Date: 2011-08-03 04:00:00+00:00
Keywords: Zombies; Horror; Short Stories; Post Apocalyptic
Description: On one side, the living toil under the relentless Florida sun to build hundreds of miles of fence. On the other side, millions of the living dead hunger for the flesh of the living. Between them is a line of chain link fencing through which blows a hot wind like the breath of hell. A wind that carries the stink of death and the endless moans of the dead.

The Wind Through the Fence

By

Jonathan Maberry

Smashwords Edition

Copyright © 2011 Jonathan Maberry Productions LLC

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Photograph by Roy Huf LaPish

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-1-

The fucking thing was heavy. Sixteen pounds of metal on a two pound piece of ash. Eighteen pounds. Already heavy when the foreman handed it down from the truck ten minutes after dawn held a match to the morning sky; by nine o’clock it weighed a god damned ton. By noon my arms were on fire and by quitting time I couldn’t feel where the pain ended and I began. I’d eat too little, drink too much, throw up and shamble off to bed, praying that I’d die in my sleep rather than hear that bugle.

The bugle, man. You couldn’t stop it. Only one thing in the world more relentless than that motherfucking bugle, and they were the reason the bugle got us up. To build the fence. To fix the fence. To extend the fence. To maintain the fence.

The fence, the fence, the god damned fence.

We talked about the fence. Nobody talked about what was on the other side of it.

Each and every morning the bugle scream would tear me out of the darkness and kick me thrashing back into the world. Almost every morning. They gave us fence guys Sunday off. We were supposed to use the day praying.

Not sure exactly what we were praying for. Suicides were highest on Sundays, so hang any meaning on that you want. Me? I used Sundays to get drunk and try to catch up on sleep. Yeah, I know that drunk sleep doesn’t do shit for the body, but who do you know that can sleep without booze? Maybe some of those lucky fucks who scavenged good headphones from a store, or the ones who popped their own eardrums. No one else can get to sleep with that noise. The moaning.

Even after the fear of it wore off, and that was a long damn time ago, when you lie there in the dark and hear the moaning it makes you think. It makes you wonder.

Why? Are they in pain?

Is it some kind of weird-ass hunting cry?

Are they trying to communicate in the only way they know how?

I shared a tent for two weeks with a guy who was always trying to philosophize about it. Not sure what his deal was. Some kind of half-assed philosopher. Probably a poet or writer back when that mattered. Some shit like that. Everybody called him Preach. He’d lay there on his cot, fingers laced behind his head, staring up at the darkness as the dead moaned and moaned, and he’d tell me different ideas he had about it. Theories. He’d number them, too. Most nights he had two or three stupid theories. Demons speaking with dead tongues—that was a favorite of his. That was Theory #51. He came back to that one a lot. Demons. Motherfucker, please.

The last theory I heard from him was #77.

“You want to hear it?” Preach asked.

The camp lights were out except for the torches on the fence, and we didn’t bunk near the fence. That night we were hammering posts in for a new extension that would allow us to extend the safe zone all the way north. Some genius decided to reclaim arable land along Route 60, and the plan was to run west from Old Tampa Bay straight through to Clearwater. They moved a lot of us in wagons from the fence we’d been building just above Route 93 by the Saint Petersburg-Clearwater airport. I pitched my tent on a mound where I could catch a breeze. I was half in the bag on moonshine that was part grain alcohol and part battery acid. No joke.

I said, “No.”

“You sure?” asked Preach.

“I’m trying to sleep.”

Preach was quiet for a while, and then he started talking as if I’d said, sure, tell me your fucking Theory #77.

“It’s the wind up from hell.”

I frowned into my pillow. -At first I thought he was talking about the hot wind out of the southwest. But that wasn’t what he was saying.

“You know that line? The one everybody used to say right around the time this thing really got started.”

I knew what he was talking about. Everyone knew it, but I didn’t answer. Maybe he’d think I drifted off.

But he said, “You know the one. When there’s no more room in hell…? That one?”

I said nothing.

“I think they were right,” he persisted. “I think that’s exactly what it is.”

“Bullshit,” I mumbled, and he caught it.

“No, really, Tony. I think that’s what that sound is.”

