes shop where she workedthe foreman today threatened the children of a woman who was talking to me. Whether thats randomtheres a lot of vile abuse that goes on here, most of it sexual assaultor whether theres something specific they dont want the women talking about, I dont know. Its mighty peculiar that the only women who work back there cant speak English.

Morrell tapped the table impatiently. Vic, do I have your permission to go to Freeman and tell him to bail you out as fast as possible? He might be able to appear for you in a Chicago court tomorrow instead of waiting through the weekend.

I rubbed my face, overwhelmed with a desire to lay my head down on the table and cry my heart out. Everything Id been doing seemed so futile, ever since the night Id stopped to help Nicola Aguinaldo. My career was in shambles, I was demoralized from my weeks in Coolis, I didnt know any more than I had a month ago about why BB Baladine was gunning for me.

Yeah, tell Freeman to bail me out. I dont have much time left in here before everything comes unglued for me in here, anyway. Everyone on the jail side knows I speak English, that I was even writing legal letters for some of the women. It wont be long until that word gets over to the creep who runs the clothes shop, and then Illwell, the bestcase scenario is Ill be assigned back to the kitchen.

Vic, I dont know whether youre heartbreakingly gallant or only out of your mind, but youre worth a dozen of Alex Fisher, with her stock options thrown in besides. Dont do anything too foolish before Freeman can post bail. His lips brushed the back of my hand and he was gone.

CO Polsen wasnt on duty; the woman guard patted me down in a perfunctory way and sent me to my cell to be counted before dinner. I brushed the back of my hand against my cheek. I had one last chance to learn something tangible at Coolis. I dont know if it was gallantry or insanity that was driving me, but the only plan that came to me made me so cold that I lay shivering under my blanket while Solina and her friends marched in formation to the dining hall.

41 Photo Op

In the middle of the night, when I couldnt sleep, I wrote a letter to Lotty. A light in the corridor came through the grated window at the top of our door, projecting a small grid of light on the wall behind our toilet, enough for me to make out the shape of my words on the page without being able to read them.

I wanted Lotty to know how important shed always been to me, since my student days at the University of Chicago when Id been not only young but rawly unsophisticated. She took me under her wing and taught me basic social skills Id missed growing up in a rough neighborhood with a dying mother. Somehow over the years shed moved from being a kind of fulfillment of my mother to a more equal friend, but shed never lost her importance for me.

If I am foolhardy, daring without judgment, I wrote, it isnt because I dont love you, Lotty. I hate to bring you grief, and if I am seriously injured you will grieve. I dont have an answer to the conundrum. Not the old masculine swagger that I couldnt love you as much as I do if I didnt love honor more. Something more restless drives me, a kind of terror that if I dont take care of things myself I will be left with a terrible helplessness. More than anyone Ive ever known, youve kept that helplessness at bay. Thank you for your years of love.

In the morning I quickly put it in an envelope without reading it over. On my way to breakfast I handed it over to CO Cornish for the outbound mail.

The condemned womans last meal: cornflakes, powdered orange juice, watery coffee, a piece of soggy toast. At nine, CO Cornish brought me to the gate of the prisons work wing. There we were counted again and marched down the hall to our assignments. One group was escorted to the room of phone banks, where Miss Ruby and other wellspoken inmates took hotel reservations for families crossing America on their summer vacations. The rest of us were taken farther down the hall to the sewing room. We stood at attention while we were counted for a third time, this time by Wenzel and Hartigan, and then sent to our machines.

Before I could start on the pile of pieces I had left over from yesterday, Hartigan grabbed my arm. You! he spat at me in English. For one heartstopping minute I thought maybe Baladine had already tracked me down and given orders to treat me in some unspeakable way.

Apparently it was only my ineptitude as a seamstress that made Hartigan grab me. In a graphic mix of Spanish and English he explained I was being demoted to a cutter. The pay there was a flat dollarthirty an hour, did I understand?

Comprendo, I said through lips thick with anger.

For the next three hours, with one tenminute break, I stood in the cutting room, pinning stencils to thick stacks of cotton, then holding the stacks in position as automatic shears sliced through them. It was backbreaking work, made harder by Hartigans periodic eruption into the room to yell, Vamos, mas rapido!

All last night as I had lain sleepless on my bunk and in the morning as I moved the heavy plastic stencils onto the fabric, I kept rehearsing in my mind what I wanted to do. My chance came at lunchtime. We were allowed to put aside the stencils and turn off the shears just as the Cambodian woman gathered up the previous hours sewing output onto the trolley. While everyone else moved into formation for lunch, I followed the trolley down the hall in the other direction. As people chattered and milled around stretching their sore arms, neither Wenzel nor Hartigan noticed I was going the wrong way.

The Cambodian woman rang a buzzer in the door. When it opened I followed her inside. In the confused medley of light and noise that greeted me, I couldnt make anything out at first: giant machines, women in Corrections Department smocks, the ratcheting of conveyor belts. It was a major production plant. I moved to a conveyor belt carrying Tshirts.

Lacey Dowells face stared up at me. Her red hair was artlessly tangled, her lips halfparted in a mischievous smile. The smile was repeated half a dozen times as shirts passed in front of me on the belt. Hot lights overhead made me start to sweat; I realized they were there to dry wet inktwo women operating a giant press on my right were stamping decals onto shirts the Cambodian woman was unloading from the trolley. At a second belt facing me, another pair were stamping Space Beret insignia onto denim jackets.

At the far end of the belts other women pulled the garments off, folded them, and fed them to someone operating a commercial iron. Another pair laid ironed clothes in boxes. I watched in frozen fascination, until a shout behind me galvanized me. I began snapping the stem of my wrist camera, taking pictures as fast as I could, of Laceys face, of the belt, of women pressing decals onto shirts and jackets.

A man grabbed my arm, yelling, What the hell are you doing in here? Where did you come from?

I darted away, trying to snap a picture of the machines themselves, of the workers, of anything where I could get a clear view. The man whod yelled out at me began to chase me. I ducked under a conveyor belt and skittered on my hands and knees toward the entrance. The women feeding shirts to the iron stopped working and huddled against a wall. Clothes began to pile up and then fall to the floor.

My pursuer tripped on the Tshirts and bellowed for backup. CO Hartigan came through the door on the run. Jackets and shirts tumbled from belts and got tangled in the machinery. Sirens howled and the clanking machines ground to a halt.

I ducked under Hartigans outstretched arm and pushed open the door, with some foolish hope of pretending Id gotten turned around and ended up in the room by mistake. Wenzel was on the other side of the door. He seized my arms. I slid my legs around his ankles and with the fury that had been boiling in me for a month, took his feet out from under him. He fell backward, still holding me, but his grip loosened as he fell, and I pulled away, rolling on my side and coming up in a crouch.

Hartigan was facing me, pulling a gun. I twisted away, then suddenly lost control of my limbs. I was shot through the air as from a cannon and careened headfirst onto the pile of jackets. I couldnt breathe. I couldnt move. The skin on my chest stung. My legs were wet, and I smelled urine and burning cloth. My arms and legs jerked spastically.

Hartigan stood over me, a smile of exultant sadism on his face, and lifted one large booted foot. I managed to wrench myself sideways just before he kicked me. His boot sank savagely into my ribs, and then into my skull.

When I woke I was in a dark room. My head pounded violently. I tried to lift a hand to feel my head but I couldnt move my arms. My ribs ached and my stomach heaved. I shut my eyes and passed out again.

I felt a hand on my arm and someone saying, Is she alive? I wanted to pull my arm away but I still couldnt move it. I was alive, someone else confirmed, but I wasnt going anywhere, they could take off the manacles.

Someone like her will fool you, Hartigan, the first voice said. It belonged to CO Polsen. Wenzel has a concussion from the blow she gave him. Leave her chained up, that way youll be sure.

It was the fall, I wanted to say. I took his legs out from under him and he fell. But my jaw hurt and I couldnt speak. Later someone brought me water. I was so grateful tears spurted out the sides of my eyes.

My cousin BoomBoom had dared me to climb the crane, I tried to tell my mother. And why had I done it, she demanded in Italian. Do you need to do everything that crazy boy does? What are you trying to prove, that youre a cat who has nine lives? My father told her to let me be, I had a concussion and two broken ribs and that was punishment enough. And my punishment, my mother shouted in English, if shes taken from me in one of these crazy exploits you and your brother laugh at, I will never survive it.

I thought it would be safe now to open my eyes, because my father would be smiling down at me, but when I opened them I was in a cellnot the one I shared with Solinaone with a single bed in it. I heard a sharp snap. The pounding pain had subsided to a muted throb and I could move my head. I saw the door, with a window in the top and an eye bulging as it peered at me. There was a second snap as a shutter slid across the window, leaving me once more in darkness.

I kept dozing off into phantasmagoric dreams, where I was eight or nine or ten, with my mother as she made me practice scales until my arms hurt so much I begged her not to make me do music anymore, or with BoomBoom at a Fourth of July picnic where the fireworks made my head ache and tears run down my cheeks. The fireworks smelled, too, like some kind of horrible uncleaned toilet.

The snapping shutter roused me periodically. I could move my arms now, but the pain in my ribs and gut was so great I didnt move them much. I was alternating between drenching sweats and chills so violent they caused a rattling at my feet. I thought my bones were clanking, but when I tried to sit up to look at my feet, the pain in my stomach stabbed me brutally. I cried out and lay back down. Once when the shutter opened I had a flash of awareness: my legs were manacled together. It didnt matterI was in too much pain to walk anywhere. I shut my eyes again.

Someone asked again if I was still alive. I knew the voice, but my mind floated off. Shes not in good shape, a second man answered. She stinks, the first voice said. Shell be in back, Polsen, you wont smell her once you get her inside. Wenzel cant drive; youll have to come along. Put on some gloves and a mask. Change her shirt; we dont want to get into the mess we had with the other one, having to come up with a clean shirt because this ones got burn marks on it.

CO Polsen. He was tearing off my shirt; he was going to treat me the way he had that other woman, and I was powerless to stop him. I would not cry I would not give him the satisfaction I would not cry when he touched the raw skin on my breasts. I was jerked upright, and the pain across my abdomen was so ferocious I blacked out. Then I was sick and my father was carrying me, but he was too rough, he was hurting me, my head and my stomach.

No, Papa, I begged. Put me down.

That made him laugh, and I cried for my mother but she couldnt hear me. When he finally put me down it was on something hard, not my bed. Mio letto, I sobbed. Voglio mio proprio letto. He slapped my face and shut the door on me, and I remembered it hurt his feelings when I spoke Italian, because he didnt speak it himself. I want my own bed, I repeated in English, but it did me no good, he started shaking the room from side to side so that my sore ribs and stomach bounced against the hard floor.

I kept passing out. I would come to when an extrafierce jolt flung me against the floor. At some point the jolting stopped and the door opened. I had another brief moment of clarity: I was in a panel truck, lying on packing cartons. A couple of men approached me. I couldnt protect myself as they seized me. They tossed me on the ground and slammed the van door shut. Polsen called me a stupid cunt and said this would teach me to mind my own business and then they left me on the ground and returned to the truck. The back door swung open as they drove off and several boxes bounced onto the road.

I saw now how Nicola Aguinaldo got out of prison and made it back to Chicago. And died.

42 Slow Mend

I looked up and saw the machine that made decals ready to push into me. My arms were manacled to the bed and I couldnt lift them to guard my face. A man leaned over me. I didnt want CO Polsen to know I was scared, but I couldnt help crying out. The man called me cookie and seemed to be weeping. I shut my eyes and fell back asleep.

The next time I woke I realized the machine was the arm holding an IV drip. I wasnt wearing manacles but had lines running into both arms and an oxygen tube in my nose. A woman was feeling my left wrist. She had on a yellow sweater and smiled when she saw me watching her.

Youre all right, you know. Youre with friends, so dont worry: youre not in prison and youre going to recover.

I looked at my wrist. It was empty. I didnt have my watch, my fathers watch that hed worn for twentyfive years.

I croaked something and she said, Your watch didnt come over from the hospital with you. Ill ask Dr. Herschel about it.

This seemed so disastrous to me that I began to cry. The woman in the yellow sweater sat down next to me and wiped my eyes, since I was having trouble moving my arms. The fingers on my right hand were in splints, but both my arms were so sore it seemed like too much work to lift them to wipe my eyes.

Well do everything we can to get your watch back to you. Now that youre awake I want to see if you can drink something. Youll recover faster if you can start to eat on your own. As soon as you drink a bit of this, Ill call the hospital about your watch. She cranked the bed up, and I swallowed something sweet.

I croaked again.

Youre in the Grete Berman Institute. Recovering from your injuries.

I knew I had heard of the Grete Berman Institute, but I couldnt remember what it was. I went back to sleep, puzzling over it, but after that I began recovering, drinking more each time I woke, staying awake for longer intervals. Sometimes the man who called me cookie was there, and I finally remembered it was Mr. Contreras. I tried to smile and say something so that hed know I knew him and appreciated his being there; I could just manage to say Peppy, which made him start to cry again.

Once when I woke, the woman in the sweater handed me my fathers watch and helped me strap it onto my wrist. I was relieved to have it back but still felt upset, as if I were missing something of even greater importance. The woman in the sweater urged me to drink miso broth. I was getting strongerin a few days Id be able to have rice, and then Id be strong enough to remember what was troubling me.

I was too tired to think. I gave up worrying about the watch and drifted between waking and eating and struggling upright: the wound in my abdomen made sitting up an exquisite pain. It was only three days, in fact, between my first waking up and my shaky progression from bed to chair and a tour of the hallway, but the pain and the painkillers stretched times passage in odd ways.

On the day that Mr. Contreras helped me into a chair so that I could eat my rice and watch the Cubs, Lotty came in. Sammy Sosa had just hit his fortysixth home run, but Mr. Contreras muted the television and with rare tact left us alone.

When Lotty saw me out of bed and in a chair, she burst into tears and knelt with her arms around me. Victoria. I thought I was going to lose you. Oh, my dear one, I am so thankful to have you back.

Close to her I could see how much gray was in her hair; for some reason that made me cry as well. I thought you would chew me out.

She blinked back her tears. Later. When youre strong enough to fight back.

She mustnt have too much agitation, Dr. Herschel, the nurse said.