We both said nothing for a minute while we listened. The breeze was coming at us across re-claimed lands all the way from the Gulf of Mexico, and it kept the sound damped down a bit. Not all the way, though. Never all the way. It was there, under the sound of trees and kudzu swaying in the breeze; under the whistle of wind through chain links of the fence. The moan. Sounding low and quiet, but I knew it was loud. It was always loud. A rhythm without rhythm, that’s how I thought of it. The dead, who didn’t need to breathe, taking in ragged chestfuls of air just so they could cry out with that moan. Day and night, week after week, month after month. It never stopped.

“That’s exactly what that is,” said Preach. “That’s the wind straight from hell itself, boiled up in the Pit and exhaled at us by all the dead. Seven billion dead and damned souls crying out, breathing the wind from hell right in our faces.”

“No,” I said.

“Listen to it. It can’t be anything else. The breath of Hell blowing hot and hungry in our faces.”

“Shut the fuck up.”

He chuckled in the dark, and for a moment that sound was louder and more horrible than the moans. “People aren’t just throwing words around when they called this an ‘apocalypse’. It is. It is the Apocalypse; the absolute end of all things. Wind of hell, man. Wind of hell.”

They gave me a bonus next day at mess call. Anyone who finds a zom in camp and puts his lights out gets a bottle of booze. A real bottle, one from a warehouse. I got a bottle of Canadian Club whiskey.

They opened the fence long enough to throw Preach’s body into the mud on the other side. No one asked me how he died. As a society, we were kind of past that point. What mattered is that when Preach died unexpectedly in his sleep I was on my pins enough to take a shovel to him and cut his head off.

That night I drank myself to sleep early. I used to think Canadian Club was a short step down from dog piss, but it was the best booze I’d had in six months, and it knocked me right on my ass.

I didn’t sleep well, though. I dreamed of Preach. Of the way he thrashed, the way he beat against my arms and tore at my hands, the way he tried to fight, tried to cling to life.

I woke up crying an hour before dawn and was still crying when the bugle screamed.

-2-

My arms ached from the sledgehammer. As I swung at the post I tried to remember a time when they didn’t hurt. I couldn’t. Not really.

Swinging the hammer was mostly everything that filled my memories.

Six days a week, going on eighteen months now.

The first week I thought I’d die. The second week I wished I would. One of the guys—a shift supervisor who used to work cattle in central Florida—started taking bets on how long I’d last. The first pool gave me ten days. Then it was two weeks. A month. Until Christmas. Each time the pools got smaller because I kept not falling down. I kept not dying. I won’t say that I kept alive. It didn’t feel like that then and doesn’t feel like that now. I didn’t die. I lasted longer than the shift supervisor said I might.

On the other hand, outlasting the supervisor’s last prediction of “Four months and you’ll be swallowing broken glass to get out of this gig” was not the victory I expected. Each new day felt like a defeat, or at best a confirmation that escape was one klick farther down the road than yesterday.

Some of the guys seemed to thrive on it. Fuck ‘em. Some guys in prison thrived on being turned into fish. That wouldn’t be me. Not that I ever did anything to warrant it, but when I watched prison flicks or read about it in books, I knew that I couldn’t have survived it. Maybe I could take the privations, the beatings and all of that, but I couldn’t take being somebody’s bitch. And yet, even the worst prison from before would be better, cleaner and less terrifying than my current nine-to-five.

I stood on the soup line, waiting my turn for a quart of hot water with some mystery meat and vegetables that tasted like they’ve been boiling since before the Fall. I looked over at a guy sitting on the tailgate of an old F-150. The man was holding a piece of meat and staring at it, crying with big silent sobs, snot running into the corners of his mouth. Nobody else was looking at him, so I looked away, too. I was four back from the soup and my soup bowl –a big plastic jug with a handle that had graduated marks on it like it was used to measure something once upon a time—hung from the crook of my right index finger. I looked down at it and saw that some of yesterday’s stew was caked onto the side. I didn’t know what was in that, either.

I closed my eyes and dragged a forearm across my face. Even doing that hurt. Little firecrackers popped in my biceps and I could feel every single nerve in my lower and mid-back. They were all screaming at me, sending me hate mail.

The line shuffled a step forward and now I was even with the crying guy. I recognized him—one of the schlubs who were too useless even to swing a sledge so they had him working clean-up in the kitchen trucks. I tried to stare at the back of a big Latino kid in the line in front of me, but his eyes kept sneaking over to steal covert looks. The man was still staring at the piece of meat.

Christ, I thought, what did he think it was?

Worst case scenario was that they were going to be eating dog, or maybe cat. Cat wasn’t too bad. One of the guys I currently shared a tent with had a good recipe for cat. Cat and tomatoes with bay leaves. Cheap stuff, but it tasted okay. Since the Fall I’d had a lot worse. Hell, I’d had worse before that, especially at that sushi place near Washington Square. The stuff they served there tasted like cat shit.

I caught some movement and turned. The guy had dropped the chunk of meat and had climbed up onto the tailgate.

The Latino kid, Ruiz, turned to me. “Bet you a smoke that he’s just seen God and wants to tell us about it.”

“Sucker’s bet,” I said. But I had an extra smoke and shook one out of the pack for the kid. The kid nodded and we both looked at the man on the tailgate.

“It’s not right!” the crying man shouted in a voice that was phlegmy with snot and tears. “We know it’s not right.”

“No shit,” someone yelled and there was a little ripple of laughter up and down the line.

“This isn’t what we’re here for!” screamed the man. “This isn’t why God put us here—”

“Fucking told you,” said Ruiz. “It’s always God.”

“Sometimes it’s the voices in their heads,” I suggested.

“Put there by God.”

“Yeah,” I said. “Okay.”

The screaming man ranted. A couple security guards wormed their way through the crowd, moving up quiet so as not to spook him. Last week a screamer went apeshit and knocked over the serving table. Everyone went hungry until quitting time. But this guy wasn’t going anywhere. His diatribe wasn’t well thought out and it spiraled down into sobs. I didn’t get in the way or say shit when the guards pulled him down and dragged him away.

We watched the toes of his shoes cut furrows in the mud. Maybe it was because the guy didn’t fight that the chatter and chuckles died down among the men on the food line. We all watched the guards take the guy into the blue trailer at the end of the row. I didn’t know what went on in there and I didn’t care. The guy wouldn’t be seen again, and life here at the fence would go on like it had last week and last month and last year. It was always like that now. You worked, you ate, you slept like the dead, you jerked off in the dark when you thought no one was looking, you tried not to hear the moans, you drank as much as you could, you slept some more, you got up, you worked. And sometimes God shouts through your mouth and they take you to the Blue Trailer.

And sometimes in the night you listen to the wind from Hell blow through the mouths of the dead and nothing—not booze or a pillow wrapped around your head—will keep that sound out.

For eighteen months that had been the pattern of my life and my world.

I was pretty sure that it was the pattern all up and down the fence line, from Kenneth City to Feather Sound, following a crooked link of chain link that we erected between us and the end of the world. Crews like mine, three, four thousand men, working in the no man’s land while a line of bulldozers with triple-wide blades held the dead back. Every day was a race. Every day some of the dead got through and you heard shotguns or the soft thunk of axes as the Safety Teams cut them down. We were the lowest of the low, guys who don’t have a place in the world anymore. I used to broker corporate real estate. Malls, airports, shit like that. Back land was something you could own rather than try to steal it back. Closest thing to a blue collar job I ever worked was managing a Taco Bell franchise for an uncle of mine while I was in college. I used call it honest work.

Some guys still throw the phrase around. Guys standing ankle deep in Florida mud, trying not to get carried away by mosquitoes, swinging a sledge-hammer to build a fence. Honest work.

What the hell does that even mean? Guys like me were about the lowest thing on the food chain. Well…convicts were. Guys who stole food or left gates open. They had to dig latrines and hunt for scraps in the garbage. I heard stories that in some camps food thieves were shoved outside the fence line with their hands tied behind their back. Never saw it happen, but I knows guys who said they had.

Not how I felt about it, though. If I saw it, I mean. Would I give a flying shit? With my stomach grinding on empty almost all the time, how much compassion could I ladle out for a heartless fuck who stole food so that we’d all have less.

I might actually watch. A lot of the guys would.

It’s what we’d have since we don’t have TV.

I chewed on that while I stood in line waiting for food.

I watched the real swinging dicks go to work. The construction crews who came in once we had the double rows of chain-link fence in place, using the last of the working cranes to fill the gap between the two fences with cars. A wall of Chevys and Toyotas and Fords and fucking SUVs, six cars high and two cars deep. Maybe a million of them so far, and no shortage of raw materials rusting away waiting for the crews to take them from wherever they stopped. Or crashed.

I wondered where my cars were. The Mercedes-Benz CLS I used to drive back and forth to the train and the gas-sucking Escalade that I used as a deliberate fuck-you to the oil shortage.

The guy on the soup line grunted at me and I held out my plastic jug and watched dispassionately as the gray meat was sloshed in. “Bread or crackers?”