Lotty pushed herself to her feet. Despite the gray hair, she still moved with easy agility. I smiled foolishly at her. She didnt stay long but the next evening she returned with Morrell. The two together told me my story.

A state trooper had found me on the Belmont exit ramp to the Kennedy around three on Sunday morning. The boxes that tumbled out of the back of the truck when CO Polsen drove off had saved my life: a motorist, swerving to avoid them, noticed me lying in the road and called the cops. The state troopers rushed me to Beth Israel, where Dr. Szymczykthe same surgeon whod been on call the night I found Nicola Aguinaldopatched me together.

I had been luckier than Nicola on several counts. When Hartigan kicked me, Id managed to twist away enough so that my ribs took the main force of his blow. He had badly bruised my intestine and I had developed a severe infection, which accounted for my fever, but when the state trooper found me, the wound had only just begun to perforate the peritoneum. Nicola already had such advanced peritonitis when I came on her that she didnt have much chance for survival.

And then, unlike Nicola, I was in good physical condition and I was used to defending myself, so that despite the jolt from the stun gunwhich was what Hartigan shot me withI was able to shield myself from the worst of his blows. I had apparently managed to put my hands over my head, so that the kick that knocked me out broke the fingers in my right hand but didnt do serious damage to my skull.

You were lucky, Vic, Lotty said. But you also dont have the habit of victims.

But how did I end up here instead of in the hospital? The Grete Berman Institute is for torture victims, isnt it? That isnt really me.

I didnt think you should be moved from Beth Israel until you were more stable, but Morrell persuaded me that the man Baladine could get access to you in a hospital if he was looking for you. I wanted to bring you to my home, but the Berman Institute is secure and fully staffed, so I finally agreed to let you be moved here as soon as you were out of surgery. But besides that, you Her voice cracked and she steadied it. You were in a helpless situation, at the mercy of the law, shot with an electric weapon, beaten, and then chained to a bed. I think you were tortured, Victoria.

She needs to rest now, Dr. Herschel, the nurse intervened.

Over the next several days, as I got back on my feet and began to get some exercise in the Berman Institute gardens, Morrell put together the rest of the story for me. He had called Freeman Carter when he got back to Chicago from Coolis that last Thursday, urging him to try to get me a bail hearing in Chicago on Friday; Morrell told Freeman he was worried that Baladine might not let me survive the weekend. Freeman was skeptical at first, but Morrell managed to persuade him.

Freeman spent all day Friday shaking up the judicial system trying to find me. It was three on Friday afternoon before the head of the circuit court granted Freeman permission to post my bail in a Chicago courtroom and have me released that afternoon instead of making us wait until a circuit judge rode out to Coolis on Monday.

At that point, although no one outside the prison knew it, I was already chained to a bed in the segregation wing, with a rising fever. Freeman couldnt get anyone at Coolis to admit to my whereabouts and finally was told that they lacked the administrative personnel to process my release after 5:00 P.M. on Friday, that Freeman would have to come back on Monday.

Freeman went to the state appellate court and got an emergency writ requiring my immediate release. The prison then told him I had faked an injury at my work station and they had put me in the hospital. On Saturday, as my fever rose, they played a shell game with Freeman, passing him between the prison and the hospital, each saying the other had possession of my body.

Of course neither Freeman nor Morrell knew what discussions took place at the prison end of things, but the most likely guess was that the staff panicked. Perhaps they thought I might die, and Freeman was making it clear they would face intense scrutiny if they didnt produce me in good shape. They probably figured they could repeat what had sort of worked for them with Nicola Aguinaldo: dump me in Chicagowhere Id either be hit by a car or die of my woundsand put out word that I had managed to escape. Morrell showed me the HeraldStars report.

PRIVATE EYE, HELD ON KIDNAPPING CHARGE, FLEES COOLIS

For the second time this summer, a woman managed to run away from the experimental jailprison complex operated by Carnifice Security in Coolis. This time, though, the hue and cry is much louder: the woman in question is notorious in Chicago, being private eye V. (Victoria) I. (Iphigenia) Warshawski. Warshawski had been arrested on charges of kidnapping the son of Carnifice chief Robert Baladine and spent a month in the jail wing at Coolis after failing to post bail.

She was not an easy prisoner, Warden Frederick Ruzich said, often getting involved in fights with other inmates and ignoring orders from corrections officers, whose job includes trying to smooth the adjustment for women new to the Coolis system.

How Warshawski managed to escape may never be known. Her body was found at the foot of the Belmont ramp to the Kennedy. Although she is still alive, she suffered severe brain damage and may never speak again. Dr. Charlotte Herschel, Warshawskis physician at Beth Israel Hospital, says Warshawski is able to breathe on her own, which gives them hope for some partial recovery. She has been moved to a nursing home, but Dr. Herschel declined to tell reporters where.

Warshawski is best known for the work she did in tracking down the murderer of social activist Deirdre Messenger last year, but her successes in investigating whitecollar crime have earned her respect from many quarters in Chicago, including the Chicago Police Department.

Robert Baladine, the president of Carnifice Security, is angry at lapses in security at the Coolis complex, which have made escape begin to seem like a routine matter for the inmates. He promised a thorough investigation of security measures at the prison. Illinois House Speaker JeanClaude Poilevy (ROak Brook) says the legislature granted a number of tax breaks to Carnifice to get them to take on the womens prison and expects them to live up to their side of the bargain. (See Murray Ryersons story on Page 16 for a summary of Warshawskis most notable cases.)

The story included a map of Illinois, with a blowup of the northwest corner showing the town of Coolis, the prison, and the roads running to Chicago.

I put the newspaper lethargically to one side. I didnt even care what Murray had to say about me. I had remembered recently what was troubling me about my watch, and it left me feeling so futile that it was affecting my recovery.

That minicamera that got me these woundsits disappeared, I muttered to Morrell. I dont know if they took it off me when they put me in segregation or if it just got lost at the hospital, but its gone.

Morrells eyes widened. V. I.they were supposed to tell you when they gave you back your fathers watch. I have it. I took it to the Unblinking Eye to get the pictures developed. I didnt mention it because they keep telling me not to get you excited, and I thought youd bring it up when you were ready to look at the pictures. Theyll be ready in another day or two.

After that I felt giddy with relief. Did you and Lotty really think I might never talk again, or was that wishful thinking?

Morrell grinned. Alex Fisher from Global kept pumping me, so I thought Id play it safe. When I told Freeman what she and I said, he thought it was such a good idea that he put it out in a press release. The only people who know the truth besides him and Dr. Herschel are Sal and of course your neighbor. Dr. Herschel thought it would be intolerably cruel to Mr. Contreras to imagine you in such straits. And it gives us some wiggle room to figure out what to do with Baladine and Global Entertainment.

Yes. Baladine and Global Entertainment. I wanted to do something about them, but right now I couldnt imagine what. My first week at the Berman Institute I was too tired and too sore to think about what Id been through. As I grew stronger physically, I was bewildered by my wild mood swings. At one moment Id be euphoric over my escape and the knowledge that I had managed to smuggle out pictures; the next Id see a stranger coming toward me and think it was one of the corrections officers, Polsen or Hartigan. Id start feeling unbearably helpless, as I had in Coolis, and would find myself moving away as fast as I could, my legs wobbly, as if I expected to be hit again with fifty thousand volts of electricity.

The institute treated many people who had been held longer and in greater duress than I. I felt guilty for taking up room that someone from Rwanda or Guatemala could have used, but the psychologist who met with me twice a week told me the institute didnt see it that way.

Do you think our doctor shouldnt treat your broken hand because someone else has breast cancer and needs more intense medical attention? You deserve to make the best recovery you can from your experience.

But the other people here didnt choose to be tortured, I burst out. I chose to stay at Coolis. If Id followed my lawyers advice and made bail, none of the rest would have happened.

So you blame yourself for your misfortunes. But many of the people here torment themselves in the same way: if I had not gone back to my home that morning, if I had followed my mothers wishes and gone to see her, if I had not signed that petition. We wish we had power over our fates, and so we blame ourselves when something goes wrong. You wanted to stay in Coolis to try to understand what happened to a poor young woman you tried to help. I think that was noble. And you cannot blame yourself for the fact that menand womenwith unlimited power over the lives of others used that power in very sadistic ways. If Coolis were run along humane lineswell, your young friend would not have died to begin with.

I tried to accept his advice, but my dreams were still so shocking that I often dreaded going to sleep. I knew if I could only rest properly, I would recover more rapidly.

What will help you sleep? he asked the next time we talked.

If I could stop feeling so humiliated. I know I cant shut down Coolis. I cant change any prison anywhere in America. All these degradations will go on and on for any woman who lands there, the sex talk and the rape and whatever else. The law makes it almost impossible for a woman to lodge a complaint, and even if she does, the guards have so much power they can stop her voice.

Freeman Carter was filing lawsuits for meone against the Chicago Police Department for the violence committed against my person and against my office by Douglas Lemour. The other was against the Illinois Department of Corrections for my injuries there. Bryant Vishnikov was studying the OR films of my injuries and thought he might be able to prove theyd come from a particular set of boots. Such as those of the man Hartigan out at Coolis.

But these cases will take years to work through the courts, I told the Berman psychologist. By that time I could be out of business and too broke for a settlement to help me. I want Robert Baladine to pay a price now for siccing his bent cop on me and for having me arrested on a trumpedup charge. I want that cop out of the force, and I want Baladine publicly exposed. And of course I need him off my back if Im ever going to run my business again. Miss Ruby had told me if I wanted to eat revenge it would give me indigestion, but it seemed to me passivity was making me sicker than revenge ever would.

The psychologist didnt exactly endorse my wish: he told me he thought it was helpful to imagine a recovery of my own power and see where that left me.

A recovery of my own power meant I needed to recover my physical fitness. I began working out in greater earnest. Four weeks after I was found on the expressway, I ran a wobbly mile, but after that my strength grew measurably every day. On the Thursday before Labor Day, as the El Nińo heat finally subsided into a bearable warmth, I felt ready to move on.

43 Planning Session

Id decided it was time to move on, but I wasnt sure where to go. My own apartment would leave me a sitting duck as soon as Baladine learned Id surfaced. For the same reason, I resisted Lottys invitation to come home with her: Id rather be killed than endanger her life one more time in one of my exploits.

It was Morrell who suggested that I spend a week or two in Father Lous rectory. I kept asking him to make sure hed discussed it with Father Lou and that the priest understood the potential risk; Father Lou in the end sent me a terse note saying I was welcome as long as I didnt smoke. The kids around the school were used to strange families moving in and out as the priest offered refuge to people whod been evicted or were seeking sanctuary; they wouldnt blow my cover through idle chatter around the neighborhood. And so the Friday before Labor Day I moved from the modern, warmly furnished rooms of the Berman Institute to a narrow bed under a crucifix and a bathroom holding a badly stained tub and toilet. It was still a big step up from Coolis.

During the weeks I was healing, Morrell or Lotty came to see me almost every day. Lotty brought flowers that wellwishers, believing I was in a braindamaged stupor, sent to her office. Darraugh Graham, my most important client, sent a miniature orange tree and a note that said if I ever felt able to get back to work he was eager to continue to do business with me. I was touched, and relieved as well, although Morrell, collecting mail from my office, found an ominous number of letters from clients canceling my services. (We find a large firm such as Carnifice better meets our security needs at this time… .)

Mr. Contreras visited me regularly while I was at Berman. Once he learned he could bring Mitch and Peppy, hed bundle the dogs into the Rustmobile and drive down, careful to follow Morrells instructions to keep anyone from tailing him. The dogs helped my recovery. When I ran around the gardens behind the institute with them, I started feeling more like myself.

A bouquet of anemones came with a note from Abigail Trant, wishing me a speedy recovery from all my ailments. After her surprise visit the week before my arrest, I wasnt exactly startled, but I was very pleased.

I saw Mrs. Trants name in the papers from time to time, especially as the swim meet Eleanor Baladine had organized drew near: the HeraldStar, in its new role as shill for Global Entertainment, actually treated the event as frontpage news. The meet was to raise money for several childrens programs dear to Abigail Trant, Jennifer Poilevy, and Eleanor Baladine. The three women were photographed around Eleanors pool, looking like beauty queens in their sleekly fitting swimsuits. Tickets were a thousand dollars; anyone with a child under thirteen who wanted to compete should get in touch with Alex Fisher at Global.

Another evening Lotty arrived with an outsize bouquet of scarlet and gold flowers and a letter from Murray Ryerson.

Dear Vic,

I cant believe youre really lying in a stupor. Half of its denial, and the other half is my sources: they cant find you in any of the nursing homes in the area. So maybe Lotty Herschel will bring you these flowers and my letter.

Im sorry you were arrested. Im sorry you spent time in the big house. I dont know how you got out without posting bail, but my compliments: that took some doing. Im sorriest of all I blew up at you over Frenadas finances. I dont know who or how that strange data got into his LifeStory report, but it was bogus. When his sister tried to access one of the accounts, it turned out there was nothing there. For reasons I havent been able to find out, Carnifice may have wanted to discredit Frenada. At any rate they certainly have the technical wizardry to plant phony data on Frenada.

Anyway, I want you to know that I tried to do the right thing. I tried to tape a followup to my show explaining that I had received erroneous information about Frenada. The station wouldnt allow the tape. I tried to print a story in the Star, but the editor blocked it. Ive been asked to take a vacation for a few weeks to see if I can regain a sense of proportion.

If youre alive and well, give me a call. On the other hand, if youre really in danger of your life, V. I., I wish I could see you to tell you Im sorry. And beg you not to die. I dont think I could keep working in Chicago if you werent part of the landscape.

Murray

I pinned one of the flowers to my blouse and danced around the Berman gardens with it. I had a moments euphoric impulse to phone Murray, to relieve his own anxiety. We had worked out some amazing stunts together in the past. But I couldnt afford to take risks right now, even for an old friend. Murrays course this past summer had been too rocky for me to trust him based on one letter.

The day I heard from him was the same day that Morrell brought in the pictures Id taken at Coolis. There were thirtythree: I hadnt had time to shoot the whole roll. A few showed scenes in the jail, like the time CO Polsen was trying to pull down Doloress jeans, or the pustular burn on the arm of a woman in the kitchen. Where Id had time to focus, however surreptitiously, the quality was good enough to make out detail.