“Bread,” I said. “Got any butter? Any jelly?”

“You making a fucking joke?”

I shrugged. “Hey, there’s always hope.”

The guy chewed his toothpick for a second. He gave me a funny look and handed over a bread roll that looked like a dog turd and smelled faintly of kerosene. “Get the fuck out of here before I beat the shit out of you.”

I sighed.

As I moved on he said, loud enough for people to hear, “You find any hope out here brother, you come let me know.”

A bunch of the guys laughed. Most pretended not to hear. It was too true to be funny, too sad to have to keep in your head while you ate.

I thanked him and moved on. You always thank the food guys because they’ll do stuff to your food if you don’t. Even the shit they serve out can actually get worse.

Ruiz followed me and we found a spot in the shade of a billboard where we could see the valley. On this side of the fence everything was either picked clean or torn town. Every house behind him had been searched and marked with codes like they used after Katrina and Ike. X for checked and a number for how many bodies. Black letters for dead and decaying. Red letters for dead and walking around. Not that we needed to be told. We were in the lines right behind the clean-up teams. We’d hear the shots, we’d see them carrying out the bodies. Anything that came out wrapped in plastic with yellow police tape around it was infected. We’d been seeing this house by house since we started building the fence, and the sound of earthmovers and front-end loaders digging burial pits was 24/7.

I thought about that and wondered if it was true.

“Dude,” I said, nudging Ruiz with my elbow.

He was poking at a lump of meat. “Yeah?” he said without looking up.

“When’s the last time you heard quiet?”

“What d’you mean? Like no one screaming?”

“No, I mean quiet. No guns, no heavy equipment, no noise at all. Just quiet.”

I didn’t mention the moans, but he knew what I meant. No one ever had to say it; everybody knew.

Ruiz flicked a glance at me like the question disturbed him. He ate the meat, winced at the taste, forced it down. “I don’t know, man. Why worry about that shit? It’s cool. We’re cool.”

“It’s not cool. Once we’re done with the fence, then what? We sit behind the wall and do what? There won’t be any work, and without work why would they feed us?”

“America’s a big place,” he said. “Fence is a long way from done.”

“We’re not going to fence the whole place,” I said.

Ruiz brightened. “The hell we’re not. You got no faith, man. You think we’re going to be done when we fence the peninsula?”

“That’s what I was told.”

He laughed, almost snorting out the greasy broth. “You’re a gloomy fuck, Tony, you know that? Is that the kind of shit you think about when you’re swinging the sledge? Look around, man. Sure, things are in the shitter now, but we’re making a stand. We’re taking back our own.”

“Taking what back?”

“The world, man.”

“Christ on a stick, I never thought you were that naïve, Ruiz. We lost the world,” I snapped. “We own a piece of shit real estate and we wouldn’t even have that if it hadn’t been for lucky breaks with natural rivers and those wild fires. What ‘world’ do you think we’re going to take back? Yeah, yeah, I know what you’re going to say…that there are a couple dozen other teams like ours, and that we’re all going to meet somewhere up north when all of the fences intersect and we’ll all celebrate with a big old American circle jerk somewhere in, like, Mississippi or some shit.”

“It’s possible,” he said, but his grin was gone.

“No it’s not.” I ate two more forkfuls. “First off there isn’t enough material to build fences like that everywhere. We got one factory turning out fencing material and cinderblock? We have no working oil rigs, no refineries, and pretty soon we’re going to run out of gas. When’s the last time you saw a helicopter or a tank? They’re done, dry, useless. We’re always short on food because we haven’t had time to replant the lands we’ve taken back and we got shit for livestock. Half of what the scouts bring in have bites, and you can’t breed that stuff and you sure as hell can’t eat them.” I stabbed a piece of meat and wiggled it at him. “We’re eating god knows what, and I don’t know about you, man, but I don’t know how many more months of this shit I can take. The only thing I got to spark my interest each day is trying to predict whether I’ll have constipation or the runs.”

He said nothing.

“So, what I’m saying, Ruiz, is we won’t last long enough –people, resources, the shebang—we won’t last long enough to rebuild, even if we could somehow take it back. Why do you think that guy went apeshit on line just now? He got that. He knows. He understood what the wind is saying.”

Ruiz cut me a sharp look. “The wind? What are you talking about?”

I hesitated. “Forget it. It’s all bullshit.”

“No, man, what did you mean?”