Many of the two dozen Id taken in the back room were blurred because of my nervous flying around the space, but there was one clear shot of Laceys face on a Tshirt, with a man in an IDOC uniform standing behind it. I had two shots of women operating the stamping machines. And somehow, at the end, Id photographed Hartigan standing over me with the stun gun pointed down at me. I didnt remember taking it; perhaps his shooting or kicking me had inadvertently clicked the shutter. He was foreshortened by my lying on the floor, with his head, bloated and shining in sadistic pleasure, looming larger than his body. The gun appeared in one corner.

Looking at the picture made me start to sweat. I had to take a walk around the Berman gardens before I could sit down again with Morrell. I felt embarrassed by my weakness.

What do these pictures show, Vic? Besides the idea of a certain amount of sadism in the prison, I mean.

Id had a lot of time to think during my recuperation, and I spelled it out slowly, putting the events in order as much for myself as for Morrell. A prison is a great place to run a factory. Labor is cheap and its captive: you never have the danger that a union will form or that anyone will protest work conditions. Even if youre paying the workers more than you would in Southeast Asia, you still save money because you dont have any capital costs. The state provides the physical plant. The state buys the machinery. Shipping to the worlds biggest market is cheaper than from Thailand or Burma, especially if youre close to the main shipping routes out of Chicago. So Coolis started producing shirts and jackets for Global Entertainment.

He frowned. It sounds disgusting but not a reason to try to kill you for finding it out.

Illinois law. You can only make things in prison for sale in the prison system. Baladine and Teddy Trant at Global are good friends. When Baladine started running Carnifice Security and got the bid to build and run Coolis, the two of them probably saw what great potential there was in the captive workforce. The two men are very tight with the Speaker of the Illinois House. Poilevy ran a special legislative session exclusively on crime a couple of years ago. I think he probably promised Baladine that for enough money sprinkled around the right way he could overturn the law, but labor balked. Usually they do pretty much what the Speaker says, but they wouldnt budge on this one, because theyd face a rebellion from the rank and file if they undercut real jobs in the state.

Morrell fiddled with the photographs. I still dont get it. Did Baladine have his nanny arrested simply to send another body to the prison factory?

No. That was one of those things. Nicola was arrested for stealing. She was tried, and sentenced, and ended up in the clothes shop because she was small with quick little fingers and because she didnt speak much English and the prison tries to keep discussion of the operation to a minimum. They intimidate the women who work in the clothes shop and try to keep them separate from the rest of the prison population. I discovered early on that women were scared to work in the clothes shop, even though they could make better money for piecework than they could at some of the other gigs.

Then Nicola learned her little girl had died of asthma, the same little girl whose hospital bills put her in so much debt that she stole the necklace to begin with. She wanted to see the dead child herself and bury her, and they laughed at her. She lost her head and pounded her little fists on this guys chest I flicked my middle finger against Hartigans face. He shot her with a stun gun. He kicked her. Her intestine perforated. They shut her in segregation, then they got scared and sent her to the hospital. Im guessing the hospital said she needed expensive surgery to fix her up and even then she might well die. They thought if they dumped her body near her apartment, they could pretend shed run away and been killed at home.

My voice became drier and drier, more and more impersonal as I tried to keep from feeling anything about the narrative. Morrell put a hand in mine, giving me a chance to draw away if I wanted to: its one of the things they train you in at the Berman Institute. Let people have plenty of room to get away if theyre nervous about being touched. I squeezed his fingers gratefully, but I needed to get up, to be in motion. We went back to the garden and talked while I restlessly moved around the lateflowering bushes.

When they got Nicola to Chicago they saw that the stun gun had singed her shirtfront. In case the medical examiner noticed the burn holes during an autopsy, they stripped off her clothes and put on a Mad Virgin TshirtIm pretty sure one that Lucian Frenada had made on spec for Global.

I explained to Morrell what I had learned about Frenada and Trant the night Id been at Father Lous, right before my arrest, that Frenada had made some shirts for Global and had argued both with Lacey and Trant over what became of them.

He claimed Trant had stolen one, and Lacey laughed it off. I did, toowhy would a Global boss steal a shirt when he could get a dozen of them free anytime he wanted? But the ones Trant could get all had a label reading Made with Pride in the USA, a kind of Arbeit macht frei label we had to sew into the necks of the Tshirts we made. Why they wanted a Mad Virgin Tshirt on Nicola I dont knowmaybe Trant had a crazy idea that they could finger Frenada for the murder if anyone was asking questions. Everything they did had a Bmovie feel to it; it was just the thing that a studio executive would come up with. Or maybe it was Alex Fishers idea.

When they thought I was dying they took my damaged shirt off in the cell and put on another one. They made some comment about it at the time. Even though I kept blanking in and out, I was aware of what was going on, although at the time, it didnt make sense.

Before my arrest, I had wondered if Frenada had something to do with Nicola Aguinaldos death, but during a wakeful night at Coolis I remembered the sequence of conversations wed had. It was when I asked him how a shirt he made came to be on her body that Frenada suddenly became quiet, then hung up on me. The night that Robbie saw him in Oak Brook, Frenada had gone out to confront Trant and Baladine. The trouble was, I couldnt prove that Baladine killed FrenadaI could only guess it. I asked Morrell if Vishnikovs autopsy had turned up anything unusual.

Oh, thats right: weve had so much else to talk about I forgot about that, Morrell said. Frenada definitely died by drowning. Vishnikov says he had a blow on the side of the head that could have come from slipping on the rocks by the harborhe got it before he died, and that might have been why he went into the water. Other contusions had appeared postmortem.

I scowled. He was out at the Baladine estate the night he died. Robbie saw him there and later overheard a most suggestive remark from Trant, something about that taking care of the problem. I think they drowned Frenada in the pool and carted him off to Lake Michigan, but I guess that didnt show up on autopsy.

Morrell shook his head. After you asked me to go back to him, Vishnikov did a really thorough study of every organ in the body, but he says theres no way to prove whether he drowned in fresh or chlorinated water.

I started shredding the wilted flower in my buttonhole. If I cant pin something substantial on that bastard, Im not going to be able to work again. I cant prove he killed Frenada. I can testify to someone somewhere about the shirts, but I cant prove theyre running a factory out in Coolis either. That is, I cant prove theyre selling the shirts and jackets and whatnot outside the prison system, not without a huge amount of effort.

What would it take to prove it? Morrell asked.

Oh, the grubby kind of detective work we used to do in the days before we could check everything out online. Watching for service vans like the one that carted me off, follow them, see which ones contain Global products, where they get dropped off. You could probably bribe the drivers and shorten the process, but it would still take weeks. And then thered be hearings, and somehow during that time Id have to come up with money to live on, not to mention money to fund the investigation. It would be easier if I could get Baladine to confess.

Morrell looked at me in astonishment. You dont really think you could do that, do you? That kind of guy wont. His selfimage, his need to be the top dog

While he was talking I was imagining the way Baladine had come after Frenada and me: trying to plant cocaine in both our shops, arresting me for kidnapping, planting phony data on the Internet about Frenadas finances. Baladine wasnt just a hightech operator; he liked to get his hands dirty. But I began to see a way in which I could use his technology to make the confession happen. Was I going to be foolhardy once again? To be daring without judgment? In a way, I didnt care. I had been through the fiery furnace; I had been badly burned, but I had survived. No harms that befell me in the future could be as bad as the ones I had already endured.

I have an idea. I interrupted Morrell abruptly. But Im going to need a little help.

44 Diving in with the Sharks

The Baladine Invitational swim meet drew a respectable crowd. Morrell dropped me twenty yards from the front gate. It stood open but was protected by uniformed members of Carnifice Securitys private security division. I joined a line that spilled into the road, standing between a couple of small girls arguing over a gym bag and two wellcoiffed men discussing baseball. We crawled forward as guards checked tickets with a handheld scanner. They ran the scanner over my media pass and looked into my briefcase but saw only videocassettes and a notebook. Another man handed out maps and programs. He directed me toward the pool, where a special tent had been set up for media, with refreshments.

And you can use the bathroom off the kitchen, maam. The public and swimmers are using the facilities in the cabana.

It felt good to be called maam by a member of the Carnifice organization. I thanked him genially and mingled with the crowd going up the drive. I wasnt exactly in disguise, but hoped that a widebrimmed hat and the fact that no one expected to see me would protect me. I skirted the drive, clogged with SUVs and the occasional actual car, and moved around to the back of the house, where the crowd was thicker.

In the media tent I got the press packet marked for Morrell but ducked back outside before I had to get into idle chitchat with anyone. Alex Fishers hapless assistant was there; I didnt want her questioning me on where Morrell was. Besides, I had recognized several reporters I knew, and it would take only about three sentences before theyd realize it was my face behind the big hat and sunglasses. I planned to talk to them all soon enough, but it would be disastrous if they saw me now.

Thirtytwo children were entered in the contest, I read in my packet. The meet was divided into different heats for children of different ages and abilities. Swimming was scheduled to start at one, but the Carnifice and Global sponsors had plenty of entertainment lined up for both before and after. Lacey Dowell was supposed to make an appearance, and the first three Virgin films were being shown in a tent behind the garage.

The event had grossed sixtyseven thousand dollars to be shared by three charities dedicated to children with disabilities, innercity children, and childrens athletic programs. Carnifice Security and Global Entertainment had each contributed ten thousand dollars. It was a nice mediagenic event, and plenty of media was swarming about.

Jennifer! They want us inside in five minutes to do a press conference.

It was Eleanor Baladine, speaking so close to me I jumped. She was on the other side from me of a large shrub with spiky leaves. I sipped my Malvern water thoughtfully and kept an eye on the flash of turquoise linen, which was all I could see of her.

Im annoyed with Abigail, Eleanor continued. She says Rhiannon got tired of swimming when we were in Limoux and doesnt want to compete. I wish she had said something before we had the programs printed: I tried telling her how bad it looks for one of the organizers to withdraw her own daughter from competition. I thought it was ridiculous the way she kept running off with her daughter to Toulouse for little shopping trips, as if they were girlfriends together. My girls were in the pool six hours a day and loved every minute of it.

But youre so intense, Eleanor, Jennifer Poilevy said. Not everyone has your drive. Of course your girls inherited your competitive spirit. Its a shame about poor Robbie, but I do wish you and BB had brought him to France with you. He might have kept the twins from terrifying me with their climbing and jumping. Half the time we were there, I was scared they were going to be brought in on stretchers.

We certainly never have to worry about that with Robbie, Eleanor said dryly.

Eleanorthere you are. Baladine had come up to the women from the other side of the house. The sound of his voice woke in me such a frenzy of hatred and of helpless rage that I had to move away before I blew my cover by leaping through the shrubbery and strangling him.

Before I got out of earshot I heard Baladine say, Did your sister say anything about visiting Robbie at Camp Muggerton on Friday? Major Enderby called to say the boys Aunt Claudia took him out for dinner and got him back after lightsout.

My stomach jumped. I hadnt expected the camp commandant to check up on a family visitor. That meant I had to move as fast as possible.

I scurried past the media tent into the kitchen, since the bathroom we media folk were allowed to use was there. Rosario the nanny was washing glassware while caterers assembled monstrous platters of shrimp, mushroom tartlets, and other delicacies. The contrast to the kitchen at Coolis, where roaches crawled over congealing piles of grease, and women swore at each other as they lugged dented pots around, made my anger start to boil again. When a waiter offered me a tray of salmon tartare with a perfect circle of caviar in the middle, I turned him away with more fury than manners.

The bathroom stood next to a swinging door leading into the body of the house. I pushed on itanyone could make a mistakeand a Carnifice guard sprang to life in the hall beyond. He saw my green media badge and said, House is offlimits to guests, maam. If youre looking for the bathroom its next to this door. And dont you want to be at the press conference? Its starting in two minutes.

I murmured an apology and slipped into the bathroom. The first swim heat would start immediately after the press conference. It was the one for the littlest children, in which the Baladines younger daughter was competing. Both Eleanor and BB would be at the pool for that, or at least Robbie had seemed to think so. Theyll both want to see the girls beat everyone else, or if they lose, BB and Eleanor will want to show them everything they did wrong. They love that kind of stuff.

He told me that at dinner Friday evening. When he came into the visitors room at Camp Muggerton on lagging steps, his head down, I felt an uncomfortable parallel to the visitors room at Coolis, but when he saw me his face lit up.

I had been afraid hed blow my cover out of surprise, but after a moments confusion he said, Oh, I thoughtoh, its you, Aunt Claudia.

Over chicken and mashed potatoes at a diner in Columbia, he begged me to take him away. I wished I could but told him that would put real teeth into his fathers kidnapping charge and I might not manage an acquittal.

He started crying, apologizing between sobs, but Camp Muggerton was a miserable place, the hazing was horrible, he couldnt get anything right, he was always last at everything. And they were on strict orders about his diet, did I know that?

I knew thatMajor Enderby had stressed it when I was sent to his office for a visitors pass. The major was pleased to see a family member paying a visit: most of the boys were home for the holiday weekend, and young Robert felt left out, having to stay in camp, but Commander and Mrs. Baladine thought it better he not be put in the way of the temptation of a big party. I gave my most dazzling smile and nodded gravely when the major told me Robbie was not allowed fat or sweets of any kindso no Big Macs and shakes, maam.

I said that Robbies weight was a trial to the whole family and everyone wondered where it came from. Certainly not my sisters and my side, although Commander Baladines mother had been a plump little woman.

I told Robbie about the conversation while helping him decide whether he wanted caramel or chocolate sauce on his sundae. He had lost weight, his soft chubbiness replaced by something worse, a kind of gaunt hunger.

Youve lost weight too, Ms. Warshawski. Was that because of being in jail? Was jail as horrible as this camp? You dont want ice cream?

Im not much of a sweets eater, but I got a cone to keep him company. As we ate our ice cream, Robbie sketched a plan of the Baladine house for mewhere Baladines study was, where the controls for the house security system were, and where the surveillance cameras were trained. I had explained I wanted to know because it had to do with Nicolas death.

But I want to use the information towell, in part to get your father to stop trying to destroy me and my business, and in part to pay him back for the miseries I endured in the prison he runs. I want you to think carefully before you betray your parents to me.

His tearstreaked face contorted in angry hurt. Dont start preaching the Ten Commandments to me like they do here. I know Im supposed to honor my father and mother, but how come they never think of me? Its like theres something horrible wrong with me, I know they wish Id disappear on them, I wish I could, I wish I was strong enough to kill myself.

I gave him what awkward consolation I couldnot that deep down his parents really loved him, but that deep down he was a fine and unusual person and that he needed to hold on to that idea. After we had talked for a time, I was relieved to see him start to look happier. I asked him if he wanted more time to think over what I wanted to do, but he said it was fine with him, as long as Utah didnt get hurt.

Shes kind of a brat, but I like her.

I dont think anyones going to get hurt. Not physically, anyway, although Im hoping your father may have to find a new job, perhaps in a different city. That may be hard on your mother.

He ate another ice cream while he helped me draw up plans of the interior of the house. Afterward we sat and talked, about life and what could lie in store for him after he outgrew Eleanor and BB. I hadnt noticed the shadows drawing in on the town; we were going to be late for taps. I bustled Robbie into the rental car and drove like mad for the camp.

Before dropping him at the guardhouse I gave him a handful of twenties. This is enough for bus fare from Columbia back to Chicago, if you decide you cant stick it out here any longer. Sew it into the waistband of your shorts, but for pitys sake, dont use it until I know if your dad is going to drop the kidnapping charge. Or until after my trial, whichever comes first.

The escape hatch seemed to breathe a little bit of optimism into him. I apologized to the guard for making my nephew late and begged him not to blame Robbie: I had gotten lost, and that wasnt the boys fault. I had thought another dazzling smile would take care of matters, but now here was Major Enderby calling the Baladines to tell them Aunt Claudia had violated lightsout.

I waited in the kitchen bathroom until I heard the loudspeaker heralding the start of the swim meet. The bathroom had a second door, locked right now, that led into the maids room. It took about fifteen seconds to pick that lock. I moved quickly, in case Rosario was getting a break while the swimming started, only stopping for a moment in front of a tin icon to the Virgin of Guadalupe, which was nailed over the prim single bed. I whispered a little plea for protection, although perhaps the Virgin would feel that not even Baladines iniquities warranted protecting an intruder.

The back stairs led to Utahs and Madisons bedrooms and their playroom. On the other side of the playroom was a hall leading to Baladines home office. I studied the location of the monitoring cameras in the bedrooms, playroom, and hall on my pencil map and ducked around the lenses, creeping into Baladines office on my hands and knees.

Robbie said the system was voice and motionactivated. My hands and knees rustling on the carpet wouldnt turn it on, but a cough might.

Inside Baladines office, I crawled along the edge of the room and came to the desk from behind. Lying flat, I stuck up an arm and found the switch for his inoffice video monitor and turned it off. I got to my feet and held my breath. After a couple of minutes, when no security guards appeared, I relaxed enough to look around.

I found myself listening tensely for noise. The house was wellsoundproofed, and the cheers from the pool came through as only a faint echo. I might have half an hour; I needed to control my nerves and make the most of it.

The room held everything a manly man wanted in his home office, from the buttery black leather couch in a window alcove to the electronics on the zebrawood desk, which included a shredder, a fax, a scanner, and a videophone.

I switched on the computer, covering my hand with a KleenexI thought it would be impossible to explain away rubber gloves if someone came in on me. The system came up and asked for a password. Baladines ship number was what Robbie thought his father would use. When that didnt let me in I tried the name of the ship. Bingo. To get into Carnifice files I needed another password. I tried the ship ID again, but the machine preferred his service dates.

I called up the homesecurity system and set the hall camera to appear in a split screen of the computer. That would give me a little advance warning if Baladine was coming. I checked the doors on the far side of the room. One led to a closet, another to a bathroom, and a third to the far hallway.

I logged on to the email server and called up the list of clients. Five of my own former clients had little stars by their names; Darraugh Graham had a question mark. I had memorized what I wanted to say and typed quickly, nervously proofreading and correcting my text. Did I want to send to the entire recipient list? I did.

Next I typed in my own media list and composed another message. When Id emailed my media list I breathed more easily. I deleted all the messages, both from the outbox and from the trash file, so that Baladine wouldnt know from looking at his mailbox that someone had been using the server. Even if he found me now, Id done enough to cause him some discomfort.

Just as a precaution I copied his homesecurity file onto a floppy, copied his client list onto another floppy, then, while I was still logged on to his network, started looking through his inbox for any messages that might be about me.

The searches had taken too much time. I was sweating, wondering if Id better pack up and go, when I saw Baladine and Alex Fisher appear on the hall camera. I turned off the machine, grabbed my floppies, and dived into the closet at the back of the room. My heart was pounding so hard, I thought the closet door must surely vibrate in rhythm with it.

The two came into the room, talking in such low tones all I could make out was the murmur of their voices. Sweat began soaking my shirtsleeves as I imagined a telltale floppy or tissue alerting them to an intruder.

I didnt know whether to laugh or scream when I realized that Baladine and Alex hadnt come up to look at his computer, but to grab time together while Eleanor was focused on the pool, although I had one bad moment when Baladine spoke loudly enough for me to hear, saying he didnt remember switching off his office camera. After twenty minutes of frenzied thrashing on the leather couch and the murmured endearments of one barracuda for another, a hand grasped the closet doorknob.

It opened a crack, but Baladine said, No, no, my dear, bathrooms the other doorthats just a supply closet.

Alex, sloppy Alex, didnt close the door all the way. I need to get back downstairs, BB. I just got beepedthat means Lacey Dowells limo is coming up the drive, and Teddy will want me on hand for her. Shes been temperamental since Frenada died, and we dont want her going off halfcocked to some reporter.

Like Ryerson? Baladine said.

Ryerson was a newspaperman from day one. I shouldnt have let him persuade Teddy he could handle televisionhe was in way over his head. Although we still havent found anyone who can handle that Behind Scenes in Chicago segment. Anyway, as the man said, enough of this lovemakingon with your clothes.

Want to see the replay on television while you dress?

You have a camera back here? God, I thought Teddy Trant was infatuated with his body, but not even he videos himself in the act.

Im infatuated with your body. This is so I can watch it over and over.

Right, BB. Ill take that. I dont need to see myself on the Net, and youre just the kind of guy to make that kind of use of a tape.

They had a few more minutes grappling, with Baladine laughing and then cursing at her for being a damned bitch. I wasnt an Alex fan, but I hoped that meant shed wrested the tape from him. Then a sound of hand on flesh and a furious outburst from Alex. I put my eye on the crack in the door. Baladine had Alexs left arm twisted back and was putting pressure on her wrist. Her face was contorted in pain and she dropped the tape.

He laughed and said, I thought youd see it my way, my dear. But dont worry, I wont share you with the Internet. The world at large cant appreciate you the way I do.

She swore at him but finally left when Eleanor phoned up to say Lacey was here and they were trying to find Alex. The door shut behind her. Baladine washed off noisily in the bathroom, humming Anchors Aweigh. In another minute he was gone as well.

By then I was so shaken that I was tempted to quit with what I hadbut I didnt know when Id ever have another chance like this one. I turned off his personal camera again and went back to the computer. Shutting it off without exiting properly had made it unhappy; I had to wait an extra five minutes while it examined all its files. While it cycled through itself, I looked around for the tape hed just made. Hed left it on the bathroom sink. I shrugged and slipped it into my pocket.

Finally I got back to Baladines email server and went to his inbox. In June, on the date Id been in Georgia, I found someone calling himself Shark at AOL reporting on successful dropoff.

Subject out of town. 3 packs of Colombian Gold successfully deployed in location 1, 4 others at location 2.

My stomach so tight that my incision started to ache, I copied all of Baladines correspondence with Shark. I logged off the Web and went into his data files to search for any material about me, or Shark. I found his detailed report from LifeStory and reports on the surveillance of my apartment. These files identified Shark as D.L. Not that I needed an acronym to tell me it was Douglas Lemour, but I was pleased that Baladine hadnt felt a need for real secrecy.

As recently as three days ago, D.L. reported a cruise around my neighborhood to make sure I hadnt surfaced. He was also looking at Lottys place off and on as the safe house the subject usually chooses. I scrolled quickly through the rest of the file and came to an expense report. Five thousand dollars to D.L. for security work. It didnt seem like enough of a payoff for the amount of misery hed caused me.

My heart was starting to beat too hard to focus on the screen. I copied the file and shut the system down. It was high time I was gone.

On a shelf in the closet where Id waited out Alex and Baladine, he kept cassettes from the video monitor. After his byplay with Alex, I was curious to see them. I pulled one from the last month Nicola had worked here, another from six months previously. I peeled off the labels, stuck them on the blank cassettes Id brought with me, and put the blanks in the empty slots.

I was halfway down the hall when I remembered Frenada. I counted dates frantically on my fingers. Even though I didnt have a third blank to use as a replacement, I ran back to the study and took the tape for two weeks before July Fourth. As I was leaving the second time, I remembered to switch Baladines vanity recorder back on. I hurried down the hall again, through the girls playroom, past acres of Barbies and stuffed animals, and down the stairs to the kitchen. I stopped briefly in Rosarios room to thank the Virgin of Guadalupe.

Id been upstairs ninety minutesnerves had made it seem even longer. I slipped outside and down the drive without anyone stopping me. Morrell was waiting for me at the bend in the road. His face was pinched with anxiety, but I felt lighterhearted than I had in months.

45 Fugitive

Morrell arrived early the next morning with the papers and a couple of cappuccinosFather Lou breakfasted on sweet tea and bacon sandwiches and didnt keep coffee or fruit in the rectory. Id already been up for a few hours when Morrell arrived. Gameday nerves, I suppose.

Father Lou had been up for hours, too. He started Labor Day as he did every day, with mass. This morning he startled me considerably by asking me to serve, since none of the children in his acolytes group had appeared. When I told him Id never even been baptized, he grunted and said he supposed some hairsplitter would consider that a barrier, but would I at least keep him company by reading the lesson.

I stood in the Lady Chapel of the enormous church and read from the book of Job about how God desires humans to see the light. As Father Lou began the prayers for the mass, he prayed first for the souls of Lucian Frenada and Nicola Aguinaldo, for the working people of Chicago, for everyone who worked hard and had little to show for it. Along the way he surprised me by asking for light on my enterprise, to see whether it was good to let it prosper. I thought again of Miss Ruby, warning me that revenge didnt make a good meal.

At the end of the mass I stood in front of a wood statue of the Virgin of Guadalupe, stubbornly arguing my case in my head. Even if it was revenge, didnt I have a right to live and work in this town? I said as much to Father Lou while he fried bacon in the cavernous kitchen.

He grunted again. Not saying you dont, my girl. Turning the other cheek isnt the only advice Our Lord gives people. Just saying you need to remember youre not Almighty God sitting in judgment on Robert Baladine. Not why I asked you to read the lesson, thoughwasnt trying to teach you a lesson. He laughed heartily at his little pun. I wanted some company. Its a big cold church to celebrate mass in by myself.

Morrells arrival cut the theology discussion short. He dropped the papers in front of me with a coffee and a bag of Michigan peaches.

Triple Crown, Warshawski. All three Chicago dailies, not to mention the gorilla from New York.

I snatched the stack from him. The gorilla was on top and began with its usual rotund phrases.

CONFUSION REIGNS AT CARNIFICE SECURITY

Oak Brook, Ill. The Illinois prairie in this upscale community west of Chicago has been replaced by smooth sod and cool white marble, but inside the Carnifice office tower, life is anything but placid on this Labor Day. Robert Baladine is emphatically contradicting an email message received by Carnifice clients yesterday announcing his resignation as chairman and CEO of Carnifice Security, while his staff scurries to explain how a third party could have breached the security providers own defenses to post messages on Mr. Baladines email server.

These messages bear the unmistakable fingerprint of Mr. Baladines personal email address. They say, in part, that impending publicity about alleged misconduct at the Coolis correctional facility that Carnifice runs is forcing Mr. Baladine to resign (see Page C23 for the complete text of the email received by Ajax Insurance in Chicago). The misconduct is an alleged use of the Coolis correctional facility to manufacture Tshirts and jackets for the Global Entertainment company. This is in violation of Illinois law, which forbids sale of prison manufactures outside the state prison system. Congressman Blair Yerkes (RIll.) has called for a complete investigation of the prison to see whether there is any truth to the allegation. I have known BB Baladine since we hunted together as boys, and I utterly repudiate the suggestion that he has lied.

In the meantime, more disturbing to Carnifice clients is the possibility that an outsider could penetrate Carnifices own computer. It means that confidentialoften highly volatiledata entrusted to the security firm is at risk for dissemination across the Web. As Ajax Chairman Ralph Devereux said, From our standpoint, were left with two equally unpleasant possibilities: either Robert Baladine is lying about his resignation, or a hacker has been able to bypass all of Carnifices security measures. Either way, the instability of the companys head honcho leaves us wondering whether Carnifice is the right company to handle our most private matters.

Various papers and television stations also received email from the Carnifice server, describing the manufacturing relationship between Carnifice and Global at the Coolis prison site. Because the source of the report could not be verified, it is not clear whether the information is accurate or whether it comes from a disgruntled Carnifice employee. Efforts to view the prison shop have been rebuffed by Coolis authorities, but state lawmakers are demanding an inquiry.

Mr. Baladine would not return phone calls to this paper, but Global Entertainment spokeswoman Alexandra Fisher says Global is considering the possibility that a local private investigator with a grudge against Baladine may have perpetrated the vandalism. The investigator, V. I. Warshawski, spent a month at Coolis after Mr. Baladine had her arrested on kidnapping charges. Although Ms. Warshawski escaped with what physician Dr. Charlotte Herschel calls brainthreatening injuries, Ms. Fisher says no one actually knows the detectives whereabouts. Finding the solo investigator is Carnifice Securitys first priority. (See Page B45 for coverage of some of Ms. Warshawskis investigations into industrial espionage.)

Father Lou was reading the report in the SunTimes, which gave the story the most attention of any of the Chicago papers. The HeraldStar, as a Global paper, ran a oneparagraph story in the business section that sounded as though thered been a brief snafu in the Carnifice email server. The Star didnt mention the Global Tshirt connection at Coolis. The Tribune ran a half column in the middle of Marshall Fields big Labor Day advertising spread.