“It’s nothing, it’s… Ah, it’s just some shit that guy Preach said once.”

“The one you used to bunk with? What’d he say? What about the wind?”

I didn’t want to tell him. I was surprised that it was that close to the tip of my tongue that it spilled out like that, but Ruiz kept pushing me. So I told him.

“The moans,” I began slowly. “Preach said he knew what they were.”

“What?”

“The…um…wind from Hell.”

Ruiz blinked.

“That’s what he said. He told me that people were right about what they said. That when there was no more room in hell…”

“…yeah, the dead would walk the earth. Fuck. You think that’s what this is? Hell itself on the other side of the fence. Is that what you think?”

I didn’t answer.

“Do you?”

“Just drop it,” I muttered, turning away, but Ruiz caught my arm.

“Is that what you think?” he asked, spacing the words out, slow and heavy with a need to understand.

I licked my lips. “I don’t know,” I said. “Maybe.”

He let me go and leaned back. “Christ, man. What kind of shit is that?”

“I told you, it’s just something that Preach told me. I told him to shut up, that I didn’t need to hear that kind of stuff.”

Ruiz gave me a funny look. “You told him, huh? When’d you tell him?”

I didn’t answer. That was a downhill slope covered in moss and lose rocks. No way I was going to let myself get pushed down there.

After a while Ruiz said, “Fuck.”

We sat in silence for a while, me looking at Ruiz, and Ruiz staring down into his bowl. After a while he closed his eyes.

“God,” he said softly.

I turned away. I was sorry I said anything.

-3-

That night even the booze wouldn’t put me out.

I lay on my cot, too tired to swat mosquitoes. Feeling sick, feeling like shit. After lunch we’d gone back to work, and Ruiz didn’t say a single word to me all day. Wouldn’t meet my eyes, didn’t sit with me at dinner. I felt bad about it, and that surprised me. I didn’t think I could feel worse than I did. I didn’t think I much cared about anyone else, or about what they felt.

Fucking Ruiz.

But I did feel bad.

Some of the guys sat by the campfire and swapped lies about what they did when the world was the world. Ruiz sat nearby, the firelight painting his face in hellfire shades; but his eyes were dark and distant and he didn’t look at me. He stared through the flames into a deep pit of his own thoughts.

I went to my tent, chased the palmetto bugs out from under the blanket and lay down. Someone was playing a guitar on the other side of the camp. Some Cuban song I didn’t know. I didn’t like the song but I wished it was louder. It wasn’t, though. It couldn’t be loud enough.

The dead moaned.

The wind from Hell breathed out through the mouths of the hungry dead.

Fuck me.

I closed my eyes and tried not to hear it. Tried to sleep. Drifted in and out.

It wasn’t Ruiz’s whispered voice that woke me. It was the feel of his callused hands closing around my throat.

I woke up thrashing.

I tried to cry out.

I had no voice, the air was trapped in my lungs.

Ruiz was a strong kid. Bigger than men, less wasted by the months on the fence. Made stronger by the sledge than I ever was. His hands closed tight and he leaned in close, his face invisible in the darkness, his breath hot and filled with spit against my ear.

“Say you’re wrong,” he growled. “Say you’re wrong.”

I tried to. I wanted to take it back. I wanted to take it all back. What Preach had said. What I’d said. I wanted to unsay it.

I really wanted to.

I could feel the bones in my throat grind and crack. Ruiz was a strong kid. I thrashed around, but he swung a leg over and sat down on my chest, crashing me down, bending the aluminum legs of the cot, pinning me to the ground.

The breath died in my lungs. It used itself up, burned to nothing.

“Say you were fucking lying! ” His voice was quiet, but loud in my ear.

And, just for a moment, the sound of it blocked out the moans of the dead; for a cracked fragment of a second it silenced the wind from hell.

“Say it,” Ruiz begged, and the words disintegrated into tears. He sagged back, his hands going slack as he caved into his own grief.

I tried to say it. With the burned-up air in my lungs I wanted to say it, just take back those last words. But my throat was all wrong. It was junk. The air found only a tiny, convoluted hole in the debris. I could hear the hiss of it. A faint ghost of a sound, a wind from my own hell.

Ruiz was crying openly now, his sobs louder than anything in the world. In my world.

I’m sorry, I said. Or thought I said. I take it back.

Ruiz didn’t hear me. All he could hear was the moan of the dead.

But me?

I couldn’t hear it.

Not anymore.

The End

Table of Contents

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