So now what? Morrell asked when Id finished reading. Wait for the Carnifice clients to drop like flies and come running to Warshawski Investigative Services for help?

I made a face. Theyre busy doing damage control at Carnifice. And the CEO of Warshawski et cetera had better surface if she wants any clients. I think the next thing is a media show. For which we need secure space. That, I think, will get BB so furious that hes likely to come for me in person. I want to put together a little tape of all my bits and pieces of pictures. Make some bulletpoint slideseveryone feels theyve gotten real information if you give it to them in bullet points. And I want a VCR so I can watch Baladines home videos. He was taping himself having sex with Alex Fisher yesterday. It struck me as funny that the guy keeps his old homesecurity tapes, so I took three.

Father Lou stared at me in disgust. Man photographs himself having intercourse? Did the girl know?

She tried to get the tape from him, but he wouldnt let her. I didnt feel like explaining that I had it now. I wasnt sure what I was going to do with it.

Got a VCR in the school you can use, the priest said. Im still not sure whether youre doing the right thing, not sure I should encourage you since you stole the tapes you want to look at, but the man Baladine seems to do people a variety of harm. Set it up for you, then I have to meet with members of the parish council. Got a bunch of kids coming, cleaning out the crypt before school starts tomorrow. Parish picnic this afternoon. Lots to get done.

I ran down to my room and picked up the tapes Id taken from Baladines closet yesterday. The three of us walked through the church to a door that connected to the school. The dark vaulted space was full of life as a group of boys shouted to each other behind the altar: Bet you its full of bones. Yeah, Carlos here is going to faint when he sees one of those arms coming after him, aint you, man?

Father Lou interrupted them with a goodnatured shout that they needed to be more afraid of him than of any bones and hed be back in a minute to make sure they were clearing out the old hymnals. He undid the dead bolt and led us into another long unlit hallway. He walked quickly in the semidarkness. Morrell and I kept tripping on things like loose tiles as we tried to keep pace. Father Lou took us up a back staircase to the school library. There he reluctantly decided he needed light to see what he was doing and turned on one dim desk lamp.

When he saw that Morrell and I knew how to set up the VCR, he went back downstairs to see how his hooligans were doing in the crypt. I started with the tape for the week that Frenada died.

We got a series of disconnected frames from the voiceactivated system of Rosario waking Utah and Madison, of Eleanor starting work with them in the pool and then turning off the camera. And then Frenada was poolside with Trant and Baladine. The little red date in the corner identified it as June 26, the night Frenada died. Trant said he understood Frenada was telling people that he, Trant, had stolen a Tshirt and he was tired of hearing about it. Baladine must have turned the camera off at that point because the next scene was the following day with Rosario in the nursery.

I sat back in my chair. No proof, but very suggestive, I said to Morrell. Lets get some copies of this before I send it back to the Baladines.

He grunted agreement, although he pointed out there wasnt enough there to get Baladine arrested, let alone convicted. I agreed and put in the first of the Nicola tapes to see if it might give us something more concrete.

The tape was dated about six months before Nicolas arrest for theft. We watched Nicola waking Utah and Madison, a sleepy Utah clinging to her nanny while Madison chatted vivaciously about the many things she was doing better in at school than anyone else. We saw Eleanor and BB kissing briefly as he left for the office on a dont know how late Ill be tonight, sweetheart line and Eleanor in the nursery adjuring Nicola not to baby Utah. Shes almost three. Its time you stopped carrying her everywhere. When Nicola said brokenly that she didnt understand, Eleanor told her not to play stupid and plunked Utah from Nicolas arms onto the floor. Utah began to howl. As soon as Eleanor left the room, Nicola picked her up and began soothing her in a language I didnt know, presumably Tagalog.

It was unnerving to watch Nicola Aguinaldo alive, even in the grainy production of the home video. She was petite, so small that next to Eleanor Baladine she looked like a child herself. In Eleanors presence she became as waxen as one of the childrens dolls, but alone with the little girls she grew more relaxed. Robbie came in and began playing with Utah. He spoke Spanish to Nicola, who teased him about his accent and got him to laugh back at her. I had never seen Robbie happy. Talking in Spanish to him, Nicola became vivacious, almost beautiful. Eleanor called up to say the school bus was there.

The tape covered a twoweek period. Scenes broke off abruptly as people either moved out of camera range or turned off the camera. A conversation Eleanor was having with a gardener ended suddenly as Baladine called Nicola to his study. We watched her enter and stand with a face drained of expression. When she quietly took off and folded her clothes, she seemed to treat it as the same kind of chore that putting away Madison and Utahs clothes was. Baladine himself did not undress. It was unbearable, and I couldnt watch. When Morrell heard me crying he switched off the machine.

I cant show that to a roomful of reporters, I muttered. Its too indecent.

Do you want me to watch the other reel and summarize it for you? he asked.

Yes. No. I think Id better see for myself.

The second reel was similar to the first, except for the scene in Baladines study. This time Nicola was begging for money for her childs hospital bills and Baladine was telling her impatiently that he paid her a good wage and that she had a hell of a nerve to try begging for money on a madeup story. Nicola offered herself to him and he laughed at her. It was a scene of such agonizing humiliation that I finally left the library to pace the school corridor. When I came back, Morrell had finished the tape and rewound it. Father Lou had slipped into the room while I was walking around.

There wasnt anything on it about the necklace or her arrest. Well have to imagine that part, Morrell said.

That poor child, Father Lou said. What a crucifixion she endured. That man, her boss, hes the one youre after?

I was as sweaty and depleted as if Id run a marathon and could only nod.

I still dont know if youre doing the right thing or not, but Ill help you out. Let you use the library here for your press conference.

I blinked. But, Father, you knowBaladine not only has a lot of artillery at his disposal, hes not afraid to use it. Women and children dont mean anything special to him. I couldnt possibly guarantee your safety, or the safety of the school. Unless …

Unless what? Morrell said sharply when I didnt finish the sentence.

Unless I get Baladine to come to me first. Before we lay the case out to the media. Especially since we can prove Frenada was at his pool the night he died. If I bring him to me, I wont have to lie here tensely waiting for him to make some kind of move.

No, Morrell said. Putting your head on the block for him to chop off is nuts. You know Freeman Carter would give you the same advice.

I scrunched up my mouth in a monkey face. More than likely. But Im tired of walking around in terror. Ever since he sicced Lemour on me in June, Ive had to watch every step I take, and my time in Coolis has only made me more nervous. If I let him know Ive got these tapes and the tape he made of him and Alex, I think hell come get them. And if I leave the church, he wont do it here where the kids will be in danger.

Your press presentation is your best route, Morrell said patiently. Bringing that much publicity not just to his Coolis operation but to his use of a Chicago police officer to plant drugs in your office will force Baladine to stop harassing you. Probably force his board to make him quit, too.

Abigail Trant told me that he cant stand the notion of being bested. I saw itor heard ityesterday: he was furious when Alex got the tape from him. He hurt her to get it back: it wasnt a game to him. Theres no telling what he might do.

Think about it overnight, Father Lou suggested. Offer a special intention at mass in the morning. Do some manual labor in the crypt. Nothing like hard work to clear the mind.

So Morrell and I spent the rest of the morning in the chamber underneath the altar, shifting old boxes of hymnals that Father Lou had decided the church would never use again, digging out the costumes the children wore in their Christmas pageant, and uncovering an actual reliquary that the Italians who built the church a hundred years ago had brought with them. This caused an explosion of nervous ribaldry from the boys working with us.

I hadnt resolved matters by three, when Father Lou called a halt to our work so that the boys could attend the parish picnic. Nor did a nap while Morrell joined them in a baseball game in Humboldt Park bring any special vision. I still wanted to call Baladine and tell him I had his videotapes: something like a childhood tauntcome catch me if you can.

The problem remained where I would be when I issued the taunt. At the church I endangered Father Lou and his schoolchildren. In my own home there were Mr. Contreras and the other tenants. Tessas studio ruled out using my office. And he might be so berserk that hed go after someone like Lotty out of sheer terrorism, even if I wasnt near her.

All evening long, as Morrell and I worked on my presentationpreparing the photographs in order, figuring out what video sequences to show of Lemour in action against me, where to put Trant and Frenada with Baladine at his pool, discussing whether to use any of the Aguinaldo footage, typing up cameraready copy in St. Remigios school computer labMorrell and I debated the question. At midnight, when Morrell left with the materialhe was taking it to the Unblinking Eye in the morning for productionI was no nearer a solution.

I went to bed and fell into a restless sleep. It was only an hour later when Father Lou shook me awake. Old mans at the door with a kid and some dogs. Says hes your neighbor.

My neighbor? I pulled on my jeans and jammed my feet into my running shoes and sprinted down the hall, Father Lou following on his rolling boxers gait.

I looked through the peephole at the figures on the doorstep. Mr. Contreras. With Mitch, Peppy, and Robbie Baladine. My heart sank, but I told Father Lou it was, in fact, my neighbor.

With the kid whose father had me arrested the last time he ran away to me.

Father Lou unscraped the dead bolts and let them in. Mr. Contreras started speaking as the door opened. All I caught was, Sorry, doll, but I didnt want to use the phone in case they was tapping my line, before the dogs overwhelmed me with their ecstatic greeting and Robbie, painfully thin and grubby, started apologizing: I know you said to wait until I heard from you, but BB called.

Father Lou shut the door. Okay. Into the kitchen for tea, and lets sort this out one voice at a time. These dogs housebroken?

Wheres the car? I asked, before Father Lou pushed the dead bolts home.

Sorry, doll, sorry, its out front, you want me to move it?

It needs to go away from here. Its very identifiable, and if Baladine is scouring the city for me, hell find it.

Rectory garage, Father Lou said. Filled with old junk but room for the car. Ill showwhats your name?Contreras the garage. You take the boy into the kitchen. Put on the kettle.

Robbie and the dogs bounded down the hall with me to the kitchen. Robbie was trying hard not to flinch from Mitch, which seemed more heartbreaking than anything else about him.

Im sorry, Ms. Warshawski, he whispered, but they figured out you werent Aunt Claudia. They were going to lock me in the punishment barracks. I didnt know when Id ever get out. And I thought if BB did something else bad to you because you came to see me, Id have to kill myself. So I ran away. But now I see he can put you in prison no matter what I do.

Sh, sh, poverino. Its okay. Youre here, lets deal with that. Tell me the story when Father Lou and Mr. Contreras get back; that way well all get the same version and youll only have to tell it once.

When the two men came in, the kettle was boiling. Father Lou made a large mug of cambric tea for Robbie and black tea with sugar for himself. I poured more hot milk into a mug for myself.

Mr. Contreras impatiently waved away refreshments. He showed up about an hour ago, doll. Hes done in. I didnt know what to dolike I say, I was afraid to use the phonebut I figured if they had any kind of watch on the place, it wasnt good to leave him there. I guess I could have gone up to Morrell, but all I thought was, youd be in real trouble now if that creep Baladinesorry, son, I know hes your old man

Lets have it from the beginning, and short, Father Lou said. Have to say mass in a few hours, dont want to stay up all night.

As short as any story involving Mr. Contreras could be, it boiled down to this: the camp commandant had summoned Robbie and questioned him about my visit. Robbie stuck to the story that I was his Aunt Claudia, his mothers younger sister, but the commandant revealed he had talked both to BB and to the real Claudia Sunday night after the swim meet. All Robbie could do was insist that I was Aunt Claudia. The commandant said Robbie would be sent to the punishment block for a few days until Eleanor arrived in person to talk to the commandant.

During reveille, while everyone stands at attention, I snuck off. It was only this morning, but it seems like it mustve been a year ago. I ran in a ditch alongside the camp and got out the back way and hitched into Columbia. Then I used your money to get the bus to Chicago, but I didnt know where to go except to your apartment. Im awful sorry, Ms. Warshawski; if this means BB sends you back to jail for kidnapping, I dont know what Ill do.

His eyes were dilating with fear and exhaustion. Father Lou cut off a hunk of bread and smeared it with butter.

Eat that, son. Cross that bridge when you come to it, but if you stand up in court and tell your story like a man, no one will send her to prison. Time you were in bed. Youve had too long a day. You can sleep in in the morning, but you go to school in the afternoon. What year you in? Seventh grade. Get you a uniformhave extras for kids too poor to buy em. Worry about everything else later.

Father Lou looked a bit like Popeye, but his voice had the authoritative reassurance that children respond to. Robbie calmed down and followed me docilely to a bedroom near mine. I pulled clean sheets from a shelf and made up the narrow bed.

I heard a barking and yelping in the kitchen and ran back down the hall to find that Mitch had made himself into a hero: hed emerged from the pantry with a rat in his mouth. Father Lou said in that case the dogs could stay the night. As an afterthought he offered Mr. Contreras a bed, too.

The priest stomped off to bed, leaving me to make up another bed for my neighbor. When he said good night, Mr. Contreras handed me a paper bag. I been holding this for you since the day you was arrested, doll. I figure you might need it now.

It was my Smith & Wesson, which had been in the handbag Id flung to Mr. Contreras the day Lemour came to get me.

46 In the Church Militant

Mitch had caught another rat and was barking with joy. Thats a good boy, I mumbled. Now be quiet and let me sleep.

I put out a hand to pet him and woke up when I was stroking air and the barking hadnt stopped. I pulled on my jeans again and picked up the Smith & Wesson.

Id gotten used to finding my way through the rectory in the dark and went down the hall in the direction of Mitchs voice. He and Peppy were trying to get into the church from the rectory passage. When they heard me they ran to me and pawed at my legs, trying to get me to open the door leading into the church.

Peppy, scratching on the door, only made impatient grunts in the back of her throat, but I couldnt quiet Mitch enough to listen for sounds from the church. Finally, I clamped his muzzle shut with my left hand, but he thrashed so violently that I still couldnt hear anything. I was trying to picture the geography of the buildings, wondering how to get around to the rear, when Father Lou materialized behind me.

Think its your man in there?

I dont know. You get many gangbangers breaking in at night? I whispered back.

Usually know better. Could call the cops, but it takes them an hour to show around here. Hold the dogs. Im opening the door into the church, want to see whats going on without animals running wild in the sanctuary.

He undid the three massive locks to the church door and went inside. Mitch was whining and straining to be after him, and even Peppy was pulling on my arms in angry protest. Id counted to a hundred, figuring Id go to onefifty before I plunged after the priest, when he slipped back through the passage.

Think theyre coming in through the school. Fourthfloor windows dont have barsmustve scaled the wall somehow. Im going outside to holler them down.

No! I let Mitch go. He scampered into the church and made a beeline for the door that connected the nave to the school. If it is Baladine, he may have someone outside to pick off anyone who leaves the building. If hes coming in through the school hes probably hoping for a surprise attack, but it could still be a feint designed to draw usmeoutside.

There wasnt any light; I felt rather than saw the priest scowling. Old coal passages connect church, school, rectory through the crypt. Keep them locked to stop the kids horsing around down there. I can come into the school behind him through the basement. Know my way in the dark, you dont, you stay here. Dont want any shooting in the church; do your best if they come in. Calling the cops on my way; hope they get here sometime before were all dead.

By tacit consent we left Mr. Contreras asleep. Father Lou went down the hall to the kitchen, and I went into the church. I didnt know what time it was, but it was still too early for any light to come in through the churchs dirty east windows. The red sanctuary lamp gave off the only light. I fumbled my way to the sanctuary, trying to orient myself by the lamp and by Mitch, who was barking sharply at the door to the school.

I bumped into Peppy and almost screamed. She wagged her tail against my legs. I clutched her collar and let her guide me. At the steps to the altar I could follow the altar rail toward the raised podium used for sermons on formal occasions.

When we finally reached Mitch he had gotten tired of his frenzied assault on the door and was lying on his haunches. I felt his raised hackles when I touched him, and he jerked his head impatiently away from my hand. The door was too thick for me to make out the sounds he was hearing on the other side. I took it for about five minutes, then retraced my way to the altar. A massive wood and marble carving rose behind it. When I worked my away around to the back, where the crypt entrance was, the altarpiece itself blocked most of the glow from the sanctuary lamp.

The trapdoor to the crypt was unlocked. I climbed stealthily down the narrow spiral stair, Peppy following me on uncertain feet. She mewed unhappily, and I hoisted her down after me one step at a time.

At the bottom I was in a well of such intense blackness that I had no way of orienting myself. I risked the switch at the foot of the spiral stairs. It showed me the passages that Id overlooked when I was working down here this morning, one on the north to the rectory and another opposite that connected to the school. I flicked off the light and made my way through the south door to the school basement.

Clutching Peppys collar, I let her guide me again, until she found a staircase. We crept up, pausing after each step to listen. I heard the humming of machinery, but no human sounds. At the top I pushed open the door. Father Lou had come this way earlier and left it unlocked.

We were in the school kitchen; a streetlight made it possible to see the big stoves and refrigerators. I went through a swinging door into a hallway and suddenly could hear voices. Keeping my hand on Peppy, now more as a warning to her to be silent than because I needed her navigation, I moved toward the sound. Father Lou was outside the door that led from the school into the church.

If you thought your son was with me youd have knocked at the door like an honest man, Father Lou was saying. Youre breaking into a school. I dont know what valuables you thought a poor school in a neighborhood like this has, but I have you redhanded, and the cops will take it from here.

Baladine laughed. A police detective is stationed outside. If the cops ever show up, hell tell them hes got the situation under control. Im sure there would be a lot of mourning in the neighborhood over your death, but wouldnt you rather get out of my way than die defending that stupid Warshawski woman and my tiresome son?

My stomach tightened at the sound of his voice, at the reckless superiority of it. At first I thought Baladine was alone, and I was willing to risk a shot, but as my ears and eyes adjusted I realized he had at least two other men with him. I could make out only their ghostly shapes, but Father Lous bald head reflected what light there was. He was the short ghost whose arms were perhaps pinned by two larger wraiths. Baladine was behind him. I lowered my gun; I couldnt possibly get a clear shot.

I know you got into the school building from inside the church, Padre, Baladine said in the same patronizing voice, because my man has the outside covered. So be a good fellow and let us into the church, and I promise youll be alive to say mass in the morning.

Jesus wants me tonight, tonights when Hell get me, Father Lou said. If not, not your decision, young man.

Baladine laughed. He was making a smartalecky comment back when I heard a worse sound than Baladines voice: a muffled outburst on the other side of the door. I couldnt make out the words, but the cadence told me Mr. Contreras had woken up. He wanted to know what was going on, did Mitch have someone cornered on the other side? He was fiddling with the bolts.

In the instant that everyones attention slackened, Father Lou gave one of his captors a punch that knocked him over. I yelled at top volume to Mr. Contreras to leave the door alone and sped back down the hall to the basement stairs. I saw a red marker dancing on the floor, trying to find me. For one crazy moment I thought it was another sanctuary light. Then a gun spat fire at me as the red marker danced after me. Baladine had a laser sight. A death marker, not sanctuary. It terrified me so much that I hurled myself through the swinging door into the kitchen, Peppy running with me. In the light from the streetlamp I found the stairs and stumbled down them so fast I tripped over my feet and ended in a heap at the bottom. Behind me a shot echoed along the hallway. I prayed it hadnt hit Father Lou. Or Mr. Contreras.

Peppy landed on top of me. We scrambled to our feet in a confused mess of dog and woman and moved as fast as possible toward the crypt. Behind me I could hear doors slamming as the pursuit looked for the exit Id taken, and then I saw a flashlight finger on the stairwell. It gave me the view I needed of the basement. I was heading away from the crypt door. I righted myself, called Peppy to me, and managed to get us both inside. I slid the bolt home as another shot sounded.

My legs were shaking as I climbed back up the spiral stairs. Above me the church was still dark, but when I got to the top I could see a light bounce along one of the aisles. I waited behind the altar. I was trying to figure out from the sound what was going on, when I heard Baladines voice.

Warshawski? Ive got the priest and the old man. Come on out. Your life for theirs.

Dont do it, doll. Mr. Contreras was panting. Dont do it; run for help, I been around plenty long enough. Shouldnt have opened the door, anyway.

I slipped around the edge of the altarpiece, keeping low so that the altar itself shielded me from sight. I made my way to the old preaching tower and climbed up into it. From there I could see that the light in the aisle was coming from a flashlight. It was hard to see what lay behind it, but Father Lou and Mr. Contreras seemed to be attached to each other. One of Baladines thugs had a gun trained on them. I couldnt hear or see Mitch.

Your quarrels with me, Baladine, I called. Let the men go. When theyre safely inside the rectory, Ill come out.

The flashlight swung around in my direction. Baladine couldnt see me, but he shone the light along the altar, the laser sight dancing behind it.

Go open the front door to the church, he finally said to his henchman. Lemour can come in and earn his keep, since the priest knocked out Fergus. This place is too big to search alone. Dont try anything, Warshawski: Ill shoot your friends at the first wrong move you make.

The underling went down the aisle and scrabbled with the heavy locks. I didnt know what to do next. Peppy was crying to join me in my turret, and Baladine said irritably that he thought theyd shot the damned dog. The red laser sight moved around the sanctuary, trying to pick out a warm target, but the turret was between Peppy and him. He himself was shielded by one of the pillars, or I would have risked a shot at him.

Arent there any lights in this damned place? It was Lemours reedy voice coming in to the body of the church. What do you need me for, boss? Hunt out the Warshki bitch? Turn on the lights and well get her in no time. Drabek, go in the back and find the switches. Ill cover the altar.

Under cover of Lemours voice, I slipped out of the little turret. I had chosen it because I could shoot anyone who came close enough to me to attack it, but I realized it was a stupid hideout: all my friends would be dead while I defended myself, and then Id run out of bullets and die as well. I got down on my hands and knees and crawled down the center aisle until I came to the pews. Making sure the safety was on, I stuck my gun in a jeans pocket and slithered along the floor toward Baladine. I wished I could have ordered Peppy to stay at the turret, but she was anxiously following me.

I know youre back there, Warshawski, I can hear you. Come out on the count of five or the first bullet goes into the old man.

Its okay, cookie, dont give up, I can take it, just dont hold it against me that I let the guy in. You know theres never been anyone like you in my life, all seventynine years, and I aint having you take a bullet just so I can see eighty.

Baladine savagely ordered him to be quiet, but the old man was either beyond paying attention or deliberately trying to give me cover. He started recounting the first time he saw me, I was wearing a red top and cutoffs and going after a gangbanger, street punk, but nowhere near as bad as this bastard, pardon his French.

Baladine smacked him, I think with his pistol. When Mr. Contreras fell silent, Father Lou began to sing, in a loud, tuneless voice, a Latin chant. I risked getting to my feet and running toward Baladine. He had one hand on the flash, the other on the gun pointing at Mr. Contrerass head. He was yelling at Father Lou to shut up or be killed when I got behind him and savagely chopped the back of his head.

He dropped the flashlight. His knees buckled, and I grabbed his right arm with all my might. He wrenched his arm free and his gun went off. A window shattered. Father Lou stuck out a foot and kicked the flashlight away, and I grappled with Baladine in the dark. Lemour shouted at the henchman to get the damned lights on, he was going to take care of Warshki once and for all.

Baladine was trying to twist his arm around to get a shot at me. I stayed behind him, pinning his left arm so he had only his gun hand free: if he wanted to fight hed have to drop the gun. He jabbed backward with his gun arm. I stuck my knee in his back and pulled his left shoulder toward me. He dropped the gun, which went off again, and pulled me close to him, bending to flip me over his head. I held on and we landed on the floor together. I lost my grip in the fall and he straddled me, his hands locking around my throat. I brought a knee up to his groin. His hold slackened enough for me to get a breath and to try to pull my gun from my pocket.

In the dark next to me I heard a deep angry growl and felt a heavy furry body lean against me. Baladine gave a loud scream and let go of my neck. I wrenched away from him and bounced to my feet. I kicked out as hard as I could, not able to see him in the dark. I kicked high, wanting to miss the dog. My foot connected with bone. Baladine fell heavily against me. I backed away, ready to kick again, but he wasnt moving. I must have knocked him out. I scrabbled under the pew and picked up the flashlight.

Mitch was lying across Baladines legs. Mitch, bleeding but alive. I couldnt take time to figure out what had happened, how hed bitten BaladineI had Lemour and his partner to deal with. I shone the light briefly on Father Lou, but he and Mr. Contreras were handcuffed together, with their arms behind them. I couldnt free them now.

Father Lou shouted a warning: Lemour had picked his way through the pews to my side. I hurled the flashlight into his face and ran back toward the altar.

A bullet whined and smashed into the altarpiece, and I smelled smoke. I ran behind the altarpiece. Lemour fired again, this time in front of me. Light flooded the building, and I was blinded. Lemour, running toward me, was blinded as well. He tripped across the open trapdoor and fell headlong down the spiral stairs. Glass splintered as he crashed to the bottom.

I braced myself, waiting for the henchman to come after me, when a fireman appeared behind the altar. I thought at first I was hallucinating, or that Baladine had dragooned the fire department along with the police, and lifted my gun.

No need to shoot, young lady, the man said. Im here to put out the fire.

47 For Those Who Also Serve

The gunshots woke me and I saw the door to the church was open, so I snuck in. I heard everything but I didnt know what to do, because BB was saying he had a cop to cover up for him. Then I thought, well, if the church was burning, the fire department would come, so I set fire to a newspaper in the kitchen and called 911 and told them the church was on fire. Then I was afraid I was really going to burn down the building. Is Mitch going to be okay? What did they say at the vet?

We were sitting in the rectory kitchen, drinking more cambric tea as Father Lou and I tried to clean up the sodden mess the firemen had left behind.

Robbie, youre a hero. It was a brilliant idea, but next time you dont have to set fire to the kitchenthey cant tell downtown if the place is really burning up or not. I laughed shakily. Mitch is going to be okay. The vet said he took the bullet in his shoulder, not the heart, and even though he lost a lot of blood he should make it through.

Peppy had stayed at the emergency vet to be a blood donor for her son. After the firemen finished putting out the kitchen fire, theyd gotten an ambulance for the wounded. Mr. Contreras and Baladine had both been carted off to County Hospital, although Mr. Contreras was protesting it was only a head injury, hed survived worse than that at Anzio.

Detective Lemour was in the morgue. Hed broken his neck when he landed on the reliquary at the bottom of the stairs. The remaining two men from Carnifice Security had been carried off by a squadrol that the firemen had summoned. One of the officers driving the squadrol had been a student at St. Remigios six years ago. He was horrified at seeing his priest in handcuffs and was happy to accept Father Lous version of events: that Baladine had broken in with his two thugs, and that Lemour had died trying to rescue the priest.

Saves trouble, the priest said when the policeman had left. Hard to get the cops to believe one of their own is bent. If Baladine denies the story when he recovers, hell have a lot of explaining to do, why Lemour was with him.

The firemen helped me carry Mitch out to their own car. They gave Peppy and me a ride to the emergency vet and even stayed with me to bring me back to the church an hour later.

Six oclock, Father Lou announced now. Mass. Want to serve, young lady?

I started to remind him I wasnt even baptized, then saw his fierce look and shut my mouth. I followed him back down the hall to the church. Robbie trailed behind us. There was broken glass in the side aisle, and a piece of St. Veronicas arm had been shot off the high altar, but the church looked remarkably placid in the daylight.

I went into the vestry with Father Lou and watched him robe. He told me what vessels to bring and just to do as he said and Id be fine. I walked behind him to the Lady Chapel, where a half dozen women waited, teachers going to mass on the first morning of school.

Father Lou bowed to the altar and turned to the women. I was glad when they said to me, let us go to the House of the Lord.

48 Meet the Press

This photograph is a closeup of a bruise on my abdomen. A forensic pathologist says he can identify at least the make and size of the boot that made it. There will be a trial, Im suing the person who kicked me, and Ill make an identification in court, so it doesnt matter now whether he burns the boot or cleans it. The point is, Im alive, and I can make the identification.

The eleven people whose papers and broadcast stations had decided to send them to St. Remigios looked at each other with a kind of incredulity that said, is this what she dragged us out here for? I smiled at them, I hoped engagingly. When they had come into the school library where Morrell had set up the screen and the projector, theyd mobbed me, wanting answers to all kinds of questions, ranging from what I knew about Baladines injuries to where Id been since getting out of Coolis. I promised they could ask me anything when I finished my presentation.

Murray Ryerson, looking both belligerent and sheepish, was the only one who hung back from the group swarming around me. He said he knew I couldnt be dead, I was too much of a grandstander for that, then planted himself in a corner and made a big play of studying his own paper when I started speaking.

In the back of the room Father Lou sat with a couple of squarely built men whom the priest identified only as being from his parish council, there to help out if the need arose. Also in the back were Mr. Contreras with Mitch and Peppy, Lotty and Max, and Sal. Neither Mr. Contreras nor Mitch seemed any worse for their night in the church, although Mitch had a large bandage wrapped around his belly and shoulder. He was sitting up, grinning crazily at anyone who wanted to pet him. Morrell was off to one side, operating the projector.

It was a week after Baladines assault on the church. We had decided to go ahead with the show, because there were too many openended issues. Baladine was going to recover, and he was already trying to make a case that he had used some fancy equipment to scale the side of the church school, break in through the fourthfloor windows, and attack the priest simply in order to get his son back. I wanted my version in as many hands as possible.

Im starting with this picture because in a curious way its the crux of a difficult case involving Global Entertainment, Carnifice Security, and that perennial chestnut, Illinois politics. Im alive, talking to you, but another young woman, who received what I believe are identical injuries, was not so fortunate. Nicola Aguinaldo died in the early hours of June seventeenth from a perforated intestine. Her body disappeared from the medical examiners office before an autopsy could be performed.

We had made a still of Nicola smiling, from a frame of the home video where shed been talking to Robbie. I explained who she was, using a slide with bullet points, how shed landed in prison, and how Id inadvertently found her.

I dont think well ever know what became of her body: her griefstricken mother was denied the chance to bury it. But my guess is that a political appointee of JeanClaude Poilevy at the county morgue removed the body on Poilevys orders so that no one would be able to see what kind of boot kicked in Nicola Aguinaldos abdomen.

I nodded at Morrell, who clicked up the slide of Hartigan standing over me with the stun gun. The audience gasped with shock.

He was about six foot two, perhaps two hundred, twotwenty pounds. She wasnt five feet tall and weighed maybe ninety pounds. She didnt have too much of a chance against him. I managed to take this picture with a hidden camera seconds after Id been shot with fifty thousand volts from a stun gun, right before I was kicked into insensibility. I held up my right hand, which was in a kind of brace; Id reinjured the fingers fighting Baladine. Two of my fingers and five of the small bones in the back of my hand broke as I tried to protect my head.

I heard another intake of horrified breath but continued with my presentation in a dry, academic voice. It was the only way I could speak without giving way to emotion. I went through the details of Nicolas daughters death, what Id been told by the women at Coolis about Nicolas desperate grief and how shed pounded on the guards chest when they laughed at her plea to be allowed to attend the babys funeral. I couldnt look at Mr. Contreras; he was so upset that I knew my own composure would crack. I heard Peppy whining by his side with shared misery.

Morrell put up another slide. This one had a red flashing header reading Speculation! Speculation! Wed decided to use that to separate fact from guesswork. I told them I was guessing that Nicola was dumped on the Chicago streets in the same way I was.

What takes some of the guesswork out of this is the fact that the guards changed my shirt before they took me out of Coolis. I was concussed, manacled, and running a high fever and not able to defend myself; they tore off my shirt and put on one that wouldnt show the scorch marks from the stun gun. I stopped for water, remembering Polsen touching the burned skin on my breasts. They made a comment about not making the mistake they had before, where they had to change the victims shirt in Chicago, so they had clearly done this before. Its just a guess that Nicola Aguinaldo was the person theyd done it to.

Now here comes more speculation, and mighty interesting it is. The shirt they put on Aguinaldo had been made by Lucian Frenada. You may remember Mr. Frenadas name: his dead body was found floating in Lake Michigan right before the Fourth of July. Everyone who isnt braindead knows Frenada was a boyhood friend of Lacey Dowell, because Global has been trumpeting that information on television and in the HeraldStar for two months. They grew up together right here at St. Remigios. I glanced at Murray. He was studying the floor.

Beth Blacksin from Channel 8 interrupted with a question about Lacey, and several other reporters jumped in. I ignored them and explained how Frenada had gone to Lacey and asked for a chance to make some of the Global Entertainment spinoff products.

Money in movies isnt just made on the screen. When your kid has to have that Captain Doberman Tshirt or those Space Beret action figures, the cash registers at Global are ringing. Mad Virgin shirts are very popular with young teenstheyre one of the first movie spinoff items to find a huge marketing success with teenage girls. Oversize denim jackets are another hot seller in Globals Virginwear line.

When Nicola Aguinaldos body was found, she was wearing one of the Tshirts that Lucian Frenada made as a demo for Teddy Trant at Global. You all remember the party at the Golden Glow back in June, when Frenada came and Lacey had him thrown out? He was demanding to know why Trant had stolen one of the shirts. Global didnt want to work with him, but Frenada was highly suspicious that Trant might be going to copy some of his workmanship. Of course everyone thought Frenada was trying any tactic he could to get Lacey to influence Global into buying from him: why would a studio head, who could pick up a Mad Virgin Tshirt anytime he walked into his office, go to the trouble of stealing one from a small Humboldt Park entrepreneur?

But I believe that is exactly what Trant did. He was at Frenadas shop on the Tuesday night right before Nicola died. Thats a fact. This next is a guess, but I believe that in some crazy scheme, maybe caused by watching too many of his own movies, Trant stole one of Frenadas shirts to put on Nicola, so that if any questions were asked about her death he could direct attention away from Coolis, from Global, and toward an innocent bystander.

The room was in an uproar. I went back through the argument, ticking off the points on the slide that highlighted them.

When they seemed to be caught up with me, I went back to Baladine and his fury with me. How Global first tried to bribe me by hiring me to frame Frenada, and when I wouldnt play, how Baladine began hounding me, culminating with planting cocaine in my office.

I played the video Id made in my office. The group was firing so many questions now that I had to play it three times before I could go on.

I dont know if Baladine wanted me dead or discredited I began, when Murray piped up unexpectedly from the back of the room.

He was spinning around. I dont think he could possibly have told anyone he wanted you dead, but when some of us at the Star caught wind of the discussions going on about your involvement in the case, weuh, made it as clear as we could that if anythinguhwell, a lot of people in Chicago would want to know why you gotuhhurt. Also, I got the idea that someone high in the Global organization was lobbying for you, although Almy contacts therenever said who it was. Anyway, I have a feelingI was not involved in any discussions about youbut I think heBaladinethought discrediting you was the viable route. I didnt know about the drugs. And I was as amazed as everyone else here when you were arrested for kidnapping. And then, why on Gods green earth you didnt post bail He broke off midsentence. I guess you were being Wonder Woman again. Take us to the limit one more time, Warshawski.

I blushed but went on with my presentation. As far as Frenada goes, I think they wanted him dead: he was starting to complain to too many people about Trant taking one of his sample Virginwear shirts. They thought they could discredit him with drugs; they planted some in his shop and planted some data on the Web trying to show he was a high roller. Im afraid it was something I said that sent him hotfoot out to Oak Brook to try to confront Baladine and Trant the night of June twentysixth.

Morrell ran the footage of Frenada with Baladine and Trant at Baladines pool. He stopped it to make sure everyone noticed the date embedded in the film.

This film doesnt prove that Baladine and Trant killed Frenada, but it does put the three men together the night Frenada died. Lucian Frenada had told me he couldnt compete with Globals current suppliers because his labor costs were too high. He also had other overhead that someone running a factory in a prison doesnt have to deal with. The state of Illinois paid for the machines that Global gets to use. The state of Illinois pays the rent on the space for the Global factory. You cant get lower production costs for this kind of operation, even if you go to Burma, because you cant beat free space and machinery. And you have a labor force that can never go on strike, never balk at the working conditions, never complain to OSHA or the NLRB. Its a beauty for the bottom line in these days of the global economy.

There was another barrage of questions about the GlobalCarnifice shop. Youve been most patient to listen to me for such a long period, I finally said. There are only a few more things I want to say. All summer, as Baladine and Trent were boxing me in, I kept wondering what was so important about Nicola Aguinaldo that they needed to find someone to take the blame for her death. It wasnt she they cared about, but their manufacturing scheme. It had been operating smoothly, no questions asked, for several years; they didnt want some outsider poking into Nicolas death to upset it.

Maybe youre wondering how they could run that plant as long as they did with no one noticing. For one thing, they were well connected to the Illinois House Speaker, whos got a lot of power, in and out of Springfield.

For another, we all assume that whatever goes on behind those iron bars is protecting all us lawabiding citizenssorry, all you lawabiding citizens; Im out on bail facing a felony charge. People laughed more loudly than my little joke meritedthey needed some kind of release from the horrors theyd been hearing.

Some of what goes on may be nasty, but as the corrections officers said to me and my sister inmates many timeslike when a woman wasnt allowed medical care after getting a major burn on her arm in the kitchenI nodded and Morrell flipped up a slide of the armCoolis isnt a resort. Inmates arent on vacation. We lawabiding citizens dont necessarily want prisoners rehabilitated, but we sure do want them punished. And they get punished in carloads full of discipline.

I finished with the slides Id taken of CO Polsen assaulting Dolores in the laundry room. The only sound in the room now was Peppy, crying to be allowed to come to me.

This kind of thing is a daily occurrence. I witnessed it, I was humiliated in similar ways myself. Women have no recourse against this kind of abuse. Illinois law has no serious provision for removing abusive guards or for disciplining them. It can take over a year for a woman prisoner complaining of rape or battery to get a court hearing. During that year she can be put in segregation. She can be repeatedly assaulted. And if her case is found to be without merit, then she is cattle fodder for the corrections officers. Thats daily life at Coolis.

I understand Robert Baladine sent around an email, offering to resign. I dont know if its true or not, but if it werent for the fact that Lucian Frenada wasprobablykilled in an effort to cover up the Global manufacturing operation, Id think Baladine should resign not because of Frenada but because of the degradation of prisoners that goes on hourly in a prison that his company built and runs for the state of Illinois.

Id lost my dry composure. I sat down, shivering, my teeth chattering. Morrell was at my side to put a jacket around my shoulders. Murray had stepped forward along with the rest of the team in the room, but when he saw Morrell behind me, he turned on his heel and left.

Lotty and Sal and Mr. Contreras applauded vigorously, and Mr. Contreras finally let Peppy come up to me. I sank my hands gratefully into her gold fur and tried to calm down enough to answer other questions.

What the reporters most wanted to know, besides their fascination with sex in the prison, was how Baladine came to be injured.

He says he needed to break into the church to get his son back. I believe Father Lou has made a sworn deposition that Baladine never approached him about his son. Indeed, Robbie arrived at the church only a few hours ahead of his father, who could have phoned or come to the door the way most people might. But someone watching my home apparently saw him arrive, tailed him here to St. Remigios, and then called Baladine for instructions. He chose to approach his son in this highly unusual way, and a police officer is dead as a result.

One of the Carnifice Security men whod been in the church last week had decided to do a deal with the States Attorney. No one in the States Attorneys office cared much about Lucian Frenada, or Nicola Aguinaldoor me. But Father Lou was a local legend. For forty years, any policeman whod ever boxed grew up knowing him. An assault on him in his church was more than blasphemy. So the guy Father Lou had knocked out, after realizing that the cops were more interested in finding out exactly what punch the priest had used on him than in sympathizing with him, turned on his boss and his partner and told the cops the story of his watch on my building, of seeing Robbie arrive on foot, of calling for instructions.

Isnt the dead officer the same man who was in your office with the cocaine?

I smiled. Youll have to ask the department about that one. I never actually saw the man who died at St. Remigios: everything took place in the dark.

And what about Baladine? Beth Blacksin from Channel 8 asked. I hear hes undergoing shots for rabies because your dog bit him? Is he suing you?

You have it backward, I said. Im giving my dog Mitch a series of rabies shots in case Baladine infected him. No, seriously, he shot the dog and thought hed killed him, because the dog tried to stop him from chaining Father Lou to my old friend and neighbor Salvatore Contreras. When Baladine was strangling me, Mitch somehow made a supercanine effort, dragged himself up on his weak legs, and dug his teeth into Baladines ass. If Baladine chooses to sue me, my lawyer is looking forward to crossexamining him, but well cross that bridge when we get there.

Regine Mauger, the HeraldStars gossip columnist, got up to demand what right I had to vilify the Trant family. Abigail Trant was a lovely woman who was doing an enormous amount of good for needy Chicagoans, and Regine thought I should be ashamed for attacking her husband in this way.

I didnt tell her I had called Abigail Trant myself the day after the fight in the church. After her efforts to help me, she deserved advance notice of what I was going to say about her husband. She asked only if I was sure. And I said, not about everything but about Trants being with Baladine and Frenada the night Frenada died. And about the production of Global spinoffs at Coolis.

She didnt say anything else, but two days later she came to see meagain without warning, leaving the Gelaendewagen doubleparked on Racine. She was as exquisite as ever, but the skin on her face was taut with tension.

Rhiannon and I fell in love with France when we were there this summer. Im taking her back to Toulouse. Ive found a wonderful school she can attend there. I dont know what Teddy will do, because I dont know what Global will do when they hear your report.

She hesitated, then added, I dont want you to think I blame you in any way forforthe collapse of my marriage. I think the time will come when I will be grateful that my eyes were opened, but right now I cant feel much but pain. Theres something else you deserve to know. Teddy came home the night of Globals television debut with the emblem missing from one of his Ferragamo loafers. Maybe its weak of me, but the day you asked about the emblem I went home and threw out the shoes.

She left abruptly on that line. I didnt think Regine Mauger needed to report any of that in her coy little phrases.

Mauger and some of the others continued to harangue me. Lotty came forward and announced that as my physician she was declaring an end to my stamina: I was recovering from serious injuries, in case they had forgotten. The group looked suitably abashed and packed up cassette recorders and other equipment. Morrell gave each person a copy of the videotape and slides. The two men sitting with Father Lou grunted and got up to escort the reporters out of the building.

Now what? Sal asked when they had gone.

Now I shrugged. Now I try to patch my business back together. Hope that enough people buy my version of events that some of the misery at Coolis will end, even if no one is ever arrested for Nicola Aguinaldos murder.

And what is Robbie going to do? Sal asked.

I grinned. Eleanor came to pick him up on Wednesday afternoon. He ran into the church screaming that he was claiming sanctuary, that he would chain himself to the altar and go on a hunger strike. That should have thrilled her, but it only made her angrier. She finally worked out a deal with Father Lou that Robbie could stay on as a boarder and go to St. Remigios. Father Lou said that for a donation to the St. Remigio scholarship fund and money to repair the damage to the altar, he was willing to tell the state to drop the trespassing charge against Baladine.

Watching Father Lou blandly extort a fiftythousanddollar pledge from Eleanor Baladine had been one of the few joyous moments of the past few months. She had arrived at St. Remigios with her lawyer, convinced that she was going to browbeat the priest with threats of additional charges of kidnapping, as well as of assault against Baladineman coming to claim his son is set on by dogs, rabid detectives, and other scum. She left without her son and with a signed undertaking to support him at the school. The sop to her pride was Father Lous grave statement that boxing would make Robbie a truly manly man, and that he, Father Lou, would personally oversee her sons training.

The funny thing is, Robbie actually wants to learn to box, I told Sal. This boy who couldnt learn to swim or play tennis to please his parents runs wind sprints every morning after mass.

Id moved back home, of course, but for some reason I found myself getting up early every day and driving over to St. Remigios for the six oclock mass. Robbie or one of the other St. Remigio boxers would serve. Father Lou gruffly announced I could read the lesson as long as I was there. All that week, as I made my way through the book of Job, I thought about the women at Coolis. If there was a God, had He delivered the women into the hands of Satan for a wager? And would He appear finally in the whirlwind and rescue them?

49 Scar Tissue

My vindication by the Chicago press was something of a nineday wonder. Clients whod left me for Carnifice called to say theyd never doubted me and they would have assignments for me as soon as I got off the disabled list. Old friends in the Chicago Police Department called, demanding to know why I hadnt complained to them about Douglas Lemour; they would have fixed the problem for me. I didnt try to argue with them about all the times in the past theyd told me to mind my own business and leave police work to them. And Mary Louise Neely showed up one morning, her face pinched with misery.

Vic, I wont blame you if you feel like you can never trust me again, but they called to threaten me. Threaten the children. The man who called knew the exact address of Emilys camp in France and told me what shed eaten for dinner the night before. I was terrified and I felt trappedI couldnt send the boys back to their father, and I didnt know what else to do with them. I thought if I told you, youd go riding off halfcocked and get all of us killed. She twisted her hands round and round as if she could wash off the memory.

You could be right. I tried to smile, but found I couldnt quite manage it. Im not going to sit in judgment on you for being scared, let alone for trying to look after Nate and Josh. What hurt was the way you were judging me. Claiming I was running hotheaded into danger when I was fighting for my life. I had to go into the heart of the furnace to save myself. If you could have trusted me enough to tell me why you were withdrawing from me, it would have made a big difference.

Youre right, Vic, she whispered. I could have gone to Terry about Lemour; maybe it would have stopped him from trying to plant the coke on you or from beating you when he arrested you. I can only sayIm sorry. If youre willing to let me try again, though, Id like to.

We left it at thatthat she would open the office back up, get the files in order, take preliminary information from clients while I continued to recuperate. Wed give it three months and see how we felt about the relationship then.

I kept trying to go back to work myself, but I felt dull and drained. I had told the psychologist at the Berman Institute I would sleep better if I stopped feeling so humiliated. By rights, taking care of Lemour and Baladine should have solved my problems, but I still was plagued by insomnia. Maybe it was because my month at Coolis sat like a bad taste in my mouth, or maybe it was because I couldnt stop blaming myself for staying inside when I could have made bail, as if I had deliberately courted what had happened to me. There were still too many nights I dreaded going to sleep because of the dreams that lay on the other side.

The night after my press presentation Id invited Morrell home with me, but when he started to undress I told him he would have to leave. He took a long look at me and buttoned his jeans back up. The next day he sent me a single rose with the message that he would respect my distance as long as I felt I needed to maintain it but that he enjoyed talking to me and would be glad to see me in public.

The knowledge that I could choose, that Morrell at least would not force himself on me, made sleep come a bit easier to me. I went to a couple of Cubs games with him as the season wound downthanks to tickets from one of my clientsand saw Sammy Sosa hit his sixtyfourth home run, invited Morrell to my Saturday afternoon pickup game in the park, ate dinner with him, but spent my nights with only the dogs for company.

I kept busy enough. I made endless depositions with attorneys for the state, attorneys for the COs I was suing out at Coolis, attorneys for Baladine, attorneys for Global. I even had a meeting with Alex Fisher. She thought it would be a good idea if I toned down some of my statements about Global and Frenada.

Sandy, the reason I call you Sandy, which you hate, is that its the only thing about you I ever liked. You were a pain in the ass in law school. You wanted to be a firebrand and take the message about racism and social justice to the proletariat, and I made you uncomfortable because I was that odd phenomenon in an upscale law schoola genuine bluecollar workers genuine daughter. But at least you were who you wereSandy Fishbein. You didnt try to pretend you were anything else. Then you went off and found capitalism, and had your nose and your lips done, and cut off your name, too.

Thats not what I came to talk to you about, she said, but her voice had lost its edge.

And another thing. I have a tape of yours. Baladine made it during his swim meet.

How did you get it? she hissed. Did he give it to you?

I smiled blandly. He doesnt know I have it. Its yours, Alex. Its yours the day I get concrete evidence that Global has fired Wenzel, the man who managed the Coolis shop, and that he is not working elsewhere in your organization. And the day that Carnifice lets CO Polsen and CO Hartigan go. Without placing them elsewhere.

Her wide lips were stiff. I have little influence on Globals daytoday operation, and I do not work for Carnifice.

I continued to smile. Of course not. And it doesnt look as though Baladine will be at Carnifice much longer, anyway, at least not if the report in this mornings papers can be believed. Between his sending that email announcing his resignation and all the publicity weve generated this week, his board is pressuring him to step down. And JeanClaude Poilevy, whos always been a survivor, is backpedaling as fast as he can scoot. He says Baladine operated a forprofit shop at Coolis completely without his knowledge, and hes shocked at the tales of sexual abuse in the prison. I think Carnifice would welcome the chance to fire a couple of lowlevel employees. If they let Polsen and Hartigan go, they can make a big press pitch on how theyre cleaning house.

I cant promise anything, of course.

Of course not. By the way, youre not the only woman Baladine taped on that couch. He also took advantage of his kids exnanny, the one who died. Not a nice man to be around.

Her throat worked as the implications of that struck her. She started to ask me what Id seen and then swept out of my office without saying anything else.

Id thought about trying to use the Aguinaldo tapes as counters to get Baladine to drop the kidnapping charge, but I hated to exploit her in death as she had been in life. And I was sure by now I could beat the charges in court. In fact, six days later when my trial date came up, the judge dismissed all the charges. He made a stern statement to the effect that he didnt know why the state had charged me in the first place, but since the parents were not present to offer any explanation about why theyd called the police, he couldnt begin to speculate on their underlying rationale. At any rate, the arresting officer was dead, and that was the end of it. A real whimper after all that banging.

When I got home I found a handdelivered envelope from Alex including copies of the termination orders for Wenzel from Global and Polsen and Hartigan from Carnifice. The three were fired for misconduct in performance of their duties and were not eligible for workers compensation. I sent Alex her tape but kept the other three in a safe deposit box at the bank.

A discreet report in the paper the next day said that Baladine was suffering from exhaustion brought on by overwork and that the Carnifice directors had accepted his resignation while he received medical care in Houston. His wife was moving to California with her daughters to enroll them in a premium swim program while she took a job coaching the University of Southern California swim team. Good old Eleanor. She sure hated hanging with losers.

And still I couldnt sleep at night. I finally decided I had to go back to Coolis. I had to see the place, to know it had no power over me.

They were harvesting corn as I drove west the next morning. The bright greens of summer had given way to drab tans in the groves along the Fox River, but the weather still held an unseasonable warmth.

As I approached the prison, the place in my abdomen where Hartigan had kicked me tightened. I was coming here of my own free will, a free woman, but the sight of the razorwire fences made me start to shake so badly, I had to pull over to the side of the road.

Morrell had offered to come with me, but I wanted to prove I could make this journey on my own. I wished now Id taken him up on his offer. I wanted to turn around and head back to Chicago as fast as I could go. Instead, I made myself drive inside the front gate to the visitors parking lot.

The guard at the first checkpoint didnt give any sign of recognizing my name. He passed me on to the next station, and I was finally admitted to the visitors waiting room. It was CO Cornish who was assigned to escort me from there to the visitors lounge.

He tried to greet me jovially. Couldnt stay away, huh?

I grunted noncommittally. I had filed a suit against the Department of Corrections for inflicting grievous bodily harm, and against Polsen and Hartigan by name. Cornish would probably be called as a witness; I didnt need to alienate him.

Miss Ruby was waiting for me in the visitors lounge. So you made it out, Cream. Made it out and now youve come back. Youre a kind of hero around here, do you know that? The girls know its because of you they kicked out Wenzel and Polsen and Hartigan. They closed that Tshirt factory too, but I suppose you know that.

I knew that. A report in this mornings financial section announced that Global was returning their sewing operations to Myanmar. I guess it made me happy to know that the Virginwear line was now being made by inmates in Myanmars forced labor camps instead of inmates in an Illinois prison.

Theyre still making things here, but not for Hollywood anymore, so production is way down. Its hard on the women who got let go; they dont speak English and they can only get work in the kitchen now, which doesnt pay as well. But I think they appreciate not having to work in that atmosphere over there. Everyone was too scared all the time. So I guess you are a hero, at that.

You sound bitter. I didnt set out to be a hero.

No, but you were undercover. I asked you pointblank and you lied. You might have told me when you came to me asking for help.

I really was arrested. Just as I told you, because Robert Baladine accused me of kidnapping his son. The cops sent me out here because I got arrested on a holiday weekend. I decided to stay to try to find out what happened to poor young Nicola. I didnt dare tell a soul. Not just to protect myself: you have a lot of influence here with the other women, and even the guards mostly treat you with respect, but youre here and youre vulnerable. I didnt want harm to you to haunt me for the rest of my life.

She thought it over and finally, grudgingly, decided maybe I hadnt abused our relationship. I stayed to tell her the whole story, the story Id given to the press. She liked having an insiders look at the news, and she especially enjoyed hearing about my confrontation with Baladine and Lemour at St. Remigios.

Girl like you who took on Angie and the Iscariots, you were plenty tough enough to go up against a bent cop. Glad to hear about it. Glad to know about it.

Before I left, I handed her a little bag of cosmetics Id brought with me, buried under a stack of legal documents that hadnt been searched thoroughly. CO Cornish watched me but didnt try to intervene.

Revlon! You remembered. Moisturizer, cleanser, new lipstick in my favorite coloryoure a good woman, even if you did come to me under false pretenses. Now, since it turns out youre really a lawyer and a detective and all those things, maybe youll write one of your famous letters for me. Ive done fourteen years, thats already way over average for murder in this state, but Ive got eight more to go. See if you can help me on my parole. Id kind of like to see my granddaughter before shes a grandmother herself.

I promised to do what I could. Back in the parking lot I stood with my hand on the car door for a long time before opening it. The car was a latemodel green Mustang, a replacement for both the Rustmobile and the Trans Am. Freeman had tried to get me back my beloved sports car, but the police first claimed they couldnt find it and then finally had to admit theyd pretty well trashed it. Luke went to the police pound to look at it, but the Trans Am was way beyond even his miraculous fingers. Freeman was suing the city for me to try to recover the price of the car, but I figured Id be seventy before that case came to judgment.

Lacey Dowell had given me the money for the Mustang. Shed given me enough money that I could probably have bought a used XJ12 convertible, but that was a fantasy, not a car for a working detective who has to use her wheels in the grime of Chicago.

Lacey came to see me at the end of the filming of Virgin Six. Father Lou told her that Id solved Frenadas murder and that even though Trant and Baladine would never be arrested for it, she should know that the two men had killed her childhood playmate.

I told them at Global that I couldnt work with Teddy anymore, that Id stop production if he had anything to do with the movie. I guess Im still a big enough star that they cared. They sent Teddy to Chile to head up their South American operation. But I understand from Father Lou that you put in a great deal of work on the case and never got paid. In fact, he told me you were badly injured as the result of your investigations. So I felt I should pay your fee, since Lucy and I were old friends, and we swore a pact when we were ten to help each other in the face of every danger. I didnt do too well by him this year: the least I can do is thank you for looking after him for me.

The check was for forty thousand dollars. Enough to take care of the bills that had mounted while I was out of commission. Enough for a car with only six thousand miles on it. Enough to pay some of Freemans fee. Money made from Tshirts sewn by women in prisons here or abroad. It was in my hands, too. I could have turned it down, but I didnt.

I got into the car when the guard came over to see what the matter was. I sketched a wave and headed back to the tollway.

When I reached the city I drove to Morrells place in Evanston. I tried to tell him what Id been thinking as I drove home.

He cupped my face in his long fingers. Vic, look at me. You set an impossibly high bar for yourself to jump. When you run into it, you bruise yourself and then blame yourself for the injury. You have to live in the world. Its the unfortunate reality of being alive. Even a monk who abjures the world and the flesh gets his clothes and food provided by someone whos willing to do the dirty work for him.

You cant save everyone or fix every broken part of this planet. But you do more than most. If Laceys money comes in part from sweatshops, you still brought some relief to women in prison here in Illinois. And that bastard Hartigan, who kicked youhes likely to go to prison himself. Even if its not for the murder of Nicola Aguinaldo, theres a measure of justice there. Its true Trant and Baladine are walking around, but Trant lost his marriage and it looks as though the studio is demoting him in a serious way. You said Lacey told you theyre sending him to Chile.

And look at Robbie Baladine following Father Lou around like a duckling. Share some of his joy in life. Youve earned it, you brought it to him. Okay?

Okay, I whispered.

I spent that night with him and a number of nights after. And if my sleep was still disturbed, if the images of terror still sometimes woke me, at least I had the comfort of a friend to share my journey.